Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

This morning I wanted to try putting on the punishment pins attached to my cage. Even though painplay isn’t really my thing, I just wanted to revisit that sensation after a brief attempt earlier with these specific pins. I received this set of punishment pins last week as an add-on for a new cage I had ordered. While unlocking and attempting to keep everything in place by pushing the cage against the base ring, I tried attaching the punishing ring. I didn’t engage in any stimulation or play; my goal was simply to feel the spikes. Yes, arousing myself was part of the plan, but I hadn’t anticipated that while pushing all the components together, it would trigger a semen release. It happened suddenly and unexpectedly, completely outside my control during those +5 days locked inside my new cage this morning. The spurts weren’t particularly satisfying because I was compressing both the cage and base ring to secure everything. It felt more like a pressure relief than an actual ejaculation. I wasn’t trying to orgasm or ejaculate; it just happened, feeling very involuntary especially since the punishment pins were attached to the cage but hadn’t yet been fully secured into the base ring. I believe I could have released naturally in this state with my cage locked and simply focusing on experiencing the punishment pins. It’s such a strange sensation. I can’t quite figure out why I would release like that while contained within my small cage, even with those uncomfortable pins inside. I still struggle to keep them in for more than just a few minutes. What exactly did I experience? A ruined orgasm? Ejaculation? Milking? An uncontrolled release? …I’m not sure of the terminology. All I know is that after removing the punishment pins and caging up again… I now desire a full erection, or perhaps even an orgasm, masturbation, or intercourse. Uugh, I feel messed up at this moment, yet I crave staying locked and denied. Afterward, I used the short unlock period to thoroughly wash and clean my private parts. I didn’t get erect and caged as quickly as possible. Still feeling unsatisfied and uncertain about what to call this experience…