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I just chatted briefly with Ms K/H. Earlier tonight, I asked whether she intended to let me out of lockup tomorrow or later today after a month has passed.…
I just chatted briefly with Ms K/H. Earlier tonight, I asked whether she intended to let me out of lockup tomorrow or later today after a month has passed. She replied promptly that it would be tomorrow since June 1st marked the start and she is setting July 1st as my release date. I requested permission to remain on my own until July 4th, at which point I will go back into lockup for another stint lasting until mid-August vacation time. She agreed. After that break, it becomes her decision regarding how long I stay locked up next, with just one stipulation: no full year this time. She smiled and nodded slowly.
Even though she is letting me out on July 1st, my free period won’t be very long. I want to experiment with two different devices until July 4th. One of them has a slightly smaller base ring which used to give me pain because it was shorter overall; the cage itself is also more compact. Since I tweaked it a bit recently, I hope wearing it again will make less of an impact than before. My goal is to keep this one on until perhaps Sunday morning without discomfort. If that works out, I’ll switch over to another device which has always been comfortable for me up to July 4th. Either way, come July 4th, I plan to re-lock myself into a familiar long-term piece and seal the lock with super glue so cutting it open becomes necessary. Ms K/H will decide when during my August vacation if I can cut that seal.
From then on, she decides how long I stay locked up completely, please don’t make it another year as I have done before. She smiled again and said okay. Call this topping from the bottom but I am about to surrender entirely.