Female led relationships discussion

I’ve put quite a bit of time and energy into CM. My earlier profile crashed out, with the Admin swapping it for this one. I’ve been part of this community since September 2008. It’s been pretty unsettling to be treated how I have lately after all that time. There is some context behind it, mostly revolving around something as seemingly minor as Avatars; while some stubborn members think it doesn’t matter, the Female presence we truly need to strengthen up really does feel it strongly!. Sadly Ms S won’t be joining us now. She has so much to give with her 12 years of experience, but she’s convinced this place is overrun by men who don’t mind posting testosterone-heavy images of their Dicks and think that’s perfectly fine. Keeping all that in view, I share my thoughts not as an excuse—I hardly need one—but just to explain why I reacted the way I did. I find it hard to keep my emotions tucked away here because I am submissive to only a single person in my life. That said, I do “respect” every other female member on this site, but those who seem intent solely on provoking or creating issues… well, that behavior is simply not acceptable for me, so I hold back the expression—it needs no further explanation!!

It seems I’ll be sticking around for a while because I am just incredibly angry!!!

Thank you @Mistress B for our lovely chat tonight!! and @Mascara^Snake for your thoughtful comments.