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Hello!:sign0144: You’ve probably guessed it, but I’m chaste_melissa and this is my personal journal. My top three loves are panties, chastity & cummies (though the order might shift…oh, and pink counts as a favorite too! Wait, that makes four things. This sissy gets silly…or maybe she just can’t count well. It must be withdrawal from those sweet cummies, or perhaps melissa’s panties are squeezed in tight enough to confuse her numbers. Oh well, they look good so they’re staying put. tee hee Anyway…I discovered the site some time ago and finally decided to jump in & join the party. Some details about me…

• I’ve tried out 5 different chastity devices and am happily denied while wearing my cb-6000
• melissa keeps herself self-locked and absolutely adores it
• I have a mild taste for pain, but stick to safe, sane & consensual practices
• where I live restricts my femme time mostly to panties only, but a gurl can always dream, right?
• I:love0001: mixing up play with my chastity. Dice games, card games, that kind of thing. It brings randomness which can be deliciously cruel and wonderfully frustrating!!!
• Also, I’ve really taken to the idea of using a long-term scavenger hunt as an excuse for earning a cummie, even though I haven’t put together a list or tried it yet. melissa has made a mental note to explain this in depth later, once she works out a few more details No release or cummie plans right now since it’s been some time since melissa was last locked up. Probably will unlock for an inspection next weeked just to check on clitty I’ll add more when I think of it. Right now melissa’s brain is too distracted; I think clitty forgot what the cage felt like. For now, I’m off to browse the site, and play with my profile

Hello melissa, welcome to the Mansion and thanks for the nice introduction ... maid katrin

Thanks maid katrin!

A little about me... Making Melissa, so to speak Naturally, I wasn't always Melissa, she just sort of, well, happened. Many moons ago, I got out of my parents house and went off to college, that wonderful place where a lot of self-discovery starts to happen. Back then, Melissa hadn't even been dreamed up yet. With time on my hands, I ventured beyond the known world that is 'sexual vanilla'. I tried this, I tried that, I watched a lot of porn, and did a whole lotta jerkin' off. So I was, for lack of a better term, a chronic masturabator. While in college, it was upwards of 4 or 5 times a day. **Yes, a day**. I'm lucky I didn't end up with carpal tunnel or tennis elbow. As I look back on it now, there is one bright spot from those years. It was back then that I discovered how much I enjoyed wearing panties, both for the sexual thrill and comfort. Melissa didn't exist yet, but my panty-wearing had begun. As I was out of the house, I was responsible for my own laundry. No worries about mom finding her son's sexy unmentionables. Hehe. It wasn't an everyday thing back then, especially on a college kid's budget. As the years passed, I got more comfortable in my own skin...and even more comfortable in those panties.:character0100: Slowly, Melissa was taking shape. I was very happy. However, sexually it felt like a thing or two were missing. I was well into my 20's and life was taking shape. I'm also happy to report that by this time my ridiculously fervent masturbating had slowed to a more reasonable rate of occurance. I was still open-minded, experimenting & exploring at the time though. Then one day, my life changed. On that day I found the missing ingredient: **chastity** belts. I thought about them for a while. My leisure browsing changed due to chaste curiosity. Soon enough, I placed that order. Days later, my first chastity belt arrived. Care to guess which model it was? Hint: Remember, Melissa is a sissy gurl. If you said, "Melissa must've had a **pink** cb-2000", you'd be correct. I felt *sooooo* girlie with it locked on...even if I wasn't wearing panties. I luved every minute of it. It was absolute heaven. I no longer have it, as it cracked after several years of faithful service. Yes, I remember it quite fondly, and I cried when it broke. I'll take the good with the bad though, as it made me, or I should say, made Melissa complete.