Journals and blogs discussion

I’ve touched on my journey with chastity in my bio and Intro posts, but I plan to use this forum space to elaborate further. Part of the motivation is simply to help me keep track… and also to record how I reached the point where I finally acquired a PA last week, as well as what unfolds from there.

I don’t intend to post everything in one go. Hopefully, I can edit and expand this thread or just reply to myself over time to add more entries.

Entry 1 (July 20, 2017): Looking back at 1996-1998

Let’s start with my initial “discovery” of male chastity while Googling for “femdom stories.” I believe this happened around 1998—over 20 years ago—but my sense of being submissive goes back even further. I recall reading and corresponding with Akasha ( as early as 1996, which is the date I can pin down because I remember browsing her site from an office that was only active in ‘96.

It was likely around 1998 when I stumbled upon the altairboy website and began reading about it, causing my fantasy world to start incorporating male chastity concepts. Naturally, this led me to buy my first device for a trial run: a CB2000 in 1999. Let’s pause here and discuss that experience in the next entry. (I hope this installment approach works well. If anyone has tips on how best to manage it, I’m open to suggestions.)