Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I catch myself constantly staring at my profile signature to track how long I’ve been locked up. Checking a calendar or keeping another record isn’t allowed, so the signature is all I have. It feels like I’m looking at it daily now. Since I can’t predict when my release will come, why does this matter so much? I’m beginning to suspect I’ve developed some form of chastity OCD. Is anyone else obsessed with this detail, or am I going mad? Actually, let’s go with crazier.:p