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My mistress/girlfriend requested that I begin keeping this journal. What the mistress desires, she receives.

My girlfriend has long been captivated by male anatomy, a fascination she claims dates back to her teenage years. She shared this with me when we first started dating, explaining why she loves having me hold off ejaculation for as long as possible at all times. Usually, I managed until the next day, though often cumming on the same day wasn’t an issue. Her goal was to see how much endurance “it” could handle. What caught my attention was her use of the word “it” instead of “you.”

This appealed to me greatly, so I agreed. We began using an honor system. Over time, she has shared more of her ideas and things she wishes to try, as she finds experimenting with my penis enjoyable. Strictly for scientific research, naturally. The only times she truly gets pleasure is when she’s edging me while preventing ejaculation over days, weeks, or even months. We now use chastity devices, which we both appreciate. She particularly enjoys restricting my erections, another one of her experiments.

It has been quite a revelation for me as well, because I had never really questioned my limits or those of “it.” When I asked why she consistently refers to my penis as “it,” she replied that it is because I am not the primary focus. Whether I achieve an orgasm or not doesn’t matter much. What matters is ensuring that cock obeys her demands. Her experiments target the penis, not me personally. If she decides “it” shouldn’t cum, then “it won’t.” Previously, she wanted to see if a cock could truly be ruined until completely dry. After eight ruins, it ran dry, so she added two more to reach ten. We both enjoy this lifestyle despite its difficulties most of the time. She picks up various ideas from this site, and her next experiment involves a Tens unit prostate probe.

Thank you for allowing us to share our journey with you. I will keep you updated on how the Tens estim probe works out. One thing is certain: I won’t be having an orgasm. That isn’t the goal or even particularly important right now. She needs to observe how the penis responds to the electrical currents stimulating my prostate, but the penis itself remains untouched. She waits for the results.