Introductions discussion

Hi there. I’ve always been drawn to female domination, even back in kindergarten when I used to fantasize about worshipping dominant girls But it seems no real woman has ever shared these interests with me, so I’ve mostly done my own thing:( About two or three years ago, when I first got into chastity, I purchased my initial device (a Chinese replica of the CB6000s) and locked up for the very time. At that moment, I thought, “Now I am a true chastity slave forever.” Naturally, I removed it just one day later:) Since then, whenever my cage stays on for two or three days, I eventually give in, masturbate, and toss the device back into its box. Then I try to restart after a week or so of living normally. It’s pretty simple to pause your play if no one is watching and doesn’t care I feel like what I really need is an actual woman who can take charge and stop me from removing my cage. Does anyone out there want to help me with this?:) Just check in occasionally to remind me that I’m a naughty boy who deserves to be locked up around the clock and spanked daily. It won’t demand much of your time. P.S. Of course, you’re welcome to go further—assigning tasks, teasing, or punishing me if you wish;)