Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Hello! This is my first time posting here and I’d like to share my story with you, hoping for some feedback, tips, ideas… anything at all. Does SHE know I’m writing this? Yes, but I plan to show her everything after the weekend.

This account is mostly true in its details. Minor changes were made, but nothing essential, I think. Also, English isn’t my first language, so please keep that in mind.

Since I am new to this forum, I’m not entirely certain if I’ve posted in the correct section—please move it if needed!:)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)

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I know my writing might be a bit chaotic at the start. Where do I begin? Well, we met a few years ago. She was working in a club back then and we managed to chat occasionally, but nothing significant happened. I never really had that macho ‘I’m going to pick you up’ vibe; geeky is more my style. Thank goodness not an ugly one, though still lacking some self-confidence.

Long story short—time went by, and after two years, we finally hooked up. There were dates, drinks, sex, and then just as quickly it ended. I was certain we wouldn’t see each other again, but Miss Fortune had other plans. We basically crossed paths again last summer, started chatting and texting, and now here we are in an amazing relationship with emotions still blooming after all this time.

What caught our attention is that we both enjoy sex—duh! But by kinky, I mean not your ordinary everyday kind. Honestly, I always had fantasies and ideas but never had someone to try them with. She, on the other hand, deeply wanted to explore some things but lacked a partner willing to go all the way.

I became somewhat dominant in bed, which she loved! There was name-calling and spanking that slowly evolved as we bought more toys and accessories, becoming increasingly open with each other. At one point, for instance, she would wait for me dressed like a little girl: white over-the-knee socks with bows, a very tight girly t-shirt, pigtails, some pink lip gloss, and around her neck a dog collar with an attached leash while kneeling near the bed. Oh, did I mention she is stunning? She has an amazing body—basically a sexy fit cheerleader type from your high school days, but not dumb! Am I lucky or what?

However, as my dominance in bed grew, so did my craving for role reversal and trying to be submissive myself. In real life, I am somewhat of a control freak; I like having the last word on most topics and being a bit smart-alecky. So in bed, I fantasized about someone totally different: shy, timid, submissive, bossed around.

As an added ‘bonus’ to our relationship, she has always been flirty and, as mentioned above, very gorgeous, so men like to approach her. Since we are currently in a long-distance relationship seeing each other only about two days a week, I often become jealous but also aroused by that insecurity. It happens when she goes out with friends to the club or bar, or when guys message her on Facebook asking her out. These feelings started growing within me… significantly!

So these new fantasies of hers emerged—flirting more and more, perhaps making me even more jealous, playing this game of tease either in person or over the phone. We mostly discussed it during our lovemaking, but she never treated it as anything serious, and honestly neither did I.

The biggest event we ever had was one specific time: I was going down on her, both of us very horny, when a guy texted her during the act. I jokingly suggested she reply to him… and she did! I was devouring my girl like a madman while she moaned and flirted with this guy over her phone. I was shocked by how aroused I felt in that exact moment. It ended with me stroking myself to a huge climax at the same time she came on my tongue.

But, as often happens in many relationships especially long-distance ones, some cracks appeared. Maybe I will expand on this topic later… She cheated on me and I found out. I was devastated—I confronted her. We both cried, and in my mind, it was over. But as the days flew by, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I felt ashamed, embarrassed, and humiliated. Not only had she been unfaithful, but I started developing fantasies about them… her and him! It was an emotional ride, ending with a few nights of masturbation while pondering her. Emotional masochism, indeed!

Fast forward—we are still together and things are better than ever before. However, due to this incident, our sex life became more normal and traditional for some time at least. Recently though, we have started spicing things up again. What might not surprise anyone is that instead of focusing on her flirting fantasies, I went deeper into exploring my submissive side while she became increasingly dominant.

In bed, I become her good… little boy, even her slut. As I began to explore these dynamics with her, she joined in. Being teased and mocked for a lack of masculinity was one aspect; another is—and remains—anal play. She was initially surprised by how much she enjoyed playing with me and pushing boundaries further. When we started, she lightly teased me with a finger; now… she gave me her big black dildo so that when I am permitted… I can play with it myself.

So where are we now? 1st – For the past 6 days, I have been locked in a CB6000 chastity device (we bought it some time ago but didn’t use it much), and this is the first time being locked 24/7 constantly driving me crazy! 2nd – This Saturday we are going to a club. Because she was well… not particularly nice to me recently, she promised to show she is sorry and do something for me—and I asked that she flirt with someone at the club. She agreed!

I don’t know if it will truly happen, but I think it will! Even writing this makes my locked small penis twitch in its cage. Will she release me before we go out? Or will I remain locked? Will she flirt and how far will she take it? Will I end up cumming this weekend? I am quite sure I will, but those are thoughts and fantasies constantly present in my mind right now!

And how will it develop? I will try to keep you all updated.