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i was awakened early the other morning. i got up and made coffee, only to find myself browsing porn since the house was empty. i’m not certain i’ll repeat it because i became so f@ck@n horny that i grabbed our strapon, put it on, and started masturbating as if it were my own. at one point i thought i was actually going to come, but then reality struck and i spent all day frustrated.

so do you watch porn and enjoy the experience, or try not to bother with it for longer periods?

I don't see the point while i'm chaste. I glance at it occasionally but being in chastity takes away my arousal. It feels like my mind already knows there's no point, so it does very little for me. While this seems negative in theory, it works great for me because it keeps my focus elsewhere.

Porn distracts me from staying chaste for my Lady, and I'm better off reading or writing in Forums like this rather than surfing porn sites. I want to discuss the challenges of chastity, not make a horny situation hornier! Porn sites don't lend themselves to the open and honest writings that we find on forums such as this one here. I don't need porn because my imagination kicks any known porn site's ass! But I do need friends to share these chastity journeys with! Respectful:cat:

*Well - I think it's a good weekly exercise and for certain individuals perhaps a daily one. Although, I prefer that the subject be fastened in place - unable to move or touch a thing as image after favorite image runs across the screen. A couple of hours is usually enough to achieve the desired result - a whimpering, chaste little subby - so needy....*

I did all the time. it helped give me ideas:idea:

It depends on what you mean by porn. Dollyanne's brand of porn has changed over the years. In the beginning, it was focused on hot women and hung studs.:sex_porn: Then it moved to damsels in distress and hung studs. Then dolly began identifying with the women and not the men. It was HER with the hung studs or the damsels in distress. Then, it was natural for the sissy/feminine dolly to become a cuckold and dolly became interested in cuckolding porn where dolly was the feminized husband. So, it got back to hot women and hung studs, except the hot women were dolly's wife and the hung studs her boyfriends,:hump: while dolly was the sissified maid to both!:chores004:Now, it's dolly as the force-femmed enslaved bi-sexual cuckolded sissymaid gurl! Sounds complicated, but dolly no longer looks at the same porn she used to while chaste. Her path has been to eliminate any kind of porn that degrades women. So, most of her old porn is gone. In dolly's porn, women (and dominant TGs) are the Mistresses and Goddesses and Real Men are their sex-toys. Dolly is the servant and sissygirl maid to both. And, of course, dolly no longer has her three-times-a-day nasty masturbation habit.:jerkit: The only way dolly gets a squirtie these days is by rubbing her nipples, and only while she's in her chastity. And, the porn she looks at, if any, is the forced-femme type, or hypnotic files with accompanying sissification/feminization scenarios. Dollyanne is lucky she can have a squirtie that way, but it takes a long build-up, at least two weeks or more, sometimes a month. (Dolly leaks and dribbles a lot!) Dollyanne loves Miss D's suggestion of tying the subbie down.:gen085: It would be a great way for dolly to focus on exclusively watching and listening to her forced-femme hypnotic files! Like being indoctrinated in a prison camp! But, that's a fantasy subject for another day!:happy0011: Curtsey,:butterfly: ***dollyanne***

Usually i read cuckold stories but on those rare occassions when i'm unlocked AND alone at home:penisdance: then Yes!! But even that happens only by Her design:evilgrin0036:

*Good gurl dollyanne - sissy cucky porn is perfect for you. It is certain to put you exactly where you need to be - eager and wishing - even pleading - for your femming and cucking. I think it's cute.* :sex_porn:

sounds like the device you're wearing is doing the job perfectly tollyboyslave whilst you are waiting for your full steel belt from Mr Davies. lets hope you don't do any harm to yourself by trying to put a quart in a pint pot. lol

yes,,, I pretend to be the woman having the fun!!!!

> Miss D said: > *Well - I think it's a good weekly exercise and for certain individuals perhaps a daily one. Although, I prefer that the subject be fastened in place - unable to move or touch a thing as image after favorite image runs across the screen. A couple of hours is usually enough to achieve the desired result - a whimpering, chaste little subby - so needy....* > Click to expand... Have you ever seen A Clockwork Orange, Miss D:evilgrin0010:

i don't watch porn anymore used to a lot that is one of many reasons i'm lock up

Absolutely. It feeds the cycle - higher sexual energy gives me energy to focus on pleasing my KH, even if she is in a disinterested phase. js

*I suppose if you were to spend enough time fastened in front of your favorite porn it might have a brainwashing kind of effect. I think there ought to be a study of this phenomenon. Perhaps a one hour daily dose over a three week period. It would be best if there were two subjects for the test - just to make sure that whatever the result is - it is not specific to a single individual. Do we have any volunteers? And what would be the images? Spurting cocks? Sissys being dildoed? Lipstick lesbians? Intense cucking? Soaky wet panties? So many good choices to fit into one hour of indoctrination... What fetish or kinkiness would you want (or dread) to become obsessed with?*

> Miss D said: > * > Do we have any volunteers? And what would be the images? Spurting cocks? Sissys being dildoed? Lipstick lesbians? Intense cucking? Soaky wet panties? So many good choices to fit into one hour of indoctrination... What fetish or kinkiness would you want (or dread) to become obsessed with?* > Click to expand... I'd volunteer. Just no Femdom stuff please!:innocent0009:

i would be keep lock so long if caught watching porn that is why i do not do that any more

> ALLORNOWT said: > sounds like the device your wearing is doing the job perfectly tollyboyslave whilst you are waiting for your full steel belt from Mr Davies. lets hope you dont do any harm to yourself by trying to put a quart in a pint pot. lol > Click to expand... more like trying to get a pint in a half pint glass! but i am out again and i locked the key in a combination safe and reset the numbers and did not look what they were,so she cant put me back in it! haha! but seriously i give up with chastity as my wife is just way too soft i think she took pity on me this evening just because they were full even though neither of us were realy horny [what a waste] all that wieght carried around on my schlong for a period only long enough just to start getting horny i even offerd to put the key in the safe jumble the combination untill i could crack it and give her the time of her life while i was horny as f#c#. smothering her with attention what woman could ask for more? the answer is - my wife as she loves my cock and cant bear to see me do without anything, i think i might get her measured for a belt instead and sell my loris so its back to the porn for me ta taa!