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“Into the Wild” I spotted a classified ad in our local paper. That happened nineteen years ago. Who could have guessed it would end up like this? True, during those early late-night phone calls he held nothing back. What did he have to lose? We had never met in person and if my response wasn’t favorable, all he needed to do was hang up and that would be the end of it. So, he laid everything out for me. He liked bondage: blindfolds, gags, tight restraints. He was kinky. Probably more so than anyone I’d ever encountered. He had a sense of adventure and wasn’t afraid to try anything at least once. I thought I could handle that. I mean, how bad could it be? Different would have been a nice change from my last relationship which had been quite unadventurous. The guy actually believed kinky meant girl on top! So, I was ready for a shift in dynamics. Or so I thought.

After a week of talking on the phone, we decided it was time to meet face-to-face. I chose a supper club near my home where most patrons and staff knew me by name. It made me feel safer meeting someone new on my terms. I arrived earlier than our scheduled time. Standing behind the swinging kitchen door, I watched. Waiting. I recognized him the moment he walked in. He didn’t quite fit in. In a bar full of regulars, he stuck out terribly. My heart was racing and my palms were clammy; I was breathing as if I’d just finished a marathon. What now? My brain kept asking. But I already knew the answer: I had to introduce myself. So, taking a deep breath, I let go of the door handle and strode into the bar up to his stool thrust out my right hand and introduced myself. That was the start of my journey.

We started dating and little by little, mostly without me even noticing, he brought me into his world. One night several months into our relationship he showed up at my house with a bag full of chains and locks for my initiation into bondage. He gently restrained my wrists and ankles while telling me how exciting he found the practice. He explained that wearing a blindfold allowed his mind to be free—to go wherever and whoever he wanted. To say I was anxious would be an understatement, but the evening turned out to be one of the most thrilling I’d ever experienced.

Soon we moved in together and I got my first real taste of what kinky really meant. Coming from a very vanilla upbringing I was quite naive regarding kink. I knew alternative lifestyles existed but didn’t think I’d find myself right in the middle of one. Bit by bit, more things began to surface. I learned that besides bondage he loved getting a reaction from me. One evening in particular I came home from work and walked into the living room only to find him sitting on the couch wearing nothing but my underwear. Outwardly calm with just a smile, inside I was screaming: what have I gotten myself into? His requests for bondage increased exponentially. I’d come home to find him bound and gagged waiting for me. Several times I snapped and beat him mercilessly only to discover that this beating was exactly what he had hoped for. Our actual sex life began to dwindle replaced by more and more bondage and discipline.

Then came the request about chastity. At first I thought he was joking. It was hard for me to imagine a man willingly choosing to have his most precious parts locked away. He must have sensed my hesitation and dismissed it with a joke, suggesting I wasn't ready yet. But as time passed, he would bring up the subject again to gauge my reaction. Finally after about five years of this persistence in a moment of anger I ordered the Loris #9 chastity device he had been advocating for. His response was one of some surprise; he didn't think I'd actually go through with it. Unfortunately when the device arrived we were both sorely disappointed. Long-term wear turned out to be more myth than reality. The bulkiness made wearing it not just uncomfortable but painful. Hygiene was another issue since the device needed daily removal and because I couldn't put it back on without his help, the purpose of chastity was somewhat undermined. Around the same time as ordering the chastity device he introduced me to an online community site for men in this lifestyle. There for the first time I saw many men dressed in various forms of women's attire most wearing a chastity device while others waited for theirs to be delivered or dreamed about being locked away. I was curious and excited here was a whole community of men just like him and women who were what I wanted to become. How wrong I was! Most of these men weren't anything like my husband; they served their dominant partners willingly eager to do the bidding of another wanting nothing more than approval from their significant other. My man, on the other hand, was entranced by the idea of being an unwilling participant forced to obey me becoming my doormat through sheer force of my will. How could this be? I am kind big-hearted and accommodating. I don't know how to force another person to bend to my will; I've always gone out of my way or sacrificed things myself to make others happy forcing someone else was beyond my comprehension. We fought often coming close to separation several times. I felt torn between who I believed I truly was and who he thought I could be. I wanted him to be happy but it seemed contrary to everything I had ever been taught or believed. Then came two weeks apart while I was house-sitting for a friend out of town Our communication consisted mostly of texting which we did constantly His messages always centered on what our life could look like if I would just take the bull by the horns prove I could control him force him to obey me For ten days he badgered and goaded me; for ten days I tried reasoning with him On my three-hour drive home I knew something significant was about to happen. I knew I'd return to find him restrained and waiting What I didn't know was how powerful my reaction would be.

I walked into the house Everything was quiet except for the television. On the counter lay a seventeen-page letter to me detailing everything he expected if our relationship were to survive I read slowly digesting every word and its meaning growing angrier with each paragraph. I entered the living room to find him securely bound blindfolded, and gagged His wrists were handcuffed tightly behind his back while his ankles were secured by a chain and lock He sat quietly on the corner of the couch waiting I finished reading and set the papers down gently Rising I went into our bedroom retrieved my tawse something I had only used sparingly before fearing it for its raw power. Striding back with the tawse in hand grabbing him by the ear I hurled him forward onto the floor His right shoulder took the brunt of impact scraping skin off like a huge rug burn and I began hitting him Over and over swung the tawse not caring where it landed The slapping sound was intoxicating; his muffled cries were addictive The more he cried the harder I struck I could already see welts rising as his flesh turned red blue purple and green. I paused swinging long enough to grab the strap of his ball gag pulling hard forcing him into a seated position holding his head high Then leaning forward I whispered in his ear: "I'm leaving your sorry ass" before tossing him back down His cries shifted from physical pain to disbelief He begged though it was unclear what for since my gag prevented me understanding and my anger kept me indifferent. I walked out the door standing in the yard began calming slightly Looking inside saw him curled fetal position body wracked with sobs crisscrossed by deepening marks of my anger My heart sank as my brain screamed There lying beaten bleeding defeated was my husband The man I love The one I would do anything for Then realizing: I had just given him exactly what he'd been begging and pleading for. I opened the door went back inside carefully removed his blindfold and took the gag from his mouth His eyes burned into mine demanding release. I was taken aback here I felt bad about hurting him so much yet he growled at me like a mad dog Decided to keep him in restraints until he calmed down accepted this new position. He screamed howled cursed threatened reasoned begged pleaded After what seemed an eternity finally calm enough for me to feel secure releasing him. It was then I could inspect the damage my body bore Bruises were profound after carving across his thigh one end of a thin leather strap had found its way to his left testicle A horrible shade of greenish-blue with a half-inch long bleeding cut on it The outside of his left thigh was slashed welted bruised and bleeding in places His lower back and buttocks fared no better But before me sat quiet contrite defeated man. That night he held me tighter than he had in years. The next morning I woke to find him standing by my bed holding my first cup of coffee something I'd expressed wanting many times but hadn't received until that day Rose accepted mug This might have been the best cup of coffee ever made our way living room then out backyard sat table discussed prior evening His attitude felt much more acceptable. Decided since he'd made such a quantum leap need to reward it Also began forming plan for lives forward announced going girls day Knowing his cross-dressing penchant decided take shopping. Started small boutique near home shirts undergarments lingerie Moved another store: more shirts beautiful blouses summer wear short shorts Watched face scan items handed eyes sparkled lush pinks lace decorations ribbons Held each item treasure. Final store found jeans real women's jeans with sparkly belts fancy stitching back pockets Face beamed. Home tried everything turning way that front me marveling fit feel Removed piece clothing straightened hung When finished gathered items retreated guest room informing him from now on this would his room Only clothes available to him those within room All female His male wardrobe securely locked away previously bedroom. Next several days transformed guest into perfectly pink sissy paradise Sewed lace comforter edges made draperies cotton candy pink material decorated lace sequined butterflies Replaced wall hangings flowers Yards of fluff beads boas feathers sequins. When not working room added his wardrobe: two lovely pink maids dresses pair pantaloons altered purchased items better fit embellished few more lace ribbon. Then worked on now MY room replaced old draperies table covers bedding This room mine alone proudly hung collection whips floggers canes paddles wall Had him install set cuffs shoulder level set eyebolts baseboard Perfect locking spread eagle right front window. Replaced door lock handed keys black white leather lace Turning into dream room loving it. Invited couple occasions first testing shackles wall teased piercing bellybutton something often teased purchased beautiful crystal dangling butterfly taunted several times Also recently bought piercing kit delivered before return house sitting Left plain view talked many times one things found intriguing maybe more fantasy reality. Three days ago morning invited back restrained bed on his back waiting thought tease denial session entered room carrying piercing kit Reaction almost anticipated body immediately aroused begged not do placed forceps spot needle run through eyes grew larger began playing vulnerability told couldn't go with it never pierced anyone anything before nervous talking obliterated shred confidence Before long put kit away released made way outside table talked knew lost nerve played unmercifully sat feeling biggest failure world KNEW wanted this KNEW pain meant nothing him Why couldn't bring myself do something so simple? As went on chiding snapped Yes! wants this Yes! Pain state mind for him. Mostly YES! DESERVES this! After hour or so invited back again assumed getting tease denial shorted previously let believe placed blindfold over eyes securely taped mouth shut left room gather necessary things forgotten first time. Returned set everything next bed opened alcohol wiping area around navel began squirm told needed perfectly still get piercing off center Laid thinking only pushing limits climbed onto bed took forceps left hand gently pinched skin above nave right hand removed needle sterile package placed point against skin felt back stiffen sharp tip poked asked one last time: are you sure? Nodded whimpered behind gag shoved needle through moaned pain remained perfectly still instructed. Placed jewelry secured ball end barbell Used Q-tip cotton swab area gently Once sure settled removed blindfold gag Stared disbelief hadn't really thought would actually go with it! Well, has barbell navel prove will did. Over two weeks since returned home administered beating Some bruises visible Haven't done dishes or made coffee Since allowed sleep in my bed piercing since far softer than his That end soon heals estimate weekend Still throws little hints wants things progress faster remind playing turf If gets out of hand there's always wall shackles cane Tawse save serious infractions!

Wow. This is a great read. Thanks for sharing. maid madeleine xo :chores012:

Ms. Linda, I'm so pleased you have given us the complete picture of your life. I knew I'd seen you around here more often lately, and I'm so happy for you and the way things are going. We're always here to support you, and hopefully soon I will make that trip to see you and Ms Michelle. :anim_26:

Ms Linda just wanted to thank You for sharing Your story.:happy0030: Rachel

Ms Linda, For as long as we have been chatting I have always known your tiff is more than a handful, but I have to say...speaking in sentances in YM in no way compares to reading it like this. WOW I think you have a whole lot more in you than I do, I would not have been able to tolerate all that tiff has put you through but we can all see from your story how strong you have become because of it. I am looking forward to the continuation of your journel Linda. Mistress Michelle

Yes, tiff has been and can still be quite a handful. But, as I once heard somewhere....what doesn't kill us makes us stronger! LOL Ms. Watchful- Even tho something has come up every time Mistress Michelle and I have tried to make plans to get together, rest assured that when you decide to make the trip NOTHING will get in the way!!!

*I had to read your account twice, Ms Linda - and I must say, it stirred up several different emotions on my part. I sense the heat of your anger - pent up over a very long time and released in quite short order. A cleansing for you, perhaps - and certainly a shocking surprise for tiff. I've always thought that sissy gurls, at some point in their life, reach a kind of tipping point where their need for femming finally overwhelms their sense of shame. Perhaps, the events you described were a kind of tipping point for you - pushed until you reached a tipping point and your Domme side took over. I wonder how tiff will be over the long term now that her bedroom is suitably ultra-sissy and she is outfitted with such a lovely sissy wardrobe. I suppose, we will find out in the ensuing weeks and months. Thank you for such a vivid and emotional post. You are clearly in charge now and I don't think tiff will be forgetting that anytime soon.*

**GREAT writing** Ms. Linda, Powerful writing from a Domme who wants to put things in perspective. tiff is lucky to be with You, Ma'am. This is a second read-over piece. Your decisions are so sound. Can i beg for more follow-up on this someday? Aline:butterfly:

Ms Linda, thank You for this riveting, well-written, and heart-felt story. What an up and down and sideways roller-coaster of an experience! It sounds like it has been such an emotional catharsis for both of you, and dollyanne is sooo glad things seem to be working out in the end. Dollyanne admires You for having the inner strength and courage to work Your way through such a challenging time! Thank You so much for sharing this real-life amazing adventure with us. Deep Curtsey,:butterfly: ***dollyanne***

Wow Ms Linda i type this with my jaw on the floor what a wonderful account of your lifestyle.I know we have never chatted alot but everytime i saw you online i would get very excited becouse it was always a pleasure.As you know im under Mistress Michelles control now and have felt tiffs homemade paddle that you gave her (very nice by the way)i as many im sure cant wait to read more thank you for taking the time to share with us all.My goodness Ms Linda,Mistress Michelle,and Mistress Watchful all together at once what a wonderfully scary concept. A giant curtsey Ms Linda.:party0042:

Thank you A/all. Sometimes it's a bit difficult to see where someone is going when you don't know where they've been. Hence, the background. Please, don't misunderstand. This is not over. tiff would NEVER just give up or give in. The beating she received the night I got home was only one of many that she has gotten over the years. I must say, however, that this time she is actually "being good" much longer than in the past! Honestly, I rejoice in the small victories. I still haven't made a pot of coffee, done dishes, or made a meal. To Me, those are major mile stones! Any progress made with tiff is a reason to rejoice!!!

*I guess this drama underscores a point - it seems that the harsher tiff's consequences are for failure, the longer her attitude remains adjusted... That does seem to make sense and it clearly seems to work.* :smilies_xxx02:

04/25/09 Just a quick update for this past week. As much as I love looking at the barbell in tiffiny's bellybutton, I am beginning to question the wisdom in piercing it. It's been a little over a week and she is still complaining that it hurts. Now, I know that the navel is one of the longest healing piercings, but I would have thought it would be well on it's way by now. On the other hand, maybe a certain someone is just milking this out! Or maybe I'm just anxious to get that pretty, pink crystal butterfly in there! To keep myself busy during this (rotten) healing period, I made a visit to the fabric store. I found a lovely pattern for a Little Bo Peep costume. With a few adjustments it will make a beautiful dress for my darling. I picked out a shiny black satin for the major part of the dress and a sparkly white satin for contrast. It definitely shows potential. I'll post pictures when it's finished.

Ms. Linda, tiffiny is a very lucky gurl to be under your supervision in Your home. Having a dress made especially for her is a wonderful thing to do and have. i reread Your story once more and it is so powerful. Hope that the healing is coming along - after the first week, generally the real healing begins to take place. tiff is lucky lucky lucky. Aline:butterfly:

Ms. Linda, Your story is very interesting. I guess most D/s relationships have there ups and downs but yours is as tensely edgy as any I have read about. I do have a thought about the punishment. Do you think that Tiff really desires such harsh punishment or is he "testing" you and trying your patience until you can feel justified and angry enough to punish him. I don't mean to seem like I know what is good for either of you, but in my Mistress and my relationship, the punishment is always independent of any provocation. If she were to determine that I was misbehaving in order to provoke her to punish me I would probably never get another whipping. I don't know why we sissies need to be punished but it seems to be the case with all or at least most of us. It needs to be fairly frequent, maybe so that we can be subservient. It's a perverse psychological thing but it seems to be true. Punish us and we will worship you. When our Domme continues to punish and humiliate us we continue to recognize (from some place deep within us) her as our superior. My Mistress punishes me for no reason whenever she feels like it. It is understood between us that it is always up to her and the fact that she continues to do it means to me that she continues to love me and want me as my submissive husband. Saving the punishment until the sub starts to negatively act up may end up causing a lot of unnecessary angst and more importantly draining the Domme's patience and good will for no good reason. It might even qualify in some peoples mind as topping from the bottom. Please forgive my impudence for making these remarks and ignore them if they are off target.

pt109- to answer your question...yes on both accounts. tiff does desire the extremely harsh punishments. she definitely knows which buttons to push and does it quite effectively. Usually when she feels things are not progressing quickly enough or she is feeling a bit neglected. Unfortunately, I have a hard time punishing for no reason. To me there always has to be some infraction. I do realize that it should be my prerogative and there is not always a need, just a desire. I'm working on that.

Hummmmm....I got an idea!! Ms Linda...You punish tiff when shes bad and let Me whip her just for the fun of it!! LMAO Mistress Michelle

I like the way your mind works Mistress Michelle.

MM- That works for me! Between the both of us, I think We could whip her into shape!!

I found this thread quite by accident this morning and decided that I would update if for anyone that was interested, So, here it is, October already. Having just returned home from being at O/our summer place for the past 6 months, it seems that there is so much to do., For those of you that don't know, I live at home with tiff for the winter months and spend the summers about 90 miles north of home. tiff stays home due to work but visits whenever she has time off from work or vacation. W/we keep in contact daily via texts and phone calls. Anyway, back about 11 weeks ago, tiff became enamoured with the idea of permanent chastity. I wrote a brief thread on that. Since she is the one that will be wearing the device, I let her do the research and come up with what she felt would work best. she decided on the FL6J from Centurian. It is a sterling silver sheath held in place by a frenum pierceing. I ordered it and was told it would talk 4-6 weeks to arrive. After the 6 weeks had passed, and W/we hadn't received it, I called the company. They told me they were still waiting for it but it should be in the mail the following week. i waited the 10 days I was told it would take to arrive after having been shipped. Once again, it didn't come. I called again and the gentleman I spoke with asked me to call the following day as he wanted to see just where the order had ended up. As it turned out, the person in charge of shipping had left it on her desk where it had been sitting for the past two weeks. When I spoke to the gentleman this past Friday, he apologized and said he would send it out personally UPS next day air. It arrived today, When I opened the package, it took my breath away, It is definately a thing of beauty! I have posted some pictures of it in my profile. tiff immediately put it on and has had it on for the past 5 hours with no problems whatsoever. she says most of the time she isn't even aware it's there. W/we haven't done the piercing as yet due to wanting to make sure W/we had the proper alignment, I suggested that she wear it for a couple of days to make sure the fit is right, then do the piercing. I'm figuring that will take about 4-6 weeks to fully heal. During that time, I will be contemplating ordering the break-off screws that will lock the chastity permanently in place Because this is such a life altering thing W/we have both decided to proceed very cautiously and slowly. In other news, W/we are both extremely excited to be attending Mistress Michelle's fall gathering this year. This will be the first time either of us has attended anything of this sort and we are so looking forward to it, tiff, being the wood crafts man that she is has taken on the task of building a whipping bench for Mistress Michelle. I can't say much more than it is a sight to behold. After the gathering, I will post pictures of it. .Of course, her deciding to take on this task puts the Queening Chair she promised me on the back burner for now. I'm going to be patient for that because I want Mistress Michelle to have this bench as much as tiff wants to build it for her! The chair will come when W/we get home.

Wow - permanent chastity, what a mindblower! :jumping0044: Very "tiff" though!:spankwhip:

Well, the chastity is now in it's forth day. Problems and irritations are minimal. From all indications this one is a winner! I believe W/we are going to hold off on the piercing until after the Fall Gathering. I don't think there would be sufficient time for proper healing and would not want to deprive Mistress Michelle of tiffiny at her finest! The chastity itself will, however, remain in place. The anticipation of the Fall Gathering is so thick here you can almost see it in the air. tiffiny is acting like a little kid on Christmas Eve! Of course, to say I was any less excited would probably be an untruth! The work on the bench she is making for Mistress Michelle is consuming most of her time. And, the ideas are ever more evolving. she has such a devious mind!

Not long now till party time!:sex024::manga_devil:

Well, I decided to pick up on this thread again and just sort of make it My journal. There's already so much information in here, I wouldn't want to bore anyone going over it all again. So...this will be it! The Gathering is over/ O/our week visit with MM and pet is over. And it's been a week since W/we got home. I won't go into all the details of O/our trip again. There have been many things posted on that subject all over the forums. What I will say, however, is that the lessons tiffiny learned from the gathering are still with her. As W/we move back into O/our "normal" every day lives, W/we expect that there will be stumbling blocks. Some quite possibly much larger than others. But, W/we are confident that by applying the knowledge W/we have received, W/we will be able to come through stronger than before. There have already been a couple of minor hiccups that were quickly quashed. It's an overcast, rainy day here. tiff's off work for the Holiday. Nothing left to do but try out all those NICE floggers I have hanging on My wall!!! Wish You could be here to help Me, MM! (You too, MW. tiff SO enjoyed it last time).

Wow...what a read!! I feel like I know you so much better now. I just realized you live in Wisconsin. Just a stone throw away. May I suggest the next gathering to be by you?????:party0011:

Anytime... I'm only oh, um, 10 hours away lol!:EM_Kung_Fu_Panda006 But that's half the time it took you to travel to the Gathering, so who am I to moan! I'll get me coat!

MW- better make it your RAIN coat! LOL Goddess Jen- yes, Chicago is only a stone's throw away! tiff and I would love to host the Gathering here, but finding a suitable house to accommodate so many people would be a real challenge. W/we did however go right past Chicago on O/our way to Virginia. Maybe next time W/we can share the ride!

it's not hard to find a suitable place in chicago. I think a spring gathering should be here. I've got a warehouse in an industrial district to play in:hide: Heated and cooled, nice highway access, mall across the road, hardware store there too, indoor and outdoor space. I love my warehouse. I just wish it was filled a little fuller.

> Ms.Linda said: > MW- better make it your RAIN coat! LOL > Goddess Jen- yes, Chicago is only a stone's throw away! tiff and I would love to host the Gathering here, but finding a suitable house to accommodate so many people would be a real challenge. W/we did however go right past Chicago on O/our way to Virginia. Maybe next time W/we can share the ride! > Click to expand... > madamsboy said: > it's not hard to find a suitable place in chicago. > I think a spring gathering should be here. I've got a warehouse in an industrial district to play in:hide: Heated and cooled, nice highway access, mall across the road, hardware store there too, indoor and outdoor space. > I love my warehouse. I just wish it was filled a little fuller. > Click to expand... :happy0030: In the words of my pet....BOO YA!!!!

I'll suggest this to Mistress Michelle. She is the originator of the Gatherings. It would be nice to diversify where the gatherings are held So, we're off to Thankgiving dinner with the family. Hope everyone has a wonderful day. We all have so much to be thankful for!

I spoke with Mistress Michelle on the idea of having the gathering in a warehouse and W/we both agreed that even though the room aspect would be fun, the accommodations would be lacking. At the lake house, W/we were all able to have a nice, soft bed to climb into and there was ample room for private moments. There was also more than enough room for "play", including a hot tub (which I for one took advantage of on more than one occasion). W/we were also able to cook on site, watch tv (if the mood hit) or just enjoy a nice conversation on one of the 3 decks. So, as much as the offer of the warehouse is appreciated, I don't think it would be a suitable location for a weekend stay. In other news, tiffiny and I have made up O/our minds that W/we will be moving to a warmer climate. tiff is checking in to the possibility of a job transfer. Which, of course, would be the best case scenario. W/were shooting for September 1,2010. Unless something comes up prior to that! Look out Mistress Michelle and pet! W/we're on O/our way!!! Hopefully W/we can find that farm with a little land for pulling that cart around on! I hear jingle bells!!!

I cant wait Linda.....We will have soooo much fun!!!! I have always found that setting a goal and date for that goal to be fullfilled always makes Me feel like it is obtainable and has Me working extra hard to make sure that it works, on schedule. So, knowing that you two set a date of Sept 2010 has Me all excited!!! I know we can work this out, and I cant wait to get you out of the Frozen Tundra of Wisconsin!! We will even come up and help you pack!! GOALS are GOOD!!!! just sayin Mistress Michelle:sex020:

I may have to take You up on that packing thing! The biggest problem is going to be moving tiff's wood working tools. Some of those weigh upwards of 800 pounds! I am SOOOO excited!

> Ms.Linda said: > I spoke with Mistress Michelle on the idea of having the gathering in a warehouse and W/we both agreed that even though the room aspect would be fun, the accommodations would be lacking. At the lake house, W/we were all able to have a nice, soft bed to climb into and there was ample room for private moments. There was also more than enough room for "play", including a hot tub (which I for one took advantage of on more than one occasion). W/we were also able to cook on site, watch tv (if the mood hit) or just enjoy a nice conversation on one of the 3 decks. So, as much as the offer of the warehouse is appreciated, I don't think it would be a suitable location for a weekend stay. > In other news, tiffiny and I have made up O/our minds that W/we will be moving to a warmer climate. tiff is checking in to the possibility of a job transfer. Which, of course, would be the best case scenario. W/were shooting for September 1,2010. Unless something comes up prior to that! Look out Mistress Michelle and pet! W/we're on O/our way!!! Hopefully W/we can find that farm with a little land for pulling that cart around on! I hear jingle bells!!! > Click to expand... could always rent a house by the lake. I know I could pull it off up in lake geneva.

madamesboy- At this point in time I am not in the position to even attempt to organize an event. Along with the approaching holidays, I am also going to be welcoming a new Grand child any day now. I just wouldn't be able to devote the time or the attention this would require. However, there is nothing preventing you from pursuing it. If you would like to do so and would like some pointers, please feel free to PM me. I'll help out as much as I can.

OK..So, I woke up this morning to small sporadic patches of white on the ground. The actual temperature has hovered about the low 30s but feels more like mid 20s. This winter is going to seem like forever! Although I don't mind the snow too much, I have never been fond of the cold. That will definitely be one thing I most certainly will not miss. It just gets a bit depressing when the weather gets to this point in the year. It's dark way too early to go to bed. It's too cold to go outside. It's dark and dreary and everything around is "going to sleep" for the winter. BAH!! I hate it!

I'll keep you warmed up and occupied!!!

Hold that thought!

Can i serve you two beautiful ladies again, like the hot tub experience. MM's sweetpea rachel

I would enjoy your service any time, rachel.

> Ms.Linda said: > madamesboy- At this point in time I am not in the position to even attempt to organize an event. Along with the approaching holidays, I am also going to be welcoming a new Grand child any day now. I just wouldn't be able to devote the time or the attention this would require. However, there is nothing preventing you from pursuing it. If you would like to do so and would like some pointers, please feel free to PM me. I'll help out as much as I can. > Click to expand... I have some thoughts, but even though I can organize, I tend to be better at delegating than doing LOL

So here it is, a week later than the last time I updated. The weather is getting colder and colder. The lake has frozen over and is making it's haunting sounds. If you've never heard ice "sing" it's a very different sound. We're supposed to get more snow this coming week. The weather man is calling for 6-10 inches. I usually look forward to the first "real" snow of the season, but this year all I can think about is getting out of this freezer! tiff and I are starting to sort through O/our things in an attempt to eliminate the added baggage that W/we don't and won't need once O/our move is complete. I think getting rid of the ice fishing gear is a good idea. Can't see that W/we'll be needing that anymore! LOL The 4 wheeler is going up for sale. One of the pontoons. The travel trailer and the site it's sitting on. There's just so much to think about, it hurts My head. But, the end will be well worth it! W/e were blessed with an addition to O/our family this past week. O/our daughter gave birth to O/our second grand child..O/our first grand son! Babies are such miracles! On the "tiff" front...she's been very good since her last fall off the "sissy cart". Today, she will be returning back to the shop to begin working on projects that she has been commissioned to do. I LOVE it when she creates. she has given Me a few ideas on the new paddles that she plans to work on. I can't wait to see the finished products! I do get a bit impatient when I know she's working on something for Me.

Congratulations on Your new grandbaby....We have 6 so you need to catch up! LOL And NO, you wont need ice fishing gear down here! Wow, you have alot to do, and I am sure in the spring things will go alot faster! I cant imagine how cold it is up there, Oh wait, yes I can, I took pet to a Green Bay Packer game a few years ago, I have never been so freakin cold in My entire life! That night it was 10 degrees out, the wind chill factor was 10 below and it was windy as hell and the snow was falling. pet LOVED it, I spent My time running back and forth to the Ladies room where all of us would shed our clothes, let the heat get to our skin, put our clothes back on and run back out for 10 more minutes of the game before repeating the process. pet never left the field, his adrenaline kept him warm, but it was an awesome experience. So, anyway, start selling, packing, and getting ready to move!!! mistress Michelle