My Personal Journey

**I’ve realized that I’m truly Asexual, which means I don’t feel sexual attraction toward people regardless of their gender. While I do fall romantically in love with men and find some of them visually appealing, I lack the urge to have sex with them. This makes me a specific case of “Homo-Romantic Asexual”. You can learn more about asexuality by visiting

I’ve only had sexual intercourse three times in my entire life: twice with women and once with a man. I did so not because of lust, but to fit into societal norms and figure out where I belonged.

I chose to lock myself inside a Lori 2C device due to a destructive masturbation addiction that was consuming all my time and preventing me from truly living. On days off work, I would edge for up to 12 hours before finally ejaculating; on weekdays, it took about 5 to 8 hours. This constant cycle left little room for enjoyment, so I decided to take action.

My best friend was holding my keys. We are just friends with no sexual history between us. I asked him to hold the keys and explained why I was doing this. He agreed happily. I requested that he keep them permanently, only returning them if a medical emergency arose. Although he remained my keyholder, he lost the keys to my Lori shortly after handing them over. Since I gave him ALL the keys, I am now locked up forever. I’m perfectly fine with being permanently locked because I wanted a celibate life free from sex, masturbation, and orgasm—and that is exactly what I have, with no easy way out of my device.

My friend was quite apologetic about losing the keys. It seems they fell out of his pocket onto the street on the very day I gave them to him and were never found again. I had dropped the spare set off at his workplace, so that was the last time he saw those specific keys. I told him it didn’t matter because I never really wanted freedom anyway. Despite everything, I think he still feels guilty.

Now that the keys are gone, I don’t even need a keyholder:)

I wear a Lori 2C. To make it more secure, I pierced my foreskin and attached a stainless steel ring to the front of the device, then epoxying the ring shut permanently. The device came with a PA (penile-urethral) attachment option, but since I don’t have that type of piercing, it wasn’t useful for me. As an uncut person, I prefer having my foreskin cover my glans while wearing the device because it’s more comfortable. This is why the PA attachment wouldn’t work well even if I had chosen to get pierced.

The inevitable question arises: how do you wash inside your foreskin when permanently locked with no keys? The answer is that the foreskin doesn’t actually need extra cleaning; it manages on its own. Regular washing removes both good and bad bacteria, but keeping some in allows them to maintain a healthy environment. I have been wearing my 2C for 75 days without removing it, and there are absolutely no unpleasant odors.

I am much happier now and go out more often to enjoy life. Knowing the device cannot be taken off is reassuring. The timing of the keys being lost on the same day as their transfer feels like fate or divine intervention. I happily accept this as my new normal; deep down, I know I always wanted to escape from my sexuality, and locking my penis away forever is the best way to achieve that.

Life is good now, life is great:):D **

Thought I would add some pictures.

And a few more;)