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I really want to observe Her in the midst of an orgasm, seen from a new angle. We met up and enjoyed one three-way, specifically FFM. Now I wish to watch her while possibly performing oral sex on a man, all with my device locked. My goal isn’t to take anything away but to enhance their pleasure. I am hesitant to bring it up. I have mentioned to Her that if she desires, she can let our friends know I am wearing the lock. We both come from ‘varied’ backgrounds, swinging sorts of people essentially, yet She is now my life partner and I want her happiness; simultaneously, I desire to return to being the submissive partner she knew in the past. My main worry is finding someone safe for us.