Journals and blogs discussion

:sad0125: Ms.M. and I are kicking off the new year with updated rules (specifically regarding Ms.M.). While in chastity, I do well. But once I get out for a bit, things start to unravel. Procrastination sets in; I have too many 12oz beers. Housework piles up. Then I made a big mistake and lied to Ms. M. She let me stew for several days, being very quiet. After the X-MAS holiday and everyone leaving family-wise, she came out dressed like I’d never seen her before. “Do you have your cage on?” No ms. M. “Get it and put it back on with the #2 POI and come back naked.” So I did as told; when I returned, she was in her chair and ordered me to kneel on the floor. She systematically reviewed my recent past, as well as some of our 25 years together, all while tapping her riding crop. After my review, I got cropped and caned like never before. Ms. M. used to do it for play, but not this time. When she seemed satisfied, I had to scrub all the floors on my knees in a pink bra and panties without talking. Then I was assigned a writing paper titled “I will not lie to Ms.M” written 500 times. I got let out for New Years Eve but went back into the cage with the #2 POI. As far as I can tell, I’m being a good pet. We shall see. Ms. M. decided that every Sunday I’ll get a review of the following week. I did find one red X on the calendar. Welcome to real time. I will let you know when it’s play time. I hope to post after my Sunday review.

Congratulations on your new lock up and your new blog! :anim_25:

**Reality and 24/7** Being married to Ms. M. for 25 years feels like a 24/7 dynamic to me. My submission is about 60%. I still handle all the manly tasks, yard-garden work, car fixes, etc. On the submissive side, I help with all the house chores; she acts as the CEO and I am the worker. We get to play when time permits, but other things come up that have to be put off. As we age, quality seems better than quantity.:love0077:

*Clearly, Mistress M is taking a more "hands on" approach to your training - I am sure you will benefit greatly... Do keep up with your updates - it will be interesting to see how well you respond to the new rules.... I'll bet you looked so cute washing the floor... very good job, sweety!*

**The weekly meeting/review** Ms. M. made me wait until last night for her meeting with me about reflecting on the past week in the new year. Waiting those two days put me in a deep thinking mode. She likes to do that, make me contemplate what I've done or what's coming up; some might call it sub space. After dinner, I had to help her with personal grooming: washing, leg shaving, toweling off. I was wearing panties and my cb2000. Ms.M. then put on that sexy red night gown and came back with the key. She unlocked her cock and told me to shower, shave everything, and put my ring back on. Even when not locked up, I must always wear the ring; it's one of the rules. Anyway, back to my review. Upon entering her bedroom, I kneel at the foot of the bed and am asked if I have anything to say. "I think I am getting better with my responsibilities, reduced my beer intake, and been truthful and honest." "Very good," Ms.M. says. "Anything else?" "No, nothing comes to mind right now." "Yes, I can see some improvement, but this will take time and effort from both of us. Assume the position." I received about 20 minutes of on-and-off spanking: first light, then hard, fast, soft over various parts of my backside and bum. She even brought it down by my head so that you could feel the wind. "Gosh how I love this crop," she said. How long have I had it? "12 years" I said. I can't believe after all this time I'm getting the hang of this. (The crop is a real English riding crop I found on a Polo field; strong handle with a thick hand strap, 18-20 inches long with a looped 3 inch end.) So when she was done, she said by my flinching that she thinks I'm scared of her and the crop. For the first time, I said yes. I knelt back down for a bit and was invited into her bed. I pleased her until she was satisfied; then I was allowed to cum. New rule: I take the mess always unless told otherwise. Well, I'm back in my cage with a sore bum and chores again. More later!:chores020:

**My 2nd week of new rules** Her review of my 2nd week went well for me this time; I had no lines to write. I kept the house cleaned up nicely and put all the X-mas decorations away, trying to make her life easier. This is so new to me. We used to play on and off—vanilla one night, kink the next—but reality is setting in. Here I am kneeling in pink panties at the bottom of her bed, locked in my cage for the whole week. She speaks in a soft low voice and asks if I have anything to say about myself? I went blank speechless. So I came up with: "I think I'm improving... uh uh uh I will try and do better and improve my spending habits." That's a start. Get into position and put your blindfold on. I got about 20 strokes with the crop; it hurt but not like last time. Then I heard the jingle of the keys, and I was unlocked to shower, shave, and clean up, though my ring stays on. We hugged kissed, I pleased her, then she told me to roll over onto my back and edged me about 4 times until I ended with a ruined climax before being locked back up. I'm not used to this.:smilies_xxx02:

congratulations sub4life on the new blog and the changes on the home front. Keep up the blog!

**Winter Blues** Things are slowing down here in Ms. M's Estate. I have been uncaged for 4 days. Damn, I hate ingrown hairs. Ms.M has been under the weather; I swear it's those shopping carts at the store. Domesticly, the house is in order: Ms. M gets breakfast in bed, lets the dogs out, etc. I've been busy snowplowing; so far put new breaklines, brake calipers, fuel line and fuel pump on my truck between snows as well. All while wearing panties, bra, thigh highs, and my base ring. We have another 8-10 inches of snow coming tonight, so I will be up for 20+ hours pushing parking lots out. Ms. M said she'll give me some "down" time once she is back on her feet. I must credit her strength; the dominant nature she possesses has helped her deal with her MS. Also, it brings out a very submissive side in me to provide for her. My take on jimi123: Is he asking permission from this forum to say it's OK for whatever he wants to do? I think he must be honest with himself first, then talk to his SO and be honest with him/her. I like that new CB. Maybe they could make one with some bumps or spikes on the inside to let you know when your thoughts are getting nasty. That’s all for now C.M., have a great day. Sub4life

**Finally some play time** Up here on the "North Coast," we get lake effect snow. So in the past week I've been plowing my ass off with very little sleep and a few small breakdowns, but got through okay—a total of 18 inches where I live. Ms. M left me uncaged for this time except for my ring; she was very pleased with the money. For some reason, money makes a Mistress happy. My birthday is on the 4th, but more snow is expected so today is play time. I was told to expect service and worship, starting with breakfast in bed. More later. P.S. Take the Cards and the points.:cake-077:

**V-Day dinner** Well it went off as planned. First Ms. M had breakfast in bed with a card. Later I was allowed to help with her bath then she relaxed in the water jets. I made strip steaks, lobster tails and scampi, salad rolls spuds green beans. I cooked all this on my grill out of sight. I set our formal dinner table with the good stuff candles and champaign. She wore a Knockout red silk long gown; Me in my cb and collar. Dinner was EXELENT, my #2 POI's were digging in. My mind wasn't eating dinner at all really! I cleaned up all the dishes and met her in the bedroom. She was very pleased but..........."I would rather you please me more and we'll worry about my caged pet tomorrow.",