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This is the start. I’ve never posted about myself on a blog, I’ve always kept my own key under control, and I’m not sure where this path leads. But everything is shifting now. For several years, I wore chastity just for fun, usually no more than two weeks at a time, but keeping the ability to unlock myself whenever I wanted. The excitement was constant; leaving the keys behind while commuting or traveling only fueled my desire further. Being quite introverted, I haven’t actively sought out a Keyholder (KH). I’ve been in one BDSM relationship before, and I held the dominant position. That worked well for a long time, but when it ended, I realized it wasn’t entirely what I was looking for. Now, I see myself as a switch. I just took my first big leap; I signed up with, and through so injuinity, I’ve been locked for 24 hours without immediate access to my own key (I know, it’s like finding a needle in a very large haystack). Initially, I planned to use the system’s automated controls, but that changed quickly. I let the system pick a random duration between one hour and two days, with a maximum of five days if punishment is involved. I set it so I wouldn’t be told when release would occur. The excitement began! I took a photo of a combination key box showing a random number, making sure not to peek at the digits. I uploaded that image to the site and immediately deleted it from my phone. Soon after, an email arrived confirming approval (they could clearly read the number and will send me the code when release time comes). After kissing my key, I placed it inside the box; with a click of the lock and a turn of the dial, it became real. I added details about my session to the “list active locks” page. This section displays everyone currently locked in a session. Description:\nFirst time surrendering control to another person. Wearing Holy Trainer 2 short, with an oxballs 4.5” long TOOL urethral sound screwed into place. I sent a “verify” request to the site: this involves you (or your KH) asking the platform for a verification code. The code is a random sequence of letters emailed to you. After writing it down on paper, I photographed my locked device alongside the code and uploaded both to the site. Shortly after, an email confirmed that my picture was accepted and posted publicly as proof that I remain locked. [Image: tmp_8544-18199-1470518051-ed9cc00b93000eb3a92f0027149fedbf601315802.jpg] I quickly explored the site’s options and spotted “Your Keyholder”.!! So I clicked it, requesting that a random registered person take charge of my session. My heart dropped, and my stomach tightened. My KH accepted me within five minutes (the longest five minutes ever). Our communication so far has been sparse: My KH immediately sent me a “tease”: asking if I would log on to the site within the next 30 minutes for a reward (time removed), or face punishment (time added) if I didn’t. GlYcH (Me) - This is my first session. I have never handed over my key to anyone else before. So I am being brave by asking for a Keyholder so soon (terrified). I’ve worn chastity voluntarily for up to two weeks at a time. To be honest, your tease sent chills down my spine. KH - Hi, I’m pretty relaxed, but the first message is just a friendly hello. My expectation is that you stay in chastity for the duration and hopefully enjoy the experience. I’ll likely try to push you a little though. GlYcH - May I ask if you are Male or Female? Do my original session parameters disappear once you become my Keyholder? If things go well, I will consider extending the time. I do have other devices (the Holy Trainer is the most comfortable). Sadly, nothing custom. My second favorite is a steel CB-6000S. And there are a couple of 3D printed models as well. KH - I’m male. The session parameters remain unchanged. I can only adjust them within the limits you’ve already set. Now I wait, waiting for word from my KH, awaiting a verification request, hoping for release, waiting… excited and equally terrified.

I took out the sound until I got approval back from my KH. Even though it won't allow/cause me to cum, it does provide pleasure... and I’m not sure yet if he is okay with that. I assumed I was nearing the end of my session, so I did something I didn’t think I could do so soon. I sent a message to my KH allowing him to add up to one week onto my current session duration. After some time, an automated email arrived: "Your session has been extended. Your keyholder has approved your request for an extension, but we're not telling you exactly how much extra time was added." A moment later he sent a message: "How are you finding it so far?" My heart started pounding hard. Endorphins rushed through me and I instantly filled my cage. Which wasn't usually a problem. I replied back: "To be honest, I was doing fine, and barely even thinking about it ten minutes ago. Now I am panicked (in a good way) and exhilarated. I have worn chastity before, so the physical sensation is familiar to me. However, this new psychological challenge... that is taking some getting used to. I’m not sure if you received my message regarding using the sound. After thinking about it, I removed it until I got your approval to use it again. Just so I can prepare myself, should I expect to hear from you daily, every other day, weekly, or only when it pleases you? Is there anything specific that you would ask of me at this time? Thank you again, Sir" And I wait.