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Preface: I am 42 - Living in Denmark,- (So pardon my English) discovered my submissiveness late, but it is strong. Married to my beautiful wife for 14 years- and the marriage is stronger than ever. I joined CM in October 2013 and enjoy the community very much. Lots of authentic people, with genuine desire to share and help. And high on moral standards… Rare these days! Since I joined in October 2013 - I have posted in various threads, - but have never tried to present “my case” to you. So I have taken the liberty to bring my journey together in one piece, divided into SEVEN chapters, - describing the fast an absolutely incredible evolution in our relationship. BACKGROUND Yes, like many of you guys I was the one who popped the question of Chastity to my wife in the spring of 2013. To cut it short - we have since evolved into a state where I am in strong submissiveness: She now enjoys keep me locked up completely. As she puts it: “I want your full attention- don’t even think of your dick, - cause you have none. What’s ever down there is mine. I want you to be able to stay focused at work and at your household duties ( I do them all)” She let me serve her, whenever she feels like it. At first it was hard for her to just roll over and say goodnight, leaving me in sexual frustration. Now she does it with ease and a wicked smile. I love her.:p We have travelled long way already. See our 2014 contract here I am now allowed supervised cleaning every second day. Stepped up from twice a week. It is both a health and a tease issue for her. I’m now in Steelheart from Steelworxx and it feels like coming home- lol! With integrated lock and internal PA-fixing it is smooth and secure beyond imagination. Recently I was told that it was no longer just our little secret anymore. Want to know more? CHAPTER ONE I would have lost Big time - if i had taken a bet 8 months ago. Well my wife accepted to try the chastity lifestyle - but reluctantly. She soon discovered All the added bonuses - I served and nursed her in every possible Way 24/7. She soon would not even consider to turn back time. Everything was just fine -I had my Way of defeating my masturbation circus, and she was threated like a true Queen However she Kept on telling me that she simply could not make her punish me, humiliate me, or even tease me when I was caged. Later on she managed to be able to pinch and squeze my balls now and Then, but she still also felt sorry for me when i was serving her - second or third time in a row, with no release for me. Why do I write this? Because it has all changed - oh so much - in such a short time… I just need to go 30 minutes back in time: After having nursed her All Day, done alle the cleaning, shopping, cooking, giving her massage, putting on new bed linnen, preheating her bed, making her special Thea, serving her favourite chocolate etc. Etc… She just told me What I had forgotten to do: prerecord her favourite tv-show. ( I manage to find it online in a streaming version - and arranged it for her to watch, while I was baking bread- lol) I wendt to bed afterwards and 20 minutes later she came into The bedroom, undreshed completely in front of me and jumped into her preheated side of our doublebed, she gas forbindende me to start talking about sex, CBT etc. In bed. She started to Read one of the magazines I had placed on the bredspread. I was Reading work-related emails - sitting naked and caged beside her. Suddenly she demanded: do me! I was oh so willing, and started to position myself for the serving, taking in the powerfull intoxicating scent of her wonderfull sex. Apparently she was not satisfied with the speed of my approach, and took my head an forced it with great strength to her sex, and rubbed my face up and Down. Then she ordered: go on!-and lifted her grip on me, and started to stimulate her nipples. I did her good, tounge fucked her and All, eagerly licking up her juices. When she came - she came strong - and wrapped her legs around me, and moarned. I thanked her, as ALWAYS for allowing me this pleasure, and she answered: You are welcome. I am ALWAYS close to Cumming when I am serving her, but I am not allowed . Therefore my surprise was Big, when she suddenly presentens the CBT - jeg, and tol me to unlock. I did and she jumped and quickly began to blow me while keeping a more than firm grip on my balls. I was in heaven, yet confused. I had not expected this. After just 10 days, was I already to have a release? Waauww. But after approx ten sucks, she just stopped, squezed me even harder, gave me a little Pad on my shoulder, and told me that she was ready to go to sleep.” Take the CBT back on, and turn of the light. Here is the key…” I love it.. - her t&d… Many times earlier on I doubted that we would ever come to this, - that this experiences was something I would only read about, - but after just 8 months we have arrived at this plateau, - and what a wonderful view! I really do not need to take this development that much further, - and that is some sort of a surprise to me….. I have also been fantasizing about heavier stuff,- You know the routine, - punishment, strapons, plugs, cuckolding etc. - but really - it all seems to loose its glamour, compared to this. I thought that a FLR was a lot more about sex, then I now have realized it is - at least to me. The submissive part of our everyday life and nursing, pleasing and serving her, is so rewarding on its own. To see how my wife and now Mistress relaxes, lifted from daily household routines, - how she becomes more and more strong and powerful, filled with self-confidence and surplus of energy - is almost all I really need. Of course sex is a vital part still - neither of us would live without it - for sure. But it is not always center stage anymore. I like my mind-blowing releases. They are - just mind-blowing - lol… So being rewarded from time to time is great, - but being allowed to serve Mistress is an even greater pleasure, sexually and in general - and that is a wonderful thing to be able to feel - and to say out loud And don’t get me wrong, - we have ( she has ) way more sex, and there is so much more intimacy than before I popped the question about Chastity 8 months ago. Chastity to me is not - anymore - about my needs. ( for a long long time no more topping from the bottom!!) Chastity to me is not about celibacy and loosing interest in sex. Chastity to me is about serving her needs, an often before she even starts to realize her needs. Being one step ahead in pleasing and serving, - is so rewarding. There was a fire in her after all! You just need to cuddle her …..

CHAPTHER TWO She just did exactly the same thing again last night. After A whole days housework, having surprised her with installing new dimmable bedlamps, and cocked one of her favorite dishes etc.. - she Had me do her foot massage - and immediately afterwards ordered me in. She was so sobbing hot and wet God, I love to do her. I was so close to edging in my Steelheart CBT, - But Of course I did not Amazing how willpower can defeat lust - lol. After a strong orgasm - no she did not have more than one, but It was oh so strong, she scratch my back heavily with her fingernails over and over… Again - I thought it was it, - but no - she handed me the key, and told me to unlock. I had just two hours earlier had my daily supervised cleaning, -so she knew it was clean and started to blow me, - while squeezing my balls like never before. With the other hand she made a swipe, meaning: No orgasm! Do not dare to cum. This time I lost track of the number of sucks.. lol. She took me oh so deep, not throating, - but deep I started to feel the orgasm knocking heavily on my door, - and started to twist and turn. This is it! - I thought - she will let me have it after all.. But again I was tricked Out of the blue she said: "Nice cock,- lets lock him up!", and handed me the key, with a sweet wicked smile. "Let me see how fast You can do it" It took almost 10 minutes before the erection was subsided enough… I handed her the key back with a "Thank you Mistress". She patted me on my cheek, - smiled and said "God Boy". "But you were slow in putting it back on. Too Excited - I Guess? So I have decided that it needs some rest. It will not be taking out for any reason the next 5 days…. Good Night!" I guess I am down to q-tips … Sitting here writing this 4 a.m. in the morning - feeling oh so gratified.

CHAPTER THREE It has been 5 days of complete lockup - exactly as Mistress ordered, so it was time to breathe again - right? No, she is here next to me asleep, satisfied and beautiful... And I am gratified and still smelling all over my face and fingers of her sex. This Time was a little different - to say the least;-) She went to bed first - the preheated one. I had nicely arranged magazines for her on the bedspread, served her the on the Night, her glas of redwine and some of her favourite Dark chocolate. I also brought get her new iPad mini - i had surprised her with the other day. I love to bring her unexpected gifts. Well not that unexpected - we actually have it in our 2014 contract - my idea;-) I was in the kitchen - doing housework and laundry. "Come in her and undress now, I want a massage" - came with a firm voice from the bedroom. I went into the bedroom and Mistress was All naked - legs Wide apart - on the heated linnen. Wauuu - she was so hot, in All her glove, - Shaved pussy, smooth skin and loose long blond hair. Between her legs - centimeters from her pussy - was the key to my steel tube - placed on the linnen. "You have to choose" - she Said. Unlock it, and Wash it now, and go to bed, or stay locked and give me a good massage. If You do Well, You Can do me afterwards...." I was never in doubt - i fetched the Towels and the massage Oil and still in cage, I gave get a 20 minutes or so massage. When I was done and dried her skin with the Towers from any surplus of massageoil, i was waiting for the verdict... Have to admit that I was disapointed and frustrated when she Said that it was time for me to go to bed. "Lay Down on the bed beside me - on your back - and not so close. " No service! Had I not done Well, or was it just a tease, alltogether? Should I had taken the other option - unlocked - and .... and..... Etc..... Mistress suddenly interupted my twisted mind - and pulled Down my blanket, and climped on to me. I moarned - cool not help it - but was immediately ordered to shut up. Her pussylips passed my cage without milimeter and she hold up the key saidxsomething like: "so close - and yet so far. She Then threw the key to the carpetfloor and made her Way to my face with her Wet pussy. She took a firm grip on my curly hear and started to rob my face in her juices. I was in heaven - and she was very turned on. I could feel the tensions in All of her Body as she pressed herself Down on my face. I was licking and sucking constantly - and did not pay much attention to breathing, but I managed to get sufficient to go on;-);-) I was Working clit and lips - and when I was working low, she did it.. Moved up some more and directed her butt onto my face. All she said was - "go slow"... And so I did - at first I have always wanted to rim her butt but had never actually dared to ask her, or incidentally do it. And now I was lying here on my back, caged for God knows how long, and being ordered to rim her butt! Haven't we done some mileages in a very short time. I was a amazed and trembling.... Soon I was not just sucking, I used my tounge to go deeper, and she did not stop me for long until she directed be back to her wet pussy, and came oh so strong, 20 seconds later! I was soaked - still am somewhat - even though it has dried up for the most part of it. She rolled over and said with a low voice - "that was good" - good night..."

CHAPTHER FOUR I Know it can sound weird to some, and for others it is no news at all, but to me, it is a major milestone, that yesterdays service of my wife/Mistress was oh so ordinary - meaning - it just felt so -"ment to be" I'm on a "once pr. month release" for 2014 - if I behave - otherwise it is less. So right now it has been 14 days since last time and there will up to 5-6 weeks until I'm allowed another go. It could be end of february - If she so decides…. Well, - What strikes me, is how I mentally accepted my position yesterday, - ( the best position there is- lol) - my head between her legs. There was no internal struggle in me, -no fantasizing getting release, no desire for her to play with me, etc… No desire for anything but to take my place and do her good. And she was ice-cold - demanding, and no interest in pleasing me. No games, just service, and I love it…. And from what I can tell, I was so much on to pleasing her, that she came strong. Boy, she can flex her body and use her fingernails on my back, when she comes. When I later asked her if she by now had any discomfort left in her mind - now everything is about her needs, - she just replied: "Nope, - why should I?" - in a tone that was telling me, that she did not really asked for an answer It is amazing how this lifestyle of denial can change your mindset completely. When I think back, I can remember saying "Thank You Mistress", - when I was allowed to please her- with no release for me… It was hard, yet it was something I said because I wanted her to sense how much I was in to this. Still I was not being honest, cause I actually was thinking: " Oh what a big sacrifice I am giving, but it is necessary to take this further"… All that has vanished…. When I thank her today it is from my heart, and I do not feel any sacrifice whatsoever. I feel at home. I'm rewarded and I am proud, that she will let ME please her… She is keeping me in steel cage CBT, - and I am honored-lol. Life is great! Later that day: Mistress has just told me that her best friend - along with some new boyfriend will be coming over Friday for dinner. She told me to make it a special - with some fine cuisine of mine.. Her best friend is the one she has consulted when she was doing our 2014 contract, -and she has seen photos of me just wearing the steel cage… She knows!!!... My wife told me - with a wicked smile that she will meet with her girlfriend late this afternoon for some "girl talk", while I'm starting on the dinner "project"… It's not that I think that there will be any "non-wife" things be going on tonight. Someday maybe - we will see, - but I think that my wife deliberately holds me in suspense… Does the new boyfriend know? How will I deal with there glances? Will my wife order me around in an very indiscreet manner? - (I think she will) Will she order me to show my CBT to the girlfriend? My wife has already shown her the ring that she is wearing, - the one she can use to control me with in public - Read here for explanation . Wish me all best for the cooking, the party, the humiliation, and hopefully the intense serving of my wife, once the guests has left the house I'm almost certain that this gathering will turn her on….

CHAPTHER FIVE REPORT after the dinner party: Morning - It is 5.30 AM in Denmark... What a great evening - I'm thrilled No, there was no real serving of my wife just a quick lick and taste and resting my head on her naked sex when we headed to bed… They left very late, - but that's OK, I was rewarded and gratified nevertheless;-) We did have a nice talk when I was cleaning Up after they left, and my wife/mistress told me how proud she was of me and my behavior. "You did reel good, there was no need for the ring" she said." And she continued giggling: " Ohh, she was so jealous of me! Seeing You serving and nursing, shaped up as you are. I think she would like XXX ( her boyfriend) could be like that!. She said to me that we looked so much in love… How Rewarding! - and then she told me that she would love to see her friend in a similar kind of "relationship". I had myself figured that one out during the evening - and maybe I was also doing my outmost to show "to the world" how happy I am with the lifestyle and how devoted and in love I am! So I confess, I really did my best and more… My wife's friend kept smiling at me, paid me lots of compliments for cooking, serving and shaping up my body. She also asked for several items during dinner - and she turned to me - in a very gentle manner and asked if I would fetch them for her. Was she flirting with the concept?- I think so… And Yes,- she glanced and glanced - and when they left she gave me a nice smile and kiss on the cheek, and a very tender hug - in a way that gave me the impression that she was trying to somehow press against the cage, to feel what it was like. Maybe I was just hallucinating on that one!- lol As we - my wife and I - talked about afterwards, her girlfriend was indeed turned on by the lifestyle. (Having been in on the contract, and all, had sort of paved the way, I think) I'm not sure that her current boyfriend would have anything to do with it…. so…. Well, it is none of my business. Just before my wife patted me and said "goodnight", she told me that she had wanted her friend to actually see the cage, - but had refrained from it. "Some other time, when she comes over - alone…" It is now 6. am in the morning and I'm feeling so fulfilled. First time I have experienced having people around me - besides my wife/Mistress - that knows of "my condition" - and I think it turned out very well indeed The cork is slowly but steady - I think- coming off the bottle. I like that a lot. I do not feel ashamed. I feel assured of my choices and desires. And I'm amazed, how my wife has embraced this lifestyle.

CHAPTER SIX A call can make a hell of a difference The Friday dinner party went oh so well and promising. As You would know if you have read earlier in this thread, my wife skipped playing with me afterwards - it was also very late. Still it was a wonderful evening. As You might recall - I'm on a firm schedule in terms of releases, - allowed just one every month. Sunday evening - (Yesterday) her iPhone rang at approx. 9.30 PM and I could hear that it was the girlfriend from friday night on the line. Soon I could hear no more - since my wife rather slipped in to our bedroom to continue the conversation… It lasted almost one hour, - which gave me plenty of time to deal with the laundry and other household issues. I turned on some music, and only a giggling now and then passed through…. Girl talk, plenty of girl talk I can still remember how I used to be irritated when talks like this one went on and on… That is all gone now. Cross my heart - I have no problems with that anymore. She could go on for ever, if she so pleases. When she finally came out from the bedroom, all she said was something like: "You are free to prepare the bed now. It was xxxx on the line. We talked about the trip to Berlin". ( We had talked about going to Berlin all four of us - during the dinner Friday) When I was in the bedroom - preparing the bed, - and undressing,- she told me that her girlfriend was not so sure that the new boyfriend would like to participate after all, - and my wife told me that it would be fine if we went to Berlin, just the three of us! "No problem - that will be just fine. If he does not want to come along to Berlin, then he should stay", I stated. At the same time my head started to spin. Was this just another clever tease of hers, or was it something else? Well, Maybe it was just slightly bad chemistry between him and us, - and nothing more sophisticated than that… I was interrupted in my headspin, when she out of nowhere presented me with the key to my CBT and told me to unlock and clean. I was more than surprised since I already had done that in the morning. I however did not argue with her - lol, but went straight to the bathroom to clean. God, how sensitive you can get - but I managed after all to complete the task without too big an erection When I I returned home—nude—with the CBT and its key in my hand. My Wife was already tucked into bed. She patted the pillow, signaling me to lie down. All I really wanted—and I mean it—was permission to go down on her, but she had something else in mind. "I want you to know that XXX was very impressed with how well you performed. Very impressed indeed," my wife giggled. "I’ve come to realize what a wonderful gift this is. She was so jealous." "In the best possible way," she added. "I’m going to reward you with one extra release. It means a great deal to me that XXX feels so comfortable with your idea—but You will not cum until I give permission, OK?" I was just about to tell her about the contract and explain that all I wanted right now was to please her, but instead I heard myself reply: "You make me proud—and I won’t cum until you say so." So here we are—we made love—real love—for a long time. I’ll spare you the details, but it was genuine affection where she never left the cock-pit. She was demanding and in control. When I finally got permission to burst, she thrust forward then pulled away slightly, causing me to splash some of my jizz over her sex and belly. "You are not done yet," she said, ordering me to lick the jizz off her stomach. I asked if I shouldn’t clean up the rest as well, but she shook her head no. After finishing with her belly, she sat up, climbed onto my face, and commanded: "Now, make me cum…" What else can a sub do? Obey! lol... I could feel the remaining jizz sliding into my mouth as I sucked and licked her sex. She came big—pressing her thighs and sex tightly against me.. Just before falling asleep, she repeated: "It really means a lot to me that XXX finds this lifestyle somewhat appealing. I am happy that I can share it with her…." I'm happy too….. With her permission—I’m sharing it here at CM—and I like that, even though writing it all down takes quite some time… Things are pretty OK by now—and I’ve even managed to stay very productive at work. I hope it stays this way forever, but again—who knows what the future will bring? However, up until today, introducing this lifestyle has been the biggest game changer of my life… And it’s brought both of us plenty of pleasant surprises. I don’t expect Berlin to change that picture in general .

CHAPTER SEVEN One step further…. Just a little UPDATE - (I have tons of work to do before the weekend) - but a rather important one I would say: Lat night there was no signs of "sexual activities" - it had been a busy day for both of us. In fact the week had been rather busy all together;-) As You may recall I was rewarded en extra release a week ago, - but Wonderful as is was, it also ripped me from my "bubble" of submissiveness, and I had a hard time keeping up the sky-high standards of my services in the household and to her. She however did not complain - that much;-) I really tried my best, but the super boost you get from horny denial was only slowly regaining its power. I did my best to cover it up, -not showing her thatI was under influence of pure chemistry in my own body, - but I was not all that successful . Well,- enough of background, lets skip back to the action: Last night - No action in sight, - And I was heading for the bed after having swiped the house, and made everything nice and clean, and serving her with magazines, Thea, Chocolate, and lots of other thing( Yes, my drive to please her endlessly is back!!) She came to bed half an hour later. She asked me to get up and rect a glass of water her iPad mini ( which I by the way had purchased for her as a gift last week), and her credit card . She were to order a dress online, she told me. I did as told, and turned in for the night, cuddled up next to her, kissing her arm… I was almost asleep when she patted me and told me: "I need to tell MY cock something, - so please unlock- take of the cage!" - and handed me the key. I unlocked as told, very surprised as I was. She took a very tight grip on my balls with one hand and a another around the base and squeezed real hard, until I was throbbing.. And finally she said facing the cock: "I was wrong in rewarding You - and stopping acting as If You are about to get some more. You will have none!" and therm she turned to me and continued: I can see that You tried, but is was not good enough. I does not work well when You are released, right?. You need to be locked up, no doubt about that!. Maybe, just maybe I will never let You cum again!" She said that with a smile, that told me that this idea actually had crossed her mind(!!) - for the first time I think…. I do not however think that this is what she wants for now, and neither do I ( I think…), - but I think that our contracts "one release pr. month" proved its rights… I want to serve, and it has come to a point where she will not accept any decline in standards…. If she wants me to have even less releases - she is free to raise the bar of denial, - Well, lets see what's in store for me… After having said that she told me to "buckle up" again, -and I thought it was over. She had had her little conversation with "her" cock… It took me a while to get it back into there steel cage. I handed her the key. "We are not done yet", she said. And pointed to her sex with her finger while holding her magazine with the other and continued to read. She did not even look at me.. I thanked her for the pleasure, kisses her belly and continued further down. She was wet. She was hot. And I could tell that she had not prepared herself for this. No, she was not dirty or anything, but You could tell, and I would shortly be smelling of pussy all over my face- lol! When she was getting there the magazine eventually dropped to the floor and she pulled my hair, and drove her nails deep, holding me tight in place, moving her sex across my face… Se came strong…, boy! - she flexed and twisted… An so senstive - lasting for minutes….. I thanked her for allowing me to serve her, and we cuddled in. "Wauuh - You really smell of pussy!" - she mumbled, and soon - she was gone.. To be continued...

BlueEyes I am loving reading your story! What a delightful collection of chapters! Hopefully you will treat us with more as time progress. My highlights must include; timing you to lock him back up, with it obviously it not being quick enough and also when she throw your key on the floor and then rode your face. Incredible. Of course I like these highlights because they are hot but I also love in chapter 4 how you describe you realising everything is about her and except your position in life, taking comfort in just giving her pleasure whilst admitting that yours is insignificant.

@PUP - Thanks for reading, - I'm pleased that You find some entertainment in my broken english…. To write a documentary of the evolution of our lifestyle is a great therapy:-) It sort of landmarks our mental changes over time. And hopefully someone out there can recognize bits and pieces in their own transformation. For me it has been reassuring to read about others experiences and thoughts… Hopefully I can pay back by telling my story…

BlueEyes --What a nice story. Your writing is wonderful, it keeps the reader wanting more. Hopefully you will keep us posted about the journey you both have begun. Would love to hear about your trip to Berlin upon your return. It will be very interesting to see what your mistress has in store for you. Have a safe trip!

Thanks @xcitedsisssy for the support and kind words:-) I struggle with my broken english, - but at the same time get some needed practice... Berlin is in 3 weeks, and yes I'm very excited - to say the least.... I hope that there will be plenty to report:-):-)

16 days to Berlin… They talk a lot on the phone:-) And they have met in the afternoons to make plans for the trip. Maybe just touring the city highlights….. We shall see;-) Domesticly my wife shows no signs of loosen her grip:-) I shall find the time for another chapter. Things are progressing….

Berlin is in one week, and I know nothing...! I am kept 24/7 in my CBT. It was hard not to have CM to linger:-) Yesterday I was told to agree that I will never again ask for release, never ask for a chance to go down on her, - never to act as if I expect sexual activities. She told me that from now on I will be called upon when she needs me. I will be released according to contract - which says once pr. month on average. If- however I behave to her complete satisfaction. Otherwise release will be denied for the entire month - or delayed for days.... Not only am I locked up, I am also denied verbal expression of my desires. I must be crazy, but by God, I love it. I love her transition.:-) I think she talks a lot about our journey with her girlfriend. They meet more and more often. She is to come over on Friday - just for drinks.-, only few days before the three of us are heading for Berlin. I know that release in Berlin are not in view for me... But I sense that something is in store for me nevertheless..... To be continued with report from Berlin:-)

CHAPTER EIGHT - REPORT FROM THE BERLIN TRIP Cracking the Berlin walls On Wednesday morning, the three of us set off on a two-night, three-day excursion to Berlin. The seven-hour drive from Denmark went smoothly under good conditions. Well— sort of:-) I’m nearly a month into my lockup with no release, and yes, every nerve feels it… Through the past weeks, I’ve watched from the front row as my wife kept me on edge. She pleased and served her in every way possible while still maintaining 100% denial. Countless times over this month she asked for massages or oral stimulation, but they were definitely cranking up the intensity! I can’t help smiling at how she initially claimed that my little chastity quirk wouldn’t play out as I’d hoped. “Dream on! This won’t turn me into a sex maniac for you,” she declared—then lol… She’s spent plenty of time with her Girlfriend lately, actually more and more so. The two planned the whole journey together while I was left to be the Chauffeur! lol! Back in my earlier days I used to handle all the planning, though again—I’ve been traveling quite a bit recently…:-) My wife and—let’s call her by name—Anne reserved a two-bedroom apartment via, finding fantastic private homes at very reasonable prices. It was perfectly situated on Spandauer Brügge, close to all the fun spots in Berlin. Picture me behind the wheel with two girls: my lovely wife and Anne chatting away in the back. Well, I wasn’t excluded entirely from the conversation, but most topics were outside my lane:-) I tried hard not to dwell on my cage and what lay ahead each night, yet questions kept popping up constantly. We stopped several times along the way. Both my wife and Anne really made me jump whenever they needed something brought over. At one point I was told to fetch two glasses from a cafeteria and grab a bottle of chilled chardonnay. I took a sip, but they were having more than that. Our next stop involved the restrooms and filling up with fuel. But when I returned, I was surprised to see Anne had moved into the empty front seat. I didn’t ask why—she explained she wanted to listen to music and turned on the radio. Anne is a couple of years older than my wife (34), a very attractive woman who always has a smile. Yes—that smiling quality really suits her….. Suddenly, out of nowhere, my wife leaned forward: "her!" and she turned to Anne: "Don't You want to see how locked up he really is?" She was flashing the key… and Anne took it, and examined carefully. Somehow I knew that this was going to happen but.. What!!? Really? Here - on the Autobahn to Berlin? I had not foreseen that turn of events. I was taken completely by surprise. "Sure" - I would love to” - Anne replied. "I really would".. My wife asked me if I could do it while I was driving, - otherwise I could wait until we could make a stop at a suitable spot. She looked at me with the sweetest wicked smile, You could ever find… Being all fucked up in my head, I managed to say that I of course could do it while I was driving. For a man to take out his cock while driving, - is something he always has been able to do - lol… Not one single moment did I even think of disobeying my wifes order/request. Thinking back - it makes me warm and proud... It was however not that easy... The traffic was rather demanding at the time, and I had started to rain, - so I took some time to loosen the belt. The button went well, but the zipper was kind of jammed at this bended angle. Anne was now on The iPod system, - and had turned up for “Get Lucky” “Anne - help him out - Will You", - I heard my wife say, - and fractions of a second Anne asked me to move my right hand away. To be honest - I was thinking - Clean underwear? - silly!,- but I had nothing to be afraid of in that department. I do a good job in shaking and cleaning the tube every time… I was amazed how Anne handled the situation. She did not even ask for permission. She just turned in her seat and unzipped my pants. “Spread Your legs So Anne can see the package” my wife said, -And while I did just that, - Anne pulled my underwear down and revealed the knight in shining amor. She looked - I looked, My Wife leaned forward, - looked,- and asked me to lift it free of the pants. I grabbed under my balls and lifted balls and cage free. “Wauuh” - Anne said - as I finally was turning a little red in my head, - and felt some remote embarrassment emerging… “Can I Touch it?- What does it feel like?” she asked me. I tried to catch my wifes face in the rear mirror, - but Instead I heard her say: “ Go ahead - I guess it is pretty warmed up by now", with a giggle… And then, - for the first time ever, someone new took a grip on the steel key and pulled gently. "Wauuh, - it is really heavy, and secure. - And warm!" . she added, - with a smile. ( More to go come - It just takes a LOT of time to write it down. I want it to be - exactly as it evolved, - not cutting any corners - and skipping to the action, so bare with me. Hopefully I will have time later today or sunday to report further from this wonderful trip.)

BlueEyes I am loving every word! I cannot wait to hear about the rest of your trip!!

Yes, do continue...

Fantastic story! Can't wait for more!

CHAPTER NINE - FIRST NIGHT IN BERLIN We got to the apartment pretty late and settled in. I did all the work, unpacking everything, while my wife and Anne made themselves comfortable… They barely noticed what I was doing, which was exactly right. I stocked the fridge with wine, Cremants, and grapes that we had bought along the way. The place has two bedrooms, so I arranged the bags accordingly: Anne got a room with one large double bed, while my wife and I took the other with its own double bed plus a couch. I hung up my wife's dresses on hangers. Anne came into our bedroom while I was busy. She smiled at me, holding her wineglass, and expressed how much she admired my skills and service to my wife. “I can do yours too,” I heard myself say, and she nodded with a giggling smile: “You make me feel like royalty!” It got pretty late before we headed out to eat. The kitchen was almost closing but we made it work in time. Eventually, I enjoyed a large beer, while the girls stuck to white wine and water. At some point Anne turned to me and asked, “Tell me honestly, don’t you miss having sex? I know You only get about 12 release moments in a whole year. How can a man live with that?” She laughed and smiled between admiration and teasing. “I’m a better man this way,” I replied, though it’s sad to admit, but it’s true. Not for one second have I regretted it. I love this lifestyle, and I love pleasing you both; I hope I am doing right by you.” Then I looked at my wife. She gave me a satisfied look before turning her gaze to Anne: “He is doing well, no doubt about that—but I’ve learned he needs to know his place,” she added with a giggle. When we returned to the apartment, we all quickly got ready for bed. I made up both beds this time without even asking Anne; she didn’t comment either way. However, she asked me: “Do You sleep wearing it?”—and I explained that I don’t have much choice in the matter and only take it off for a few nights after being allowed to release. I remember really liking how ‘normal’ her question felt. I wasn’t ashamed, nor did she think it was strange or weird; she was just curious and didn't hold back—lol. My wife came into the room and nodded approvingly at my turndown service in Anne's bedroom. “I’ve trained him well, haven’t I?” She patted my ass with a laugh. a wicked smile. “You sure have” Anne replied, in a sweet still somewhat envy tone. Yes, we went to bed in separate bedrooms, after some girl hugging, and gentle kissing. I was in my bed, while my wife was in Annes room to say goodnight . I could hear the giggling and fractions of the smalltalk. Some whispering slipped my radar, and eventually my wife emerged:-) Soon lights where out, - and I cuddled in close to her. She was as me, all naked, lying there, smelling so lovely. I wanted badly to please her, -and where just about to propose just that to her, when she turned towards me a grabbed the cage with one hand and my balls with the other - and said: “This is going to be great. I am so looking forward to tomorrow. Don’t You?” I managed to bring forward a “Yes” - an nothing more. My head was spinning and pretty occupied . lol. And she continued: “ I¨m glad that you are going along so well, You And Anne.” I have been a little concerned, but that seems to have been in vain..” And then she look me straight in the eyes and said: “ I would like You to know that I in the early days have made it out with her. Just the two of us.’” It¨s a long time since… - What do You say to that”? I had sort of almost figured it out earlier, but this confirmation was good”. It took away any uncertainty - and I heard myself say: “ Wauuh, that must have been really something - I have no problem with that. Not at all!. In fact I find it rather exciting. Do You still talk about it, and what about the attraction today. is it still there?” She kissed me gently on the mouth several times and said, that this lifestyle of ours, had sort of revived the experience, and she had started to feel the desire once again. I can remember a warm felling came over me, and ‘i felt very satisfied that this change of lifestyle apparently had revitalized my wifes libido, beyond belief. I was starting to picture my wife licking and sucking Anne, when I was interrupted: “Do me!,! .and pushed me head down. I can tell You - she smelled like never before, - she was wet like never before, - and when she came she bit me - really hard in my arm, while she was shaking allover. So was I… - trying hard tot cope with the pain from her bite… “I really needed that”, she mumbled, and was on her way….. For me it took much longer to fall asleep. I was thinking hard, on what the next day would bring… More to come...

CHAPTER TEN: Curled up panties... The next morning, I went to get fresh bread and cheese from the Bakery on the corner, then made breakfast for us three. When I entered the Bedroom to kiss my wife good morning, I found Anne had joined in; she was lying in bed right beside her. I noticed they were quite close. One of Anne's hands fondled my wife's hair as they chatted. My wife was still naked—I could tell—and Anne? She certainly wasn't wearing a bra... "Good morning - Did you sleep well?" I asked, standing there in my underwear. "Yes, someone has probably slept better than others," came the prompt reply from Anne, with a little envious giggle. "I hear that your services continued for quite some time after we all went to bed." She added this with her sweetest smile. Then she grew more intense and said, "I think it's so big what you two have together here. Wauuhh…" She kissed my wife and reached out for my hand.. After breakfast, we toured around shopping—wherever the two girls led us. They were focusing increasingly on finding sexy dresses: revealing, daring pieces of lingerie—the hot stuff. In days past, I could easily get annoyed when my wife entered one store after another—it normally took forever,..;-) Now I just stood by her side, enjoying and admiring to the fullest their shopping trip—their lust for fabric, for life—and their obvious desire to feel wonderful, sexy, and desired. My wife has always asked for my advice when choosing dresses and lingerie. She still does—especially after I surrendered:-) She can buy whatever she wants; I have no say, having given that up for her—but she still appreciates my opinions. She loves seeing my expression and feeling my desire when she shows me one sexy piece of lingerie after another. I am often invited into the dressing room while she tests her choices.. “What do you think? Should I take it?” Anne interrupted me, flashing some lovely lingerie in my face with a wickedly sweet smile. My wife encouraged her to try it on, and so did I in approval. Anne went for the dressing room, and soon she called out for us to look at the bra. “What do you think?” My wife waved me over—I looked inside the dressing room. Nice view—absolutely. What can I say? Both girls have well-toned, curved bodies:-) She looked fantastic—and she turned on a real sexy smile—one that my wife certainly picked up on… There was electricity in the air… Both girls ended up with smashing lingerie and a dress or two… They were doing great, and all three of us really had fun throughout the afternoon—behaving like lightheaded teenagers…. The evening was planned ahead. Dinner at Eiffel on Kurfürstendamm, and I will spare you the details of the teasing as they dressed up for the night in our apartment. The new lingerie was definitely a highlight:-) At the restaurant, we were seated to ourselves—still not retracted from the scene or the atmosphere of the place. We had cocktails, dinner, and wine—and talked about the day's events. We had a great time. More and more the subjects twisted and kept ending up dealing with the lifestyle and sex: Fulfilled and unfulfilled desires… Yes—for sure they were both teasing me… And I loved every second of it.. After dinner, we decided to move to a nearby bar for drinks. While ordering, I could hear the girls giggling and gesticulating … When I came down with the drinks—they both took a sip—and said they needed to go to the restroom. It took forever but when they returned they were still giggling—seeming to have had a great time. I was soon to discover why. “Honey, I have a little something for you” My wife said, and from her fist she revealed her curled-up panties. I could tell these were the new ones she'd bought earlier that day. Before I could even react—Anne presented her fisted hand—and said, "You can just as well carry mine too," handing me hers as well. By instinct, I curled them in my hands and looked all fucked up. Yet a big smile emerged on my face, and I could feel the effect all over my body. Still, I could say nothing!! The girls? They just enjoyed themselves tremendously… watching my every move and expression intensely. “Put them down there!” My wife said—pointing. “In your underwear,” she whispered—"so you don’t drop them!" I finally emerged—and looked around to see if anyone had noticed.. No—everyone was busy minding their own business. So I managed, in what must have looked clumsy—to poke the panties past my belt and into my underwear. Thank God—I do not have a belly:-) I can tell you—my cock reacted—even isolated as it was in its steel tube. It almost started throbbing—and I let out a small groan when I managed to arrange the new inhabitants… I could hardly believe this scenario. Well, my wife has actually over time slipped her panties when we had thongs going at parties etc.. She knows it turns me on like crazy. However, she has never before asked me to carry her panties for her. But now that I've reached a point where her close girlfriend simultaneously takes off hers and asks me to put them close to my cage… Wauuh... Besides all the sex involved—there was something more. That I managed to think of just that in this situation as well is amazing and blueprints the lifestyle like never before: I was thinking how wonderful my wife's embrace of the lifestyle has become. She was SO comfortable with it by now, that she could share it—like THIS—with a close friend—with another girl. Was she about to share me as well? I was soon to find out.. My head kept spinning… and spinning—and spinning.. Sorry—but thinking of two naked pussies on the bench just across the table can make a man go crazy. Add to that that this man has had no release, no edging, and no touches whatsoever for almost a full month—you get the picture, right? And when one of these girls happens to be your one-and-only—the one you love immensely, admire, adore, and desire—and who has totally surrendered—sitting there calmly cuddling with her closest girlfriend—you are in for emotional overload…. To cut it short—they teased—not in a wicked way—in the taxi back home to the apartment. I was in front of the car, with the driver, while the girls were in the back. No, I didn't see any real close encounters—but let's just say that they were very close and giggling. I was in a state of mind where I actually wanted it to happen; I wanted to see my wife enjoy herself—in whatever way she pleased… I confess, it was a major turn-on. For all the reasons males get turned on by imagining two girls together—but also because I am so much more into LIVING the lifestyle—not just talking about it. Allowing my wife to truly enjoy herself—with no strings attached—and teasing and denying me along the way… I know that this mindset comes close to cuckolding—which neither of us are heading for. But cuckolding in this flavor is somewhat compelling, isn’t it? A little notice for the reader of this report from our threesome trip to Berlin: It is obvious—no matter how clumsy my written English may turn out—that I have come to love writing about it—prolonging the magic—in a sort of way.. I have come to think that by writing as I do, revealing little by little, I share the experience of the intense tease I was masterfully placed into. It takes time to recall it minute by minute—to put it as it evolved—and not rationalize from afterwards overall impressions—but I real I'll give it my best shot here. I hope to succeed, even if just a little. It also takes ages to write everything down in English. I wish you could all read Danish—lol! Well, stick with me for the final chapter; hopefully, it will be written by early Sunday morning. This section was completed earlier on Saturday and took nearly two hours… Will the inevitable occur? Will we end up crossing borders after all? Yes—the title 'Crossing Borders in Berlin' wasn't chosen at random. So bear with me—I hope you enjoy reading this last chapter so far (lol). Maybe not as much as I do writing it, but perhaps that's enough... As for me? I can’t help myself. And I’m permitted to. She actually likes the fact that I’m making this testimony. She admits it turns her on—and that is THE reaction I find most rewarding… Well, time for breakfast, in bed—for her...

CHAPTER ELEVEN - more than turning out the light A little preface: Hey guys, Do You know what time it is???- lol. I hoped to finish my report days ago, but life/she has been very demanding, in a good way, - so there has been so much, - and I don't want just to punch it in... Well, Of course I start to forget some fine details of the dialog and such, but really, it is still crystal clear in my head. Here we go: I paid the Taxidriver while the girls headed for the entrance and escalator. Of course my wife hold the key to the apartment They were indeed very lightheaded and my wife patted on my cage on the way up… Anne giggled … and said: Well, we do have a bottle of champagne in the Fridge, Don’t we?,” and looked for answer from me. I confirmed and asked If I should open the bottle, and fetch glasses. “Sorry to remind You but We have to leave rather early in the morning, and it is already rather late- “my wife added and continued: “I would rather wash my hair and dry it before I turn in, than wait until tomorrow. It takes forever to dry - but let’s have some champagne first…”, - and then she headed entangled in Anne towards the living room, while I headed for the kitchen to fetch the Bottle of Cremant and glasses. Hair wash? - I was disappointed. I thought we were heading in another direction… Was she just teasing me or…? We all got some champagne, and I lightened up when my wife out of the blue said that I should go an take a shower myself. “Remember to shave and to clean up” - she added. “Its about time”. I did not ask for being unlocked, and she was not offering it. She turned back to Anne and giggled something like “ He will manage”. Heading for the shower and a shave, - I head them laughing ad chatting all the time… But once in the bathroom I heard nothing…. Well, I shaved face and scrotum, showered, and manage hardly to get soaped Q-tips through the hole at the tip of the tube to clean out. I was constantly thinking what my wife had in mind. Yes, - I have to admit that I had a desire for action - of any kind with both of them, -but I remember that I also managed to look in the mirror - saying to myself that I would love just to please my wife. I’m here to please her! I whispered to myself… I deliberately prolonged my stay in bathroom, - to look and smell good - and to give the girls time to enjoy themselves… When I eventually came out, wearing only a bathrobe - to my surprise I found that the living room was empty and the girls where now in Annes bedroom. Sorry to disappoint you, - but no, - they were not engaged in any “playtime”, but Anne was sitting on top of her bed, and my wife sitting at the edge. “They could very well have been kissing”.., I can remember that i was thinking… They were close and my wife rested her wine glass on annes thighs… “All set to go”, - my wife said. Sure, she was teasing me all right!- lol “Show us what You got”- she continued, and there I was standing in front of the girls and opened up the bathrobe, as told..” Ups - no pants!” Anne exclaimed with a giggle. “Let me see” - and then she moved to the edge of the bed and reached out and touched my skin just above the tube. “Smooth…”she added in admiration and then for the second time she pulled the cage, and said “Fantastic!” or something like that… My wife who had witness the scene - she nodded in approval at my shaving and display of myself, then turned to give me a kiss. I kissed her tenderly; that’s what I recall. Afterward, she patted me and asked me to go inside and make the bed ready. “I’ll be there in just a moment,” she said… I went off to turn down the sheets for the bed, - and also tidied up the room a little. When she came back in, she sat on the edge of the bed and began undressing. “Nice” - she remarked, continuing: “It’s a shame we have to leave so early tomorrow morning. I really must get my hair done tonight.” Once fully undressed, she rolled over onto the bed and reached out for me. I seized the opportunity to slip out of my bathrobe, and we embraced and kissed. It was such a lovely moment; I truly needed that… She noticed the hot steel tube and said something like: “You’re all warmed up nicely, aren’t you?”, with a wicked smile. I managed to return the favor by sliding a finger toward her pussy, and to my surprise, it slid almost completely between her wet lips. “Oops - Sorry,” I exclaimed, “I didn’t mean to…” She smiled and kissed me again, then pushed me away gently… “I need that hair wash now,” she said, standing up in all her naked glory. She gave me another wicked smile and added: Close to a full month, right? - I’m proud of you.” Then she headed toward the doorway. As she was leaving, she casually turned back and said: “I’d like You to go inside and say goodnight to Anne, and see if there’s anything else you can do for her…” And then she was on her way, passing stark naked by Anne's bedroom door. Wauuu… Of course I put my bathrobe back on - I was fairly certain that my wife didn’t mean for me to go in there completely naked to help Anne with the bed, did she? - - I was a bit doubtful… and smiled inwardly. My member wasn’t throbbing or anything, - I felt more like I was in some sort of trance… I walked slowly toward Anne’s bedroom. There was still light spilling from her room, so I politely knocked on the door and asked before entering if there was anything else I could do for her? She invited me in, - and I saw Anne already lying in her bed. I noticed that she had her hands tucked under the covers, and it seemed she wasn’t dressed for sleep yet. “You’re here to tend to my bed and such?” she said with a sweet smile. “Sorry, but I’ve done most of the packing already,” she added. “XXX (my wife) is in the shower? -” she continued, - as I confirmed it with a vague “Yeaaahh, she’s doing her hair and stuff”, she sat up in bed and her cover slipped down, revealing her breasts… She made no effort to hide them. She looked at me for quite some time, - and I just stood there looking like a little schoolboy or something. “I could feel the heat rising - definitely…” What was going through her mind!!! - What’s next? And so on… I was snapped out of my daze when she interrupted with a request: “Could you please turn off that light?” and pointed. “I simply can’t find the switch,” she giggled. I spotted the switch, turned it off, and now only her small bedside lamp remained lit… Just as I was about to say goodnight, she stopped me in a very teasing and slightly naughty manner: “You were sent here to help me out, right?” She added, with a playful tone: “I think XXX will be disappointed if all you did was fix the light. Don’t You agree?” while patting on the cover as an invitation for me to move closer…. To be continued… - But now it’s time for some sleep - next to my beautiful naked wife...

CHAPTER TWELVE- The last part of my "Berlin report" - An active evening.... ...I remained seated as she required, neither too near nor too distant from her while her voice echoed in my thoughts. I must have appeared quite confused, because Anne grabbed my hand and declared (and the memory is so vivid!) “It’s perfectly fine! ---- XXX enjoys having you care for me well too - it suits me completely since you are so kind to her. You will treat me nicely won’t You?” Well, if my wife truly didn't want me to ignore Anne in any respect, then I had to do as wished - Or was that really the case? - A part of me urged me to exit the room right away - feeling like I was veering off course - while another part within ignited a fire and deepened my submission entirely. I recall starting to tremble slightly all over ... “You enjoy it don’t You - you want to serve?” she asked with a playful yet somewhat unsure smile… Before I could even begin to explain that I felt awkward, that perhaps I seemed distant” I watched myself lower down onto the floor - kneeling on both knees, which is what I often do instinctively when my wife asks for her service ( She prefers having me start oral care while she spreads her legs wide on the bed and I kneel below:-)) “Good…” she nearly moaned, slowly shifting the blanket aside. As she parted her legs slightly, she exposed her bare form to me. She had picked up a bit of color from the sun:) I could see it. My wife’s skin is softer and paler than Anne’s, I recall thinking, before my eyes were drawn to her pleasant, well-groomed cleft between the legs. The feeling of submission washed over me like never before in a wild mix of guilt and longing. It’s difficult to put into words - truly hard but the internal conflict paused when Anne broke through my thoughts with: “I know you enjoy sniffing … - Go ahead - but do not touch, understand!”. Her tone became slightly more authoritative - already loosening up:-) Once again I wanted to comply, - while simultaneously wondering what my lovely wife would think if she walked in and found me on the floor with my head resting in Anne’s bare lap… Anne held my head and drew me nearer - slowly as she widened her legs further with a small but noticeable moan… And when I was close enough to catch her scent and see how wet and inviting her pussy appeared, - I surrendered, - giving myself over to her entirely…. “Just smell it - remember!, She said - and as I felt my cock stirring within the cage again ( It had gone completely numb earlier:-)) I rose to meet her moment, gently blowing warm air onto her pussy from very close… I slipped out of my bathrobe She was definitely aroused now - I could tell. She leaned back slightly, resting against the covers with her spine supported - and secured my head firmly with her hands- guiding me slowly all the way in. I gave her a long, enduring lick from bottom to top starting as low as possible while my tongue touched her bare sex along its length. I clearly recall how wet she was, and how intoxicating her aroma became. Her scent resembled that of my wife’s yet remained distinct… My tongue dove toward her clit and she moaned and tensed her body when I hit the mark…… I wanted to demonstrate just how skilled and gentle I had become over the past year or so at licking and worshipping a pussy, so I truly gave everything … And now fully immersed as I was, - with her letting go completely, I continued my slow soft nipping, kissing, and licking of her drenched lovely pussy. When after some time I slowly thrust my tongue inward she clamped onto my head and pulled my face in deep forcing it up and down while with every movement the pressure on her clit increased… She breathed deeply - twisting slightly as waves of unintelligible words spilled from her mouth … I was fully engaged - I must admit, - and at that moment nothing mattered but pleasing her, obeying her, and worshipping her in any way possible. Just like how I endeavor to be with my wife … Anne suddenly pushed my head away, - patted the covers and said: “Lie back” The shyness had vanished by now for sure,- so I climbed into bed naked except for the cage- rolling onto my back, still somewhat in a daze from watching my wife’s cock ... She shifted position and was now facing me across the space lowering her face very near mine - and spoke with a sweet smile: “You do well, really good” For a brief moment I thought she might kiss me, and felt slightly uneasy again … But no kiss came. Instead she ran her hands down my chest while rising up onto her knees, positioning her bare pussy directly above my cage. With a mischievous grin she lowered herself emitting a small sweet squeal as the tube slipped between her lips. My goodness - that stimulated me,- and when she began rocking back and forth using her nails on my chest I simply had to look down, observing this surreal yet delightful scene …. No, I did not feel an urge for the cock inside her. Under “typical” conditions one might expect a man’s mind to wander there in such a moment - but that wasn’t me, - I wanted to please her, proving that was my purpose here. To make her burst! Moaning increasingly as she moved and while the cock responded even within its tube rising as high as it could despite being confined, She nearly attempted to take it inside, though with limited success before moving upward again gripping my hair and lowering her dripping wet pussy onto my face. Her labia were swollen, her clit firm, and her scent utterly captivating … I licked her in long deep motions, targeted her clit precisely, nipped at her inner thighs when she lifted slightly, continuing this rhythm with growing intensity. Soon I could sense she was nearing the peak. Somehow amidst the heat of passion I managed to guide her a bit further forward and softly attempted rimming - unable to resist. This is becoming common practice for me with my wife, and actually quite pleasant especially as submission floods my mind while performing it:-) “OH yes..” Anne moaned soon initiating strokes on my face and tongue from deep beneath moving upward, breathing heavily. I began caressing her nipples responding with firmer movements and even louder moans … She nearly pulled out strands of hair when she erupted in a massive orgasm. Unable to breathe as she rocked up and down holding my head tightly against her pussy, trembling all over … I licked away her juices driving my tongue deep … Soon sensitivity increased noticeably, causing her to compel me to cease licking. I remained completely still while pressing her sex firmly onto my face…, for what felt like an eternity … She rolled over leaving me lying soaked catching breath with her scent lingering strongly .. She lightly touched my arm “Thank You- I truly needed that. That was wonderful. My goodness you did well” .. The warm sense of pride remains as I sit here writing this down, caged and alone in the middle of night … To summarize briefly - I placed a cover over Anne’s bare body retrieved my Bathrobe returning to me and my wife’s bedroom… I paused momentarily realizing silence from the bathroom but proceeded. Instead hearing hairdryer noise originating from our bedroom. Upon reentering I received a smile. A pleasant relief...sort of … My wife was clearly drying her hair, wearing her bathrobe. Climbing onto the bed still dazed yet feeling guilty for neglecti It’s the third time this evening… I watched her every move and caught her eye in the mirror now and then as she dried her long blond hair. She smiled at me! Relief and guilt mixed a strange cocktail inside my head.. When she finished, she climbed onto the bed too, dropping the bathrobe. She came close in all her naked beauty and gave me a passionate kiss. Really really passionate.. Long and sweet, - a kiss that turned into a real wet kind of a kiss… and I moaned… Out of nowhere she looked at me with the sweetest smile and said: “You still smell of her… - You did good, so I heard”… She tipped my nose and giggled. Boomm… I froze for like 5 seconds, - and In that short timeframe everything came together. The whole scene rolled out inside my head… I Understood, - and I was feeling connected, in love, proud and gratified in complete and absorbing submissiveness… like never before. “Don’t get any ideas, - This could be a one an only occasion - I might never share you again - we’ll see…” she giggled and kissed me again passionately. “And You will for sure not to be allowed to cum for a long long time”, she said with a sweet tease while grapping under the cover for ball an cage… I was throbbing for sure… She pulled hard an continued in a sweet yet demanding tone: “ You are nowhere near done yet!” - and rolled over and pushed the cover away, revealing her soaked sex… END OF MY BERLIN REPORT - There will be more tails to tell ...:-)

A final remark before I return to the bed beside my wife: It has been wonderful finishing up this "report" on my trip - traveling to Berlin alongside my spouse and their mutual friend Anne. I realize some might think there isn't enough action or dominance, but for me it marks a significant turning point now recorded in writing within the renewed dynamic of my marriage. A year ago, I would never have imagined such occurrences could happen in my life... I could dedicate countless pages to explaining how this chastity lifestyle has breathed new energy into everything, but I'll leave that for another time... It's time to snuggle up before getting back up again to make a lovely Sunday morning breakfast for my wife... P.S. You may notice I've shared the last three chapters in both this thread and an earlier one; however, I did so not to overwhelm CM, but because many visitors seem to be reading across both threads simultaneously. Thus, as part of our service, I will keep posting in both places while the report continues... Please excuse me for that..:) I shall continue my journey within this thread...

"We think it is a wonderful journey you and your wife are taking. In real life things go slow and steady when put in writing, but in the moment and in the mind of the participants feels like much more. I say it moves in waves; most days normal life goes by while the mind prepares and forms but no action happens yet. We can go a week or more with no play, just small hugs and my horny comments to my wife whenever she dresses up in her rain gear for work, keeping me at heat. Then suddenly a session comes along, maybe the mistress is putting a new element into play, and it feels like a huge step that can fuel both parties for a long time, though others might see it as very little. So enjoy the journey and keep going at your own pace; we hope you will continue sharing it with us."

"For my mistress and I, taking pictures and posting them has been a big step. For many it may be nothing special, but for the mistress, it was very significant after dabbling around for over a year. Suddenly one morning she said 'let's take some pictures,' and when I asked if we should post them too, she said YES let's do it. Now she likes to see comments that get her horny, so more will come in the future. A small step for many but a major one for us after a long slow buildup. What comes next and when......"