Still No Orgasm This Year....

Does it ever happen that you sense deep down you’re approaching your emotional breaking point?

We’ve been on a remarkable run of denial for roughly a year, and the feeling hasn’t completely vanished. I haven’t had any male-bonding orgasms at all. About half my climaxes come from ruined handjobs, while the other half result from intercourse.

The last time we did PIV was before Christmas. In late December, I experienced one ruined climax. My wife and I have a scene scheduled for Thursday. She has hinted that it will conclude with a ruined orgasm at the earliest. How exactly she’ll do it remains unclear to me. Over the past year, her timing on handjobs has improved significantly. While we plan to resume intercourse not long after this event, much of our time is currently spent preparing.

Even though I’ve been playing for years, all of this can still mess with my head. We’ve recently been watching some hot shows like Wanderlust on Netflix. Denial typically feels like a game, but lately, my emotional craving to be fucked seems heightened compared to usual. Thursday will bring a bit of sharpness. The clearer picture I have in mind regarding sex is becoming more intense the longer this goes on.

Our emotions are running high for both of us since Kitten has been in the hospital for nearly a month. Sex, playtime, and T&D are mostly off the table. Masturbation is completely out as well. I had to be unlocked for several days last week; even while home alone, I didn’t give it a second thought. As newcomers to chastity, we’re still figuring things out. Kitten hasn’t quite mastered the techniques for edging (or knowing when to stop me at just the right moment) and producing ruined climaxes. Our last PIV—and my most recent orgasm—happened on December 8th. Since our sessions aren't strictly scheduled, I’m not sure when we’ll see each other again. It’s frustrating, yes, but I am content to let her make that call.

Same situation here; not caged but still no O

> fuzzydunlop wrote: ↑Tue Jan 15, 2019 3:17 pm > Do you ever really feel in your gut that you are getting close to your emotional limits? Interestingly no, which is somewhat frightening. I’ve been locked for over five months now.