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Hello all. A few months back I shared a post here about my girlfriend and her beginning journey into BDSM. I believe we hit a breakthrough just the other day… Since we share an office, we recently navigated a highly stressful situation where things went off track. She started to panic because she worried our business reputation would suffer. I stepped up, pulled her close, and firmly told her that we could either lose control or take charge and survive it. Fortunately, my approach worked. That evening, as we lay in the hotel room making love, she whispered how everything was finally clicking into place for her. She said she felt supported by me—that whenever I am needed, I show up. Even though I’m usually the steady one, she sensed that all of it was done with her in mind. Then she added that right then and there, she realized I belong to her, and every action I take is for her. We’ve discussed crossdressing before, but this time she whispered directly into my ear how much she wants me wearing a collar, stockings, and high heels. She wants me adorned with makeup while she uses me as hers. Although we’d talked about these items previously, it felt different now. It seemed to make perfect sense for her. She kept murmuring that she expects me to dress up in very tall heels—so high I might not even be able to walk properly—and would love to have me crawling on the floor serving her all day long. Over the last few days, she has repeatedly reminded me of my duty to get dressed for her. What changed? Even though I knew she was progressing gradually, something seems to have snapped into place. It is thrilling yet a bit startling for me.

Dear slaveboymiami, It appears she has realized that you remain present and supportive when she needs you most. By taking charge of the other side of your nature, it may well serve her interests. Now she intends to begin managing you according to her preferences. However, deep down she trusts that you can handle responsibilities as required. What could be better than having a Sissy who is at your beck and call day and night? Along with a husband, boyfriend, or partner capable of taking the reins when necessary—but otherwise remaining devoted solely to serving, worshipping, obeying, and loving her in any way she desires? Where do I register, Missy Tanya?

Tanya, Thank you for the reply. That actually makes quite a lot of sense.

Well I went online and ordered myself a pair of high heels... They are six-inch patent black leather with locking ankle cuffs.. My girlfriend loves the concept of me being unable to take them off. I haven't told her yet that I placed the order, so I am hoping it will be a surprise when they arrive. I actually owned a similar pair before during my time with my former Mistress and they caused pain; I could hardly stand in them.

*Six inch locking heels.... MY MY... That will be a challenge. Have you thought about what happens if She doesn't unlock them? After a few weeks I would bet you would be perfectly comfortable in them but totally unable to walk in flats ever again... Good for you slaveboy - but do keep us informed when they arrive!* :smilies_xxx02:

Miss D, Yes they will be a challenge. The thing is I have no idea what she has planned but for some reason I have a feeling that I will be sleeping in stockings and heels for a night when they come in....I remember that my last Mistress made me buy a similar pair but she ordered them a size too small. They hurt a lot but her response was that they were supposed to hurt so I had to deal with it. In case anybody is interested in the type of shoe the link is below.

Oh love their shoes:) that is a great store. Just be careful with such high heels. Having had to wear heels like that for 8 hours a day for several years you can really mess up your legs and back if you don't work your way into long periods in them. Good luck though keep us up dated:jumping0036: Happy that things seem to be working out for you.

> slaveboymiami said: > Miss D, > Yes they will be a challenge. thing is I have no idea what she has planned but for some reason I have a feeling that I be sleeping in stockings and heels for a night when they come in....I remember that my last Mistress made me buy a similar pair but she ordered them a size too small. They hurt a lot but her response was that they were supposed to hurt so I had to deal with it. > In case anybody is interested in the type of shoe the link is below. > > Click to expand... Thanks, slaveboy! That looks like a good link--they have sizes beyond 12 and even have wide widths too! Dollyanne doesn't envy you in those locking 6" pumps--dollyanne could never survive in them!--but dolly is looking forward to your adventures being locked in them! This is probably more dollyanne's type as a "starter" shoe: [[Image: exotichighheels_2036_9633332.jpg]](the referenced community page) Huggs,:manga_bunny: ***dollyanne***

Lady Kismet, We are not planning on using them eight hours a day. They will be used for play time. But I can imagine her every once in a while wanting to take a whole weekend to play... Dollyanne, I actually have a shoe fetish and love high heels. If they aren't stilettos or really high then they don't do anything for me. I will be sure to update so I can share my adventures!

lol sounds fun:P just be ready to soak your feet for a long time:p:anim_35:

Be careful what you wish for Slaveboymiami, Last year I spent an entire weekend in my heels as my mistress made me rip holes through the straps on mine and she used luggage locks to keep them on. Have a whole new respect for what it involves, Lady Kismet much respect for wearing them 8 hrs a day for years. Though this is after chastity probably the most humbling form of punishment. Enjoy!:character0100: Alice

Definitely be careful for what you wish for. The pair I have was a gag gift from a friend and my Goddess has had me in them twice-locked! Good news for me is she can't stop laughing so I am safe from any long term servitude in them, but damn was it difficult to walk in.

omg 6" heels. Your a better sissy than me. When i'm in the house for the night or when i wake in the morning, the first thing i do is put my 4" pumps on & i can wear them just about all day . ( Of course i do sit down every now & then ):evilgrin0010: i have 5" pumps to do house work in once in while:chores002::chores009: When i'm done with my house work i can't wait to get them off. Maybe M'lady should lock them on so i get use to them. Good luck

i fall over in bare feet! gurls you are amazing! unfortunately i've sprained and strained my ankles too often as a youth to be able to even wear cowboy boots, which i used to in the early 80's (crazy style back then) i'm jealous. shhhhhh, i didn't say that. OOPs