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I find it difficult to pinpoint exactly why and how this whole thing began. I’ve enjoyed a fulfilling relationship for over ten years now, and with the little ones past their early years, I felt like something was needed to spark our passion again. Having experimented with role play, dressing up, light bondage, and dominatix lifestyles, I stumbled upon chastity (and its devices), which really caught my eye. After some consideration and saving up, I purchased one device, then upgraded to a better model. Currently, I’m locked in my CB6000s. There have been some initial growing pains; after finding a fit that lasted for several weeks, I had to go back to the drawing board, but hopefully getting closer to the results I want. In part, I believe this push came from my partner and me deciding on my vasectomy, which brought about feelings of emasculation—something I also found quite arousing.

Welcome to the Vault, suttonseeds. I'm eager to hear more details about your relationship. Your comment regarding the vasectomy is particularly interesting; I wonder if others share that perspective?