back in the lock with potential for release

It’s been a while since I last sat there with my lock on. Between starting a new job, hitting the gym regularly, and dealing with family matters, I’ve had plenty of freedom lately along with all the misbehavior that goes with it.

But now those psychological pressures are back again. I’m finding myself moody, grumpy, argumentative, and refusing to serve in ways I used to love doing before.

Here I am sitting still. A steel ring encircles my testicles, and a steel rod sits inside me. This should make for an interesting workout at lunchtime. (Must not drop the barbells into my lap)

My wife is heading out of town for a long weekend in the coming weeks, which gives us a chance to open things up again. We’ll use the friendly plastic device rather than the intimidating steel one.

Do you have any advice on how to start? Maybe send an email? “Hey darling, shall we play a game…”

Naturally, the one day when the gym instructor notices my poor deadlift form and takes time to coach me through it.:*)