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Dear all, I’m Jin, and I’m a newcomer to locking. I found out about chastity last month, and it has become something I love deeply. I’ve started this journal hoping others might find it interesting, perhaps drawing in more experienced folks who can help guide me forward. Thank you both ahead of time.

About myself: I’m a 40-year-old European man living here in Asia. Ever since my teens, I wished I’d been born female (as noted elsewhere), but life took its course and I didn’t pursue gender reassignment. Despite this, I’ve always felt my male body was awkward and unappealing, never quite fitting the masculine norms of our era. Instead, I find myself aroused by feminizing myself and submitting to a dominant partner — experiences I’ve enjoyed both online and in person.

But again: life happens, and suddenly twenty years have passed without you noticing. That’s when I stumbled upon chastity last month. It was described as a method to smooth out the hormonal ups and downs of men, making them more like those of women. I also immediately appreciated the surrender it brought, so I began seeking keyholders, which led me here to Chastikey.

After a month being held by various people and seeing what true chastity feels like, I’ve just locked up again for what should be another two weeks. As days pass, I’ll share my experiences here. Thank you for your time and attention. Obediently, Jin