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Greetings to the CM community. While reading through everyone’s posts and journals, I’ve decided to jump in and share my own journey too. For the first time ever, I’ve been locked up for a full 24 hours without access to the key, which is currently held by my better half (BH) far away on another continent.

I hope you find my journal as engaging as others’, even if my English sounds a bit sharp since it’s not my first language.

Honestly, I wasn’t sure where to begin. I’ve never really written anything before, but last night around 4 am, the words just started flowing on their own. Like many of you here, I experienced some sleep troubles at the start of being locked up. Armed with that knowledge, I anticipated waking up in discomfort too, though it felt kind of exciting:) Yep, and 4 am arrived… boom. Having only slept for two hours because my late flight brought me home around 2am, I got up to find my black Holy Trainer trying to lunge forward, tugging at my balls—wow, what pain:eek: I followed the forum advice and peed there, applied some soothing cream, and went back to bed. It was very interesting indeed. I’m sure more is coming.

Today, my first day turned out surprisingly well. The HTv2 feels great. It's quite comfortable, and you kind of forget it's there at times... So I carried on with my daily work and routine. I hadn't really expected much change to my normal life other than not being able to jerk off without BH. Oh, how mistaken I was. On Mondays, I usually go to the leisure centre for my Circuit class—it’s quite intense. The first thing on my mind was: will the holy trainer be visible? Since I normally wear shorts, but couldn't this time because of the bulge, I opted for sporty trousers. Oops, that wasn't much better either; they were a bit too elastic. Yay. I had to go as I was, otherwise, I would have missed it. Like @Jasmic68 in her journal, I’m also trying to lose weight for my BH. So no matter what happens, I am going there. And well, I survived the class somehow and don't think anyone noticed me too much. It's interesting how your perspective shifts when you wear a cage. You suddenly start noticing other people more. Maybe someone else is wearing one too? And you have no idea.. Then came the shower, which was necessary since I like to change before driving home. Another surprise here: I never thought public showers and lockers at the leisure centre would be an issue.. They are usually empty anyway. So off I went. Naturally, someone had to show up for a shower right then too. Quick action with my towel and some dancing steps helped me hide it as I escaped there with incredible embarrassment, though again, I didn't think anyone spotted me. Another adjustment I'll have to consider. The first day brought quite a few changes in quiet ways. I can no longer pee standing up; I must sit now. Exciting times ahead. Tomorrow is swimming day. Hmm

> Qveik said: > Obviously today someone had to come to have shower as well. Quick super action with towel and dancing moved helped me to hide it and get out of there with incredible embarrassment but again, I didn't think I was spotted. Another adjustment I will have to think of. > Click to expand... Just remember that there's nothing wrong or illegal about you being in chastity. You're at the cutting edge of male society, which is something to be proud of rather than ashamed or embarrassed.

> Mascara^Snake said: > Just remember there's nothing wrong or illegal about you being in chastity. > You're at the cutting edge of male society and that's nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. > Click to expand... I love your statement!