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Might as well kick things off early, even if there isn’t much to report just yet. But since there are a few updates, why wait?

Prior Experience The only chastity gear I’ve used before is a latex bag from . I’ve been into latex for ages and honestly can’t recall if I bought it on impulse or if a friend suggested it. Anyway, I purchased it and wore it several times until the cheap rubber gave its usual death. It was quite small and not the easiest to put on. I’d place a cockring first, then slide in the bag. The ring is an inexpensive vinyl type, slightly larger than ideal but still effective. The bag featured a snap-closure band; it felt a bit tighter than I prefer for long-term wear, though I rarely kept it on longer than a scene. I only managed one orgasm while wearing it, which was induced by a vibrator while I lay in a latex sleep sack. My hardness level reached about 50%.

Size I never really thought my size was an issue… I’ve seen both larger and smaller builds and felt I was below average when soft and just slightly under the mean when hard. I haven’t measured precisely, but I’d estimate 5.5-6” erect. Recently, I started tucking using a dance belt for certain outfits to maintain clean lines and get a taste of chastity without an actual device. Since I can tuck quite well, I figured this confirms I’m not particularly large. My scrotum is also high and tight, which suits the tight clothing I wear often.

Sexually, I lean toward being bottomed, but those few times I’ve topped have been complaint-free. Most partners say it’s the perfect size for them—a backhanded compliment perhaps, or a polite way of saying they’re small—but as someone who dislikes excessive bulk, I think my proportions suit me well and prefer a partner with similar dimensions.

Then came the CB6000S purchase, where I discovered I needed to use the largest ring and spacer for comfort. I dislike how much it sticks out, especially when padlocked, creating a strange profile in tights or leggings. The next size down in spacers works well too; anything smaller feels pinchy. I’ll experiment more with the ring size as my confidence grows. So, is that big or small? It doesn’t truly matter to me now because experience has taught me what fits better than self-measurement ever did.

First Purchase Two days ago, I decided to head to a local shop and pick up a CB6000S. My goal was eventually to get a Birdlocked as its flexibility would sit nicer under tights and leggings compared to stiffer options. However, there were no local choices available, and I didn’t want to wait. Good thing I bought locally because I likely would have chosen the wrong size online. Now that I’m more informed through experience, even if this one isn’t my final choice, it’s still a great device.

I put it on immediately upon returning home and wore it until bedtime. As noted, I dislike the padlock as it causes an odd bulge in tights. While appearance matters less to me (if you don’t like looking at my junk, that’s your problem), I care more about protecting my clothes from damage. So, I simply used a small twist tie instead of the lock.

As mentioned above, I am using the largest ring and second-largest spacer. If I do use the padlock, I switch to the largest spacer for extra room. It’s snug but comfortable! I love wearing it; the sensation is constant without being intrusive or difficult to notice when meeting people. Putting it on can be tricky because simply thinking about locking up arouses me immediately, but my stubbornness gets the job done. Over the last two days, I’ve caged myself at least five or six times, and this morning was the easiest yet—I’m getting the hang of it.

Difficulties Yesterday, I felt some persistent testicle tightness that lasted most of the day. I only wore it in the morning before heading to rehearsal for an upcoming show. It’s nothing new from cock rings and subsided by evening. I was also wearing a specific pair of very tight tights, so I didn’t get much freedom until returning home, where I re-caged myself immediately.

Why not wear it longer? I’ve just returned to town and have two rehearsals (yesterday and today) plus a show on Saturday. My schedule is packed, so I need to focus on those commitments first. When time permits later, I plan to do an all-day wear followed by sleeping in the device. Public wear isn’t a concern; my clothing choices are always unique and sometimes weird to others, but I never cared much about that judgment. My body, my clothes, my life—those who dislike it can mind their own business. If they feel like bullies, they’ll quickly learn I’m not someone to be pushed around easily.

Comfort has been fine so far; wearing the device feels great. It will likely wake me with a nocturnal erection, which is acceptable as long as morning time isn’t rushed.

Tights? Yes, I wear tights. I also regularly don leggings, skirts, dresses, latex garments, catsuits, and unitards. I’d argue this isn’t really a fetish; I’m not wearing these items with sexual, crossdressing, or transgender intent. I simply enjoy the comfort and feel fine as long as I remain comfortable without exposing anything lewdly.

Most of the time, I wear shorts over my tights or leggings because I work in public and teach students younger than 18, making professionalism important. However, the look, feel, and benefits outweigh any potential embarrassment. Usually, I sport solid color M Stevens men’s performance latex tights from, though I also own their splash colors and various wild printed leggings. Since I tend toward all-black daily outfits, a bit of color keeps things interesting.

I suffered a major injury years ago, and standing on my feet all day is tough for me. The extra support helps immensely throughout the workday, aids faster recovery, keeps me warm in winter without overheating in summer, and aligns with my preference to show less skin—it’s beneficial in every way. My legs are fairly muscular but pale since I’m a night owl; tights have worked for me since childhood.

Tights have become increasingly mainstream due largely to basketball trends, so odd looks are rarer than ever before.

Regarding skirts and dresses: I don’t wear many dresses currently, but I have them and would more if the style appeals. Again, my goal isn’t femininity; it’s comfort and function. Skirts are excellent, particularly long maxi styles in winter. While not common for workwear now, I wore them through the years at various workplaces without issue. Skirt-and-tights combos feel better than pants-with-tights. I do own shorter skirts, but shorts offer more functionality.

So far, wearing a CB under tights has been fine. The bulge is much more noticeable with the cage (especially padlocked), but when covered by shorts, nobody notices. Not that it matters to me, though I wouldn’t want it to look like I’m shoplifting or carrying something unusual—though technically, wearing a cage does fit that description!

I’m waiting for a new latex catsuit delivery and will see how the CB pairs with it. My concern is whether the cage might damage the latex, but we shall see. This uncertainty also delays my plunge into buying a Birdlocked since silicone and latex don’t mix perfectly (silicone oil is okay, but pure silicone can cause bubbling/disfigurement in latex). I haven’t seen much advice on wearing silicone devices with latex clothing yet. However, I will test the CB with some of my existing latex leggings.

That’s all for now; gotta go to rehearsal soon so cage time shall commence.

…and not until I arrive home. Tomorrow evening will mark the first full day of wearing it, though we’ll need to see what preparations are required for the show on the horizon.