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To a newcomer to the journal this might look like an odd title, but I’ve been reflecting deeply over the last few weeks and have come to a decision. After spending considerable time in this lifestyle, it’s clear that some things need re-evaluation. What do I truly desire? What suits my husband and me best? How do our shared life goals align with this world and its inhabitants?

When we first started down this road years ago, we were clueless about where our interests would lead us. We never anticipated getting drawn into real-time interactions or forming such strong connections with so many people. Who could have guessed! Now that those bonds are here and I cherish the friendships made along the way, I’m glad we took this path. While my pet spends more time immersed in it than I do, he also relishes everything the lifestyle offers.

Lately, I find myself craving even more (those who know me well will nod knowingly), specifically a more constant presence of Mistress Michelle in their lives. The occasional visitors are lovely—I absolutely enjoy them—but for some reason, my appetite has grown insatiable! LOL Perhaps I’m greedy and impatient, especially as the years roll by. God, if only I’d known then what I know now!

Another crucial factor is chemistry with whoever holds my attention. For me, this means commitment over casual play. I invest significant time and effort into my relationships with my subs and sissys, and I expect that same dedication in return.

It’s true there are far more submissives than Dominates—perhaps a hundred to one—but quantity doesn’t always guarantee quality. I seek out substance, which requires investment from both parties: me and them.

Let’s see what this year brings. I look forward to new friendships and deeper bonds forming in the future. I closed my previous journal about two weeks ago; it ran for a year packed with adventures. My hope is that this current one will be equally rich with fun, adventure, commitment, and connection.

Life moves quickly…Savor it and live fully. Mistress Michelle:sex020:

Wishing you the very best of luck, Michelle! May your future be brimming with all that you deserve and desire.:HappyDay:

Mistress Michelle, I am personally thrilled to see You return. I spent much of those early days here reading Yours alongside Rachel's journals, just as Mistress Rob suggested we do to get acquainted with Her circle. I eagerly await the chance to meet both You and Your pet in the coming year. Through your words, I’ve come to realize that Your desires are sincere and genuine, and Your concern for visitors is equally heartfelt. While the ratio of subs to Dommes might indeed be around 100-to-1, those with authentic hearts remain a select few on both sides of our dynamic. You stand among them, as do a handful of others I’ve interacted with here, not least Mistress Rob, who continues to reshape my world. I know the connection You seek exists out there somewhere; it’s just like finding that needle in a haystack. Once found, cherish and nurture it, for such connections are rare gems. As We move through this year, I hope to remain along for the journey, perhaps playing a small part in Your story. Thank you for continuing to share your life with us—it offers many of us a fantastic window into the lifestyle. In my thirty years within this world, You and a select few others have proven themselves as genuine role models. Thank You, honored to be considered Your friend cynthia

I’m relatively new here, but I’ve been reading extensively and your thoughts resonate with me on many levels. While you weren’t necessarily teaching us a lesson, we can all take away valuable insights: Sometimes life demands re-evaluation, both online and offline. What brings us joy? Where is there room for improvement? Asking ourselves these questions matters greatly—not because we must act immediately, but because staying conscious of how to improve our lives is key. This place feels wonderfully friendly; it’s the first chastity forum where I truly wanted to register and share my perspective. A dominant woman here might find herself with too many men vying for her attention! You laughed about being greedy, impatient, and aging, and I feel exactly the same way. We age constantly, but fortunately gain wisdom regarding what we want and how to achieve it. Regarding greediness and impatience: I share those traits! For most of my life (and even now when not in chastity), I’ve been dominant with that mindset. I tried tempering these qualities with new subs who aren't yet used to BDSM, so as not to intimidate them. However, I often feel the 'greedy and impatient' energy coming *from* the subs more than from me—sometimes it feels like topping from the bottom. There is a delicate balance between being honestly impatient about your needs versus simply greedy. Nobody should go without what they want for too long if avoidable, so feeling that bit of impatience can be healthy.

MM, As someone who has had the honor of meeting you and your pet and becoming friends with both, I simply hope that you find exactly what is best for you. Please know that you are loved, respected, and adored. Tom

HAHAHA... Given how YOU hit MM,, perhaps what You need is a scope for Your floggers. Apologies if my metaphor doesn't hold up perfectly! LOLOL.. Maybe the issue stems from word getting out that You HIT like a GIRL...LOLOLOL MM,,, I, for one, am SOOOOOOOO glad to see you back.. GIVE'UM HELL MAAM.. I’ll be doling out plenty of shit Your way....lololol. Here's to You MM...xoxoxoxoxo tiff-he

Michelle- Welcome back. I can honestly say I’ve felt a bit adrift these past couple of weeks. I used to log into the Mansion specifically looking for your journal. Its absence left me wondering how you and Rick were doing. We don’t chat as often as we once did, which didn't help either. So glad you decided to launch another one! Here’s to more 'you' and a year full of new possibilities.:anim_32:

Hooray for fresh starts and brighter days.

oh it's so nice to see You posting again MsMichelle!::curtsies:: i feel i've been where you are. The transition into a more fulfilling lifestyle was tough for me too, especially when my emotions were on the line. I wanted to burst out but thankfully chastity kept me in check! i had and still have so many things pulling at me simultaneously. sometimes i wonder if i'll ever have enough time to truly express myself and break free from social norms! ::curtsies::

Mistress you mean so much to many people here, and a few very lucky ones who have the privilege of knowing you in RT. i was crushed when your old journal ended. You gave me such deep insight into what it is REALLY all about. Mistress you and rick have been blessings in my life. Things will work out—perhaps not today but they WILL—and when they do, I’ll be the happiest sissy on planet earth, at least in my mind. The wheels you’ve set in motion never stop turning; we just wish sometimes for a slightly faster rotation. i love you to the depths of my soul. There will NEVER be anyone who can or will replace you. Journey on Mistress. i will always be here to love and support you. One day i will be THERE to do the same. You have lit Rachel's lamp, and like the Olympic flame it shall never go out again. YOUR sissy rachel

:give_rose: Hmmmmmmm i'm not totally sure what to say but here goes....when I wake up in the morning my first stop is the masion,just to check if you've put something new there (anything at all).i am worse than a little kitty ya just can't kick away or get rid of,no matter how hard i try sometimes to walk away,i know i never will,you took a piece of my heart that I know I cannot retrieve and thats ok with me,you're unbelievable you and rick!!!! You have the magic sister hmmm Mistress you got me under yor's spell,i love ya'lllllllllll VERY much i think you know this ........a big Curtsey and very happy to see ya back:chores011:

:Tink: In the morning You make the sun want to rise You put the sparkle that is In my eyes God had a plan when he/she created you can dish out the pain and take it away too like a loveing angel strait outta hell sent from heaven but in a lovely shell for us to admire sometimes from afar but always in my heart will always exist the Goddess Michelle thank God you are here i love ya so much what a wonderful gift

Thank you everyone for all your kind words and encouragement, and for helping Me get this journel off to a good start! Mistress Michelle

**Is this the place to post poems, or is that just Susie's place?** > Mistress Michelle said: > Thank you everyone for all your kind words and encouragement, and for helping Me get this journel off to a good start! > Mistress Michelle > Click to expand... Sometimes we just have to start a new blog, rearrange the sitting room, or eat at a different restaurant. I like the feel of this new blog, and I look forward to reading your thoughts as they evolve. Respectful:cat:

Mistress Michelle you starting a new journal made me want to sing so i put some new words to Elton Johns The Bitch Is Back. i hope you and all the Mistress's and subbies enjoy it. i was sissified at 25 all the guys would laugh when i would cry now it's ok, i've come to girps with that and i'll be ok now that this Mistress is back get whipped on friday that's alright like nipple clamp on Saturday night i can bitch the best at you're social do's but when i'm in her bench i'm not thinking of you oh the Mis oh the Mis oh the Mistress is back stone cold sober and she's on the attack She can whip She can whip cause She takes care of us but we just want more of what she does right away she saw this sissy said i was meant to just be prissy I don't like those, my God, what's that life's full of nasty things now that Mistress is back oh the Mis oh the Mis oh the Mistress is back stone cold sober and she's on the attack She can whip She can whip cause She takes care of us but we just want more of what she does Your sweetpea rachel

Damn this has been an expensive freakin day!!! My computer has been giving Me a fit recently and today I killed it! I didnt mean to, but it died nonetheless. So, I was left sitting here thinking, this sucks, no computer. So, I carried My ass to Best Buy and bought a new one. WAY too much money!!!!! I think I need to start taking contributions!! Anyway, it was a beautiful day and somehow in all the running around I missed it. Hopefully tomorrow will be a pretty day and a whole lot less expensive one! Mistress Michelle

> My computer has been giving Me a fit recently and today I killed it! I didnt mean to, but it died nonetheless. > Click to expand... replace rachel with the first her and the second she. This then beecomes a scary statement. Considering canceling my July trip.lol. YOUR sweetpea

MM congrats on the new computer. I know you didn't want to spend all that money but I hope that you get years of enjoyment out of the new system and hopefully you won't be so frustrated by it as I know it's much more enjoyable to have a nice system than one that drives you crazy. From what I can tell it seems that the weather is going to be nice the rest of the week so hopefully we'll all get some time to enjoy it.

:give_rose: Always got you're back Miss,Please never forget that,it will be a pretty day and you'll make it shine

**Journal** I will try to keep up with your new journal and hope you are doing well,till we talk again,Dan

OMG Its beautiful outside!!!! Flowers bloomin, birds chirpin and Mistress is in the mood to find a slave in need of a good whippin!! Now, all you bad boys line up cause Mistress Michelle is on the hunt!! I am sure that throughout the winter alot of you have been bad at some point and need some good old fashioned punishment, some nice warm rosey cheeks to begin the spring with, after a few days turning to a pretty blue and purple. You just cant beat a good whippin!! Mistress Michelle

*pant* *pant* hehe

Mistrerss i would have rather had a whippin' then to have been running a rota-tiller. My back is killing me. Maybe you could give me a massage to help it feel better. YOUR sweetpea rachel

Mistress, I'm partial to pink, so if you wouldn't mind, just turn my bun's an nice shade of pink. Then I would be happy to have you spankin me. But I know, we've discussed this before, not my choice, or wants. Sorry I will go stand in the corner!! Missy Tanya:tumbleweed:

:easter-eggs-092: Happy Easter Everyone Hope everyone has a wonderful and safe holiday weekend!!! Mistress Michelle:easter-119:

Happy Easter to you, pet and everyone else MM!

Things have been toned down a bit here for this week, My grandaughter is out of school on Spring Break and has been staying with us this week. Funny, I have all My paddles hanging on the wall in My bedroom now, rachel hung them when she was here last, and My grandaughter has not said a word about them! LOL rachel says she thinks I am secretly, slowly grooming her into Mistresshood She sure has taken to My stilettos!! So anyway, for those of you that I spend time with on yahoo messenger, thats why I havent been around this week. Its been way too vanilla around here, I need a sub around thats in need of a good whippin!!!:sex020: Mistress Michelle

What a beautiful day!!! My grandaughters gone home now, she has gotten old enough now to be such a big help but she sure does wear Me out!! I took her horseback riding for a day and I could barely walk for 3 days, we went to the movies to see Miley Cyrus's new movie The Last Song, tear jerker but really a great movie, I think all teenagers should see that movie!! Did some shopping and had alot of fun together. I have been out working in the yard all day today, and I had Clay, My nextdoor neighbor up here pressure washing My deck, I sure would like to get him strapped down on My bench, hes such a sweetie, I could have alot of fun with him!! I am always saying little things to him, hints, today hes says to Me, I bet you could be evil if you wanted to be LMAO, I told him....someday when you have enough balls come up here clay and I'll show you what I do Best!! He laughed....who knows, maybe someday he will!! In the meantime My search continues.....stay tuned LOL Mistress Michelle

> LOL rachel says she thinks I am secretly, slowly grooming her into Mistresshood She sure has taken to My stilettos!! > Click to expand... Let's see. She has seen your stilettos, she has seen all your paddles and floggers. Then the other night she ask you where i went when we were all on facebook and you said, i SENT him to bed, not he went to bed but i SENT him to bed. She ask how do you know he went. Your reply because he does what he is told. If that isn't planting the seeds of Mistresshood i don't know what is. > I have been out working in the yard all day today, and I had Clay, My nextdoor neighbor up here pressure washing My deck, I sure would like to get him strapped down on My bench, hes such a sweetie, I could have alot of fun with him!! I am always saying little things to him, hints, today hes says to Me, I bet you could be evil if you wanted to be LMAO, I told him....someday when you have enough balls come up here clay and I'll show you what I do Best!! > He laughed....who knows, maybe someday he will!! > Click to expand... Maybe you need to send your sissy out as bait. i know he kept watching me when i was cooking out on my last visit. Or maybe you are out of sugar but if he ever looked in your cabinets and saw the stash you have in case WW III breaks out, lol, he would know that's not true. Your sweetpea rachel

Hummmmm....what a difference a day makes!!! I have just had a wonderful conversation with a new subbie that happens to live within an hour of me!!! I found him on Fetlife, and had him come here to Mansion. The best part........( hes into pain )!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am trying REAL hard not to get overly excited just yet but I am SOOOO anxious to get the dust off My whipping bench, and My paddles down off the wall!!! Well, we will see what happens, I will be sure to keep everyone informed LOL Mistress Michelle This is for you john:sex020::sex020::sex020::sex020: PS.....rachel, I know sending you to clays as bait would not only excite him, but you as well, you are such a sissy slut, I know you would love to get ahold of him!!!!!

> Mistress Michelle said: > Hummmmm....what a difference a day makes!!! I have just had a wonderful conversation with a new subbie that happens to live within an hour of me!!! > I found him on Fetlife, and had him come here to Mansion. > The best part........( hes into pain )!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > I am trying REAL hard not to get overly excited just yet but I am SOOOO anxious to get the dust off My whipping bench, and My paddles down off the wall!!! > Well, we will see what happens, I will be sure to keep everyone informed LOL > Mistress Michelle This is for you john:sex020::sex020::sex020::sex020: > PS.....rachel, I know sending you to clays as bait would not only excite him, but you as well, you are such a sissy slut, I know you would love to get ahold of him!!!!! > Click to expand... Great news! I it hope it works out!

Me too. It's awful when you get all excited about a potential subbie and then you find there IS a skeleton in the closet. Hopefully it won't happen this time round. Good luck.

i am sooooooo happy for you Mistress. i hope it works out wonderfully for you. YOUR sweetpea

Best of luck, Michelle. I've got my fingers crossed for you!

**an hour??** Which way...if it's north, I can check him out for you!!:smilies_xxx22:

Mistress Michelle, i am holding my breath for You and hope that it is what it seems. Wishing You the best on this and understand that the itch never goes away. Fingers crossed... cynthia

I believe the moment we stop reevaluating our lives, wants, desires, dislikes, and passions, we lose sight of ourselves. Life has its way of sweeping us along. Work, family, home obligations and responsibilites often move toward the forefront of our drive and we may forget to meet our own needs. I applaud the time you have and are taking to check in with yourself and with pet. Y/you each will benefit from it tremendously! Be well, Be happy! ~T. :Tulip_Up::Tulip_Up:

Thanks everyone....I really appreciate everyones input!! I have been in touch with a few subbies, hoping to expand My horizens and get on with it!! susie will be here in a couple weeks, for a week or so, and I am also going up to visit Ms Rob and riki at the end of the month. Cant wait to see them, and of course cynthia! Oh, and good news!!! I found a mechanic that came over and fixed the power steering issues on the motor home, hes now taken it to his shop to go over it and make sure it is prepared to make a trip, somewhere, anywhere LOL I am sooo excited, it has been sitting in our driveway since we bought the damn thing and I dont have much patience, ask any of My subbies or sissys LOL There has been some chat about the gathering this fall, yes we are having it and I will post a thread in June with the details, but if you happen to see this and want to send Me a PM I will certainly fill in the details I know at this moment. Hope everyones enjoying spring and all the dust! My car used to be white, now its a cross between yellow and puke green! Ahhh the joys of spring time, bumble bees and freakin ticks, I hate those little fuckers!!! But, the yard looks nice!! Mistress Michelle

**Its better than an ash storm from Iceland in the UK** Mistress Michelle, There are varying meanings of 'travel restrictions'. I always imagined that Mistresses Michelle's household ran perfectly smoothly by the crack of a whip. Finally, I understand that even Dommes experience 'unfinished projects' such as a perpetually parked 'motor' home. Actually burning rubber on the road in your motorhome has been an unrequited love for you folk. You don't always have a sissy handy to make your wants realities. Because of this good gurl friends like susie and Rachel can dive in at any time with a big list every visit! Yummy for both you and your sissies! Oh, and it's good for the homeless chickens, and other farm animals. Just ask susie! Respectful always, cindy:cat:

:character0182: Yeaaaaaaaa on the motorhome Mistress,maybe we can build a pull behind chicken coop on wheels lol,i'm on my way to Ga this morning to see my son for his b/d but on my return maybe we can look into that,so bye for now and see ya'll soon:anim_37:

Mistress Michelle said > I am sooo excited, it has been sitting in our driveway since we bought the damn thing and I dont have much patience, ask any of My subbies or sissys LOL > Click to expand... i beg to differ Mistress. Your sweetpea rachel

Mistress Michelle, i too am looking forward to Your visit to Mistress Rob's and riki's. Should prove to be a very enjoyable day and an honor for me to finally meet You as well. the house all sparkly in preparation. Moments like this are what i live for. See You soon and travel safely. hugs cynthia

Not much going on around here, its depressing!! I was so in hopes of having found a couple new slaves to play with but so far thats not going so well. Maybe I am too impatient, yeah, thats it! LOL I do have a nice one online I have been chatting with, we will see how that goes but hes a good distance from Me:( I am just getting extremly anxious to get My paddles down off the freakin wall and use them!!! Maybe I require too much, I am possessive, want daily contact, and yes its true...I am impatient! LOL Oh well.... susie should be here in a week, rachel wont be here till July. Going to have dinner with tom one day this week, for someone who lives close we sure do have a hard time getting our schedules to link up! Also taking a trip up to see Ms Rob and riki at the end of the month, and I am taking the bench!! Oh and since susie stated at one time that all devices could be defeated, meaning the bench, I am going to prove to her that she is WRONG!! So, while shes here I am going to strap her down to My bench and tell her since she seems to think she can get out of it, to go ahead and try, and I will just leave her there. There is NO way she can get off but I think the lesson will be fun! LOL Mistress Michelle

> Mistress Michelle said: > ***" Maybe I require too much, I am possessive, want daily contact, and yes its true...I am impatient! LOL > Oh well...." *** > Click to expand... UGH!! Having the same issues and problems!! It's so freaking frustrating. I don't require much, but I do need to know that I'm at least on your mind in between X- Box games. Good luck finding a toy to play with, Michelle. I'm crossing my fingers for ya!!

Hum.... Two Women looking.. Correct me if I'm WRONG,,, But,, um,,, are You two NOT married?? Um,, hello..?? What,,? Your men become to BOOOORING.?? LOLOLOLOL Or is that You two have become too BOOORING for them?? lololol.. I tell you,, Women,,, Never satisfied..Always wanting more..Go figure..lolol And MM,,, IF Susie gets out of that bench,,She had a knife up her ass... You should check to make sure it is removed first..Check REAL GOOD too.. .LOLOLOL lolol..Other then that I feel fine..lolol

Variety is the spice of life tiff, keep that in mind! And dont think for a second that susie is getting out of that bench! This should be a real fun lesson for her LMAO Mistress Michelle

I'm married and I have pet... there's always room for more to play with.:Locker:

Mistress Michelle, i think susie said something to me to the affect of given enough time she could get out of anything. am certain this will be a tail i do not wish to miss. am sure it will be fun to hear the recitation of her plight. i have no delusions of escaping by the way. just standing back in the corner amused perhaps... cynthia

Well i must say i could have gotten out but i have really tiny balls, apparently they are smaller then the sparrows that tiff used to measure it with,not lol but embarrassed. That plus the straps don't fit on me where they are supposed to but tiff didn't make a midget setting. Now that being said if tiff made on suitable for a midget there is no way you could get out of that thing. i have seen susies balls and there is no way she will get hers out. Not to mention that she is big enough to use all the straps where i am not. Guess you would call that the midget advantage. Now all that being said i am trying to come up with something so i can't get out, am i stupid or what? No i am not stupid. MM was not a happy camper when it happened so thusly neither was i. Though i don't always succeed the object here is for Mistress to be happy my happiness is secondary to that. That being said i do find when Mistress is happy so to am i. MM's sweetpea rachel

> tiffiny said: > Or is that You two have become too BOOORING for them?? > Click to expand... Thems are fightin words, luv.:fighting0074: Now, I will agree with you that as a woman that yes..I always want more. Sorry, fact of life. This should not be a new idea to you, Tiff. I've met Linda and we both suffer from the same disease. Attention Deficit....Ooooo, something shiny, disorder.;)

. That plus the straps don't fit on me where they are supposed to but tiff didn't make a midget setting. Now that being said if tiff made on suitable for a midget there is no way you could get out of that thing. rachel[/QUOTE] Rachel, Now I know the straps adjust for someone your size. There are 3 different sets of slots for the wrist and for the forearm. It is my belief the straps were still set in the slots for LP and myself. Next time take your put in it look as to where the straps are. As for Susie,,, I'd love to be the one that puts her in that bench.

> goddess jen said: > thems are fightin words, luv.:fighting0074: > Now, i will agree with you that as a woman that yes..i always want more. Sorry, fact of life. This should not be a new idea to you, tiff. I've met linda and we both suffer from the same disease. Attention deficit....ooooo, something shiny, disorder.;) > Click to expand... omg... Lmfao...

As MM said earlier, I had the great honor of having diner with her and pet tonight. As always it's a joy to spend time with them. I just wish MM and my schedules would mess more often.:-( As always MM looked lovely and was a joy to be with. pet continues to get stronger every time I see him and it was nice to see more progress in his road to recovery. Thank you MM for a nice time and the pleasure of spending time with the two of you.

> Rachel, Now I know the straps adjust for someone your size. There are 3 different sets of slots for the wrist and for the forearm. It is my belief the straps were still set in the slots for LP and myself. Next time take your put in it look as to where the straps are. > Click to expand... UH OH!!!!!!!!:confused0068: Run rachel run.:character0201: tiff i didn't know you could move the straps and apparently niether did MM. Perhaps next time i will need one of these:White_Flag:. i guess in July MM will be happy, me not so much. Well at least until i hear MM laugh or see her smile at her handy work. What's the word i am looking for here Mistress. i think it's the name of an early blooming yellow flower. MM's sweetpea rachel

Thanks tom for the wonderful dinner; you are always so sweet!! Maybe soon, in summer, your schedule will slow down and give you more time! I told tom a few days ago that I would try to make it into town one day for dinner. Yesterday I decided to text him: Mistress requests your presence for dinner at 5:30 at Macados. That was the whole message. He sent a reply back, but I didn't get it until much later because it didn't go through the first time. So I was thinking... he is very obedient and probably assumes that since I told him to come, he just needs to show up without needing a confirmation, although a reply would be nice considering my long drive into town. But if he doesn't show up next time, I'll make sure to take out on his rear the effort it took me to get there. Well, I received that delayed text around 3:30 and knew he was going to be there. It was pleasant, and I will see him again next weekend while susie is here. rachel...I did know those straps could move, but I didn't take the time to adjust them myself; next time I WILL!! I was more concerned about that fresh piercing of yours which seemed to have been forgotten about. Oh, and rachel went out dressed as herself at the mall this morning. Today isn't going quite as smoothly as usual when I send her out—she can elaborate if needed—but I admire her strength and devotion for sticking it out because she could have turned tail and run back home!! Good girl rachel for keeping the task in sight and finishing what you started!! When she tells the tale of her day, be ready for some good laughs! Mistress Michelle

**Poem For Mistress Michelle and Lovely Lisa** I found this poem while doing some research. Mistress Michelle asked me to post it for you all to enjoy. Lisa is my wife and keyholder. Wisdom by Stuart Sovatsky They who perfect wisdom And embrace woman in wisdom's beauty Will know grief none, Though by woman's side he be; The liquid silver remains unspent And flows not into the mystic moon of woman. David

That is lovely, David. Thanks for sharing:Tulip_Up:

:Tulip_Up: Me and my big mouth hmmmmmmmmmmmm,well i'll give it a shot but i'm sure i wont be able to Mistress,looking forward to seeing you soon:spankwhip:

Thanks david for putting that poem up, its very nice!! So, susie will be here next week and I had an idea!! LMAO I am tired of susies long grey hair sooooo, I told her: you have two choices. 1) I cut it all off, SHORT. 2) I color it and leave it long, curl it. That way you no longer have to wear a wig. (My choice for the color). she chose the coloring idea, although she has no clue what color its going to be. Since I don't want her to know until after its done, I am not saying! But, I did tell her: if you do not like it, I can always just shave all your hair off so like it or else! LOL We are also going up to visit Ms Rob and riki on Wednesday. Cant wait to see them again and meet cynthia!! Hope everything is going well up there; cynthia should be there now for her first evening with them. I would have loved to have been a fly on the wall for that! Mistress Michelle

i would kill for susies hair instead of the male pattern baldness i have. It would be sooo cool to go to a salon and get your hair done. Don't you think susie? MM's sweetpea rachel

Mistress michelle, First thank You for the lovely conversation and apologize if i was a bit subdued. Not so talkative after having gotten myself in trouble for doing way too much earlier. The fly would have seen me gagged and not very happy to be that way. An object lesson that will, or at least should, stick for some time. i too am looking forward to seeing susies hair. Did not realize it was that long. Will be interesting to see the color to be sure. See You, pet and susie on Wednesday and hopefully i will have behaved enough to be able to say a few words that don't start with hhmmpffff from the gag. Be safe cynthia

Ohhhhhhhhh Mistress Michelle,i sure hope this turns out well and does not end up with green or orange hair but i have faith in you. Worst case i guess will just be to cut it all off and start over. And ty rachel but no need to kill over it, i may be mailing it to you soon lol. I can't wait to see Ms Rob and riki again as it's always a pleasure and meet cynthia although we may not be talking much, but i'm sure you won't be gagged on the bench as we would'nt want to miss the screams i'm sure you'll be hearing alot of mine,see ya'll very soon. A big curtsey and lots of love Mistress:anim_37::girl_curtsey:

Good thing susies coming down this week....I couldnt resist, Elly May added to the farm today LMAO Well, I have to have something to occupy My time between visits!! Buttons is the brown female; shes in the big cage that was little pets. Bows is the little white male in the smaller cage. Isnt he the cutest little thing? He crys like a baby! susie and I will be very busy when she gets here!! LOL Anyway...just had to share. If susie does a really good job helping Me, I might not need to beat her quite so bad;) Mistress Michelle

Congratulations on the new additions! They're adorable! Now you won't have to mow lawn any more....just tie them out and let 'em eat!

:Tulip_Up: Oh my dear Mistress,i must say thats some pretty good incentive to do a good job. Buttons and bows i suppose that's better than beatin and bruised lol but i will see you tomorrow my Goddess of goats, Douchess of ducks and Princess of peepers down on the farm,til then Mistress:chores047:

**your new babies** MM, I guess riki and I have told you how much we love goats! They don't do lawns, but they eat brush and they LOVE poison ivy...just make sure you wash your hands after petting them. If our lifestyle permitted, I wouyld have goats again, as they are just about the sweetest creatures around! I am looking forward to meeting them! Congratulations, See you soon, Rob:Whip:

> If you think things can't get worse...You lack sufficient imagination. > Click to expand... Or just when you think things can't get worse MM will get some goats. MM's sweetpea rachel

Mistress Michelle and pet, Thank You fpor the lovely visit yesterday. i dare not speak for Mistress Rob and riki, buit it was an honor to meet You, shock collars and all. i think i still have skewer marks on my ankle from that. It was a special day for me and i woke up this morning so i must have survived. i do look forward to seeing You and pet again in the future; perhaps if i am back here this summer Mistress Rob and riki will bring me down. The bench is lovely and i can't wait to see my name on the paddle. Thanks again for a most enjouyable day. cynthia

Our trip to Mistress Rob and riki's Beautiful day for a drive!!! Thier place is about a two hour drive from here and we rushed all morning trying to get everything done so we could leave. With the addition of the goats and them being in a cage I had to take them out for some exersise which slowed down the entire morning. But we got out around 11:30; had to make a stop for a snack cause no one had eaten. I had susie dressed in her blue dress, heels and makeup. I colored her hair the night before because I was tired of that grey hair; by coloring her natural hair she does not have to wear a wig anymore now. Its nor a light auburn. Anyway, we get up there a little after 2pm and I knew from talking to Rob that she wasent home yet so cynthia met us at the door. cynthia is adorable and I told her that her pictures here do not do her justice; she was blushing, such a sweet timid little thing. Rob came in shortly and we were able to sit and catch up. Wasent long before riki arrived. susie was sent to the kitchen with cynthia so we could relax and chat. I had susie fetch My toy bag I brought along with the shocking dog collars in it. LOL, poor cynthia; she did NOT like those collars! But I must say, the first time she was out of the room and got shocked it was hilarious! And as you may have guessed, after that it was just pure amusement. I had one on susie too so we would just push the button when they were in the kitchen; not knowing they were about to be shocked, you just cant get better entertainment!! I had taken the whippin bench with Me so susie and cynthia brought it in and set up. We wanted that ready for after dinner playtime. Dinner was simply delicious; cynthia did a wonderful job, everything cooked to perfection and riki made the dressing for the salads which was wonderful!! Dinner, a nice glass of wine, relaxed, all ready for playtime!! First we had cynthia on the bench; poor susie was wishing she could have gone first to get it over with LOL. cynthia was strapped in and Rob applied the pads to the tens unit to her little balls and of course we had the paddles and floggers taking turns with her. She was in tears but made it through and earned her right of passage. cynthias name is now on My paddle along with everyone else that has endured it. she was exausted when she got off the bench curled up on the floor to watch susies turn. Same things applied to susie and she too made it through; such good little troupers!! After all that activity it was time for dessert and shortly after that time to head home. I am so angry at Myself for not getting the picture I wanted of susie and cynthia together. I wanted that picture and was going to take it after we had dessert but forgot all about it till we were a few miles up the road; I was so pissed! They both looked so nice and I wanted to have it captured. Now it will have to wait for November as cynthia and susie will not see each other again till then. Rob, thank you so much for a wonderful afternoon/evening. I always enjoy our time together. riki, as always you are a pleasure. And cynthia...the meal was absolutly delicious. Looking forward to seeing you all again very soon!! Mistress Michelle

Yay for the dog collars! And double yay for cute little goats! OMG, how sweet. I'm glad everyone had a wonderful time together. I can't wait for November.

I just got back from a nice visit to MMs and pets. As most already know susie was also there visiting. Well not to rehash what's been said, but let's just say MM and susie worked hard this weekend doing chores and building a new home for the goats. Now please don't tell MM but I'm not a big fan of goats; with that said they are CUTE. In fact they are REAL CUTE. Anyway, it was nice to see everyone, chat, and get a little play in. MM was kind to me and I appreciate it. And it was just nice to have a good time. So thank you MM.

OMG I am fucking exausted!!! And so is susie!! I was going to post this week one day at a time but was too tired to sit here and do it everynight; opted for the one big post idea LOL susie got here tuesday around noon after a 7 hour drive and I figured she needed some activity since she had been sitting so long, we started the fencing for the goats right away. Got the entire 100 feet of fencing up and the gate on tuesday. One day down...not too bad! The next day we went to Rob and rikis and had a wonderful day; I already posted that. Then thursday its back to building a goat shed. And for some reason we have fucking ticks here crawling all over the place, they dont care too much for susie (must be the beer she drinks), but they freakin love Me! Little fuckers! Shed done on thursday, shingled on friday morning; now time to load the Surburban for the all day Yard Sale on Saturday. Up Sat morning at 4am to go sit in the 94 degree sun all day.....came home, crashed on the couch for an hour with coffee, then up and outside to work on the chicken coop and mow the lawn. Have I mentioned yet that we are exausted?? LOL susie got everything measured and cut; i did the lawn. Then we planted a few plants I had and a few little trees; now its getting dark, Thank God! This morning back up and out to finish the coop. Went to put the chickens back in when done and they got out of the cage! Heres My sissy susie chasing chickens around the pen; funny now LOL But she did good and caught them. All this mess needs cleaning up now, tom shows up at noon already! So he gets to help clean up stuff. Now time for a shower! susie gets a shower also and gets all dressed. Play time for a bit. tom has never gotten to have the dog collar on so I put them on him and susie; that was amusing!! LOL Its also been a long time since tom was allowed to cum, so I had him blow up his girlfriend Jannine! LOL Left her blown up and had tom start dinner. We had a nice dinner then back to the other room for some entertainment. Had susie get the Rimba out; attached that to tom and susie for a while. Since I was pleased with toms amusement, allowed him some time with Jannine. He didnt have any problems filling her up and of course afterwards licked her clean; toms a good boy when he needs to be;) So, now its 10pm and susie and I are sitting here about to fall over wondering where the week went. she is leaving tuesday; tomorrow we have a few little things to do but it'll be more of a rest day than anything else. ( Hopefully ) Oh i forgot...tues night i colored susies hair so now its a pretty auburn, no more wigs for susie. Oh Me I am tired.....going to bed in the hopes that I dont feel this way tomorrow! LOL Night everyone Mistress Michelle

Mistress Michelle, finally home after a long and wonderful week. Back on line again and able to properly thank You, pet and susie for the visit. i know You have had a busy week in Your own right and am glad to hear that all turned out well. i am ever excited about the future and hope to be able to see You and pet again this summer when i return to Mistress Rob's and riki's for the month of August. Looking forward to seeing the goats, they look soooooo cute like me as You have pointed out more than once... Glad that You were able to get those things done that You have talked about for quite some time. Thanks for the continued updates and for sharing a glimpse of Your life. Your friend cynthia

cynthia....you need to fix your ticker; cant wait to see you again as well. susie's gone:( Sure is quite around here. No circular saws or cordless drills running, no hammering, no argueing and no sissy screaming to Stop Mistress Please stop LMAO It was a great visit; shes such a hard worker and we had so much to do. I do appreciate her and her help so much; we have alot of fun, get alot of work done and get exausted all at the same time. Then we compare which one of us is the tiredest: I win LOL Until August susie....LOVE you!! I am still searching for a subbie pain slut; no luck seems to be found. Seems alot of people want to play online and talk but its hard to find one for real, especially one that you have the right chemistry with. I have to have the right relationship with someone to enjoy what I do. If I didnt I could just open up a Dungeon charge admission beat the shit out of strangers and not see them or hear from them again till they came back with another wad of cash....hummmmmmmm No cant do it LOL I would love to be able to open a sissy school; wouldnt that be fun!! Oh well, I am sure there has to be someone out there somewhere that needs and really WANTS a Mistress. rachel...cant wait to see you in July susie rest up sweetie thank you so much for everything your so sweet!!! Mistress Michelle

Thank you Mistress and youre very welcome. i had a wonderful time myself and was great to see you both again as far as whom is the tiredest all i can say is you must be very tiered lol. I would also like to thank you very much for the hair coloring and styling; you kinda showed me a different side of myself that can be transformed very easily. Once i get it cut just right will be a snap to do. I was abit worried about reactions here but sis inlaw didn't even notice it and i had to point it out to her lol, and toots just loved it said we can fix this up real nice; anyone else well who cares? i've had alot of compliments on it. I had a few wonderful conversations with both Mistress and rick now feel very comfortable as far as my piece of the puzzle fits in. I suppose i get cut quite abit of slack in some areas but one good turn deserves another, and feel very loved and appriceated for my efforts. Well thats about it for now; ive been to tired or brain dead to post anything but Ive rested up back to My lil world of a million things to do. But I hope i will see you both again before august well just have to see ...a giant Curtsey and say hi to the farm for me please,LOVE YA Mistress

OMG - A sissy school!!!! Definitely get susie to build one when shes next over:haha4: I'll come and teach some Brtish etiquette and how to serve tea in china cups with saucers whilst curtesying.

Mistress Michelle may i be the first to apply for enrollment in your sissy school? Mistress Emma may i be the first to enroll in the proper etiquette for tea class and all the other fancy stuff you Brits know that we in the U.S. seem to have forgot. Warning to both of you though i may require some private tutoring to get it right. Then again maybe i could teach Sissy 101 while i work on my Master's degree in sissiness. MM's sweetpea rachel

Hehe - rachel you're too cute!:butterfly:

"an interesting thought, a sissy school. i could nearly be a prefect, i think that is the word i am looking for. There have been those who have pondered the thought. it would bring all kinds out of the woodwork for sure, but most have a far different agenda. i bet it would be a hit MM and not a bat thought either. i have fixed the banner on the bottom and thank You for pointing out my oversight. Hopefully see You over the summer after i return to Mistress Rob's. have a lot of school between now and then. 1000 hours of \"slave\" labor at the school in west virginia is a bit rough to stomach, but worth the prize... glad to hear all worked out well with susie's visit. Your friend cynthia"

"MM I know there was one in the DC area, one on Long Island NY, and one in the San Jose area. Might I suggest doing this similar to the fall gathering. Rent a house or cabin and offer training to sissies. You could also have a few Mistresses and ladies there to be served. If you'd like I could help you with a business plan and other ideas if you're seriously thinking of this. MW, I see rachel is already excited of the thought of you teaching tea. I'm sure MM's pet would love you coming also! And you know I would love to see you again and hope you make it in the fall."

"**The Sissy Shack** Mistress i just wanted to brighten your day a bit. New lyrics to \"Sugar Shack\" by Jimmy Gilmer and the Fireballs. New lyrics by Rachel Smith. There's a crazy little shack behind the tracks And everybody calls it the sissy shack It's just a little house and it's made out of stone rachel visits there she's never alone And that's the reason she's gotta get back To that sissy shack, whoa baby To that sissy shack There's a beautiful Mistress, she's livin' there A black corsett, Her breast's almost bare i'm gonna submit to her fully, she is not a bitch If you don't treat her right you will feel Her switch some don't understand why i've got to get back To Her sissy shack, whoa baby To Her sissy shack, yes Mistress To Your sissy shack, whoa yes To Your sissy shack Now that sissy shack Queen's not married to me, yeah yeah We do a lot of things to make some new memories Ah, i can't wait for the day to lay down some tracks In the direction of Her sissy shack Please wait Mistress, i'm gonna get back To Your sissy shack Whoa, oh oh Oh Her sissy shack, yes Mistress To Your sissy shack Yeah, yeah, yeah, Your sissy shack YOUR sweetpea rachel"

"LOL, rachel you are too cute!! Now remember when you come to Me in July you will have to sing this LOL Cant wait!!! Mistress Michelle"

"Mistress you will only want to hear me sing one time. i ***GUARANTEE*** that! i can make your ears BLEED. YOU have been warned Mistress. YOUR sweetpea rachel"

"Happy Mothers Day Maam! May you have a wonderful day. And know you're loved and adored by all of you your kids, grand kids, subs, sissies, friends, and of course your pet."

"What a busy week I have had!! On the news front.... jenny is coming to visit for an overnight in June, I am looking forward to that because I have never gotten to meet jenny yet, we have chatted on the phone and online but shes a good distance from Me so this will be the first opportunity to meet, and its an overnight visit LOL, plenty of time;) little pet has ordered the sizing rings from Mature Metal, I am soooo anxious to get him locked in steel where he belongs! I may not have gotten to see him for a long time but one thing still rings true...I OWN his little cock, therefore I OWN his mind! And, last but not least....I bought a whip! Its a nylon training whip, makes an awesome sound which seems to excite little pet and rachel LMAO Just wait to you both get to see it in person!! Oh, did I say 'see' it? I meant FEEL it!! Oh...come to think of it, jenny will most likely be here first unless little pet can get his ass up here where he belongs! LOL, dont worry jenny, I wont use you for target practice, I wouldnt do that to you on your first visit! And on My farm front...My little boy Bows has been banded, he needed to be fixed, the vet came out and said banding his balls was more humane and safe than cutting them, imagine that!! So, hes laying out in the barn crying:( The vet said he would cry for a day till they are completly numb, and then they will just fall off in a couple weeks. I said to the vet that I was surprised that him being a man didnt mind doing this, he said I have to as my job BUT, there is a Woman vet in the office that LOVES to do the castrating, Imagine that!! LMAO Mistress Michelle"

"I'm surprised you didn't ask him where you could get you own Banding Kit. I bet some of your Sissy's would much better behaved, knowing that you have the means to make their Ball's fall off!!! Just think, you could have your one Rocky Mountain Oyster Farm... Ouch!!! Hiding my Ball's, Missy Tanya"

":peek: Poor lil bows Has lost his balls His horns to boot All maleness in all Trapped in a pen With a female no less Must think to himself Ain't this boogie a mess A sissy goat now And had no choice A mere cry of pain In his lil baaaaaaaaa voice :mad0217: Well Mistress i'm happy you waited til i left to purchase the whip lol but i guess it's not going anywhere,speaking of balls and ball sheild for the bench tiffany!!!??? but anyhow i hope you get alot of practice in Mistress before i see you next ...lots of love:chores020:"

"Personally I see our own little Sissy's Got Talent, or Sissy Factor performance at the Gathering.... What a great night of entertainment. All sissies must perform and the loser gets.... well... let's leave that up to the panel of judges!"

"Mmmmmmmmmm, banding! And when they're banded, squeezing them and slapping them about is quite ... meaningful. There is a time limit for playing with bands and the blood rushing back in is exquisite -- especially when \"helped\" by gentle (or not so) slapping. It is a good practice to use a string with the band for easy use of surgical scissors for removal of the band by cutting. Ma'am did it without a string once and it took a good 45 minutes to get the scissors in so the band could be cut without cutting skin."

"Cancelling my reservation. MM's sweetpea rachel"

"> Rachel said: > Cancelling my reservation. > MM's sweetpea > rachel > Click to expand... I'm sorry did I hear something? I thought I heard something... Nope, nope... must have imagined it.

"> Rachel said: > Cancelling my reservation. > MM's sweetpea > rachel > Click to expand... MW, Rachel is a little confused or temporarily delirious; she knows we slaves, subs, and sissys do not have the OPTION to cancel anything.

"Well I'm hoping someone will be there to take the impact of my soon-to-be-purchased Navy flogger. It took my breath away when I was hit, totally winded me, and the subbie I hit with it said he thought his bones were going to fall out of his body. It's beautiful!"

"Reservation back in. MM's sweetpea rachel"

"**currently detained** This just in to the CHASTE-TV news desk, Rachel Smith reporting. i just bumped into Mistress Michelle and she ask me to tell ya'll she is currently detained until tomorrow evening. Nothing wrong or anything she is just spending time with her family. This has been Rachel Smith reporting for WCHASTE-TV. Where the only thing we let out is the news.

":Blush: I almost know better than to ask Mistress Emma but what is a navy flogger,it already has me scared and have no idea what it is,a pic maybe if you would be so kind?,Thank you so much and a big Courtsey:spankwhip:\"

"The navy flogger sounds better than the tens unit. That takes more than my breath. i think i would welcome the flogger to add to the list of things i have experienced. perhaps in lie of the tens...lol cynthia"

"I am bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"No toys to play with tonight Michelle?:p MK"

"Unfortunatly NO...:( I need little pet up here to practice with this new whip I just bought! Its no freakin fun practicing on a tree! Mistress Michelle"

"don't like the word practice. i much prefer proficient. Love You Mistress"

"Ok rachel....Maybe I will be proficiant at using the whip by the time you get here in July so that I may proficiantly hit My intended target which will be the inside of the Big Heart I drew with a marker around your sissy ass cheeks;) Just sayin Mistress Michelle"

"Now that's funny i don't care who you are. Love you Mistress Your sweetpea rachel"

"For a moment i was feeling bad for the tree, but then i remember being stuck by a single tail some 70 times and say. \"your on your own sister...\" Glad to hear You are practicing up Mistress Michelle. Those whips can be pesky critters to perfect and take it from someone who has been struck on the kidneys by one, am very glad You are perfecting Your aim before November. i am sure You will soon have a semi willing victim with Your grasp soon... cynthia"

"> glad You are perfecting Your aim before November. i am sure You will soon have a semi willing victim with Your grasp soon... > cynthia > Click to expand... Sounds to me like my friend Cynthia is volunteering. YOUR sweetpea

"> Rachel said: > Sounds to me like my friend Cynthia is volunteering. > YOUR sweetpea > Click to expand... rachel, you are a dear. not necessarily volunteering, just a realist when it comes to what happens once secured to the bench. At which point all control is lost as you do know and at the mercy of those beloved lady's with whatever implements they choose. You my dear are the master of deflection though...lol see you soon i think looking forward to hearing the reporter on the street giving a first hand impression of Mistress Michelle's technique and accuracy...i can hear her now telling of the heart and the impact and crack of the whips tail...lol cynthia

"LOL, dont worry, theres plenty to go around for everyone!!! I am going to attach a picture here so all of you can drool over it till you get here LOL I have been practiceing, which by the way has to be done outside, this is definatly not an indoor toy!! I did tell rachel the other day though that because the ceilings are vaulted so high in the Gathering House I may be able to be 'Proficiant' enough with it by then to use it indoors there, we wouldnt want to call attention to ourselves now would we? My neighbor was in his yard yesterday when I was out with it, funny he didnt come up to see Me like he normally does LOL Its a fiberglass lunge whip with a 66 inch shaft and a 72 inch lash, makes a great sound when it cracks but I have a hard time getting it to crack every time. And its purple, not that the color matters. Anyway, I am looking forward to using it, and although rachel, susie, tom and everyone else will get to expierence it, we all know who its intended target is, now dont we?????:haha4: Mistress Michelle"

"> Mistress Michelle said: > LOL, dont worry, theres plenty to go around for everyone!!! I am going to attach a picture here so all of you can drool over it till you get here LOL > I have been practiceing, which by the way has to be done outside, this is definatly not an indoor toy!! > I did tell rachel the other day though that because the ceilings are vaulted so high in the Gathering House I may be able to be 'Proficiant' enough with it by then to use it indoors there, we wouldnt want to call attention to ourselves now would we? > My neighbor was in his yard yesterday when I was out with it, funny he didnt come up to see Me like he normally does LOL > Its a fiberglass lunge whip with a 66 inch shaft and a 72 inch lash, makes a great sound when it cracks but I have a hard time getting it to crack every time. And its purple, not that the color matters. > Anyway, I am looking forward to using it, and although rachel, susie, tom and everyone else will get to expierence it, we all know who its intended target is, now dont we?????:haha4: > Mistress Michelle > Click to expand... .....

"Come on little pet....you can do ALOT better than that!!!!!"

"> Mistress Michelle said: > Come on little pet....you can do ALOT better than that!!!!! > Click to expand... Speechless, Scared Shitless, Cat has my tongue, etc, etc

"> pt300800 said: > Speechless, Scared Shitless, Cat has my tongue, etc, etc > Click to expand... I was thinking \"So turned on my knees are weak\" myself!;-p mikecb

"Come on down in November mike I PROMISE you a good time!!!!"

":Tulip_Up: I love you VERY .VERY,VERY much:heart-maze:\"

"Mike, My Lady has only whipped me a few times, by my own hand with a riding crop on my nuts and ass. My ballls are happier than my bum about the fact that these spankings are a rare event! Although I enjoy an erotic bum spanking, getting my nuts rapped just hurts. I seem to remember that you have a very high threshold for pain as well as chastity Mike, and I wish you well if you ever let Mistress Michelle loose on your private bits. Cindy:cat: (aka scaredy cat)

"Mikecb, If you let MM have a go at you, Just let us know ahead of time because YOU WILL become a member.lolololol,, and we'll get your membership card in the mail..LOLOL { love You MM..} tiff"

"lol.. Is it the kind of \"Membership Card\" I have to show at the emergency room?;-p Heh. I understand I have a moderately high pain threshold, at least for a novice. However, it's not something I have any desire to brag about, nor try to one-up a Domme about. I KNOW who will win! lol. Still, I would be delighted to take up Mistress Michelle on her offer some time. One of these days, when my Wife and I are in a good space, I'll brooch the topic of the Fall Gathering with her. I'd love to come and play. I'm sure the sissy gurls would love it if Mistress Michelle got to unleash her arsenal on someone ELSE part of the time!;-p mikecb"

"LOL, I am sure little pet would be happy to share the spotlight of pain! LOL"

"wow, as read the last few days writing to your blog, I am extremely nervous! I need a drink and just hoping that you are no longer "bored" in June Mistress. Very much looking forward to seeing you but a a lunge whip? Damn I tought dressage as a teenager and would not even hit the horses with one of those things. Course then again a horse is lot more valuable than your average sissy......?"

:Tulip_Up:Well this is getting very interesting but to show how unselfish and un demanding i am i'll be more than happy to share all or any pain i would've received with the rest of you,i'll just stay busy cleaning up or serving the rest of the guests ...Curtsey Mistress:Tink:

> Jenny12858 said: > ... Course then again a horse is lot more valuable than your average sissy......? > Click to expand... i don't necessarily believe that is true. i have met Mistress Michelle and know She cares for all of Her pets...Just some She enjoys giving a little more "lovin" too...November should be interesting for sure. cynthia

> Jenny12858 said: > wow, as read the last few days writing to your blog, I am extremely nervous! I need a drink and just hoping that you are no longer "bored" in June Mistress. Very much looking forward to seeing you but a a lunge whip? Damn I tought dressage as a teenager and would not even hit the horses with one of those things. Course then again a horse is lot more valuable than your average sissy......? > Click to expand... Oh jenny.....I would NEVER hit a horse with a whip!!! What an aweful thought!

"rachel needs to go to the costume shop for one of those horse cosutmes before July 8th. Your sweetpea"

:character0109: LMAO rachel Ps my new names MR Ed:chores012:

:character0109: LOL you two are toooooo funny!!!:haha4: susie.... aka Mr Ed, as for your earlier comment, you go ahead and be the good sissy servant, busy in the kitchen, and serving guests, and just so ya know, I will be listening, and if I hear one sound, even a cup rattle in its saucer, I will be coming to get you!! rachel....you being in a horses costume would be too funny, a poor little tiny skinny starving excuse for a horse is what you would be LOL.....a sissy horse!!! Mistress Michelle:sex020:

"A pink horse on a carousel would be fitting then. That would be fitting of a sissy horse.LOL. Your sweetpea rachel"

"Dear Rachel, I would be worried where Mistress Michelle might install the rod to hold up the pink horse on a carousel. Might be more painful than the whip. But then again..... So glad all you whippy's are signing up for the whippin's. Maybe if I do make it to the party, the list will be full!!! Wishful thinking on my part, I'm sure!! Missy Wishing Tanya"

"Oh tanya....theres always room in the line sweetie!!! I am SOOOOO hoping you will make the trip this year, I just cant wait to meet you! And....talk to susie, if you come she has a nice surprise for you, and if shes forgotten what she told Me I will make sure to 'REMIND' her!! Mistress Michelle"

"LOL @ Missy Tanya and the where the pole will be installed. Just to let you know the printer they use to add names to the whippin' list NEVER runs out of paper. MM's sissy sweetpea"

"LOL @ Missy Tanya and the where the pole will be installed. Just to let you know the printer they use to add names to the whippin' list NEVER runs out of paper. MM's sissy sweetpea"

> Mistress Michelle said: > susie.... aka Mr Ed, as for your earlier comment, you go ahead and be the good sissy servant, busy in the kitchen, and serving guests, and just so ya know, I will be listening, and if I hear one sound, even a cup rattle in its saucer, I will be coming to get you!! > Click to expand... A few images here... 1) susie in the kitchen wearing a remote control e-stim butt plug trying to be as quiet as possible.. dropping a teaspoon or something and then standing very still... knowing that any minute.... **ZAPPPPP!!!!!** 2) Sissy's Got Talent is starting to get even more entertaining, as Rachel adds the "Singing Sissy Carousel Horse" to her repetoire!

"LOL, Thats funny Emma!!! So, I was sitting here getting ready to watch My show, The Bachlorette LOL And I was thinking..... Wouldnt this be a fun concept in Our Lifestyle??? A Mistress hosting a house full of subs and sissys, all biding for Her attention. Anyway, I thought it was a fun idea Mistress Michelle"

"well, yes and no,on the show there can only be one and that would be devestating if i didnt "get a rose" Ccourse with you, it would probably have a healthy dose of thorns too!). Glad that more than one can hope to please you Mistress,

> Mistress Michelle said: > LOL, Thats funny Emma!!! > So, I was sitting here getting ready to watch My show, The Bachlorette LOL And I was thinking..... > Wouldnt this be a fun concept in Our Lifestyle??? A Mistress hosting a house full of subs and sissys, all biding for Her attention. > Anyway, I thought it was a fun idea > Mistress Michelle > Click to expand... Ohhhh I like that!:Love1:

"Mistress Michelle, an interesting concept indeed. The drama might be fun to watch for awhile, but unfortunately You get all of the raw footage and not the tight edited final product. Unreality tv has come up with some crazy concepts. i am sure that it would be amusing to You to watch, but the reality that You do not desire just one sub will eventually kick in. Would be amusing to watch, would not wish to be a participant... cynthia"

> 2) Sissy's Got Talent is starting to get even more entertaining, as Rachel adds the "Singing Sissy Carousel Horse" to her repetoire! > Click to expand... Mistress Emma, You will understand why this is not a good idea when your ears start to bleed. i was at a party once where there was a karoke DJ there was 20 minutes left before they were gonna stop the karoke at 9:00PM so the band could play. i sang a song at 9:40. When i was done the band started 15 minutes early and yes that is a true story. Mistress Michelles' sweetpea

:anim_46: Well Mistress Emma i must admit i'm not blessed with any great talents and lord knows being quiet is not one of them so once again without giving it much thought i'll probably end up in more trouble than when i started,i should have known Mistress Michelle would twist this around into her favor lol.As far as the butt plug or any other electrical device they will produce much noise from me and the spoon would probably get thrown thru the ceiling not dropped but i'm gonna try real hard,A BIG CURTSEY:girl_curtsey:

> Mistress Watchful said: > 2) Sissy's Got Talent is starting to get even more entertaining, as Rachel adds the "Singing Sissy Carousel Horse" to her repetoire! > Click to expand... Thankfully i have an hour drive to and from school this fall to give me a lot of time to prepare something. Nothing like a little bit of pressure to make life interesting. Not sure it the prize for winning is going to be any better than what the others get though. i am sure someone will find it amusing... Not too worried about any one bringing back the band early. cynthia

"**Short term** One thing i have done was to serve at a "Naked Slaveboy Tea Party," which is a lot of work for the Woman who wishes to wrangle the boys. training as to what is proper, the correct way to serve, etc. are all required **before** the Tea Party may be held. But, when properly pulled off, having five or so boys serving tea to several Ladies can be loads of fun.

:chores009: Just dusting Mistress:heart:

"cbtok, Before I moved we had a group CFNM tea group like you describe and it's where I learned about the CB2k (not long after it came out). I agree those type of parties can be a lot of fun. Knowing MM though the way I do, I'm pretty sure that I won't be going out on a limb to say that if she were hosting such a party that all male subs would be locked up. Which would be a nice variation to the party.

"Time is moving along!!! I've posted the thread for the Gathering, which I am well aware is a bit early but this event is getting bigger, and some need tome to plan to get off for a few days from work ect....Besides, it gives everyone something to dream over. Events I have planned this summer so far, jenny is coming the end of the month for the weekend, rachel is coming for a week in July and alex, a new one I know will be coming to meet us sometime while rachel is here, little pet is making his appearance the end of July for a weekend, then again sometime before Nov, then of couse in Nov for the gathering.I have also added a couple subbies that live close to Me, dan lives in Roanoke and we will be meeting in a week or so, and another one I have met with a couple times and enjoyed very much;) We have a wedding to attend in August for a relative in Pa, then the following week a cruise for a week,susie will be here that week to look over My home and take care of My farm lol, Thank you susieq! The cruise I was looking forward to until My beloved ocean was devastated and destroyed, now by August its hard to tell what kind of a mess it will be. So, back to a happier note, The Gathering...so far looks like 17 on the list. I am sure there will be more, but that is who I know will be here except for Linda and tiff if they cant work out thier schedules. Hopefully tiff can figure out something, so I am counting them in the 17. So, we have, Myself, pet, rachel, little pet, susieq, Mistress Watchful(EMMA) Ms Rob, riki, cynthia, Linda, tiff, Goddess Jen, dan, Madame Michelle, davina, tom, alex Several others are on the list but are working on details, so I will add them as the time goes on. Well, looks like a storm is coming, back to mowing!!! Mistress Michelle"

"MM,, Short of U/us HAVING to move,{I feel we will be moved by then} W/we WILL be there.. If I need to give the boss a line of shit to get the time off I WILL..lolol But one way or another,,, W/we will be there.. I mean hell,,, I owe Rachel a kick in the ass yet for throwing Ms. Linda's shoes last year.. {That's right Rachel, I didn't forget..lol} tiff"

"LOL tiff, rachel and I were just discussing that the other night. The gathering came up, and of course her temper tantrum, and she said she had so much respect for you that night because you didnt beat the shit out of her! I just feel bad because I didnt! Oh well, lesson learned.;) And, I know you and Linda will figure out how to get here this year, thats why I counted you in the 17. I got faith in ya tiffy, and I am going to be ALL READY for you!!!:sex020: Mistress Michelle"

"LOL.. Oh trust me....I wanted to..LOLOL. I know MM,,, You could let me have a go at Rachel on the bench. I have a certain style paddle I'm wanting to know just how HARD a hit it takes to break it..LOLOLOL.. And as far as You being "ALL READY" for me....?? Um,,, WHOOO HOOO..lololol"

";) You're very welcome Mistress and i look forward to it,i kinda hope you don't scoop up every oil soaked bird and bring them back with you but if you did i'd be more than HAPPY to assist in that cleanup i love the ocean as much as you and this thing really sucks but anyways i can't wait to meet everyone (the ones i missed last year) and the ones comming this year and omg tiffs gonna beat my wife (don't blame ya sweetie lol)ya go on a cruise and she's drinkin booze and throwin shoes ummm ummm ummm and speaking of shoes Mistress Emma has me shaking in mine but i'm sure i'm in good hands ...lots of love,hugsssssssss curtseyssssss:love0014:"

"LMAO susie...I just saw your title under your name! Too freakin funny!!!"

"Ok, short story for you.... My grandaughter was out here for the weekend, the lunge whip I bought and have been practicing with is on the back porch. She was with Me when I bought it. So, we are on the porch and she says...you been practicing with that whip? I said yes I have. She says, what did you want that for, you dont have a horse? I said, first of all, you should never hit an animal with a whip, even if you have one, and second, I just wanted it, something new to learn, you never know when you may need something like this! So, she says...show me how it works, so I did and got it to snap really loud a couple times. She says, I can do that, so I told her, go ahead and try. Damn, she did it!! 2 weeks and jenny will be here!! Not that that has anything to do with the whip story, just sayin, lmao Oh and I found a freakin tick under My damn nipple tonight when I went to shower, little fuckers, I already look like I have chicken pox from all the damn tick bites, now the little fuckers are getting personal!!! Life on the farm I guess:( I need susie to tend the farm, the ticks dont like her, must be the beer! 4 more weeks till rachel arrives, oh, and alex, I met him on fetlife, he will be coming also for a couple days while rachel is here. hes also coming to the fall gathering. This visit will be for practice LMAO!!!!! Mistress Michelle"

"Mistress Michelle, Starting them out young i see and raising them right. Maybe rachel is right and She is a little Domina in the making. What a mentor to have... You are a popular soul, even the ticks can't get enough of You. You certainly have a busy summer and then the fall gathering arrives. i am looking forward to reading of each of the visits. Your friend cynthia"

:o Lord have mercy a mini me Mistress:P but at the rate you're collecting subs and sissys you'll be needing some help soon lol but anyways maybe you could start practicing on hitting ticks with the whip you will be DAMN good,maybe find a mini tick whip?? all i cad tell you Goddesss is a beer a day keeps the ticks away but in you're case you'll need a 30 pk,you're always loving,tick pickin,goat feedin,peeper pettin sissy susie:whip:

"Mistress Michelle might get ticks in the garden, but i get tics (the nervous variety) when She and Mistress Rob, Mistress Emma, Mistress Linda (forgive me if i have left any Mistresses out) . . . mention 'bench' and 'crop' in the same sentence. All kinds a crops, all kinds of tics and God knows you don't want to end up the goat when the Ladies are around.

"Goddess Jen and Madame Michelle,just saying;)"

> riki1 said: > Mistress Michelle might get ticks in the garden, but i get tics (the nervous variety) when She and Mistress Rob, Mistress Emma, Mistress Linda (forgive me if i have left any Mistresses out) . . . mention 'bench' and 'crop' in the same sentence. > All kinds a crops, all kinds of tics and God knows you don't want to end up the goat when the Ladies are around. > Click to expand... i can't get past the first two Mistresses on the list and i am beyond nervous...

"Look at susie trying to rack up the brownie points...;) There's no hope susie, all is lost... just sayin':P"

"Well you can't blame a gurl for trying Mistress Emma and i totaly agree with riki and cynthia,just saying (and shaking ):blink:"

"@Mistress Watchful Look at susie trying to rack up the brownie points...;) There's no hope susie, all is lost... just sayin':P crud! there goes that plan, perhaps smuggling in lock picks and a file in a cake or jet propelled running shoes...

"susie needs all the brownie points she can get:rolleyes: rachel....3 more weeks:sex020: I am going to have a couple of additional guests while rachel is here also, should be a great week of swingin fun for all LOL That should get Me all warmed up for when little pet gets here the weekend following rachels departure. Wish I could get him here at the same time but its not in his time frame:( No matter, I will get My arm all stretched out and ready for him. Plus I can practice more with the whip....oh thats right, rachel is a much smaller target:sex024: July is going to bring a whole lot of ...:allhail:"

"Mistress if you see this:allhail: in your future in July. Would you be so kind as to look into your crystal ball or ricks crystal balls and please tell me if you see any of this:jerkit:, this:bj:, this:bukkake:or even this:anal: in mine? Or do you just see:spankwhip: and these:chores004:,:chores003: in mine? YOUR sweetpea rachel"

"Sorry couldn't do it all in one post. Remember i am YOUR:slut:. Also:CrownFits: . i think i will be driving back to PA doing this:White_Flag: .Remember Mistress i have a sissy candy:act081: . Love you MIstress Your sweetpea rachel"

"So...most of you know I have found two new playmates that live here closeby. Thier names here are roanokebdsm, and roanokeboy. Well, I have spent a little time with roanokeboy and it appears that he, will from now on be reffered to as a she;) I have named her sissylynn, and she will be trained to be a slut to be used. I went to meet with her today, took a few things with Me, a dress I had bought, rachel's heels she has here waiting for her when she returns in 3 weeks, I needed the heels for an idea of what size sissylynn needs to purchase, surprisingly she wears the same size as rachel! I instructed sissylynn to spend some time on Ebay and find some heels, a wig, and a dress, or two;) shes been busy already buying bras and panties and hose, she looks really nice in them so it should be no problem turning her into a sissy slut. I intend to use her as a gift to My subbies that have been good boys, of course under My supervision. I have jenny coming this Friday evening, and sissylynn will be out here on Saturday, maybe if jennys a real good girl I may let her be the first one to 'breakin' sissylynn. sissylynn should have pictures on her profile by tomorrow under her profile name roanokeboy. My other subbie roanokebdsm has been away for a couple weeks and has just returned, so hopefully we can get together real soon, maybe I'll have him out this weekend too!! jenny.....I cant wait for you to get here, I am sooo anxious to meet you and have you stay with us. I will be looking forward to friday night, so call Me or send Me an email so we can tie up the loose ends.;) Mistress Michelle rachel....when you get here sissylynn will be coming out to meet you, I trust that you will be estatic to help in her training.",

*Mistress Michelle, That is great news indeed for You and i know it will surely make Your summer a little more enjoyable. i am very happy for You and look forward to hearing more as things develop. Your friend cynthia*

Thats great Mistress,seems you'll be having a wonderful week and pretty eventful month in july,it'll take you're mind off the heat or at least create some heat of you're own lol as we all know you do all so well,can't wait to hear and see more,love and curtseys Mistress Michelle:chores025:

> Mistress Michelle > rachel....when you get here sissylynn will be coming out to meet you, I trust that you will be estatic to help in her training. > Click to expand... i am happy for you too Mistress. i would be honored that you trust in me enough to help with sissylynn's training. YOUR sweetpea rachel

I'm so jealous! I'm gonna have to wait FOREVER till I can have a sissymaid of my own to break... I mean play with!

> Mistress Watchful said: > I'm so jealous! > I'm gonna have to wait FOREVER till I can have a sissymaid of my own to break... I mean play with! > Click to expand... *Mistress Emma, i have a feeling there will be a plethora of maids, sissy and other in November for You to break, um er i mean play with... i have a feeling that the department of homeland security might take a dim view of You trying to smuggle one of them back with You though. cynthia*

> cynthia_deville said: > *Mistress Emma, > i have a feeling there will be a plethora of maids, sissy and other in November for You to break, um er i mean play with... i have a feeling that the department of homeland security might take a dim view of You trying to smuggle one of them back with You though. > cynthia* > Click to expand... It's not even the Homeland Security being a problem... it's the fact I arrive in the US with 2 cases and leave with 3 EVERY TIME!!!

> Mistress Watchful said: > It's not even the Homeland Security being a problem... it's the fact I arrive in the US with 2 cases and leave with 3 EVERY TIME!!! > Click to expand... *Mistress Emma, what can i say, most of us girls like to shop. With the favorable exchange rate British sterling to US Dollar, there is a whole lot of shopping that can be done... cynthia*

I have two arms and a passport:)

Gonna be a long swim back to the farm though,i guess i can ride the oil slick back with heels and a prayer,damn BP must stand for BIG PROBLEM oh well enough of that rant:angry:

"Well crap....I was going to insert a picture of My new babies I have but the option for Me to do that is gone:( So, anyway, I have 3 new baby chicks, I let the momma sit this time and got 3 precious little babies!!! Sorry I cant add a picture. There used to be an option for adding pictures here but its gone now. everything I click on to add files or photos wants a happened to the little paperclip thingy I used to be able to click on? Ok, gotta go, lots of stuff to do before I go to meet jenny tonight! Mistress Michelle"

"Go to Full Editor... then see the section which says Attachments. This means that you can put attachments anywhere in your post, not just at the end like the old forum! If that doesn't make sense, send pet a PM... he says you've been scaring him lately. Please do continue to do so!:lol:"

"Testing a photo [[Image: Peacock Nails.jpg]](the referenced community page) Yes, go to Attachments, then Browse, then "Attach This File"... then finally "Add To Post" wherever you want in the post! Here's another... [[Image: il_430xN.98690137.jpg]](the referenced community page) And I should be able to reattach both again, in sequence! [[Image: Peacock Nails.jpg]](the referenced community page)[[Image: il_430xN.98690137.jpg]](the referenced community page)"

":D As the farm grows lol very cool Mistress,i'll bet their cute,not sure what to say about new births of chicks,Happy Mothers day???? oh well don't know,i'll just shut up and feed em and take very good care of them in august hows that Mistress:happy0030:"

"Ok...testing"

"Yea!!! It worked! LOL Thanks Emma Ps...What did I do or say to scare pet??? Just curious so I can keep it up LMAO Got jenny here, shes a doll, I'll let everyone know all about her trip on Sunday. Mistress Michelle"

"awwwwwwwww how cute is that:)"

"Baby peepers. How sweet Mistress. YOUR sweetpea rachel"

"Alright, jenny has arrived! We had quite a bit of amusement at the comedy club last night. It served as a great icebreaker for poor Jenny... she’s terrified that I have a reputation for being a harsh Domme.... Come now, where in the world do these girls get such notions??? By the way, today she is wearing a lovely little blue sissy dress I found on eBay, and right now she is cleaning up;) I’ve been trying to start an album, but so far it only lets me get two pictures on there. I swear I must be more computer illiterate than I realized; I select the ones I want, hit upload, and while it says they are uploading, the screen goes white and nothing else happens. Today we’ll just hang out here. Sissylynn is dropping by around 6 PM, and the bench will make its appearance!!! Jenny is already shaking in her boots LOL Here’s a photo of Jenny if I can manage to get it posted here. Hope everyone else is having a good day; I know I am!! [[Image: 005.JPG]](the referenced community page)[[Image: 003.JPG]](the referenced community page)[[Image: 001.JPG]](the referenced community page)",

> Mistress Watchful said: > [color=";#9932CC"] > Here's another... > [attachment=1572:il_430xN.98690137.jpg] > Click to expand... Off topic, but aren't these the most gorgeous heels? Wow, I mean WOW, what seductive shoes!

Back on topic. She looks cute in her dress Ma'am. And You seem to have a firm grip on her cock as well. Do I recognise the ring of a CB3000?

> Heres a picture of jenny if I can get it on here. > Click to expand... Mistress you did mean because of your computer skills and not for other reasons, i assume. i did notice though she does have pretty big feet and you know that old saying the bigger the feet the bigger...................oh i forget how it goes right now. YOUR sweetpea rachel

Mistress Michelle, The dress is lovely and i know You enjoyed Your day. i will not say that i was afraid of the bench, i saw it sort of a rite of passage and although very exhausting, it was quite cleansing at the same time. The pain is only temporary, the memory will last forever. Hopefully a few more names added to Mistress Michelle's paddle of fame. jenny, lovely dear and i know you will do fine. Am so glad You made it in one piece and were able to escort Mistress Michelle to the opening of Her son's comedy club. i am sure there will be tales to tell, but the visit will have been well worth it. Welcome to the fold so to speak... Looking forward to hearing details of the visit... cynthia

:) Seems Mistress is having a great time,two myths to clear up though#1 Mistress Michelle is not big,bad or mean,very wonderful indeed#2that foot thing it can't be true,my clitty is not even half as big as my foot lol hmmmmm,very nice looking jenny,love the heels but i don't see a turbo charged ankle braclet to go with them just saying;) ...everyone have a lovely day,big curtsey Mistress:champagne-088:

i hate that turbocharged ankle bracelet and i don't mean love/hate i mean pure unadulterated HATRED. MM's sweetpea rachel

*rachel, you are not alone, i can not tell the trepidation i felt when it was attached and then She test fired and nothing happened. The fear that any second i am going to feel a jolt and do not know it's intensity. Her laughter is a bit disconcerting as well and i know She is enjoying every minute of it, meanwhile the pucker factor on my end is at an all time high. Mistress Michelle i realize You likely find this conversation amusing, as much as i love who You are, i am absolutely fearful of the shock collar and Mistress Rob at the control of the tens. There is just something about electrical play that horrifies me and makes me so uneasy. i do because i know it pleases Her and i really have no choice. i endure and breath a huge sigh of relief when they are removed. it is the part of my submission i have the hardest time with, enduring because i know it pleases Mistress and at the same time delves into one of my deepest fears. i can not hide my fear when this occurs and i am sure it increases Their pleasure. i am with you dear on this one, i do hate them... cynthia*

jennys visit... First I have to say, jenny is such a sweet little thing, so well mannered, kind, and a joy to have around. I had her meet Me intown Friday evening, she actually beat Me to the Holiday Inn where the Comedy Club My son was opening that night was being held. I had called so she knew I was on My way, and I know it was hard on her to get there coming from DC where she was. she so wanted to get there ahead of Me for she hates being late and the poor thing was worried I would be upset if she were late. It was interesting because I had never met jenny before and alot of My family was going to be at this opening. It went really well though and we both had a really good time. I had come in with one of My sons and was to ride back home with jenny, which I know made her a nervous wreck LOL But, I think it was good, gave us an opportunity to learn a bit about each other and make her feel a little more comfortable, not sure if that worked though lol We got home around 10 or a little after. Rick was up of course and met jenny, I sent jenny to her room to put her things away and to strip her clothes. Then had her join us back in the living room. Most everyone knows I try to make My company feel at ease, well as at ease as you can be stripped naked standing in front of strangers LOL So, I tried not to overwhelm her the first night. I did get in a little playtime though, and of course I was anxious to get the Rimba on her, a toy I can tell you she does NOT like LOL We were up till like 2am which is a miricle for Me, but we were all having a good time and the time passed quickly. Saturday morning Rick made his sausage gravy and we had breakfast, then I had jenny put on a dress I had gotten, its very tight but looked great on her. she had some shoes with her but I wanted her in much higher heels for a little bit for pictures and such so I borrowed littlepets 6in stillettos...lol, they both have BIG feet, size freakin 14!! Anyway, after she was dressed and breakfast was done I had her set steaks out for dinner and on about some cleaning duties. I was expecting sissylynn that evening so I wanted to get jenny busy to take her mind off things lol. I had her bring the bench out also and of course had her fitted onto it, she was such a good girl but terrified all at the same time. A flogging and hot waxing later she was getting off still in one piece so she made it thru the right of passage. she fixed a wonderful meal for us for dinner and then we talked some about lynn coming. Neither jenny or lynn had been in any situation where there were more around other than just Me so they were both nervous but they both did extremly well. This was lynns first trip out to My house even though she lives close so she got to experiment as well with the bench, the hot wax, the Rimba she has had on before when I visited her at her house, and of course the dog collars everyone hates. Theres nothing funnier than haveing a collar of 2 different sissys and watching thier reactions, PRICELESS!!! lynn could only stay a couple hours so at 9 she was on her way, and because jenny had to leave so early thismorning we started to put things away and straighten up. Spent the rest of the evening online chatting with little pet and rachel with jenny at My feet just chatting and reminissing about the weekend. jenny had sent Me the key to her 2000 a long time ago, and she kept a key in her safe dep box in the bank in her hometown for emergencys, when she came up and we got in the car after the comedy club that night she handed Me a beautiful little box with a bow on it, when I opened it, it was her key, the one from the safe dep box. Sooooo sweet, its on a gold chain and is the only key she had left. Before she left we discussed this, and because jenny really has NO business stuffed into a 2000 I allowed her to remain out when she left this morning, she will be ordering the PA5000, which sould fit her better. Because she is.....um.....VERY WELL ENDOWED;) she has No business in a closed cage and the 2000 isnt even close to supporting that package. I have kept her locked in that 2000 for quite sometime and had I known what I know now I would have told her a long time ago to order the other one, she has a nice PA, might as well use it for something good! So....thats it, I got up this morning, had jenny put the chain and key around My neck, kiss it goodbye, even though at this point its symbolic, soon I will have the key to the new device, and all will be as it was meant to be. Locked and Happy....for how long? Hummmmmm....ya just never know, do you jenny??? We both enjoyed your company!! Thank you for a wonderful weekend jenny, I do hope you will return

Mistress i am sooooooo happy you enjoyed yourself this weekend. You and your talents are a thing to behold. Is it any wonder you have a stable full of dedicated subs and sissies. Jenny it was very nice of you to give up your only remaining key to Mistress. i can only imagine how good that made MM feel. One other thing how you ever wore a cb2000 i wil never know. It does show your dedication though, kudos to you. Sissy lynn i will be there on July 8th and can't wait to meet you. i remember when Mistress first started to sissify me and the wonderful feeling it gave me. See you soon. MM's sweetpea rachel

*Mistress Michelle, I was so glad to hear that You had a wonderful time with jenny and lynn. i know You had been looking forward to the weekend for quite some time. i can not relate to any of the chastity devices as i seem to have the same problem with them as i have with Your bench. What remains of my testicles is too small and the devices seem to slip off. It also doesn't help that i have an inny and not an outy. i am such a girl... i know it must have been a wonderful moment to receive the key, even if it is only symbolic at the moment. Thank You for sharing. cynthia*

A few things to add to jennys visit.... 1st, I started thinking yesterday evening that sending jenny home unlocked when she left home locked may not be such a great idea. The wife knew jenny left locked so I was thinking if jenny were to return and she grabbed jennys crotch and noticed she wasent locked it may cause jenny an issue. For some reason vanilla women tend to think that Mistresses and Keyholders are after sex and have no fucking clue what We do! So, I called jenny and told her to get locked back up to be safe and I would mail her the key out today that I have had for a long time. I am keeping the one on the chain she placed around My neck. jenny will have the key by wed I think and she can unlock then, and hopefully be unlocked for a couple days before the new cb gets there. 2nd, jenny brought Me some Georgia peaches, already peeled and sliced, thank you jenny, and yesterday I made peach jam out of them. Had some thismorning, it was wonderful, Thankyou soooo much jenny!!! Now...countdown to rachel....1 week and 3 days!! And, shes talking with some company here thats hireing, maybe she will secure this one! Mistress Michelle

*Mistress Michelle, Fingers are crossed and i am ever hopeful that rachel does find work near by. i know it would be good for both of Y/you. i am going to have to learn to make jam i think, that sounds lovely. My grandmother used to make some with with strawberries, peaches and chopped walnuts in it. i so wish i could find that recipe. i know rachel is excited about her upcoming trip and i am looking forward to her being so... cynthia*

Only 8 days now Mistress and YOUR sissy will be enjoying her little slice of heaven. If someone would have told me before i met you. randy you are gonna meet a woman never have sex with her yet you will love her with all your heart and soul. Your pleasure will come from just putting a smile on her face. i would have looked them right in the eye and said HOGWASH. Yet here i am in that exact situation and loving my position. i hope to land this job also Mistress but let's not put the cart before the horse. Jenny you will have that feeling of trepidation every time you get on that bench as we are not privy to exactly just what is going to happen. As far as cooking out you should have done it when the grill was out here. Then when it starts to rain you have to dress like this.[[Image]](the referenced community page) You know how exposed that part of the deck is to Clays house. Just remember what i told you. i picked it up somewhere in the forums either here or on ChastityLifestyle. i don't remember who wrote it but, Mistress WILL hurt and possibly embarrass you but she WILL NOT harm you. And the other thing that rick told me the first time i was there, trust her rachel just trust her. While i did trust her somewhat that first time after rick told me that it wasn't until a lot of talks and the gathering that i REALLY trusted her. That my friend will make it all the better for you. You have now had a taste of what i call her magical Mistress dust. Nothing sexual here it is just this ora that she has about her but once you have had that little taste of Mistress dust you will desire it by the gallon. Glad you enjoyed yourself and look forward to meeting you one day. Cynthia, Thank you for the well whishes sweety. You and i have talked about this and you know how much i desire to be there. MM's sweetpea rachel

Hummmmmmm......wonder if that aura could be bottled, I need to find a way to generate some extra income LOL

Ok, so I just came from My sissylynns house, she had ordered the jailbird from Mature Metal, and its here and on her. I have to say....this device is absolutly beautiful!!! I have not had My hands on one before now, and let Me tell you, pictures just dont get it! I will put a couple here of her in it but until you get your hands on that steel, you have no idea. I cant wait for My little pet to get this!!!!!!!! OMG....locking him away in that steel for good, I mean till I let him out, is going to excite Me more than anyone can imagine! Now rachel needs to save her pennies as well. Oh, and jenny has ordered the PA5000 which should be there in a few days, cant wait to see that one, she needs to come back up here so I can lock that on her, that would be awesome!!! I'm excited...can you tell??? Pictures of lynn in My new jailbird....Thanks Mature Metal!!!!

I'll second that on the MatureMetal JailBird... Mine just came in yesterday and the fit and finish is flawless, the look is awesome, and Mistress Lauren's excitement for it somewhat scares me...(If she didn't like my orgasms so much I'd be terrified... lol)

Guess whos got some new beautiful paddles.....go on, GUESS!!!! LOL, tiff sent Me some of her new creations, plus a special edition I requested. They are absolutly georgous!!! First...My youngest son is getting married in Oct and I wanted one of tiffs creations to give to My soon to be daughter in law for her wedding shower that I will be having for her in Sept. A long handled paddle with a heart on the end. I cant tell you how pretty it is and I'll post pictures here but pictures do NOT do tiffs work justice. Then, along with the one I requested, I got another one with the heart that I am going to use to embed a nice heart imprint into little pets ass when hes here;) hes not into piercings or tatoos so I have to be creative with him LOL A nice BIG heart on both cheeks should work well for now. As many pictures that are on here of tiffs creations I am surprised everyone isnt asking for a pricelist or something, a beautiful collectable for your very own. Nothing beats the sound of Wood on a bare ass!!! Mistress Michelle

So pretty!! I love the heart paddles. What a beautiful addition to your collection:) The new Jailbird isn't bad either! What a fun week for you. Prezzies coming from all directions!

Not only beautiful but they are very affective:o just saying ...Curtsey Mistress:love0007:

Oh MY!!!:unsure:

Hate to go off the paddle subject but as Mistress Michelle commanded, i must post that i'm back in my cb again... afraid to say my 2000 had been collecting dust in a drawer for too long... but recently i've gotten it back out and as Mistress saw <blush>, it is now back in proper use. If all goes well, i hope to be visiting with Mistress soon and she has ordered that i should have it locked on for at least a week prior to my visit.

;) Back to our regulary scheduled programming. Hope everyone understands why a few things disappeared:rolleyes: Mistress Michelle

Holy Crap its HOT!!!!!!! And no end to this heat in sight, in fact, only supposed to get worse over the next week:( rachel will be here on Thursday...I cant wait to have her back!! I need My damn house sissy!!!!! Oh..and in case you didnt catch it, missy will also be visiting, she will be down on Sunday evening, this will be missys first trip here so everyone wish her well LOL I also have another surprise but I'll keep that to Myself for a while, its more fun that way. Mistress Michelle

> I also have another surprise but I'll keep that to Myself for a while, its more fun that way. > Click to expand... i had heard a rumor along these lines this morning. So when chatting with MM this afternoon i flat out ask her about it. Her response, "huuummmmm I don't know rachel I haven't heard anything. i said, must just be a rumor then. Her reply, " must be".:unsure: Then i see this post. i think someone is not telling the whole story here. Thinking MM needs a:spankwhip: and i am just the sissy NOT to do it. It's most likely just a little extra:chores003::chores004::chores005::chores007: . Nothing to worry my sissy head over. But if you hear someone yelling:help-0031: between the 8th and 16th of July PLEASE come to Virginia and get me. MM's sweetpea rachel

:becareful: Remember that rachel I have to say though....your post cracked Me up LMAO Cant wait till thursday!!!!!:FunnyHurt:

Guess whos home!!! No fair, everyone should know the answer already! rachels here!!!!!:) So...she gets here yesterday around 4:30 Since My dads here and rachel came on down a day early she unfortunatly had to drive down in her little boy clothes, shes never done that since she came down that first time with susie. But honestly, when I see her dressed like that I still only see rachel anyway BUT I sure do much more enjoy the super short skirt with the petticoat showing beneath the hem line. Oh well, I have to go out today and daddy will be going to stay with My brother for a week so I am sure when I return rachel will be properly dressed and will remain so for the next 8 days!! Now, I havent taken a picture of this yet but rachel brought Me a present!! Seems she had talked to tiff a while back and had tiff make Me a paddle with a raised letter M on it. I am quite sure alot of you know this already:rolleyes: Anyway...tiff, its beautiful! rachel, thank you for thinking of it, such a sweet girl you are! Now, rachel thought she would have a mark on herself when she got here so she had hit herself with it a couple times before her trip and the M on her thighs shows up wonderfully, and that was with her swinging it, just wait till this afternoon when I am the one swinging it!;) I'll post a picture of the paddle and rachels butt later on today. Now we had a project to work on last night, a stair rail for Rick leading to the basement, so rachel went to work on that, she will finish up that kind of stuff while I am gone today and then get dressed before I get home. Wasent much time to be doing much last night but I did have rachel get My tweezers, it appears that she decided not to touch her eyebrows since I did them months ago, she looked like Andy Rooney! LMAO I think she did it so I could fix them, but she says its cause she wanted Me to make the arch higher, dosent matters to Me, I can make it hurt either way lol What I was NOT expecting was all the hair around her nipples, her belly button, on her sissy balls and on her face. I cant stand all that and she wasent expecting Me to start plucking on it BUT...she knows better and has been taught better. So....although I wasent swinging the paddle, poor rachel was in almost as much pain! susie sent a package down that arrived late yesterday, youre sooo sweet susieq! A leapord print picture frame, a couple stained glass butterfly sun catchers for the windows, a little chick,a beautiful butterfly candy dish, a pair of shorts for rachel and....her expandable but plug hummmmm....this is gonna be fun!! Thanks susie!!! I love ya!!! Now...some may have noticed that I was up extremly early thismorning, I normally dont get up till 8.....ok 8:30 Today however I am up at 6...why would that be?? I will tell you! When rachel is here I have her sleep on the floor next to My bed, well....when she got up thismorning she apparently left a crack in My bedroom door...now you would think that wouldnt make a difference BUT when you own a beautiful 15 pound siamese cat that LOVES his Momma and is just waiting for a way to get into her bedroom and pounce on Her it does make a difference! So, thats the reason I was up at 6am in the FREAKIN morning! I go into the kitchen, rachel standing there wondering why I am up so early. I say on My way to the bathroom...rachel, I would tell you why I am up so early but its going to be sooooooooo much more fun to explain that when we are alone this afternoon!!!!!:sex020: Poor rachel...shes going to have M's plastered all over her backside!!!! So, thats the first day and night, only 8 more days of fun:( Mistress Michelle

:) You're very welcome Mistress, i know it's not much but i hope at times when you look at them you will think of me as i always do you ....big Curtsey Mistress:D

Yesterday was a long fun eventful day lol As for rachel, she finished the railings to the basement, and I was off taking daddy to a dr appt and then to My brothers. When I returned My rachel was dressed as she should be and since I finally had her alone the first thing I wanted was a pretty M plastered on her sissy ass. So I sent her to fetch My new paddle;) I have a picture of it... [[Image: 002.JPG]](the referenced community page) So, anyway, on with dinner. After dinner I had rachel get the nipple clamp, as a punishment for forgetting her boobs. This should keep her thinking of that mistake for a while. While I was out feeding the farm and watering she comes out on the porch all looking in pain...Mistress.....yes rachel, come here and I'll take them off, she says...Oh Mistress, not out here!!! LMAO, I guess she was afraid someone would call the police so I took her inside to take them off, and afterwards made her sit in the chair with a washcloth stuffed in her mouth while I went about finishing My outside duties. When I came back in I had her go fetch the Rimba and had a good time watching her squirm for a while. Then of course I had to get the tweezers out because there were still hairs on her little sissy ball sac that she had missed. Well...that was a fun entertaining evening!! This morning I wake up to find My sissy still sound asleep on the floor next to My bed. Hummmmm, thats strange, when shes home shes up by 4-5 am.. I left her there today, she wont have that luxary anymore this week. I sent Otis in there around 8 and he didnt even wake her, and I could hear him in there from My computer room. Is sissy dead? LOL I finally woke her at 8:30...Hope you enjoyed that rachel cause you wont be doing that again! We will see whats in store for today, I have a couple regular things to get done, and I have put a call into the tattoo guy that will be doing rachels tattoo, not sure if that will be done today or tomorrow, we'll see how the day goes. More later, including a picture of the beautiful paddle tiff made that rachel asked for...Let the M's begin!!! LMAO Mistress Michelle

That's so awesome! How creative! Tiff's a little devil though, I asked for a heart-shaped one and he said it couldn't be done:( Maybe now he's figured out an M, he can make a heart! Tiff are your ears burning!? I'm so glad you're having fun, and I'm super jealous.

As promised...the picture of My new paddle with the big fat M on it!! LOL [[Image: 010_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Well...as we know, rachel didnt get up till 8:30 this morning, that wont be happening again! And, as most of you know I never do a whole lot in the mornings, hell I was still in My gown at 11 this morning. But...had to get dressed. I had rachel cleaning, first the bathroom and them missy's room she will be staying in come Sunday, yes missy...only 2 more days!! LOL missy's nervous shhhhhhhh...dont tell anyone! So, heres rachel cleaning[[Image: 004_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Yes in the green dress we all love sooo much! Then, at 2pm I had to call the tow truck driver to go and pick up My damn motorhome that has been at this redneck garage from hell for the past 7 weeks, the guy hasent done squat and I am sick of him, so, I call AAA and have them send a truck to tow it home. But, I have to go over there and wait, so I decide to take rachel, however, since this is a redneck garage from hell I tell her to change clothes. This is the way she went to the garage with Me LOL Gotta love pink! [[Image: 006_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Isnt that cute as hell!!! Tomorrow is the tattoo parlor, rachels getting a butterfly tattoo below her belly button, with her name across the top of it spelling out Rachel in My handwritting! Well, thats the plan anyway. Hopefully it'll come out the way we hope. Oh...forgot to mention, the tow truck driver said he has his own garage and works on motorhomes all the time, said he thought he could fix it, so I told him to take it rather than to tow it to My house, so we'll see. Mistress Michelle

Good luck with the motorhome. Now you know I hate seeing rachel in boy-mode, but that was an awesome compromise.

Wow Mistress that is a cool looking paddle and sorry about the m/h i thought you had a pretty good shot with that place and that is the poster child of redneck,i went there with Mistress when i was there:unsure: also good luck with the tattoo rachel and even though not normal rachel mode the outfit is still pretty cute;),Love and Curtseys Mistress:love0038:

Saturday July 10th The day rachel was tattooed!!! [[Image: 009_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Ok, so, we need to be at the tattoo place at 12:30 so we are moving around trying to get ready. I had rachel unlocked with the Large POI's on which had been on all night along with the spiked glans ring but I told her I would remove the large poi's and the ring before we left and she was to get relocked heres before [[Image: 001_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) And after she got the cage back on I had a present for her which was this [[Image: 013_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) That looks sooooo good on you rachel!!! Off we go to get her tattoo...now rachel is nervous but did real well, I am sure she can tell the story much more entertaining than I, I am only telling this because I have the pictures LOL So...heres the tattoo [[Image: 009_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) While we were there I was thinking...hummmmm...maybe I would like one, never thought I'd actually do it though, but I ask the guy if he had time, well, he didnt but said we could come back in an hour or so which was ok with Me but before we left Rick calls and says My youngest son is coming out so we had to hurry up and run back home so rachel could shed her sissy clothes and transform back to randy for the visit. After My son left rachel had fixed dinner and we were discussing should we go back to town for Mine, but I was thinking do I really want to drive back into town for this?? Ok, well hell....why not. rachel...go get re dressed back into your sissy shorts and blouse, back into the sandles, and hurry up! So, off we go, back to town which I might remind you all is like 25 miles! Heres Mine, on My shoulder, its actually pretty cool and I love it! [[Image: 011_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) So...that was our exciting day Mistress Michelle

Wowwwie wow wow!!!! Not one but Two very beautiful new tats!

:) Nice tat rachel very cute but had to be randy twice in one week grrrrrr huh,such is life sometimes.Mistress got a tattoo omg i was so surprised but very nice also,you and rick with your wedding anniversery i take it,very sweet,whats next a piercing?? hmmmm i feel i'll regret that comment,anyway i'm glad your having such a wonderful time:P,love and a giant curtsey Mistress

Congratulations on getting inked! hehe:D

I am going out for a while, rachel is left here cleaning, now since its Sunday I think rachel should be dressed accordingly. Such a little doll [[Image: 001_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) [[Image: 002_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) [[Image: 003_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page)

Good grief....missy was supposed to be here around 11 tonight, for some reason she left late, she left her place at 9pm, its a 5 hour drive with no stops, long night!!! I will probably take pet to bed before shes due in at 2am, I am leaving rachel on the couch to get missy settled in. But....I will make sure to wake missy in a very uncomfortable way in the morning!! LOL Mistress Michelle

Meeting missy.... So she didnt get her in time for Me to meet her, I went to bed since she had called and said she was going to be so late. I left rachel on the couch to greet her but as it turns out rachel was sound asleep. pet had gotten up to go potty so he just waited up because he knew it wouldnt be long before she should be getting here. pet showed her to her room and then came back to bed. I let her sleep till 9 and then sent rachel to wake her and tell her to come see Me. missy is as sweet as she can be, and as tall as My ceiling, lol, not quite but damn close. shes got legs that go on forever and is a tiny little thing as well. So, I tell her to go strip for Me so I can see what I have to work with, shes abit shy at this moment, but comes back as instructed along with the key to her 2000. And a pretty little heart that she had shaved in right above her little 2000. Sooooo cute!! missy is really big into evening gowns and has so many of them she had to bring them in in boxes, I dont know how she had room for all this stuff in her little car but she did. I had her get dressed, and get her makeup bag which was actually a suitcase, good lord missy....I think shes running a store lol I put her makeup on for her, and painted her fingernails, she had already painted her toes. Now, all prettied up its time to try on some of these gowns. Had rachel put some on to and took some pictures. The pictures with the two of them standing side by side were hard to do because rachel is sooooo short and missy soooo tall LOL After that it was time for the bench to come out. missy and rachel brought it into the living room, I am quite sure missy was shaking just looking at it! I did have missy at some point on My bed straped down and had the Rimba on her, she said she enjoyed and didnt enjoy it, it has that effect, love/hate but all in all it was ok and she made it through. rachel and I waxed missy some also with rachel hot wax kit, we did her underarms and back, saving the front untill the gathering, its summer and missy is very apprehensive about being home shirtless without the hair shes always had, and because I am soooo fucking understanding I am going to let her keep it till Nov.;) Its been a few months now, but after rachels trip down the last time she had gone home and at some point was out for cleaning and decided to take it upon herself to cum while out. I didnt know about it but the guilt was killing her and she told Me soon after. Well...she knew there was going to be hell to pay when she came back and just so I wouldnt forget I wrote it down in My book! I do have a habit of forgetting things sometimes so to ensure rachel paid the price I wrote it down. I had her go out and fetch Me a switch yesterday, I saved this for when missy was here so she could see what happens when you go against what your Mistress has warned you about. Had rachel get on the bench, strapped her down and used the switch she had gotten for Me untill her little sissy ass was on fire. Let her up so she could prepare dinner, as usual, a wonderful dinner. missys turn on the bench, she did very well, and I enjoyed having some fun with her. Nothing better ( I've been told ) than being without any control, strapped down and being probed and prodded and teased. Of course with that comes the pain;) Oh, and missys name now resides on stubby, My paddle that I have everyones name on that has had the forture of meeting up with it. My show was coming on, time to have My two sissys sit at My feet and rub My legs while I watched My show. I decided to send missy to bed with the large POI's and shes still asleep, its 9:30 am...guess I will have to go wake her, this will be fun!!! Sent rachel to bed in the cage again, this time took the key and placed it in a container of water and set it on the top of the cage with a string attached. I told her...it is still your choice rachel, if you need the key, you can get it, your choice. Of course if she pulled the string shes going to get soaked in ice cold water. But...she didnt need the key last night...Good Girl rachel, I knew you could do it, you have progressed sooo far rachel, Mistress is sooo proud of you! Ok, time to go scare missy awake LOL Mistress Michelle

"Good grief....missy was supposed to be here around 11 tonight, for some reason she left late, she left her place at 9pm, its a 5 hour drive with no stops, long night!!! I will probably take pet to bed before shes due in at 2am, I am leaving rachel on the couch to get missy settled in. But....I will make sure to wake missy in a very uncomfortable way in the morning!! LOL Mistress Michelle"

"Oh, and the pics of her in that gingham dress are just adorable!!"

"OMG, lots to catch up on, such a wonderful week. rachel that dress is perfect on you, love the shoes. The tattoos are awesome too! Can't wait to meet missy."

"Practicing on rachels legs with My whip shes such a good sport!! I got missy a couple time too but its too hot out now, after dinner I am having rachel take her top off, I think she needs some on her back, and I'll get missy some more too;) Youre next susieq!!! LOL [[Image: 054_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) [[Image: 055_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Oh...and missys little sissy butt last night [[Image: 005_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) mistress Michelle"

"Ilove you mistress:chores026:"

:huh: Been whippppppped enough for one day but august is a comin;)

"Thank you Goddess Jen and mistress Emma for the compliments. i like my new tat also but have always said i would never have one. i suppose it just took a special person to get one for and now i will always have MM with me where ever i go. That dress is like a punishment dress. it is so thght i can hardly breath. It felt so good when MM finally took it off. i do like it though. Susie, It doesn't hurt that bad. lol. MM's sweetpea rachel"

"Happy Anniversary to Me and pet:love0014: So missy had to go today, she was great...I'll add more about her visit tomorrow when I have time but I did want to share with you all her going away present[[Image: 003.JPG]](the referenced community page) Since today is pet and I's anniversary I had planned a seafood dinner for rachel to prepare with the same things we had for dinner that night 22 years ago. Cocktail Shrimp, Salad, Baked Potato, Scallops and Shrimp Scampi. Delicious dinner rachel!!!!! After dinner I had some entertainment, and had pet snap a couple photos [[Image: 015_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) [[Image: 019_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page)[[Image: 054_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) This has been such a wonderful week!!! Thank you so much rachel and missy mistress Michelle"

"Thank You mistress!!! Back home safe and sound and missing mistress already. i'll post more on my "side of" and "take on" this whole wonderful past few days soon... And once more, Happy Anniversary to You and pet!"

"rachels gone now....:( No more petticoats swishing, no more coffee hand delivered with a curtsey, no more dinner meals prepared for Me, no more massages.....the bench has been put away, the paddles and floggers back on the wall, stilettos back in the closet and the quite sound of No screams. November is a very long ways away:sad0064: mistress Michelle"

"rachels going away present [[Image: 001_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page)[[Image: 003_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) [[Image: 004_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) I love you sweetpea!!!!!!"

> quite sound of No screams > Click to expand... The cats and dog are happy even if we are not. i love you too mistress. rachel owned by Michelle the best mistress (in the whole world. is what that heart should say. No offense meant to anyone just my opinion. Even though i screamed i enjoyed giving you YOUR present when i left. i could use a copy of that new pic for in my truck. YOUR sweetpea rachel

"I love that branding!!!!!:rolleyes:"

*Ms. Rob truth be told i do also. The paddle that left it was my design and tiff was kind enough to apply her expert woodworking skills so i could give mistress a special gift. As you can see mistress gave me a couple gifts in return. It is a gift the keeps on giving, LOL. MM's sweetpea rachel*

"gotta add my endorsement also... excellent work rachel and tiff... thank you both for it's creation... and of course... Thank You mistress for using it to give me my "M & M's" too...:)"

"OMG I'm MELTING!!!!! I sure do miss all that snow we had this past winter! 98 today and humid as hell:( Well...its been a week since missy and rachel left Me, seems like alot longer than that! Its amazeing how much you depend on sissys when they are around and how badly thier missed when thier gone. Hopefully they both will make a return apperance soon, either together or seperatly. I do so love having petticoats swishing around! On the gathering front....I have found out that the house we have always rented may or may not be available, it appears the people that own it are having a hard time selling it ( its been for sale for 2 years ) and looks like they may let it go back to the bank. Anyway, it may not happen before November and if it does I have picked out an even larger log home that is more secluded and private. Its only problem is there is no hot tub:( But all is good and either one will be fine. mistress Michelle"

"Pehaps we can rent a hot tub,i know they do it up here but not sure what they offer in your area mistress,just a thought,curtsey and much love mistress Michelle:Love5:"

"Missys back....she missed her mistress and made a return trip for the weekend. I think I'll take her shopping and then tonight add those M's back to her sissy butt. They faded over the last week, this time I'll swing harder!! LOL mistress Michelle:sex020:"

"What a wonderful and sad weekend all in one. First the comedy club on Friday night, which was hilarious! pet went with Me this time, last month jenny was in and went. Anyway, was a female headliner this month and she was Great! missy was thinking about coming down and asked Me to call her when I got out of the club, that way I would know if she was home or on the road. I was sooooo hoping she would be on the road, and I thought she would be but was still thinking she may talk herself out of it cause it would be a short weekend visit, but when I called I could tell as soon as she answered the phone that she was in the car. I was so exited!! But...she was behind schedule so she didnt get here till 1am, which for Me is LATE! But I didnt care and rachel stayed online chatting with Me to keep Me company till missy got here. Thank you sweetpea. It was so wonderful to see missy even though she had only been gone from Me a week it seemed like forever. And missy brought Me the most beautiful flower arrangement and the cutest little ceramic kitty that holds My glasses on My desk. Thank you so much missy!! Before she got here I fixed her pallet beside My bed for her to sleep so it wasent long before we needed to get some sleep. Saturday I took missy out to the mall, we did a little shopping and then went to Claires for missy to get her ears pierced with a second set of holes;) I of course wanted the diamond cut studs, she wanted the plain ball studs, hahaha...that aint happenin, so, the diamond studs is what she has and will KEEP! When we got back to the house we were going to go down to the Pizza Pub and get pizza to bring back for dinner, pet didnt want to go out to eat. But...I wanted to check on the chicks first cause its been so freakin hot, missy and I go out to the chicken pen only to find the mother hen dead and 2 of My new babies gone. I had 3 chicks a month ago, now only 1 left:( Apparently a possom or similar animal got into the outside pen and made its way into the coop and had dinner. OMG missy and I were both so sad, it was aweful, and heres the one baby left crying for its momma....it was so hot, I took the momma out and buried her later when it cooled down. Anyway...we did go get the pizza, fed the huge carp in the lake and came back. Had some playtime later on and we set the cage up this time for missy to sleep locked in. she was a bit concerned but mainly because poor missy is like 6'5 lol Had to fold her in half to get her in there but she did great and did manage some sleep. This morning I took her out to the screened porch for her M's and I also got the bamboo cane and the rubber 4 tailed whip. OUCH LOL [[Image: 005_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page)[[Image: 006_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Its a 5 hour drive for missy to get home so by 2pm she was loaded up and ready to go, well, not ready but had to. I had her wear a really short pair of pink shorts, a white little tee shirt type top also very short, and her sandles. Soooo cute!! shes only been gone an hour and already I am sad, what the hell...I was sad before she ever left:( Well....shes supposed to, or going to try, to return on Aug 13th, I think rachel is going to try to come with her that time, 3 LONG weeks away!!!!!!! mistress Michelle"

> But I didnt care and rachel stayed online chatting with Me to keep Me company till missy got here. Thank you sweetpea. > Click to expand... As You know mistress i was very tired but it was still a pleasure. Any time spent with Mistress is time well spent. Sorry to hear about Your peeps. > Well....shes supposed to, or going to try, to return on Aug 13th, I think rachel is going to try to come with her that time, 3 LONG weeks away!!!!!!! > Click to expand... If missy can make it i will be there with bells on mistress. See above. YOUR sweetpea rachel

"Michelle, I'm so sorry to hear about your poor little chicklets and momma chicken:( Glad you had such a nice weekend with Missy!"

:huh: Now i'm really scared ..... i think i'll sleep on the deck with a shotgun until your return from the cruise,i don't want anything missing on my shift while tending the farm:o ...your shotgun weilding gun in the garter,something somewheres else ........SUSIES on the job <_<

"Back safe and Missing mistress!!!:( But oh what a weekend... it flew by too fast... It was such a pleasure seeing Mistress again!!! And once again, it was a visit i'll never forget... A weekend full of more firsts for me... The only thing that could have possibly made it better would have been not having a very unwelcome visitor (whatever it was) Friday evening or Saturday morn and still having all the chicks and chickens back as they were...:( i did what i could to help mistress both with the pen and in taking Her mind off that whole ordeal and of course, offered a willing bottom to take out some aggression on... as you can see, She did...:-) THANK YOU MISTRESS!!!!!!!! @->--->---->-----"

:) I think you like mistress Michelle missy ....i could be wrong:P

"So sorry to hear about your loss, Michelle. Thankfully missy was there to help you through it. Your weekend sounded wonderful! And as much as you miss your sissies being around all the time, please, try not to wish the summer away too quickly! Remember, our winters are miserable!;)"

> And as much as you miss your sissies being around all the time, please, try not to wish the summer away too quickly! Remember, our winters are miserable!;) > Click to expand... Her sissies miss Her too Ms Linda. MM's sweetpea rachel

"Indubitably, rachel. Indubitably."

"I know i'm one of the ones missing her but will be there soon:) but have to go along with Ms Linda on the winter thing,will be here soon enough,brrrrrrr and ughhhhhhhhh:o Love and a big Curtsey mistress Michelle:)"

"My motorhomes back!!!! Yea.....its running fine and I even managed to drive it for the first time. Brought it home and backed it into the driveway and made it in one piece, didnt hit anything but an overhead tree branch:rolleyes: Now I have need of My sissys...its dirty and needs to be cleaned up again. I cant wait to take it on a road trip. A nice short weekend trip would be nice while missy and rachel are here in a couple weeks but thats the weekend before the cruise, not sure how much I can cram into the month of August but we will see. If nothing else they will certainly be spending some time in it, cleaning and stuff. LOL, missy is tall enough, she could clean the outside without the ladder! LOL mistress Michelle"

"and i can polish the wheels w/o bending over, lol. Your sweetpea rachel"

"Great News mistress!!! So glad that some mechanic was finally was able to fix it for you. I was getting scared that you might take out all you Mechanic Frustrations out on the first time you meet me!! Then again you might still, cause I didn't come a-running when you called.. But still happy that you have gotten it fix and soon will be a Happy Camper.. Luv Missy Tanya"

"B) MMs a campin and ya'll take a note didn't bring a life perserver nor a damn boat A paddle for sure but not for no rowin the big letter M just a showin A fire on your ass just a glowin better than a campfire if ya'll be knowin Always with heartfelt love and kindness that exists the kind of person I can't resist I love you very much mistress Michelle and everyone connected to you and rick:love0007: yeah i know it's stupid,i was stoned lol:rolleyes:"

"LMAO....I think thats the best one yet susieq:)"

> mistress Michelle said: > My motorhomes back!!!! Yea.....its running fine and I even managed to drive it for the first time. Brought it home and backed it into the driveway and made it in one piece, didnt hit anything but an overhead tree branch:rolleyes: > Now I have need of My sissys...its dirty and needs to be cleaned up again. I cant wait to take it on a road trip. A nice short weekend trip would be nice while missy and rachel are here in a couple weeks but thats the weekend before the cruise, not sure how much I can cram into the month of August but we will see. If nothing else they will certainly be spending some time in it, cleaning and stuff. LOL, missy is tall enough, she could clean the outside without the ladder! LOL > mistress Michelle > Click to expand...

"I'd be happy to join you for a weekend of camping with my travel trailer. It's usually parked at the campground near New Kent race track, close to Richmond. Currently it's going through the recall service for the Dometic fridge, so I expect it'll be back in about a week. Yours submissively, tracy

*I was chatting with Mistress this morning when she showed me a website about pony play. She mentioned wanting to get a cart for my sissies. That's when it hit me—the lights came on! You see, I have an old harness racing bike in the back that is just sitting there rotting away. Do you know what? Tell me more about this idea. So she asked me to snap some photos with my phone and send them over. Which I did. Now Mistress Michelle couldn't be happier. It feels like it's always easy when things go right, lol. If you click the link below, you can see one She managed to reach out to susie, who will come pick up the bike soon enough. The only catch is it needs two tires and tubes fixed, but after that, it'll be good as new. So now Mistress just needs a sissy willing to help. I'm not sure yet who that might end up being, though perhaps missy knows someone suitable. It would be a pity if the bike goes unused since I don't plan on riding it again anytime soon, and besides, Mistress already owns a whip. We'll see what happens. MM's sweetpea rachel *

I am SOOOOOO excited rachel!!!! And I really love it when my sissys share their fantasies and the websites that get them going;) Just so you know rachel...the sissy doesn't have to be 'willing,' just available. And guess what else? I bet missy does know of someone, lmao Oh My....I can barely wait!!!! mistress Michelle

First the peepers, then the goats hmmmmmmm i knew a whorse was gonna come into this somehow:P lol ...love yaaaaaaaaaa mistress Michelle;)

Can you whinnie susie??? Cant wait to find out which one of my girls can trot the best LMAO!!!!!!!

A horse is a horse of course of course,hmmmmmmm i hope we ain't going for a long ride:D

A few times around my yard.... Giddy up susie, rachel, missy and jenny!!! GIDDY UP!!!!!:sex020:

:blink: Can't we all just ....call a cab, lmao,being a smartass sorry mistress ..i'll give ya a tow job;):P:lol: ....more than happy:blink:

Hummmmmmm no comment from missy. i wonder why that is. Oh missy. Don't hide now somehow i feel you are the one that got us into this. MM's sweetpea rachel

:blink: Can't we all just ....call a cab, lmao,being a smartass sorry mistress ..i'll give ya a tow job;):P:lol: ....more than happy:blink:

Those are beautiful. Sometimes things bloom when you least expect them.......

:) Very pretty Mistress,everything wants to grow and strive when your in it's life:love0038:

Been a week since I said goodbye to missy...2 weeks since missy and rachel were here, but on the good news front, they will both be back here on the 12th or 13th.:D pet and I have a wedding to attend this coming weekend so we are going to stop by missys on the way home and stay overnight. I cant stop by just for a few hours cause that would make the day too long for pet. Although he is doing much better, traveling dosent sit to well. Oh, and I wont forget to pack My M paddle;) Seems the M's fade after a week, so I need to hit harder or use tiffs suggestion which is to hit on a less padded spot, like the back lol Frankly, missy or rachel dont have much padding on thier sissy asses anyway. For a good padded target I need little pet but that appears to be a fantasy at this point. At any rate, thats the reason he can take so much because his tush is thick! Although My rachel has come a long way from the sissy candy ass she used to be. And missy may be the little quite shy one, but shes got a little pain slut in her, I know cause I found it! LOL Cant wait to have them here for our little camping trip, Me and pet and 2 sissys in a motorhome, cant beat that! Mistress Michelle

Mistress i have the feeling something will get beat. YOUR sweetpea rachel

i was amazed how much the butterflies love the sunflowers... think there was as many of them on the there as the bees... Don't know bout the whole camping thing as it's been 20 years Plus since i've been... more the Holiday Inn type... but it sounds like W/we will see... uh oh...

:) There’s nothing quite like a Mistress who knows how to laugh:lol: My Mistress and I have been chatting about getting a tattoo for some time now, so we finally decided on one. She sent me the design via YM. It looked good, but then another idea popped into my head—one that I thought she’d really appreciate, and she did! The only hiccup was finding a printer to get it printed out and mailed over. Anyway, today the letter arrived with 'Mistress Michelle' written on the envelope addressed to Ronnie Susie (and my last name). It made me laugh so hard! A pretty small town where I live, but since I know the mail carrier quite well... hmmmmmm good one Mistress:D Love you lots. Curtseys:chores037:

I’m back from Pennsylvania and right into the oven! It was a scorching 90 degrees yesterday when we stepped out of the car, with forecasts expecting it to hit 96 today. The wedding we went to was lovely, our resort stay was excellent, and visiting missy was wonderful. Later this afternoon, once I find some time, I’ll upload some photos and share more about our visit, as well as that amazing dinner prepared by my missy—who always claims she can’t cook! Mistress Michelle

:) There’s nothing quite like a Mistress who knows how to laugh:lol: My Mistress and I have been chatting about getting a tattoo for some time now, so we finally decided on one. She sent me the design via YM. It looked good, but then another idea popped into my head—one that I thought she’d really appreciate, and she did! The only hiccup was finding a printer to get it printed out and mailed over. Anyway, today the letter arrived with 'Mistress Michelle' written on the envelope addressed to Ronnie Susie (and my last name). It made me laugh so hard! A pretty small town where I live, but since I know the mail carrier quite well... hmmmmmm good one Mistress:D Love you lots. Curtseys:chores037:

That sounds like a lot of fun! The dress is gorgeous, missy must really love dress up. You're right, why on earth would missy need boy pants when she obviously appreciates the finer things in life!

Yes...missy has alot of formal gowns, wedding dresses, cocktail dresses, you wouldnt believe all the stuff she has. she could open a store with all the stuff she has. And, that beautiful wedding dress, I couldnt even spread it out all the way, its too big to spread out in a room, we would have to have a big room with no furniture in it. Well, missy and rachel are coming down today, or tomorrow, not sure yet what missy has worked out with her job yet but will know this afternoon, either way rachel is going to missys and will spend the night there unless they leave for here today. My motorhome is finally done, well I say done, is something like that ever really done? But it is running now, I want to take rachel, missy and pet out overnight in it but not sure if we will have time. I have so many things to do to get ready for our cruise next week. The weather here for the past few days has been aweful, its so damn hot. Hoping it starts cooling down some soon. susie will be here wed to house and pet sit while we are away, so nice to be able to plan a trip without having to worry about all My animals, Thank you susie so much. Mistress Michelle

:) Your so very welcome Mistress,i just want you and rick to have a very wonderful time,you know how i feel about you both so enjoy your weekend with rachel and missy and next week we'll get you loaded up and on your way without any worrys,love and a very big curtsey my Goddess:D

How incredibly cool is it to have someone you trust come and watch your home and beloved pets while you're away?!? Having Susie there will just make you more relaxed so you can have more fun! Awesomesauce:D Have a great visit with Rachel and Missy!

:( Missy and Rachel have come and gone. They arrived Thursday evening and stayed until late this afternoon. We had so much fun; it's hard to believe it's all over, and things are quiet and sad around here again. I can't remember everything in order, but there were quite a few highlights aside from running back and forth to Camper World for parts. A couple of specific moments.... I had Rachel and Missy in the camper with my paddles. I put on the chrome cock cage that belongs to me just for fun because it's heavy, keeping her bent over the couch while using the paddle on her. I hit her one time, and the cock cage fell down through her shorts and hit the floor; I almost wet myself!! It was absolutely hilarious. I had them staked out in the yard one night wearing nothing but their shorts, side by side (I'll add pictures tomorrow). Anyway, Rachel was getting eaten up with mosquitoes. After a while of making them squirm with my rubber 4-tailed whip, I went and got some insect repellent off the shelf and sprayed them with it. I went into the house to check on Pet and do a few things, then came back out with a big glass of cold water to pour over them; that was funny! Then I told them they could try to get loose, which I knew they could if they tried, so I went in and watched them through the kitchen window. Silly sissies. Last night I had them get dressed up. When I got tired of tormenting them in the motorhome, I took them outside and locked them hugging a tree LOL. Got my rubber whip again for some fun, then I saw something crawling up Missy's leg...a huge black beetle LMAO. I said to Missy, "What is that on your leg, sweetie?" OMG she was so damn funny... "Get it off Mistress... PLEASE get it off!!" Squirming all over the place but not being able to really move. I told her, "Here Missy, I'll raise up your blouse so it can move on up." Left that there for a while; gotta say, that was priceless!! Rachel had her ears pierced again a while back because she let her holes close up accidentally. When they were repierced, the woman got one off-center, so Rachel said she would have that corrected. I told her it was okay, and I would do it myself. So, off to get alcohol, a needle, and a cork...that was fun; I'd never done that before, but shoving that needle through her ear was kinda thrilling.... hummmmm maybe I have a new hobby:) Oh, and I decided that Rachel's hair, what little of it she had, needed to go so I shaved her bald. I like it much better this way, and she said her wig feels better too, so I will be expecting her to keep it that way;) Well... That's some of the highlights. I sure do miss my girls:( 4 more days and I'll be off to board the boat........ Mistress Michelle

> Rachel was getting eaten up with mosquitoes so after a while of making them squirm with my rubber 4-tailed whip I went and got some OFF and sprayed them with it, > Click to expand... *Just a quick note on how this actually went. Mistress came out with a can of insect repellent, which I was very glad she did. She sprayed me from head to toe without saying a word except laughing because it felt cold and I truly hate being made cold. Then she went over to Missy. She asked if Missy were not allergic to this, right? I said, gee Mistress, you didn't ask me that. Just spray me; who cares if I am allergic to it? We all had a good laugh. Thank you for your concern, Mistress. Your sweetpea Rachel*

WHATEVER

The day is here!!!!! Off for my cruise to the Bahamas. Never been on a cruise before; should be a wonderful trip! Mistress Michelle

Enjoy Yourself Mistress. YOUR sweetpea Rachel

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:) Just a quick update from the Mistress.....The Mistress and her pet reached Myrtle Beach yesterday evening. Despite some traffic, they arrived safely and are heading to their ship today. Once we're on board, I probably won't hear much from them to save money:( but it was a lovely short visit at least. She really gave me what for, I got to test out all her new paddles from Tiff and Rachel, plus her whip which I absolutely dislike!!! But love is pain, right? Things are good on the farm and I pray nothing goes wrong. Buttons had some odd cough going around and I asked MM about it; she wasn't sure either. I can already picture me doing CPR on a goat lol! Anyway, I missed them so much even before they reached the end of the driveway. It's strange being alone here but I'm happy they're getting to enjoy themselves. That's all for now, I'll post more if anything happens... Love you Mistress and pet and everyone:love0068:

> i missed them so much even before they got to the end of the road,it's very strange being here by myself but i'm so happy they can go and enjoy themselves,thats about it and will post more if i hear anything > Click to expand... I totally get that, Susie. We really are a spoiled lot, all of us who belong to Her. But think how wonderful the Mistress and Rick's reunion is going to be, what a fantastic 10 days they'll have with friends and family. Remember She asked you to watch over the farm because if the goat needed CPR or mouth-to-mouth resuscitation, She knows only you would do it. Personally, now I realize how sad all my past pets must feel when I go away. MM's sweetpea Rachel

:rolleyes: A fun day on the farm (sort of). The goats really miss Her; you can tell. She always treats them to grapes or something, and while they'd take food from me when the Mistress was here, they stopped doing that after she left—but now Buttons is again, so I feel Bowes will follow soon. So I went out to feed them, and Buttons got very excited, putting her hooves on me right between my legs. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh in the meantime, Bowes was trying to climb up my back. It wasn't a hard hit, but it taught me a lesson. Next to the people, MM has one big rooster—a Rhode Island Red—and he's a mean bastard as far as I'm concerned. We had to see who was boss, and I think I embarrassed him in front of his hens! But we learned respect, so all is fine lol. I have most of my list done. Oh, and for Rachel, Missy, and anyone else who knows what I mean: I fixed that blasted shower drain once and for all! It wasn't on the original list, but I added it anyway yeaaaaaaaa:P That's pretty much it. Still no word from the Mistress, which is fine; I don't really expect any. Love ya Mistress and everyone;)

Dear Susie: Did you show off in front of all the chickens? Or did you not give the Rooster his due?? I bet you'd end up with scrambled eggs—meaning your nuts would be scrambled—if the Mistress even thought you were playing around with the peep, even though he is a rooster. You might become a glider or something if she had her way. It's nice to hear that She has someone trustworthy watching over the livestock. I know they're in excellent care because your backside depends on it! So you'd better sleep with one eye open for coyotes, weasels, and those scary teddy bears, hoping everyone is present when the Mistress returns. Have a good vacation watching the farm, Missy Tanya

:D I spoke with the Mistress briefly last night. She seems to be having a good time; she didn't seem to like Nassau very much but is heading to Freeport today (I don't care for the Bahamas myself). She misses and loves everyone, and will call later in the week when she's in Key West. Lol at Tanya: you're partly right, but she's scared of him too! She's talked about cooking him herself, but I'll leave that up to her;) Everything is fine on the farm. Sorry I can't give everyone more of an update, but we only spoke for a minute... Love you Mistress and everyone

:( Ughhhhhhhhhhh as time drags on (no pun intended), lordy, I think this is the worst torture a person can receive. The old saying goes: you don't know what you've got until it's gone..... Oh well, enough whining; let me rant a bit. The Mistress and pets' place is like an animal sanctuary between hummingbirds, squirrels, chipmunks, and at least 30 other types of birds. It's really amazing and so very cool. This morning I wore a nice flower-print nightie out on the deck, and the hummingbirds liked it too. Thought I was going to get gang-raped by hummers (about 15 at once now). Hmmmm think I'll tone it down a bit lol—basic black!!! But they're pretty cool; they hover just six inches from your face—the closest I've ever been—and they do it all the time. It's rained the last few days, so I'm behind on some things, but no big deal. I built the goat deck by the basement and treated it; now I just have to let it dry and get it over the fence somehow, but I'm tough;) ...Everything else is fine: 6 cats, 1 dog, 2 goats, 6 chickens, and her resident bullfrog. Not sure if he has a name, but he's no trouble at all (unlike the rest lol). Only a few things left on my list, and I can't wait to see them both Sunday or Monday (hopefully Sunday) and want to make them a nice dinner; not sure what yet but I'll figure it out.... ok blebdadablebdableb, that's all folks. Love ya Mistress and everyone:CMrocks:

> i had on a very nice flower print nightie on this morning out on the deck and the humming birds liked it also,thought i was gonna get gang raped by hummers (talking about 15 at once now) > Click to expand... And here I thought you would have loved nothing more than 15 hummers:smilies_xxx10: lol. MM's sweetpea Rachel

:) I think I'm going to plead the fifth on that one, Rachel; plus they're too hard to catch!!! Well, I got the goat plaything built and now there's a piss-in contest over who gets to be on top. Ummm ummmmm ummmmmm, no wonder they call goats kids as they are worse than actual children! So far Buttons (the female) is winning (imagine that??), but it's pretty funny to watch if I do say so myself. Can't wait to hear from the Mistress today; hope she calls. Getting mighty lonely here, but thank you Rachel and Cynthia for helping me stay afloat:D 3 more days ughhhhhhhhhh ...love ya Mistress and all

:D Shit the bed No sorrow. The Mistress and Rick Will be here tomorrow. If I seem pretty happy, It's because I am. Seemed like forever Before I saw them again. Wanted to know if the critters were right? Assured her they're out of sight. Happy and fat, The way she likes 'em to be. I guess that's why She left 'em up to me;) Ok, enough of that silly stuff but I'm so happy they'll be home tomorrow. Didn't expect them until Sunday! Gonna get dressed real pretty and have a lovely dinner prepared or ready to cook upon their arrival. Thinking stuffed pork chops and fried green tomatoes (Rick hates tomatoes) but I'll think of something else too. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm about to pee in my panties; got some planning to do so I'm outta here. Love ya Mistress and everybody:P

LMAO...Susie, I do so love your poems!! Well, we're home!!! What a trip; tons of fun, but cruise ships are hard work! No time for relaxation on a cruise. Dress for this, do that, go here, go there, hurry up or you'll be late for the show etc.... I'm tired! But it was an awesome trip and I would love to go again, though I did learn some things.... 1) Don't go to the Bahamas in the summer. 2) Lose 20 pounds before you go. 3) Take less clothes. 4) And most importantly... There's NO PLACE LIKE HOME!!! I was scared the shit out of me when we took a tour of Nassau and saw the hospital. I turned around and told Rick, "Whatever you do, don't get sick or fall," then told the cab driver that if anything happened to any of us, he needed to get us back to the freakin ship! Anyway... got home and Susie had done such a wonderful job while we were away tending to things here. I can't thank her enough for taking her time to come all the way down here to house- and pet-sit for Me. Usually, I have to spend lots of time lining up who comes out when to feed and water My pets; now I also worry about the goats. It was so unbelievably wonderful to actually go away for that length of time without worrying about the house or animals. It made the whole trip much better. Susie had a list to keep her occupied, and she did everything on it, plus some. Susie, I love you; you are so very special to us—I hope you know that. I managed to have some time to bruise up her butt too; wouldn't want her going home without a mark;) Thank you so much Susie for coming, and for everything you did!! The Mistress Michelle

super sissy susie. Great job sis. The Mistress's sweetpea Rachel

:) You're very welcome The Mistress Michelle and pet. Other than the time you were gone, it was a wonderful trip as always; I'm glad you enjoyed yourselves. Til the next time! A big curtsey and lots of love:D

You would think I'd have something to say once in a while. Actually, I have lots to say but sometimes it's best to keep your mouth shut! Rachel will be here tomorrow to help Me get everything ready for My son's fiancée's Bridal Shower. The cruise wore Me out; now I have to hurry up and organize things for this shower. Then I've decided to take the motorhome to Myrtle Beach for a couple of days. We've had that damn thing for over a year and finally got it running, so it's time to test drive it;) Should be doing it somewhere close to home first BUT... I need to get to the beach, and yes, I know, I just spent a week on the ocean. But that's not the same; not even close. I'll be happy to take a paddle with Me if anyone out there lives close enough to Myrtle Beach and needs whippin'. Just let Me know LOL Hurry up Rachel; we have A LOT to do!!! The Mistress Michelle

:) Always got your back Mistress; you know that. See ya at Myrtle Beach! Big hug and curtsey always, lots of love:love0068:

At the beach!!!! Motorhome ran great; no issues other than needing a new battery. The AC isn't working:( But it's cooler here today than expected. Just thought I'd check in on the Mansion to make sure My girls were behaving. Rachel.... I saw a post that Cynthia made today in her journal apologizing for a curling iron incident. I think you would do well to write a similar post begging forgiveness for leaving one of My treasured cats on the screened porch!! Here I am at the beach and get a call from My son who went to feed the farm.... Mom, why is Misty locked up on the screen porch?? Hummmmmmmmm.... My thoughts immediately went to My sissy girl Rachel and the memory of telling her Saturday night to get all the cats off the porch. My poor baby, locked out there since Sat with no food or water. All that being said, I have to admit, I would have died trying to do everything prior to the Bridal shower had Rachel not been down to help Me. And while I hosted the party, she took Rick and My dad fishing for the entire day; such a sweet girl you are, Rachel—I love you even though you left poor Misty on the porch. Well back to enjoying camping:) The Mistress Michelle

Ohhhhh I'm so glad your motorhome is running (reasonably!) well. Can I come and live in it now!?

:o Meeeooouch; poor Rachel. I know she feels bad about that one (or will soon). But thank God all is well! I'm glad you made it safely and was a bit worried, but I should know by now that The Mistress always wins!!!... Enjoy yourselves and hope you have an uneventful trip home as well. Curtseys and Love to you Mistress:love0063:

*The Pussy on the porch Mistress,* * I am so sorry for leaving Misty on the porch.:( I meant him no harm. You gave me the responsibility of making sure ALL the:cat: 's were safe and secure after the Bridal shower, and I performed very poorly. Being one of Your properties, I know that no property is more important to You than another. You take the utmost care with everything that belongs to You. In turn, you entrusted me with this duty, and I failed You. For that, I am truly sorry. I'm only glad Tim came by and rescued him. I can imagine how lonely and scared he was out there alone. You know I love:wub: Your pets too, and I would NEVER intentionally put one in harm's way. Please find it in Your heart to forgive my actions (or lack thereof). I know I shall have to pay dearly:spankwhip: for this as it was a most irresponsible thing to do. I am sure I am now as scared as Misty was, and I will have 50 some odd days to think about it until I can pay for my very poor performance.:rules: Misty will be on the racetrack in my mind until that day comes. I can only promise that I will take better care of the things that belong to You in the future, just as You do. Please accept my humblest apologies for failing to properly care for something You hold so near and dear to Your heart.:kissass: ** Your sissy **Rachel :bad-girl-0009: *

Emma... I would love to take you camping!!! So, we're back. The motorhome did great and No, I didn't hit anything! I was a bit nervous starting out but got over it very quickly. It's a 6-hour drive to the beach, and everything went well. The air conditioning froze up the first night there; it was hot as hell in there, but after that night, it ran fine so I have no idea what caused that. I can see after this short trip that I am going to need to get a towbar for My car because being stuck without a way to go anywhere sucks. It wasn't too bad this time since I didn't need anything and we were just at Myrtle Beach a couple of weeks ago coming home from the cruise, plus My brother was down there last week as well. But for the future, I am going to have to get My car. Now it's time to get busy with My son's wedding which is coming up in 3 weeks and then move on to The Fall Gathering!!! I've decided to go ahead with the same house we had in the past: Camelot. Fuck past memories:( I will post the menus for that weekend; if anyone has any issues with it, let Me know. I already know Ms Robs and Madame Michelle's requests. Cynthia, I will be expecting you to handle your Mistress's meals in the way She is accustomed. That being said, I will add to the Fall Gathering Thread and get the food straightened out with Rachel. Missy needs to get her sorry sissy ass down here; I need someone to swat!!! The Mistress Michelle

Missing the beach already!!! [[Image: 005_crop.jpg]](the referenced community page) Trying to think of somewhere else we have time to go. Shame I can't just go:(

Pennsylvania would be a good choice. Your sweetpea Rachel

B) Ahhhhh Key West at the first sign of snowfall; please wait for meeee Mistress!!!! Love ya and a curtsey:D

Mistress, I am sorry for my lack of ability to stay focused on You last night and falling asleep while You were spending some of Your valuable time with Your sissy. There is no reason I shouldn't be able to do this for You. I do enjoy our time spent together and meant You no disrespect. At the very least, I could have just asked if I could go to bed. Your sleepy sissy Rachel

Hmmmmmm, How 'bout Wisconsin? The leaves are beginning to change. The days are still warm but the nights are cool and crisp. There's pumpkins, apples, and chrysanthemums everywhere. It's beautiful here this time of year. And although I know full well what's coming next, that is one reason I like it here.:)

Maybe someday we can make it to Wisconsin.... Susie's paying for the gas LOL I do not have anything interesting to say; just thought I would stop by and mention something before My journal disappears into never-never land.:(

:) Please never leave Mistress,you are the butter on the biscut,the jam in rock and roll The only person Ever seen in my soul A Goddess for sure None could take that away Such a wonderful person I feel you don't know How you make my day A smile,just a laugh That you care You make life certain That it's worth living L

susie...I am not going anywhere you silly girl. Was just saying that I havent had anything to write about lately and My journel was going to disappear into the dust if I didnt say something. 40 more days till the November Gathering.......just sayin Mistress Michelle

*Then You will have lot's to talk about Mistress.:) YOUR sweetpea rachel*

Sorry Mistress i guess i read that wrong but very happy to hear that,alot of love and a big curtsey:D

*Mistress Michelle's sissy here. i was supposed to do this on Sunday but i have been working alot and simply forgot. Sorry Mistress. Mistress Michelle is taking a little vacation after working hard all week on Her son's wedding. She will be back Wednesday sometime, which by the way will be none to soon for me:) . At least this time i didn't whine to everyone here how much i miss Her and our daily chats. OOPPSSS guess i did now.:lol: Please arrive home safely Mistress. MM's sweetpea rachel*

Hello everyone!!! I'm back, wedding is all over with but taking a load to My sons house, things from the reception. Ricks brother wanted us to go down to Aiken SC for a few days after the wedding so thats where I have been. When we got home late yesterday afternoon I was thinking while cleaning up the house and putting things away, sure would be nice if rachel was here doing this. Then went out to take care of all My animals, came back in and got a cup of coffee and turned the computer on, read one of rachels emails and pet yells for Me....Someones here!!! So I am thinking, who the hell is this, I just sat down! Go and open the door and its rachel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a wonderful surprise!! I love surprises but its not very easy to surprise Me as shes found out lol If I have even a hint that somethings going on I will drill her till she has to tell Me, but this time I had been away so there had been no hints, just a super surprise. The silly sissy is still sleeping now, she sleeps good when shes here, must be the fact that its freezing in My room and shes all snuggled under a comforter on the floor. I'll have to go jump start her in a bit, shes got a job interview this morning:) 22 more days till the Gathering!!! I'll be sending out the address to My house and the Gathering house in the next couple days. If youre useing a GPS please remember we are out a good bit and for whatever reason the GPS directions arent the best. Anyway, more about all that in the gathering threads. Hope everyone has a wonderful day!!! Mistress Michelle

Thanks for the heads-up about the GPS! lol. Ours has maps that are 5+ years out of date to begin with. lol. Glad you had a pleasant surprise when you got home:-)

Well...rachel just left after her 2 day whirlwind trip:( I hate to see her go, I was soooo happy and surprised to see her though, she helped Me out so much cleaning up all this mess from My sons wedding Thank you rachel:) I have posted the final details in the Private Gathering Fourm so if youre an attendee Read It! Falls coming quick.....burrrrrrr its chilly out!! Mistress Michelle

*Mistress, i am glad You enjoyed Your surprise and that i was helpful to You:) . Maybe if You don't ask such pressing questions in the future i could surprise You more often:lol: . Sorry Your movie was slow in spots. lol. YOUR sweetpea rachel*

This is what happens when you get up way too early and find out Yahoo Messenger isnt working, you end up writting in your journel cause theres nothing else to do LOL I am not normally up at 6 am as most that are aquainted with Me know, but I wasent feeling good yesterday so took a 2 hour nap from 4-6pm, guess that messed My sleep schedule up. Now there are those, rachel, that can sleep all the time and it not bother them LOL My little nap sissy:rolleyes: So, its still dark out, raining, and nothing to do:( missys coming down today for an overnight visit so if yahoo still isnt working I will get her to fix it, My computer magician. Maybe Yahoo dosent like rain, who knows. 15 more days till the Gathering, Wont be long now!! Maybe I should go back to bed till its at least daylight...... Mistress Michelle

[[Image: The life of a Woman.jpg]](the referenced community page) This was in My email thismorning....Thought it was cute, and SOOOO true! Mistress Michelle

:blink: Hmmmm i think i'll stay away from the last line,Curtseys Mistress:)

Too Cute, Mistress. Good thing my eye's are already Brown!! Cause I'm in Deep most times.. Missy Tanya

With Fall Gathering now finished, things are getting pretty quiet here:( tiff and Linda headed out this morning, driving Mistress Emma to Charlotte for tomorrow's flight back to the UK. My rachel is leaving on Friday:( Well...I'll try to put together a nice post in the Gathering thread about the weekend when I find some time, perhaps Saturday. I also wanted to mention that I've gone through My friends list on My profile and deleted quite a few people who haven't been on the site for ages, those I don't know, and most of whom have no profile filled out or any input within the site. I have also locked down all My albums so they are limited to only friends. If you happened to get caught up in the cleaning up and wish to go through the effort of adding a profile picture and filling out your profile, and actually conversing with Me then I may consider adding you. I don't like to be so cautious, but apparently there comes a time when you have to be, and that time has come. Mistress Michelle

Wow it's quite around here! Last week we were all at the gathering house and everyone was bustling around eating and playing;) Now everyones gone and it's QUITE:( Miss everyone!!! missy will be back tomorrow evening, says she misses Me, hummmmm.....am thinking the visit has something to do with the fact I sent her home last Sunday locked with a lock she can't pick lmao Whatever the reason, cant wait to see you missy!! susie will be back for Thanksgiving. It also happens to be her birthday and she will be headed south to visit family anyway so stopping by here for a couple days on the way, see ya soon susieq. We are getting prepared to build Rick a workshop; ordered the lumber yesterday. Hope it goes up smoothly and quickly. Its getting awfully cold to work outside but we'll get it done somehow. I need to get some pictures of all the wonderful things tiffy made for Me this year: a beautiful paddle that is big enough to be a table lol, first paddle I ever had where I have to use two hands to swing;) A gorgeous steel **lock** paddle that I will have to learn to swing cautiously. Its heavy and dangerous, just the way I like them LOL Also multi-functional; it can also be used as a mirror its so shiny, just beautiful. And the beautiful stocks! Cant wait to get them locked onto missy tomorrow night! Everything is just perfect tiff, thank you soooo much!! Well, todays warm enough to do some things outside, guess I should get busy. Miss everyone!!!! Mistress Michelle

Your most welcome Ma'am. I really hope You enjoy them all. The downside to all this is I have NO IDEA what to make for You the next time we meet. But then again,, I'm sure You'll come up with ideas. lololol Hope to see You {and Rick} in a few months. Hoping late April, early May. Till then Ma'am. Love You. tiff

:unsure: Big paddle Metal paddle Birthday Susie Mistress Michelle Hmmmmmm now whats wrong with this picture Ps tiff cake is always nice;) lol i love ya'lllll,Curtseys:D

LOL susie...dont forget I have the beautiful **stock** tiff made also!! All My new things just waiting....missy will be here tomorrow night too!! Am LOVIN My opportunities to play!!:D

:mellow: I was thinking lastnite Mistress about my comment "whats wrong with this picture" and my answer ...not one damn thing at all!!!:) i can't wait to see you both again and help you prepare thanksgiving dinner for your lovely family. And will be great to see them all again. A shame we can't all jump on the workshop as a team but probably cant happen that way:( but such is life, and folks there's a whole lotta love that exists in the home of Mistress and rick. And when the whole gang is there it flows like beer down susies throat lol and its abit hard to handle if your me but i'm ever so thankful that i can be a part of it,Love ya both so very much and cya soon,:love0077:

missy was here and now shes gone:( That was fast! But, thats ok, I so enjoyed seeing her even though it was short and sweet. I had alot of fun with her, enjoyed the beautiful **stock** tiff made me and quite a few other torments. Plus, shes been due a switchin so I had her go pick a switch and bring it to Me so she's left with some pretty marks;) Bedtime last night brings out the cage, seems everyone feels secure, helpless, and satisfied sleeping in it so it was set up next to My bed where it always is placed. Once locked in its lights out and a long night of being cramped. Now missy is VERY tall so its even harder for her; rachel is so short that its not near as cramped for her, but they both enjoy their place. I seem to have a big problem with My friends viewing My albums; appears only Mods can view them even though they were marked for friends to view, so I have unlocked the album of the Fall Gathering if anyone would like to take a peek. I may lock it back down in a bit but alot of My friends have asked to be able to view it. susie will be here next week for Thanksgiving; Thanksgiving Day is susies birthday;) Mistress Michelle

:) I love the new avatar pic!!! and thank you so much for sharing the gathering ones; the one of tiff during whack a mole will never escape my mind if i never saw it again lol but all the memories never will for that matter. See you very soon and til then a big curtsey and love Mistress:spankwhip:

*Love the new avatar Mistress. Now everyone will know part of the reason we all love to serve You. The other part Your personality and love can't be seen on a puter. It also reminds me of a special time when You summoned Your sissy to help You get dressed. That is always a special time for me and i thank You for allowing me this simple pleasure. MM's sweetpea rachel *

Thought I would add a couple pictures of the fun I had with missy yesterday. And I also wanted to thank her for the beautiful flowers and for fixing and restoring My old computer. I will be happy to have that as a backup should something happen to this new one. Thanks monkey!!:) [[Image: 004.JPG]](the referenced community page) Thanks tiff for the beautiful **stock**!!! [[Image: 006.JPG]](the referenced community page) Pretty barbie maid [[Image: 005.JPG]](the referenced community page) OUCH!!!!! [[Image: 008.JPG]](the referenced community page) Switchin

My Pleasure Mistress and Thank YOU!:) Know it's only been a day but... Miss You Mistress!

Golly, I'll bet it was a little unpleasant when you yanked that string!:o

Things sure are quiet around Mansion lately! Since the Gathering everyone seems to have gone into hibernation, and its too early in the winter for that! Not that I have alot to say either but Hey...someones gotta say something. susie's here; tomorrow is her birthday. Shes on her way to Georgia to see her son so stopped by here a couple days on the way. pet and I have been working on a woodshop for him and its framed in now and ready for the roof, just in time for susies help. Imagine that!! Always something to do around here;) Hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving!!! Mistress Michelle

Too early for hibernation You say Ma'am?? Hum..Lets see,, It's about 32 degrees, winds 30 plus miles per hour, and cloudy. Then, to top that off they are calling for rain, freezing rain, and sleet for this evening. And then snow tonight. 2 to 3 inches. lows in the teens. Wind chills to around MINUS 10 degrees.. and the winds stay for the next few days. So yeah,, too early for hibernation??? I DON'T THINK SO...lolol Hope all is going great on the workshop. Super glad for Rick.. Hope Your Thanksgiving is wonderful. We had Thanksgiving last Sunday down in Madison with all the kids. {less our oldest son who lives out by You.} tiff

> Too early for hibernation You say Ma'am?? Hum..Lets see,, It's about 32 degrees, winds 30 plus miles per hour, and cloudy. Then, to top that off they are calling for rain, freezing rain, and sleet for this evening. And then snow tonight. 2 to 3 inches. lows in the teens. Wind chills to around MINUS 10 degrees.. and the winds stay for the next few days. > Click to expand... *One question for ya tiffy. Are YOU parked in?:lol: Just sayin'. Don't worry my friend won't be long and you will be able to ask me the same thing. MM's sweetpea rachel*

65 and sunny here today.....Just sayin!! You wanna get out of that snowbank move to Virginia tiffy!! Besides, Linda and I need to be closer together, so do it for us;)

LMAO.. Do it for You two??? Hell with that.. I'd do it for ME.. Being closer to You just SWEETENS the pot. PSSST,, When Linda found out what we are getting for the next 24 hours all She said was "I can't do this. I just can't do this." I replied by saying "Well, You best find a way. Because we have about 4 more months of it." You see MM,, we BOTH want to get out of this frickin winter wonderland.

> Rachel said: > *One question for ya tiffy. > Are YOU parked in?:lol: Just sayin'. Don't worry my friend won't be long and you will be able to ask me the same thing. > MM's sweetpea > rachel* > Click to expand... lolol I wish I were parked in. But having a Dodge there is just no stopping it. And the best of it {not} being that I have to go to work tonight. Yeah...It's going to suck in the morning. But,, then I'll be going home so cleaning the truck off won't hurt so much..lolol

OMG I am tired!!! Up yesterday early for Black Friday shopping; back home to help susie put up the walls on the workshop; then back into town for the Comedy Club. What a day!! susie's gone now, on her way to Georgia to visit her son for a few days and then she'll be back here as a halfway point to rest a day ( did I say rest? ) I meant take a break from driving lol....just playin susieq I need to get outside and start painting while its warm enough these next couple days...winter is here!! Hoping to get up to see missy the second weekend of Dec, we'll see.;) Heres a picture of our progress on pets workshop so far.[[Image: 009.JPG]](the referenced community page) Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!! mistress Michelle

<_ I'd fire me if i were you Mistress .....drinkin on the job..the cheap stuff too,good lord im at the lowest point.ahhhhhh with Mistress beside;rick at hand ill be a very (gurly) HAPPY MAN What a wonderful few days with Goddess Michelle and ever so good lookin rick;) Thanksgiving day was special to me,alot of memories ......a day of rest??? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm not gonna try to be rude here but we all the three of us know that ain't happening <_< IT'S WITH LOVE and the way i am ....ya got me sugar in the palm of your hand ...i mean Mistress We whipped some ass in a few days;unfortuntaly it was ours lol ...comedy club hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm to ass funny:lol: Two of the most special people that ive ever met Goddess Michelle And wonderful Pet Hugsssssssss,curtseys,cya ya soon:)

Good Lord susie....you really need to write in the early morning before the beer comes out for the day;) So, susie's gone home again. She was such a big help!! We do so truly appreciate you susie; we wouldnt be anywhere near as far along with pets workshop without you. Well miss you till we see you again! Maybe sometime this spring or summer we can come up that way, or who knows....you could win the lottery! ya never know!!! Going up to see missy in a few days; rachels coming down to missys also so Ill have the two of them together for the weekend:) Cant wait to see you girls!! I placed an ad for a sissy girl at FetLife and another site I wont mention because it is soooo not worth mentioning; you wouldnt believe some of the responses I got. Maybe I take this a little more seriously than some but when I place an ad I really expect intelligent responses....Go figure:rolleyes: :sex022: Missing Linda!!! Just sayin Just a reminder to someone that they are being thought of always.:angledevil3jb: mistress Michelle

Miss you too! Always.

Cool Whip MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM wheres the chocolate syrup?;)

Your very welcome Mistress. My trips there help me out alot also and even though they will become far between it's been a lot of fun.Who knows maybe i will hit the lotto or sell this place but not holding my breath lol but i know one thing, sitting here freezing my gibblets off heading south is very much on my mind; you and Ms Linda may want to consider HOT choclate instead of syrup. Love ya'll and a curtsey til next time:)

Here ya go! I hope that'll be enough. I threw in a little something extra too!!

*enough You two MM's sweetpea rachel*

But rachel, My dear, its never enough!

Its Never enough rachel....you should know that! Its snowing!!!!!:party-101:

> Ms.Linda said: > But rachel, My dear, its never enough! > Click to expand... *OK Ms Linda if it's not enough could You at least include a towel girl in Your next photo. After all what good is a hot tub if you don't have someone to refresh Your drinks and hand You a towel. MM's sweetpea rachel *

> Mistress Michelle said: > Its Never enough rachel....you should know that! > Its snowing!!!!!:party-101: > Click to expand... *Mistress You only say that because You are the one with Your hands ON the paddle, crop or whip. Love Your sweetpea rachel *

Sorry rachel....I didn't see a pic with a towel girl standing by..Maybe you were the one that took the picture! Yeah; thats it! You were there with the camera in one hand and a towel in the other!:)

*Now that was funny. Thank You for the smile You caused Ms.Linda MM's sweetpea rachel*

Hummmm.....rachel; you were the picture taker remember. Had you not come when I yelled for you and been such a good attentive sissy we would not have this [[Image: 149.JPG]](the referenced community page) mistress Michelle

Thank you; rachel for being the wonderfully attentive sissy that you are!

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....theres that picture I LOVE!!:)