Introductions discussion

To begin with, becoming a true woman has always been my lifelong dream, though finances make it difficult. I’ve cherished the fantasy for years of being a maid who wears diapers, acts very feminine, and submits to someone else’s enjoyment. Despite being just a daydream, I genuinely believe I could sustain this lifestyle around the clock. The diaper aspect isn’t really a hurdle; it simply enhances the fantasy rather than relating to any disability on my part. I’d be perfectly content as an apprentice maid. Or perhaps even general feminization suits me. Another frequent thought is being forced into cocksucking duties. I’d gladly hand over my disability payments to someone experienced who’s willing to train me, provided they support me financially since the rent would fall on them once I stop drawing checks. I might also just visit your home for a while for some training sessions, though I likely can’t cover session fees myself. Apologies if that seems limiting; I truly wish finances allowed more flexibility. Additionally, I’d adore having a sissy companion to cuddle and play with, ideally one who wears diapers too. Please let me know if you’re interested! If my message comes across as weak or odd, please forgive me.