Introductions discussion

Hi all. I’m unsure of what to write here or whether I should just repeat my profile details. Here goes: I work as a military chaplain. Yes, it’s unusual for me to be here given that role. Apologies if it seems odd. I’ve been married for over 15 years and have children. I’ve always felt submissive in nature. Even from around age 11, I had early fantasies about being the one yielding control, even though I didn’t fully understand what submission meant back then. Last week, I finally told my wife that I want her to lock me up and keep the key herself. She was quite surprised by this news, but I am staying very patient and hopeful. She hasn’t quite grasped it yet because I’m not explaining myself clearly enough, so I’ve given her Georgia Ivey Green’s book for her to read. I appreciate this community. I hope it helps me navigate this new path, perhaps with my wife too. It’s lovely meeting you all.