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Locked Up date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th **Day 24 **- Tuesday, the 24th of June. The wife came home from work in a wonderful mood because she had been shopping and bought quite a few new outfits. I poured her a glass of wine while she unlocked my chastity belt, then followed me up to the bathroom where she supervised my shower. She insists on keeping my dicklet clean-shaven during this period of servitude, so she made sure any stubble was completely gone before letting me out. After drying off, I cleaned the CB3000 thoroughly while she watched. I happened to get a massive erection (for me) as she checked how smooth everything looked. She managed to secure the ring sections around my testicles but couldn’t fit the tube section on with me in that state, which annoyed her greatly. To fix it, she reached into the bathroom cabinet and pulled out a tube of Ralgex cream that she keeps there specifically for these moments. I pleaded not to use it because it hurts, but she wouldn’t listen. She squeezed a big blob into her palm, told me to pull back my foreskin, and started rubbing. Within about 30 seconds, the familiar tingling began, and by the time she finished applying the rest of the cream up my shaft, tears were forming in my eyes. “Don’t be such a baby,” she said, reminding me this was for my own good. If I complained now, there would be no sissy spurt on July 15th. For those who haven’t experienced it, let me assure you: within two minutes of her finishing the massage, my dicklet shrank enough to slide back into place. With the large set of points of intrigue added as well, she clicked the lock shut (though the burning lasted another half hour). She picked out a pair of pink panties and a plain white t-shirt for me, then sent me downstairs to start dinner while she prepared a deep bath. We relaxed and watched TV until bedtime. When we went upstairs, she said she was tired and just wanted to read; I had hoped she might let me go down on her, but that didn’t happen… Instead, she took the panties she wore earlier from the laundry hamper and pulled them over my head, pressing my nose firmly against the gusset. She climbed into bed beside me and read for about half an hour while I lay there breathing in her heavenly scent, with my dicklet straining inside the tube and the sharp points digging in. jj

**Day 25** **Locked Up date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 25 **- Wednesday, the 25th of June. AM ** An uncomfortable day because my wife announced she wouldn't be removing the points of intrigue. I have to wear them all day at work as a reminder not to let my dicklet dictate things (referring last night's shower). She also insisted I wear panties to work, which is something I haven't done before, just to remind everyone who holds the reins. PM ** Came home and made myself a quick bite. My wife was going out with friends so didn't want anything to eat since she'd have dinner later; she went upstairs to run herself another deep bath to relax in. I came up afterwards, and she had me strip naked, teasing me as I undressed about how it must feel being a pantyboy at work today. As she stepped out of the bath, I helped dry her off. She suggested I get in while she got ready for bed. She unlocked me and pulled the tube off. Smiling slightly, she teased me about how sorry and sore my little 'pee-pee' looked (another favorite term of hers) as she inspected the indentations and red marks left by the points of intrigue. We chatted while I relaxed in the bath and she did her makeup. Once I was out and dry, she put the CB back on me; thankfully without the POI this time, and no issues getting hard either (thank goodness). I asked if it bothered her for me to use the computer while she was out. She said no, but warned not to get too worked up looking at porn because she might not be in the mood when she gets back. Her friends arrived around 7:00 pm to pick her up. She looked gorgeous (and sexy) as always. The rest of the night I spent browsing some of my favorite sites—yes, all porn-related! I added some art images to galleries on this site and read through posts for a while, even chatting with another member in the chat room. As for being horny, yes, it's been really hard to concentrate. It feels like every ten minutes or so, sexual thoughts distract me from whatever else is going on. Nothing else to report. I went up to bed just after 11:00 pm, and my wife joined me a bit past midnight. As she undressed, she made a passing comment about seeing some very attractive men out and about—of course, this made my dicklet twitch immediately. I hinted that I was quite willing to attend to her needs if she wanted, but she just smiled, said she was tired, and just wanted to snuggle up and sleep. jj

**Day 26** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 26 ** Thursday, the 26th of June. AM ** Trouble sleeping last night; I woke around 4 am with a sharp pain in my testicles. I didn't want to wake my wife, so I quietly got out and made tea. The pain had faded by the time I returned to bed, so I suspect it was just an awkward position affecting blood flow. I checked again when I got up: no swelling or damage, no pain—just one of those things that happens occasionally. It hurt though! PM ** Came home from work before my wife because she had a meeting after work and decided to start dinner early to prepare a treat for her. I hurried around, managed to cook the meal, run her a deep bath, light some candles around it (and of course put out a chilled glass of wine) while she relaxed. When she arrived home, she was delighted and told me to come upstairs with her. First, I undressed myself, then helped her get naked. It took about twenty seconds for me to strip LOL. Then I undressed her, watched as she slowly bent over to pick up her discarded panties, smiled at me, and beckoned me into the bathroom following her. Once inside, she slowly and deliberately brushed the panties across my mouth before making me beg permission to smell them. She unlocked me then, and we shared a bath together. After drying off, she re-locked me back into the CB and led me into the bedroom. Pushing me onto the bed, she climbed on top of me, rubbing herself against my caged cock while teasing that her pussy was out of bounds for my little dicklet. Finally, she lay face down on the bed and had me worship her ass. Eventually, she flipped over onto her back, simply told me to lick, and pulled my face into her pussy. I spent a long time gently lapping away until she reached a couple of powerful orgasms. We kissed and cuddled for a bit afterwards while she teased me but refused to remove the CB. Time seems to fly when you're having fun! Finally, we got out of bed and went downstairs to eat the meal I had prepared earlier. Overall, it was a lovely teasing session that heightened my frustration even more—but what a high comes with that! jj

**Day 27** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 27** Friday, the 27th of June. AM ** Again had trouble sleeping last night, mostly due to being so **OUT OF MY HEAD HORNY!**. I would have given anything to go back to bed and get a few more hours' sleep, but alas, I had to work. It always crosses my mind what my female co-workers might think if they knew I was wearing a CB.....probably PERVERT. As I mentioned above, I am going through a bit of an internal crisis right now. One part of me longs for that wonderful sensation of an orgasm—it has been 27 days since the last one. The other part hates to disappoint my Mistress (Wife). This is only the third time I've done long-term chastity: > First time was 60 days, setting a benchmark > Second time was 21 days > Third time (this current stretch) is scheduled for 45 days (and strangely feels like the hardest one so far!) There have been other shorter periods where I stayed locked up for just a few days at a time, mostly during play sessions. But I truly believe my wife enjoys seeing how horny and frustrated she can make me. To be honest (at this specific moment)... Yes, I would love it to end around thirty days so I can have that much-needed sissy spurt—she has even got me calling them that now!.... But I know doing so would disappoint her and mean I am gaining control again. I keep reminding myself that this is what I wanted too—and indeed it was (is). Guess I'll just shut up, grin, and bear it. If you've read this far..........Thank you for taking the time to read the incoherent ramblings of a frustrated and very horny man PM ** On the PM front..... sadly no teasing or action today because we went out for dinner with some friends and got back late—normal life interfering with a pervert's dreams:wink: jj

**Day 28 / Day 29** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 28** Saturday, the 28th of June. AM ** Parked in bed and then brought my wife breakfast. Afterward she gave me a treat: let me go down on her and worship her ass. She was feeling particularly horny so I also got to fuck her, albeit only with the strap-on. Really enjoyed that part as she teased me mercilessly about how much better it felt compared to my little dicklet. I hoped she would let me out and play with me, but she had already made clear this session was about her enjoyment, not mine. PM - ** Had a lovely afternoon shopping. She embarrassed me slightly at John Lewis in the lingerie department by holding up bras and panties against me and commenting on how sweet I'd look in them..... Thankfully, few other shoppers seemed to notice. She bought a new bikini and some very sexy French knickers. When we got home, we both showered. Because I had been so good, she said I deserved another treat. Letting me stay out of my CB again, she had me go down on her once more until I brought her to two orgasms. Then for my own treat, she sat on the edge of the bed and told me I could rub my little dicklet against her leg 15 times while she counted. It wasn't exactly what I hoped for, but I obeyed and humped away like a randy dog. All the while, she teased that if I were a real man, I'd be fucking her instead of settling for rubbing my tiny dicklet against her leg. The count of 15 came around too quickly. Allowing me just enough time to go soft again, she put the CB back on and clicked the lock shut. **Day 29** Sunday, the 29th of June AM ** We both spent the morning tidying up the garden—real life getting in the way of my kinky desires:cry: PM - ** We sat down in the garden, had a couple of drinks, and enjoyed a long, sexy chat about her previous lovers. My cock throbbed inside the CB as she went into real detail about each boyfriend. She told me that if the right person came along, she wouldn't mind having 'a bit on the side' again because she knew I would accept it. As if to reinforce this point, she asked outright: "You wouldn't mind if I had another boyfriend, would you?" You can guess my reply:tongue: The subject then moved back to Chastity. She admitted that she really enjoys having me locked away and commented on how attentive I am. Teasingly, she suggested perhaps we should keep this way permanently and stop my little sissy spurts altogether. The teasing continued as we chatted for quite a while—both of us enjoying it (all in all, our conversation got both of us really worked up). Our garden is fairly secluded with no neighbors overlooking us, so she suggested I be a good boy and 'see to her needs' one more time. I didn't need asking twice and asked what she wanted done. She had me strip naked and kneel before her (felt very strange being bare outdoors in broad daylight). Slowly she drew up her skirt and pulled her panties aside before sitting back down. No encouragement needed; I edged forward eagerly and began licking her pussy. I hoped she would let me out afterward, but with a cruel little smile she said, 'I think you've had enough enjoyment for today, don't you?'. I started to pout slightly, and she reminded me in no uncertain terms that she was the one in control: if I spoke another word or sulked, she would make me wear the POI again AND add a day to my release date. By this time I was in sub heaven—two really enjoyable days (though very frustrating). I feel **much happier** now than I did on Friday; amazing what some bitchy teasing can do! jj

**Day 30** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 30** Monday, the 30th of June. AM ** Still thinking about the weekend events:bigsmile:—had two great days of teasing and serving my wife. The thirtieth day is here; I am locked up today, so that's two-thirds through! As mentioned in a previous post, this time has been harder than my longest lock-up of 60 days—I guess it was because the novelty wore off. The sheer sexual frustration at times is difficult to handle. To be honest (if allowed), I would masturbate every day if I could. So going without is hard enough..... But the counterbalance is that this sexual frustration heightens my submissive nature.... You wouldn't believe some of the things I fantasize about while in this state. PM - ** On the teasing front—nothing happened today. Just had the daily routine: let out to shower and shave, then locked back up again. All in all a very quiet day, but I'm not complaining (even if it might seem like I am at times). jj

Wow.... you have my dream diary! I've only skimmed various bits as I did so much reading today, but I will definitely revisit and catch up.

Mistress Watchful.... Thank you for your very kind comments, and congratulations on the Graduation Ceremony— I'll try to update daily, although today's update (Tuesday the 1st) won't be much as my wife is out and it's just me here alone at the moment..... jj

**Day 31** **Locked Up date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 31** - Tuesday the 1st of July. AM ** Ah, July is finally here with just 15 days left until I hope to be released. Not much to add for the morning part as it was all work / work / work. PM ** Spent the evening alone while my wife went out to a friend's house. Took the opportunity to update the 'cuckold history saga' that has been posting here recently. Got myself worked up reading over it again, bringing back some great memories—those were truly sexy times.:tongue::tongue: There you have it: a quiet day on the teasing front but still managed to have fun. jj

**Day 32** **Locked Up date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 32 **- Wednesday the 2nd of July. PM -** A very wickedly short session tonight as my wife was tired—but thankfully horny. She had me go down on her and bring her to a couple of orgasms before (as a 'treat') unlocking me so I could have ten thrusts inside her to remind me what I'm missing. Have to admit I nearly came during the last few thrusts but managed it—*she would have gone ballistic.* All the while she lay there with an uninterested look, teasing that she could hardly feel me inside. When I reached ten, she pushed me away and simply said, 'Let's get that useless dicklet locked up again.' Mmmm love it when she is so cruel. jj

**Day 33** *Very quick update for day 33 because I've got a very busy weekend ahead (it's now Friday night)—a friend is turning forty and we're off on an overnight 'jolly' to London first thing Saturday morning. It'll be just me and five other guys, and my wife has already told me there's no way she will let the CB unlock—I'm feeling a bit nervous as I'd be severely embarrassed if any friends found out—so I'll have to be careful (thankfully we all booked our own rooms).* **Locked Up date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 33 **- Thursday the 3rd of July. PM ** I think my wife was pretty tired tonight. Although she could tell I was very horny (nothing new there!), she just didn't feel like playing. We both ended up in bed quite early—by 9 pm (Rock & Roll lifestyle, huh!). She read for a bit and did some verbal teasing > promising me a really long session on Saturday night—and then added *'Oh I forgot, you'll be with your friends in London won't you'.* The next update will have to wait until Monday as I won't be back until late Sunday night. Have a good weekend everyone, jj

**Day 34** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 34 ** Friday 4th July **PM ** Took my bag ready for the weekend trip to a friend's 40th birthday. Took a bath and got shaved (with my Wife keeping an eye on me). She joked that I'd look nice and clean-shaven while away with the lads. I have to admit feeling slightly nervous about being locked up among five other guys, but my Wife made it clear there's no reason for me to be let out; I just need to watch myself. Plus, we've all booked separate rooms so they shouldn't spot anything obvious. Before bed, my Wife had me go down on her since she was feeling a bit lustful. She teased that it would have been nice if she'd brought home a boyfriend who could stay for the whole weekend..... nj

**Day 35** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 35** Saturday 5th July **AM ** I woke up early because my friends wanted to get an early start. My wife let me out of the cage so I could wash and clean it. When it was time to lock me back in, she thankfully used one of the numbered plastic tags rather than a padlock, warning that if it wasn't secure when I returned home, our chastity games would be over. The only valid excuse for damage would be a genuine emergency. I began getting dressed but she halted me as I reached for my boxers. "You can't just wear plain old boxers on a trip away; here, let me help." She went to her underwear drawer and pulled out the pair she loves having me wear: pink with red hearts. "Here," she said. "As a treat, you can wear these." I tried to protest but she wouldn't hear it and insisted I put them on. As I stepped into the panties, she grabbed two more pairs and swapped my boxers for them in my overnight bag. I didn't have time to argue since I was already running late; besides, I'm sure protesting would have been futile anyway. Finished dressing, grabbed my coat and wallet, and just as scheduled, the doorbell rang. I kissed and hugged my wife. "Have fun sweetie," she said, tapping her finger against the front of my trousers to make a point. "And don't get up to anything improper with the boys." I headed downstairs and out to the waiting car. Luckily one of our group had an MPV, so we all squeezed in six plus some luggage, off we went. **PM ** Checked into the hotel then straight out to do what six men on a trip would do: find a pub!.... We headed for Covent Garden and settled there before starting a mini bar crawl. One thing that proved slightly awkward right away was obviously having to time my trips to the toilet carefully. I also thought it best to use the cubicles and sit down rather than stand up; as you can imagine, this became quite frequent given how much we were drinking. Around 6pm we found a restaurant for a well-needed meal (I forgot just how pricey eating out in London is!). After dinner one of the guys suggested he knew a good pub to spend the rest of the evening at, though it was a short tube ride away. About twenty minutes later we arrived in Old Street, on the way out toward East London. Most of us grumbled that this seemed too far from the center, but he insisted it would be worth it. We followed him as he led the way and after another ten minutes or so walking (with more complaining, LOL) we found ourselves outside a pub with a bouncer at the door and a small queue waiting to enter. Once inside I saw why he thought it was a good choice. The music was quite loud, there was a stage, and some very attractive girls wandering about in minimal clothing. The rest of our party had huge grins on their faces like Cheshire cats; if I'm honest, so did I. Every now and then one of the girls would come around for money, you drop a pound into her glass, and soon she's up on stage doing a pole dance. Again, timing my toilet trips was tricky, as was dealing with the VERY frustrating—though quite painful—restriction of the CB while watching these girls strip and cavort completely naked on stage. Talk about boys in a candy shop! We must have left just before 1:00am after seeing nearly twenty performers. It was well past 2:00am by the time we got back to the hotel, having found a takeaway for a late-night snack (why do kebabs taste so good after a few drinks?) then caught taxis back. Back in my room and if I'm honest, I would have paid fifty just to be able to masturbate. It did cross my mind to break the seal on the lock or even try slipping out—I know it's possible—but getting back in is nearly impossible with the smaller outer ring fitted. Besides, who knows what my Wife might do if she found out. So like a very good boy I simply undressed and went to bed VERY HORNY nj

**Day 36** **Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 36 ** Sunday 6th July **AM ** Had a lie-in and just managed to make breakfast. We decided that since one of us would have to drive back later, we wouldn't go on a second day of drinking binges; honestly, most of us chose not to because we still felt a bit fragile from the night before. The weather didn't help during the day as it swung between sunny and pouring rain. We took some time off to head back around Covent Garden. I bought my Wife a small present then somehow (don't ask me how) we ended up in another pub. Thankfully everyone was quite restrained, having just one bite to eat and only one drink each. We picked the car up at just after 3:00pm and I was home by 5:00pm, so much for arriving late. My Wife was a little surprised to see me but after a brief chat the others departed. **PM ** We went upstairs and she checked that the plastic lock was still secure. She also teased me about the panties I was wearing even though she had insisted on them earlier. I told my wife all about our trip while we relaxed in a hot bath. She laughed when I described how frustrating it was watching one girl after another strip naked in front of you while trapped in your CB, and added that if she'd known we were going to a strip club, she would have made me wear the POI. As we dried off, I couldn't help getting an erection; try as I might, it wouldn't go down. My Wife was quite annoyed because she wanted to watch the end of the Tennis match on TV. As happens at times like these, she fetched the POI and got the Ralgex back out again. Despite my pleading, she told me not to make a fuss and rubbed the cream all over my Penis. As I've stated before, the effect isn't very pleasant, but it was only a matter of minutes before my penis had shrunk enough for her to re-fit the cage. I asked her not to use the POI but she reminded me that she makes the decisions, not me, adding that I deserved it for being such a pervert staring at naked women. As she fitted them in place, she told me not to be such a baby and clicked the more secure metal padlock shut. The effects of the Ralgex wore off after about 30 minutes and I joined her downstairs to watch Tennis. Felt very tired afterwards so ended up having an early night with no further teasing as my Wife just wanted to relax. All in all, a fun but tiring and not to mention frustrating weekend nj

**Locked Up Date - June 1st Release date scheduled for July 15th Day 40 ** Thursday 10th July **AM - ** Wow this week has gone so quickly. It's now 6:00pm and I'm again all on my lonesome tonight as my Wife is out at a friend's house. Guess I'll just do the usual thing and watch some TV, clean the house....ahhh who am I kidding, I'll just torture myself by looking at my favourite adult sites online. A whirlwind run through the week so far > Mon to Weds **Monday - **Was really glad when I was allowed to take off the POI before going to work; I had woken up a couple of times in the night from the pain caused when the POI started digging in. My wife woke up during one of these times and told me not to be such a fidget. I explained why, and she rather cruelly cupped my restrainer saying "shhh, don't be such a baby," now go back to sleep. Monday night was very quiet; we just did normal things **Tuesday** Really enjoyed Tuesday as my Wife was in a very lustful mood that evening. We shared a bath and then once I was re-locked she lay back on the bed and had me go down on her for ages. Then afterwards she made me worship her rear (something I love doing). She made it quite clear this was all about her pleasure, not mine. Consequently there was no release or teasing for me - just the enjoyment (and frustration) of making sure she was satisfied. I really love it when she is truly cruel in this way **Wednesday** The In-laws were round tonight so no chance of any play:cry: Wonder what her Mum would think if she knew the games we get up to:wink: Thursday - Friday - Saturday - Sunday - Monday > Roll on **TUESDAY** I am so horny!!!!! nj

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