Female led relationships discussion

Hello everyone I was in a solid relationship until recently (September 14), lasting six years with the last five being fully locked, where my partner served as both my Key Holder and Mistress. It’s now nearly four months since I stopped locking up, and I find myself thinking about masturbation almost constantly, something I haven’t done for half a decade. I’m waking up with strong erections and even some occasional wet dreams; it feels quite strange to me, closest thing is anxiety! I’ve attempted self-locking which helps for around a week or so, but the daily and weekly attention my Mistress required of me has disappeared completely, along with my primary role as her producer and provider. The regular milkings and check-ins that involved humiliation are also gone, things I was very accustomed to. On top of this, I’ve lost someone dear to me, which might be amplifying these feelings. I’m keen to hear how others have handled similar situations since I believe many must go through it too.

One benefit is that you bring five years of experience which a lot of people lack. I haven't looked at the personals section here yet but I assume you've posted an advertisement there. Make sure to highlight what you can offer, not only what you're looking for. Best wishes.

> MissCharlotte said: > One benefit is that you bring five years of experience which a lot of people lack. I haven't looked at the personals section here yet but I assume you've posted an advertisement there. Make sure to highlight what you can offer, not only what you're looking for. Best wishes. Click to expand... Thank you Miss Charlotte; I have done both things. I would appreciate it if you could spare some time to look at my personal page and ad, offering any advice or feedback. Send me a message if that seems more suitable as a reply; all guidance is warmly received.