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I shared my interest in chastity with my new girlfriend, and she loved the idea! Her reaction was much better than I anticipated. A few days ago, when I told her this, she put me into my CB3000 device, where I’ve been ever since. She also mentioned that I should explore feminization, telling me not to worry because she can handle it easily: “No problem! I’ll treat you just like one of my other girlfriends.” Last Saturday night, around 11:45 PM, she took both of my keys and left. She returned later in the afternoon today for a chat about how things will work going forward. Essentially, I’ll remain locked up for three months before switching to a smaller device. By reducing my size, panties and other garments should fit better, and I won’t have any unsightly bulges when wearing dresses or tighter clothes. She reassured me that I’d be kept busy enough not to fret about cumming too much. Here is the list of expectations she laid out for me:

1. When her friends visit, I need to sit with them and join in the conversation instead of wandering off alone.
2. Shopping trips are now mandatory so I can learn how to coordinate outfits and understand fashion better.
3. She and her pals plan to go clubbing at gay bars more often, which means a safer environment for me when we’re out together. I’ll be getting ready alongside the girls, learning tasks like styling my hair, applying make-up, and choosing appropriate clubbing attire. I’m also picking up skills with flat irons, curling wands, and other tools women typically use.
4. I will attend Girl’s Nights and events that she approves of. She mentioned a bridal shower coming up in a few weeks that seems perfect for me.
5. Bras and panties become part of my daily wardrobe at all times, excluding work hours.
6. Asking for release is off the table. Usually, when I do get released, it’s just to clean “it” properly, with nothing more.
7. I’ll take on extra chores and help in the kitchen; sports watching is over—she’s canceling those channels because she has no interest in them at all.

I’m starting to feel a bit overwhelmed. She really cares about this dynamic. She even made sure my profile here was updated so it reflects who I am now. I think keeping a journal will help me track these experiences, and I’ll post updates whenever possible.

Finally, an update! lol I’m still trapped in my tube with no release since discussing everything with my GF. Thanks to careful washing and scrubbing down there, I’ve managed to keep things clean without removing the device at all. When I asked if I could get a break for Christmas or New Year’s, she gave me a firm "no." Her reasoning was that letting me out now would disrupt her progress in making my size smaller. She also told me we’d rise early tomorrow to hang out with her friends throughout the day. Part of this involves borrowing one of her dresses. She’s been watching what I eat closely so I can fit into it comfortably. While I didn’t need to lose a huge amount, some weight loss is necessary for a good fit. After trying on the dress today, I’m confident it works. I’ve also been taking more initiative with my own make-up and hair styling. Over the past few weeks, she asked me to buy several bra and panty sets, which I wear consistently now. I inquired about her sex life during my time locked up. She assured me not to worry because of the toys she uses. She also confessed that she flirts with guys online for sexual gratification, though she avoids meeting them in person since she doesn’t want those complications. To finish explaining how I fit into this sexually, she noted that once I start shrinking significantly, I’ll wear a strap-on device to please her. So far: no masturbation, no erections, and no intercourse—that’s my life now. As my GF puts it, I’m just another one of her girlfriends.

Here’s hoping your girlfriend is as wonderful as she sounds! Sometimes I wish I were in your position. But going without forever? OOOiiieeeee!! It’s definitely hot, but without hope of release, I’m sure my desire would fade over time. Decisions to make—what’s a girl to do?? We want and we wish, don’t we? I’d love to dress up 24/7, but reality has its demands; someone needs to pay Tanya's credit card bills! Lol So unless some wealthy unknown relative passes away or I hit the lottery jackpot. For now, doing our best is what matters. Enjoying the journey, Missy Tanya

It was a lovely Christmas morning. My GF woke up early and roused me too. We cooked some dishes to bring along to her friend’s party later that day. After several hours of cooking and tidying up, we headed out and got ready. Following a quick shower, we dressed up. She handed me one of her dresses, and we helped zip each other in place. Once our hair, make-up, and perfume were sorted, we gathered our belongings and left for the gathering. There seemed to be about 20 other women present when we arrived! They greeted us warmly. I wasn’t sure if they knew exactly what my situation was, but they treated me kindly enough. At one point, my ex-girlfriend approached me while I was standing with my current GF in a group of ladies chatting nearby. She did a double-take as she passed by. We had parted on somewhat bitter terms after our break-up, so seeing her wasn’t entirely pleasant. Apparently, she’s friends with someone close to my current GF. My ex acted polite and even complimented my dress, but I could sense the amusement in her demeanor. Meanwhile, my GF and my ex wandered off together for about 20 minutes before returning. They seemed like good pals from then on. It turned out that both she and my GF were invited to a bridal shower! I felt quite humiliated by this news, though my GF insisted we’d attend. We stayed at the party most of the day, returning in the early evening where we watched "chick-flicks" and enjoyed a light dinner. At one point, she turned to me with a question that caught me off guard: "So how do you feel about growing your own boobs and curves someday?" I believe she was referring to hormone therapy, which I’ve considered before but never took seriously until now. This makes me quite nervous. Now we must go dress shopping primarily so I can attend my ex’s bridal shower. Checking Facebook, I see that my ex and several of her friends sent friend requests to both me and my GF, along with links to the wedding schedules. My biggest fear is being asked to serve as a bridesmaid for my ex’s wedding—that would be truly humiliating!