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As I settle down after a morning of her giving me oral and reaching an orgasm, I find myself reflecting on how much face sitting transforms me into an eager subbie. Lying there hitting snooze, I wondered if I had time for her daily oral attention. It has been several days since her monthly visitor left. Before I could decide, she climbed onto my face. All hesitation about the timing vanished instantly. I was fully in the moment and lost to it. I was engaged with it, as were she, adjusting herself so my tongue sat exactly where it should be. Sometimes breathing became difficult, yet I fought against pulling her away, staying put for her pleasure. The alarm rang again. As she leaned toward the clock to silence it, she lifted off my mouth, and I couldn’t bear the separation. My mouth followed her, becoming ravenous; I seemed unable to part from her. I am unsure if she realizes how much this turns me on—how I go from wondering if I have time to serve her to completely forgetting everything else and needing her. Perhaps this whole position is so dominant that it forces one into a submissive state just by being in it. It also explains why I’ve never felt comfortable being on top. Mostly, when women were on top during sex, it was practical for them. Being the shorter partner, I would tend to slip out of other positions or fail to feel much myself. Plus, it benefited them to control the pace. Being at the bottom during oral seems even more like an act of losing control. Anyway, just thinking about how happy we both are, and doubting she ever guessed she could simply roll over and use someone’s face for her satisfaction without needing reciprocation in return. Having a hard time thinking of anything but her right now.

Lovely post. Providing pleasure orally was always my favorite even back in my "macho" days. Whether spontaneous, as above, or on demand, it allows us to worship Her in the most intimate way for the simple reason that she exists. "On demand" is a big turn on for me as it clearly defines the pecking order of the relationship.