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I stumbled into becoming a Mistress quite unexpectedly. I was browsing a dating site and began chatting with a Sissymaid/Slave; we just discussed ordinary things for a few weeks, like music, TV shows, and his lifestyle. I’ve always been open-minded regarding sex and other matters, and one of my fetishes is men dressing as women—I once dated a trans woman and loved every moment!! Anyway, this Sissy Slave asked if I’d be his online/part-time Mistress, so I said yes just to give it a go, and I fell in love with it. Watching him on Cam, training him, punishing him, chatting about make-up and underwear really drew me in. SlaveDavid is still by my side.

I then met some other Slaves online and took them on as well; some are still part-timers due to their life/family commitments, while others have long departed. Only a couple of my closest friends know what I do online and that I’m a Mistress, and they think it’s cool!

I’ve met up with two of my long-term Slaves, but usually, I keep things online!

I work proofreading from home so everything fits in nicely, having my Slaves around while I work and getting them to run errands for me. Keeping a close watch on them!!

My two long-term Slaves know where I live, so I receive lovely gifts that make me feel very special, and the other Slaves get a PO box number as we become better acquainted, allowing them to send me presents if they wish. I absolutely adore this lifestyle, being adored and called Goddess. Anyway, that’s it for now!!! As mentioned in the title: short but sweet lol!

Dear Mistress Fenella, thank you for sharing your journey as a Mistress with all of us. Isn't it wonderful to realize that life always guides U/us where we truly belong in the end? Once again, thank you for sharing. *curtseys* humbly, maid katrin

You are quite right Maid Katrin; it is amazing. I will share more as we proceed. Sometimes I would like to live the lifestyle beyond just online interactions, but where I reside makes that difficult without others finding out. Perhaps one day circumstances will change. I don't feel entirely safe going to rooms and other public places, with the exception of SlaveDavid and SlaveG whom I have known for ages and trust completely.

Keeping it online is a wise choice since privacy needs to be protected so much in the electronic age. The mind is where power resides anyway Ma'am. And naturally, having slaves provides the turn-on from your side of things, while sharing deep thoughts offers the pleasure for them. It's truly a perfect symbiosis. Thank you for sharing with us here.