Female led relationships discussion

Lately, Madam has been swamped with her job. This means she hasn’t had much spare time to explore a new connection or cultivate the bond she needs with a partner. Even though I handle household chores, cook all meals, and remain on standby for her commands, Madam just can’t seem to carve out “finding a quality lover” in her calendar. She has active profiles on kink sites and receives about six emails daily from hopeful suitors, yet fitting this need into her schedule remains elusive.

This is becoming an issue; she is a powerful, successful, sensual woman whose libido rises alongside her professional achievements. While I can help meet those needs and offer temporary relief, my size isn’t quite sufficient for the desires she harbors. Her former husband may have had other shortcomings, but he was exceptionally well-provisioned (a beer-can thick 10”), and the men she chose then fit that same category. My more modest endowment works fine in missionary position where I hit her G-Spot, but for the more vigorous encounters she truly craves, I fall short.

She also prefers that I remain without orgasm, which is why I’ve worn a CB-6000 for most of the past few years. She always mentions that I serve as a better personal maid and servant when orgasm isn’t an option open to me. To address this situation, Madam has decided I will act as her personal dildo. I must wear a strap-on at all times; right now it is a new 9” x 2” model she uses to milk me. We initially tried keeping my penis locked inside while wearing the device, but the CB interfered with how well the strap on functioned. So Madam decided that behind the crotch panel of the harness, I will stay chaste. Since it’s a waist and leg design rather than Y-style, I can wear it constantly except when showering, and always have the dildo attached while she is around.

This setup ensures she has a tool ready whenever needed to scratch her itch. Although I feel nothing myself, I partake in all the foreplay typical of sexual activity. Since my life’s purpose is her pleasure, this brings me great joy. Though I am never allowed to orgasm and usually have to keep a large nJoy anal plug inserted, I can fully concentrate on satisfying Madam’s sexual needs. Without fail, secretions from my restricted penis dribble continuously onto my thighs and bottom—an added bonus for her as it reduces the need for manual milking and lowers the risk of spontaneous orgasm (I love having something in me; being used that way carries an orgasm risk even while locked up).

Thus, by fulfilling my role as a self-aware dildo, our lives continue to improve. Madam is happier, I am the primary cause of her happiness, her wish for my chastity is honored, and I can focus on making her life better.

I know this phase isn’t permanent. When she has time, Madam will find another lover, as she needs partners not just for sex but also for social events alongside using toys. Still, it brings me immense joy to provide this extra service for however long is necessary. I’ll be even happier when she finds a new partner who can meet those specific demands.

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Madam thanks you for your comment but feels that while she is confident your suggestion works well for your needs, it misses the mark regarding what she requires from me.

> Kali said: > Madam thanks you for your comment but feels that while she is confident your suggestion works well for your needs, it misses the mark regarding what she requires from me. > Click to expand... My apologies; I must be overlooking something. Please explain exactly what it is she demands of you that this solution would fail to provide. I wasn't suggesting it specifically for you since you already have a system in place. I was simply proposing it as an option for others, or as an alternative method that doesn’t require strapping on and can still be worn alongside a chastity device.