Introductions discussion

I’m a CD veteran of over six decades and have been cross-dressing throughout my adult years. This is new territory for me in terms of chastity, specifically self-locking devices. Back when I was younger, HRT and fully transitioning were serious possibilities on the table (un)luckily they didn’t materialize. Two years back I purchased a cage as my first attempt; it felt too large for me. The next one up proved to be overly heavy. Now though, with this current fit, I’m really enjoying it. There’s something wonderfully erotic about wearing it daily. My only hurdle left is finding the right moment or method to ask my fiancée if she’d mind being my key keeper.

Lately, my cross-dressing has evolved beyond just clothes. Reading more online has solidified my belief that perhaps I was meant to be a sissy rather than settling into marriage and fatherhood. While I feel content and confident in my masculinity, the idea of feminization along with being used as a female toy or oral partner appeals greatly! Oh, how nice it would be if I could turn back time by 45 years. It remains just a dream for now, but dreaming is free.

Hoping this isn’t too much information—it’s all me! Joni