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March 20, 2009 I want to thank Mistress Michelle and her amazing pet. No, not Her numerous playful furry companions; while entertaining they don’t converse, cook, or possess the humor of Her specific pet . Visiting with the Mistress and Her pet was simply the best experience this shy, introverted submissive could have EVER imagined. It went beyond what I ever thought possible! The Mistress shattered my steel shell and melted it into pure diamonds. i haven’t visited the part of the USA where the Mistress lives, nor even driven through it before. Even though Spring hasn’t fully arrived and everything isn’t in full bloom yet, i must say honestly that this region is amazingly beautiful. I was swerving around in awe at the mountains and landscape. Truly AMAZING! Just seeing this alone would have made the 8-hour drive worth it but … . OH MY! there’s MORE! Right when I arrived at the Mistress’s home with Her pets, i felt LOVED. Every introverted fear i had been nursing in my twisted mind instantly started to melt away. My plan was to meet and greet, chat, hang out, share some laughs and head back home but WOW! it IS true what everyone says about Mistress Michelle and Her pet and more. An incredibly sexy hot Mistress with a natural ability that can even melt the snow off the highest mountain peaks. i knew i was in trouble immediately, LOL. trying not to ramble too much. My apologies. it must be noted repeatedly: i am extremely shy, tongue-tied and basically a self-proclaimed social misfit. With men no problem but with Women i struggle for air and gasp for breath. The first evening meet-and-greet was wonderful, comfortable yet the Mistress made sure that I knew right away that I AM HER property through both provocative and gentle methods. I was still dressed when she gave a seductive caress to Her caged asset … dinner was exceptional and soon it approached bedtime. i go to bed very early and my backside was dragging, pretty much 24/7 (LOL), from the drive. The Mistress simply gave me one of her softly voiced sexy commands along with many delicious looks: “time My ck to get his restraints put on”. I became instant mush. uhmm oh okay Mistress. i’m not exactly “built” like the Mistress’s gurls and am extremely self-conscious about my … . size. The Mistress understood me as if She were in my head. i was permitted to wear my robe but naked underneath, after She pulled off my thong, except for Her locked collar, locked wrist restraints, locked ankle restraints and of course Her “property” which had been cb-2000’d and locked for 61 days. The Mistress gently eased me out of my very hard shell with a CLOSE inspection of Her slave and HER property. HEAVEN! After a couple light slaps to my bare rear, i was then chained by my left ankle restraint. I am an early waker so the need to get to the bathroom before the Mistress and pet woke up was urgent. The Mistress thought of that! The chain was long enough for me to reach the bathroom but secured to heavy furniture. No running away! i was permitted to sleep in the guest bedroom and bed at the Mistress’s home. i have a horrible back and … . other issues. The Mistress made sure to leave me hard and horny then left me for the night. Sleep was extremely comfortable when I could get any, but HER property had its own fun with the small points biting in. What am i doing? ooooooh so firm! Am i dreaming? Is this heaven? OOOOOOOOHH! to be continued …

March 21, 2009 (the day) oh my gosh! A cks (cock slave) cracks his shy shell big time. More than he EVER thought possible, EVER! Saturday started off humorously for me in a major way; the Mistress couldn't find the keys to Her ankle chain. She found NO amusement in this but being the twisted kinky perv that i am i found it . . . . delightfully REAL and sweet. Even the Mistress can have a little oopsy <butt kisses>. No problem, I found the key to Her restraints and was released from Her chain but kept other restraints on after a super delicious breakfast with Her pet (wearing my robe) then i was permitted to shower and get dressed. The pet is incredible! Loved his conversations, stories and kinky side <winks>. He IS a very naughty pet. We discovered that we are all addicted to the CSI tv shows, the Mistress's delicious booty and everything auto racing. Being the shy fool that i am I bit my lip when the Mistress dressed in Her going-out SUPER sexy little outfit so We could go out for pizza. Oh how I love pizza! The Mistress wore this beautiful sweater top that just barely covered her delicious black spandex-clad sexy legs and a BITABLE butt. It drove me crazy. I can say now because i'm out of Her spank-able arm's reach. HOT! The pet kicked super ass by, with NO problem but with great pain, indulging my wish to visit their local flavor a little. I say NO problem as inspiration because it IS a challenge and takes GREAT effort for the pet to do many things "right now" but this animal was unstoppable. I mean i have all the respect in the world for the pet for what he did for me. He risked injury and suffered through even more pain . . . . just so i could overeat on pizza! Then the Mistress tried to drown me. TEASING! My own little bugs and ailments cause some weird things to happen. When I am not standing on solid ground my right leg "tremors". So I walk out onto this floating dock, with no handrails, and i do the vibrator dance. Pretty funny looking actually i bet. Amazing scenery, countryside, pizza and just a hint of the Mistress's ass peeking out! MMMMMMMMMMMM i'm still locked! to be continued . . .

I told you I didn't bite, didn't I?? Hummm.....maybe I should have! Well, we must save some things for next time!! The Mistress Michelle:sex020:

March 21, 2009 (evening part 1) oh MY GOSH! The Mistress Michelle! <blushing from Your post> Imagine poor the Mistress now with two nuts cases deep into watching CSI Miami tv shows doing William Shatner imitations as Captain Kirk mimicking detective H high on pizza. H is the lead red-headed character/head detective from CSI Miami. Obviously the pet and i are dangerous when left alone together, LOL! The Mistress is amused but also in fear of her sanity, giggles. I'm teasing, lol. The pet stuns me; i don't know how to react or thank him enough because he offers and allows me to smoke one from his wickedly great collection of scented cigars. Problem: i'm a cigarette smoker and can NOT keep myself from inhaling but none the less . .. oooooh the cigar tastes so good and smells even greater. Tropical blend. I try not to but eventually inhale. I soon become stoned and dizzy with more Captain Kirk imitations! The mood is very loose and I forget my place until . . . . The Mistress brings out one of Her new toys: a polished steel sentinel chastity device. We're going to try this, She states softly and provocatively. GULP! Remember that HER property has not been free for 61 days and received no attention except from the previous night when it was teased before sleep; her statement sends SHIVERS throughout my body. Crawling ahead, the Mistress unlocks HER property, commands it washed and shaved (2 months of under-device growth) and She locks Her new metal device onto Her property teasing him relentlessly to the edge of madness. HEAVEN! Impossibly—and I thought it couldn't be physically possible—being so small, the Mistress teases Her property until he fills Her entire steel cage. She's posted a pic to prove my proud moment; oooooooh. i am locked in her new device for several more hours until . . . .

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Easy now cks, don't fear; little pet to the rescue. Please keep writing. Don't forget that you are posting in the middle of the day and most people are at work or in the midst of family time. I will also admit to following several members' writings, but typically i do not post too much. So, you will have many silent viewers. I probably should be better about posting into different journals and blogs. I know first hand the feeling where you feel like you are writing to yourself. But lest you forget, it did excite you to write about the meeting, so that in itself is good; because you are being teased as a result of The Mistress and she didn't even have to break a sweat doing it. So keep writing; we all—or at least I—would like to hear more and i am sure The Mistress is pleased as well.

I just read all of your posts in this thread and love hearing about your awakening. Thank you for sharing!

"Well now cks you have personally witnessed the great and wonderfulness of Mistress Michelle and her wonderful pet. Im so glad that you FINALLY got the nerve to visit (wasint so scary afterall huh??)but my first time was also.I cant wait to read more scary bear lol:sex007:",

> cks said:> i will continue this thread by Mistress command only.> obvoiusly from the hits and huge amounts of comments, no O/one gives a a poo about my personal and EXTREME to me personal awakening > Click to expand... cks, ditto what little pet and others said. Some of us have been at work and can't log into the Mansion so we can't comment. But that doesn't mean we don't want to hear what you have to say.

"Yeah, come on cks, give us workers a chance to catch up... lol.. you know we all love to hear both sides of the story, from Mistress' property and from Mistress herself. Keep typing cks - we all want to hear more:love0028:",

"cks, Please, please write more!! Between you and little pet, i am more and more enamored with the lovely and mischevious Mistress Michelle. i am looking up airfare and costs to VA between peeks at the adventures. i think i better go lock up first before i read more. guidoboy",

"**Thanks** Ok cks I will put my two cents in. Here all this time we were under the impression that you were the scary one. Who was to know that your more scared of teddy bears than they are of you. Ha ha. Gad to hear your trip turned out great. See letting go isn't so hard, as long as your in good hands. And what beautiful hands you were in, with Mistress Michelle's. And with that said. If I ever get my hands on you, you GSWH, I'm going to squeeze you till Susie squeals, Ha ha. Just kidding, I know my place and would never step in on Mistress Michelle's property. Cause Im delicate and don't want too get to know her spanken implements first hand. Please keep writing, us less fortunate ones need to know. Thanks again cks, Missy Tanya",

"We did have a wonderful time....My cks is really a sweet subbie and we had no problem feeling comfortable around each other. I suppose since I have Owned him for so long, theres not much I dont know about him and his ways. Not saying everything I know about him is good, LOL, he can be quite a handful sometimes! But, he is Mine and I think I'll keep him! He looked sooooo cute getting out of his truck in front of the house, carrying roses he had bought Me, and shaking in his shoes. It was a very long 8 hour drive for him to get here and I can only imagine what was going thru his mind on the trip. My cks is EXTREMLY shy and for him to come here was a Major thing for him. I am happy he climbed over that obstacle so now we can move forward. Mistress Michelle:sex020:",

> Mistress Michelle said:> > He looked sooooo cute getting out of his truck in front of the house, carrying roses he had bought Me, and shaking in his shoes. ..... > Mistress Michelle:sex020: > Click to expand... Roses; Nice play cks, Nicely played. I just wished I had thought of that. I was too busy worrying about the visit to think of that. Imagine that, little pet worrying. Good job!

"first and foremost . . . a sincere apology to E/everyone for being yet again a total ass. i am dealing with a few selfish physical ailments that to often cause me to vent in the ONLY place i can and even here . . . . it's very wrong for me to do so. i'm sorry. thank Y/you for Y/your comments and encouragements! several weeks before visiting the ultimate sexy Seductress Michelle i began to have some old symptoms begin to recur from having spinal stinosous and 2 blown out discs in my L4 and L5. i was and am mad at myself for being such a selfish cry baby as MM's pet kicks my ass in being stronger then humanely possible. he IS amazing! adventure report WILL continue as MM HAS commanded and She knows makes HER locked property so HARD in doing so. i forgot to mention, MM tested Her new cane on Her cks ass Friday night . . . . a little . .. . before and after She teased Her locked property thru Her cb-2000.",

"March 21, 2009 (evening) an incredible time hanging out but now locked in MM's new "heavy" steel device, MM has a VERY wicked and delicious gleam in Her eye. She commands Her "restraints" locked back on and i am naked under once again my robe of security as She cares for Her pet and makes him comfortable as possible. i am excited and scared shittless at the same time as i wait trying to somehow focus on the tv commercials playing about 19.99 get a this knife set. squirming i hear stiletto heels, turn my head and . . . . OH MY GOD! GORGEOUS! Mistress is dressed in Her stunning little black latex dress, fishnet stockings and thigh high boots. i about fainted on the spot! i can't breath and with panting breaths . . . drool like the dog i am. WOW! "fetch me an ashtray My cock slave". i about leaped through the ceiling to obey, Her heavy steel cock cage yanking on Her properties. "lay on Your back and spread your legs My cock slave". i melt to the floor and obey immediately. Soooooooooooo Sexy! i need to stop writing for awhile. i am so HARD remembering!",

"61 days locked for Mistress Michelle. HER property! commanded to lay flat on my back, legs spread wide, restraints locked on, Her collar preventing me from being able to lift my head to see what She is doing. helpless from Her stunning beauty to move or deny Her ANYTHING. i am total beyond being mush! senses over whelmed. i'm going to freak out and pass out but NO! Mistress removes Her new heavy steal device! for the first time in 61 days Her cock is free! but leags spread, HELPLESS! Mistress places Her tens unit pads onto HER balls an cock. OH SHIT! but but but but . . . . i can't breath! free but . . . oooooooooooooo. ZAP!",

"ck it sounds like you had a shocking good time lol looking forward to reading the rest of your adventure and thanks for sharing",

"wicked sexy Mistress Michelle, absoooooolutely stunningly beautiful even MORE in Her "outfit". i lay flat on my back, HELPLESS, Her soft seductive words and constant relentless provacative words melting me deeper into sub space. i barely felt . . . .. the electrical pads being placed on HER properties. i knew the pain would be great but . . . . didn't CARE. please never let this EVER end! ZAP! holy SHIT! i squirm and plead. Mistress softly giggles more and more has She makes me BEG for Her to stop. She dosen't! i am thrashing about high on Mistress! HEAVEN and pain and more heaven and even more pain! OOOOOOOOOOOOH and then . . . when i could not stand no more, She sensed i was about to faint, Mistress grabed HER property and began wickedly stroking Her now VERY extremely sensitive property. i was about to cry! so sore, so sensitive, so Mistress Michelle's cock slave. i can't dare move!",

"if you orgasm cock slave I will whip your ass even harder with my new cane! UNDERSTAND! Mistress had me begging in 50 different directions as She "hand jobs" HER VERY senstive property and no mater what i begged would not stop! you orgasm and you get whipped! faster and faster Mistress hand stroked. i . . . . i . .. . OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Mistress wickedly and sooooo seductively softly laughed as HER cock slave struggled anf begged not to orgasm now and be whiipped again but . . .. . . FAILED! first orgasm in 61 day. painful, glorious, forced, AMAZINGLY GREAT! but . . .",

"Mistress Michelle, i swear, let out a very wicked but soft EVIL laugh . . . . as She directed my cum all over my belly. Please stop! i know i will be whipped AGAIN for cumming but please stop! . . . She didn't!!!!!!",

"pat! flowers are a great idea but when Milo's tail . .. wet spot. LOL frenzy mop up!",

> cks said:> > first orgasm in 61 day. painful, glorious, forced, AMAZINGLY GREAT! but . . . > Click to expand... Are such long awaited orgasms often painful? I experienced one but didnt like it one bit. It was extremely powerful and when I came it hurt like hell and I got absolutely NO satisfaction.

"OralServant, the long awaited orgasm which Mistress Michelle forced me to have <winks> wasn't painful but extremely INTENSE and MIND BLOWING. the painful, pleasureable and highly sensitive part(s) to this orgasm came immediately after when Mistress continued stroking Her property. POST STROKE and then the whippings to Her already sore slaves ass. thank You Mistres Michelle:sex023:",

"March 21, 2009 (evening continued) i have NEVER had a forced orgasm with penalty of a whipping and then continued post stroking. the threat of a whipping if i orgasm alone made Mistress Michelle's already highly sensitive property helplessly DOOMED. there was no way i could stop it! hey i'm a sub male what can I say <winks>. Mistress used my "security robe" to clean up Herself and myself from my mess <blushing>. W/we took a very short break and then i was ordered on to my knees leaning over Her couch for my punishment for orgasming. my/Her ass was already sore from several "breaking in" whippings using several of Her pain fullest devices every chance She could. Mistress applied many HARD swats to my ass causing me to whimper and jump using Her new cane, i couldn't keep still. Mistress gave me a very stern but loving lecture about how i MUST not be such a butt head with O/our F/friends of the Mansion. then with a smile, "mmmmmmm, I think you earned you name to be placed on My paddle" and the whipping stopped. i was literally beaten and exhausted beyond anything i could have imagined i, the shy on-line sub, could break out of his shell like this but i HAD to make Mistress happy. my only purpose for being permitted to be Her slave. i asked to go to bed, Mistress permitted this but locked both of my restrained ankles to Her chain and left Her EXTREMELY tender property unlocked for the night. sleep came quickly but painfully as Her now well beaten ass THROBBED all night and even to this day Her loving reminders ache, giggles. to be continued . . .",

"March 22, 2009 (morning) my visit short and i surprised the hell out of myself. yes i knew Mistress Michelle IS stunningly beautiful but had no idea how powerful Her charm and incredibly . . . She ROCKED me! beyond possible description! how and the heck can She take a total basket case shy introvert and have him standing before Her naked, locked in Her restraints, locking Her cb-2000 on again? CLICK! i about melted on the spot. "you do know MY cock slave that NOW until you return to ME . . . your NOT EVER cumming again". Mistress wicked smile told me even with out those words i am HER property. my legs turned to jelly. Mistress and Her pet prepared pets WORLD FAMOUS sausage gravy and biscuits Sunday Morning breakfast. it KICKED total ASS! i needed a nap after wolfing T/their breakfast down. absolutely deeeeelicious! but . . . . 8 hour drive ahead. pet saved me time, almost, by having me take a longer BUT the most beautiful interstate ride home i have EVER seen. RT 64 through the mountains of . . . .shhhhhh, better not say. it would have been quicker except for the 1 hour total stop traffic jam i ran into. an absooooolutely amazing and much overdue adventure i will NEVER be thankful enough for. i need to cum. how bout next weekend Mistress? giggles",