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Hey everyone, I’ve been part of this community for a while now, gradually dipping my toes into chastity with short stints here and there, experimenting with various spacers and rings on my CB6000S. Now I feel prepared. Over the weekend, I visited my friend who has since become my keyholder. She brought one of the keys home and tucked the other away somewhere in my house for emergencies. It’s only recently hit me what exactly I’m undertaking, so I admit to feeling a bit jittery. The longest stretch I’ve managed was 12 days - and by then, I was incredibly horny. I had been targeting two weeks but couldn’t quite make it, so I unlocked myself and experienced the most incredible, powerful orgasm. I’ve already been locked for a week, and I won’t be released until three more weeks have passed. So, I’m curious if anyone can offer some advice. In just a few days’ time, I expect my horniness to peak again - but this time, there is no escape route. What’s the best approach to handle all that arousal? Will it gradually fade away, or will it intensify as we move past two weeks, three weeks, and four weeks? Thanks so much, Anduin PS There’s a punishment if I attempt to get out early - specifically, drinking a wine glass full of her pee.

Does anyone have a cuter padlock than this one?! Hope you like it. I absolutely love it! x

Thanks for all the replies everyone.;) Today marks day 13 of my chastity period, setting a new personal record. However, I won't be released until day 28 - which is still quite a long way to go for me. I am feeling incredibly horny. Last night, I decided to try milking my prostate to relieve some tension and lower my libido slightly - but it didn't work out as planned. I used a small vibrator for about 20 minutes, and while it felt nice, nothing else happened. No ejaculation occurred. However, I am definitely getting accustomed to the sensation. Most of the time, I forget the device is even there. It's only really when I get turned on or need to use the toilet that I'm reminded. Sitting down to pee has become second nature, as has placing panty liners in my knickers every day. Amazing how a guy can adapt to two such feminine things so quickly. I also have no trouble sleeping at night anymore. Before starting this period of lock-up, I experimented with different sizers and spacers until finding the right combination. That trial and error definitely paid off - no more agonizing wake-ups around 5am. Well, that's where I stand now. If anyone would like to comment, please do! Anduin x

Once the key walks out the door, the game definitely changes. As for waiting until it returns: you'd best be on your good behavior and send her some flowers to her workplace as a sign that you are still out there waiting... As for going a month without release, just get used to it, and milking will come with time since it might become the only way you ever pleasure yourself again.. Hoping for the best, Missy Tanya

Hi Tanya, many thanks for your message. The arrangement was that this would only be a one-month thing. I'll see her two weekends from now and she has agreed to let me out. It coincides with my birthday weekend as well, so it feels somewhat like a reward. She is a friend and not really into the dynamic deeply, so she's doing this primarily for me - it's not that she's getting off on holding power over me or anything of the sort - far from it. We have always been platonic friends. The device will come off in two weeks' time. Part of me wants to get out of this thing, be free and experience an orgasm again. Oh, sweet, sweet orgasm! But part of me enjoys this feeling - being under someone else's power and the frustration of not being able to do anything about my horniness. I'm not sure I could manage a full month though. It has been two weeks now and I am so horny! We shall see. And it is nice looking down and seeing my Hello Kitty padlock there. I think it's really cute! On that note, I have picked up a new blue one as well, which I'm considering putting on Ebay if anyone is interested? I feel Pink suits me better!

Hi, Well, my keyholder was scheduled to meet me on Friday and release me - after just short of four weeks in chastity (my previous best being 12 days). Now she has personal issues and cannot make the visit. I know if I asked her, she would tell me where she put the emergency key (as mentioned, she is doing this entirely for my benefit and isn't getting off on the power dynamic). But I am wondering whether I should continue. Half of me says no - I want an orgasm and have bought a new pair of knickers to wear to mark the occasion. But half of me wants to see how long I can endure this. My horniness has dropped away slightly now, and I feel in what I can only describe as a state of calm. The only time I really get horny is when I look at porn - and then it becomes major. I try not to watch it anymore. So, what should I do? Unlock on Friday as arranged, or continue - which means likely another month before I see my friend again? Perhaps if I do unlock on Friday using the emergency key, there has to be some kind of forfeiture for breaking the schedule. Any ideas?