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I’ve maintained a handwritten diary since retiring back in April. I found this website while looking into male chastity devices for my Mistress. I adore the site, and even more so, the community of lovely, supportive people just like Mistress and me. So now I’ve chosen to keep a journal here as well. I look forward to hearing from Y/you all and learning from those with more experience.

As long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to be dominated by a woman. Having two older sisters (10 and 12 years my senior) likely influenced this inclination. My dad worked double shifts, so he wasn’t around much. I always suppressed these feelings and lived a vanilla life. Married for 25 years to a wonderful woman, she was too shy even to say the word ‘sex’. Like many relationships ours drifted apart as intimacy faded. The internet opened up a new world for me, allowing me to explore BDSM and FemDom in private. Keeping these desires inside became increasingly difficult, and I masturbated excessively while visiting FemDom sites. Deciding there had to be more to life, I left my wife to start over.

My journey began on May 2, 2006. Recently divorced, I went to a business conference knowing no one among the roughly 2,000 attendees. During a break in training while checking voicemail, a beautiful woman caught my eye. As She passed by, I followed Her discreetly. She wore a purple skirt suit with ankle bracelets and three-inch heels. She seemed about as tall as me (I’m 6’1”) and I was instantly smitten. After about 15 seconds, She entered a conference room and I moved on to my next session. Oh well!

That evening featured a cocktail reception and formal dinner. During the cocktails, I approached a small group and introduced myself; they invited me to join their table. Five minutes into our chat, the gorgeous creature from that afternoon joined us. It seemed She knew everyone at the table except me. She sat right beside me. For a moment I was speechless; as beautiful as She had been in the afternoon, she now looked stunning in a dress showcasing her ample cleavage. We spent the evening together and exchanged business cards along with a peck on the cheek before parting.

I left the following day after coffee with Her but emailed from the airport, flirting like a pro. Emails turned into texts and calls. By weekend we were exchanging provocative messages.

That marked the start of our long-distance relationship between Florida and New York. We finally met in July for a weekend of hot, explosive vanilla sex. After that, we saw each other every other weekend, alternating between NY and FL.

By August, She began describing Her kinky background. She had dabbled as a sub but considered herself a switch. She asked if I’d ever been tied up. I described childhood memories of begging female playmates to tie up the cowboy…me.

One weekend during a business trip to Boston, She brought silk ropes. She bound me and teased/tortured me until I was in HEAVEN that weekend; I called Her Mistress for the first time then, and it has been so ever since.

Our two-year long-distance era is over. I proposed to Mistress atop the Eiffel Tower last November, and we moved in together on April 1st this year.

Now retired, I am now—and will always be—Her full-time lifestyle slave. We live with Her three adult children, so playtime can be limited. We long for when all three move out independently. Still, W/we find time for a scene every weekend. I wear my collar and spend much of my time kneeling to massage Mistress’s feet and worship them. Every weekend I also shave Mistress before bringing her several orgasms with mouth and tongue. During this time, I am punished for the week’s transgressions, which I record in my “Book of Transgressions”. Mistress owns flogs, canes, whips, and paddles. Bound to the bed with leather restraints and chains, I often endure punishment for an hour or more until both Mistress and I are exhausted. She loves watching me squirm and listening to my cries. O/ur sessions see her coming frequently. W/we both enjoy checking my backside for bruises as they change color.

Mistress works; I rise with Her daily, helping with preparations, breakfast, lunch, and carrying her things to the car. During the day, I manage the household and her personal affairs: shopping, cleaning, cooking all meals, and laundry. I also run my own business from home. Pleasing my Mistress is my greatest joy.

Since the beginning, we’ve been ramping up our BDSM dynamic. Each day feels more submissive than the last. The idea of being a lifestyle slave initially scared me, but now I understand it was inevitable…it’s who I am at my core.

I love writing about our experiences and “coming out”. We’ve recently added so much to our lives, including chastity. More on that soon.

Any comments are appreciated. Even after two years W/we both feel there is still so much more to learn. My Mistress is a member of the community; I hope She will add to my entries. chastity slave john

John, welcome to the group and thank you for sharing your story. You don’t need me telling you that you’re a lucky individual to have found someone with whom you connect so deeply. Thanks for sharing; I look forward to hearing more about your life's journey.

Thanks!!! Yes, I am a very lucky slave.

**Rules** Early in O/our D/s relationship, Mistress decided I needed a written list of rules. No Domme wants an unruly slave. At the heart of my list is my prime directive: anticipating and fulfilling Mistress's needs. If Mistress has to ask or command it, I have failed. Here is the list She created nearly two years ago: 1.) You must call Me "Mistress" or "Ma'am" when wearing your collar. (This has evolved to whenever we are private with or without the collar...and also during IMing or emailing) 2.) Kneel when I am putting on your collar. 3.) When you have your collar on, do not wear pants unless they are leather. (Actually, I now own a leather jock strap that I wear while playing) 4.) I will find you a collar to My liking for daily wear; you must never take it off. (For a long time this was a leather cock ring, now it's my CB3000...I also wear a leather and chain bracelet...if anyone asks what it is, I must tell them that i am a slave) 5.) Smoke a cigar every day we are together. (i like this one!) 6.) Never say No to Me. 7.) Never pass Me in longitude or latitude without kissing Me. 8.) Shave every morning and evening, whether we are together or not. 9.) Speak with servants on My behalf for drinks, meals, and wishes. Restaurants, flight attendants, everyone. If I have to answer them myself, you have failed. 10.) Always pull out my chair. I will stand until you do; if you make Me wait, you fail. If the servants do it before you, you fail. 11.) Never start eating before Me and never finish before Me. 12.) Shave My pussy every day we are together. (Shaving always ends with pussy worship. Mistress is multi-orgasmic and comes many times! This is by far my favorite activity; I would spend my entire life between Her legs if i could) 13.) Always walk, sit (or across from Me), & sleep on My left to protect Me from what I cannot see. 14.) Protect Me from other Men. I want no contact unless I choose it. I will tell you if there is any. 15.) My glass should never be empty unless I say "no more," regardless of the drink. 16.) Keep My schedule. Ensure I am on time for meetings & responsibilities involving activities outside my job. If I miss a commitment, you fail. 17.) Hold My hand while walking in public. If the walkway is narrow, follow Me with your hand on My shoulder. 18.) Earl grey tea every morning, 19.) Prepare all our Meals. Keep Me eating foods acceptable for my body and never allow me to eat those I am not. Allergies/ill effects: a. beef, b. chicken more than 2 times a week, c. anything bleached including enriched products, d. eggs, e. dairy (even food cooked in dairy) 20.) Erotic email and/or text message every day. 21.) You drive when we are together 22.) Manage our social life 23.) Handle all wash and dry cleaning 24.) Keep Me warm, especially at night 25.) Never Cum without My permission 26.) Open my car door every time; assist me in exiting. Escort Me to the car door and help Me enter. Can do without Permission: you may put on/take off your cock collar when we are apart. Wear it always until I give you one. Prepare our Meals call Me terms of endearment make love in the morning as equals Must ask Permission to: Puts on or take off my collar without My help (I will always do this myself). Touch My nipples, pussy, or feet. You may touch everywhere else on My body. Punishments 1. Spanking (object is my choice): hand, hairbrush, paddle, riding crop, leather flogger/leather/paddle, a. Depending on severity and as we grow in D/s & comfort, may be public. 2. Whipping: Leather whip, Leather flog, rope 3. Denial of pleasure (Not related to your orgasms, but denial of service to Me and My wishes) 4. Orgasm Control & Teasing: Never last longer than I personally can stand when together. When separate, you must beg/ask permission to cum. 5. Chastity belt 6. Humiliation & Reprimand 7. Gagged, forced nudity, & bound; watch your Mistress and smell My pussy since this list was memorialized we have added a couple of things. Most importantly, Mistress always cums first. Also, since i moved to FL I keep the house organized, run all errands, and do all shopping. I get better every day but it seems I frequently break one rule. My "Book of Transgressions" has an entry almost daily. Mistress thinks this is because i like being punished. Of course, on some level I do. I am always rock hard during punishment sessions but may go soft due to pain intensity in intense moments. I can take the flog for a long time but crop and paddle can be excruciating; the cane is pure pain. Afterpunishment sex is out of question for me, which is okay because Mistress cums first. I usually fall asleep immediately, sometimes sobbing in Mistresses arms as She comforts me. These tender moments are my favorite. The morning after brings lovemaking and hard pounding sex!

**shaving each other** Hi all, I hope Y/y'all enjoy reading about O/o journey. Mistress read my journal last night and was pleased. Before Mistress and i were intimate, conversations revealed that Mistress is completely shaven; she enjoys the smooth feeling. While we were still in our vanilla phase, Mistress suggested She would like me to shave Her. The idea of someone else shaving Her excited her greatly. I was nervous as could be—such a sensitive area; what if I nicked or cut Her delicate parts? We were at O/our mountain cabin the first time i shaved Her. We spread a blanket on the floor in the skylight's sunspot. She lay on a towel while I had a pail of very hot water. I soaked a washcloth, wrung it out, and placed it over Her Pussy like an old-fashioned barber shop shave. She loved the feel and rubbed her Clit with the warm cloth despite my nervousness; i was getting excited. After removing the washcloth, I lathered Her up and started shaving. Since she kept herself hair-free there was little more than stubble. After one pass, I used the warm washcloth again, re-lathered, and shaved a second time against the grain (as i do for my face). Mistress felt all over silently pointing out missed spots. Her Pussy was wet, and She loved it. Once completely smooth, rinsed with the cloth and dried with a towel. Without speaking I began tonguing the entire area teasing her Clit. She moaned moving rhythmically; soon I was buried in Her pussy stroking her Clit. She came hard against my face; i slowed briefly but continued bringing several more orgasms. Ritual shaving became routine. During separation it happened every two weeks with minor touch-ups between. Things changed slightly after we entered BDSM. Now Mistress will ask, "When did you shave Me last slave?" I sheepishly report the days passed She says, "It's your job to shave me daily; write that in your book and get ready!" Everything else remains the same: silence throughout. But now when finished I beg, "Please Mistress, it would be a great honor if You granted me the privilege of worshiping Your Pussy." Then Mistress replies, "You may worship Me slave." Mmmm my favorite treat!! Mistress shaves me too. Before meeting her i had never shaved or trimmed at all only shaving my face; i am very hairy...check out my album. For our first weekend together I trimmed quite a bit but remained hairy. She began discussing shaving my pubic area (first weekend in Her place when she took out the electric trimmer). Loving the idea of being shaved by her, grew hard as She held my cock to reach all hairs on crotch and balls. Using a 1/4" blade left short hair; no longer looked like jungle down there! Of course after finishing gave an amazing blow job...she loves oral sex as much i do! Started with the 1/4" blade now think we're at 1/16". Shaving is part of O/our BDSM play nights: She shaves first then i shave Her; adding other areas to her tasks love when she pushes limits surprising me with "maybe" items from our list. First armpits weekly, next back and shoulders agreed fine really will do ANYTHING asked! Next weekend started on back & shoulders...didn't stop shaved ass everywhere paying extra attention between cheeks and balls. Although 1/16" hair remains feels smooth as baby's bottom. When putting CB3000 noticed how it stretched sack tightly around balls remarked to Mistress this might make easier for shaving balls. "Want Me try?" asked. "Sure" said. Complete surprise came back bed conventional razor and baby oil only place ever uses straight razor is neck shocked nervous cock strained within confines went right work shaved every hair not covered by CB3000 found whole thing erotic especially because pushing limits again. Wonder what's next keeps teasing about shaving chest or legs whenever does just say 'whatever You wish Mistress!'

John it sounds like all is going along nicely. Glad to see! Keep enjoying the moments!

Thanks, Mels toy. Mistress and i love our journey. there's lots more to tell; i'll be getting up to date by week's end.

**beginning chastity** right now in O/our story, we are at a point roughly three weeks back. Since the start of our D/s connection, she had mentioned male chastity to me. We knew little about it then. She adored the concept of teasing my cock while it was wrapped in leather so I could see but not feel much. The idea intrigued us both, even though there are many other ideas we haven't explored yet. Recently Mistress and I were having wonderful sex; I was positioned behind Her...Her favorite spot. We both enjoy dirty talk. She commented on how much she loved being fucked by "Her" cock while playing with "Her" toy. She introduced some chastity concepts, noting that I wasn't permitted to touch my own cock or cum without permission. She said she wanted to lock me up. The idea really excited me. I asked if she would tell her friends about it and she replied, "of course, i may even show them." That was the end of any debate for U/us...Mistress exploded with enthusiasm and so did i. after we calmed down, I asked Her if She was serious about male chastity. She confirmed, "yes, and You will do some research and order a device tomorrow!" "yes, Mistress!" The following day I searched online for "male chastity device." That's where the CBX000 product line appeared on my screen. (I had actually spotted them before on sex toy websites.) It was also there that I discovered (which isn't really my favorite) and the community, which i adore!. I read everything possible about devices and chose the CB3000. I sent Her a link from work, got Her approval, and ordered it immediately. we were impatient for the CB3000 to arrive. Naturally, it came while She was at work so I called Her right away. I begged permission to try it on. She told me "you WILL put it on right now! you will slip the lock in place but you are NOT to snap it shut. when I get home you will show it to Me immediately and I will click the lock shut!" "yes, Mistress, thank You Mistress!" my hands trembled as i tested each ring for fit. The second smallest one made my balls turn purple quickly...too tight. It seemed that middle-sized ring was about right, not too snug nor overly tight, so i stuck with it. I slipped on a couple of spacers and went after the tube. OMG, how am i gonna get inside that thing? Not that i'm huge but excitement made me aroused. Also being dry, I lubed lightly with baby oil and started my "do not cum" mantra, "loading dead babies into a truck with a pitchfork...loading dead babies into a truck with a pitchfork..." That usually works so my cock shriveled up. i quickly slipped inside and slid the lock in place before getting hard again. whew...just in time. I'm thrilled about both my device and Mistresses new control over me that i'm already feeling arousal return...but it can't fully manifest yet. The tube starts to tighten and feel uncomfortable. As length increases, my balls begin to pinch between the ring and the cage...OUCH!!! no more erection! I suddenly wonder if this reality is as thrilling as the idea was. when Mistress gets home W/we head straight for the bedroom because the kids are home. i drop my pants and Mistress begins Her inspection. "I like this!" She says, perhaps a bit too eagerly from my perspective. She starts to fondle the shaft as if it were truly part of me and i begin to respond. "How does that feel?" She asks with a gleam in Her eye and a wicked smile. "Ouch!", i say, "Mistress please..." Mercifully She stops and quickly snaps the lock shut. "but Mistress," i beg, "don't i get to cum before You lock me up?" "You get to cum when I say so, slave" She barks back, "and it's not today. Remember, Mistress always cums first! Now, give me the key." i hand Her the key and She slips it onto the ring with Her car keys. It looks quite innocent sitting there among the other keys but there is ohh so much power in that key. All night long She teases me whenever W/we are alone, just a little bit, until i start panting from the sensation. Yes, i find myself slipping into Lamaze breathing to bear the pain and kickstart the shrinkage process. this sucks...but at the same time I'm drunk on Her display of power over me. i am so in love with my Mistress!! that night She is thoroughly aroused by the chastity device. "Lick My Pussy" She commands and i eagerly comply. mmm, Her Pussy is always fresh, wet and delicious. i struggle slightly with the task because arousal keeps hitting me unexpectedly. I'm not sure if maybe i'm doing a better job simply because i am concentrating only on Her pleasure while trying to suppress my own. As usual She comes hard 3 or 4 times and then pushes my tongue away. as W/we lay there in Her afterglow i notice Her breathing change patterns. "Mistress?" no response. OMG, She's asleep already. what about me? Shit!!! the next morning i notice another problem with the device. I always wake up hard and end up rubbing myself against Mistress or the bedspread. As i'm just barely waking up the pain in my balls jolts me awake fully. I realize in horror...oh shit, no more morning erections! Mistress notices my discomfort and asks, "are you ok, honey?" i tell Her about my predicament and She says, "well I guess you'll just have to get used to that". As Y/you can see there is getting no sympathy from Mistress. as i watch Her drive away that morning i realize...shit, there goes the key. All day long it will be 22 miles away in Her office. That's a scary thought! Another one...no more returning to bed for a private orgasm. Of course, that very day Mistress gets Her period. So I'm locked up with no chance for intercourse. Normally Mistress helps me through other means (Mistress loves tasting me) but when i tell Her how horny i am She just tells me maybe She'll release me once Her period is over if i've been good and done all my chores. Damn, 5 or 6 more days of chastity...maybe even longer if i'm not careful. chastity is difficult work. I find that there are generally two states you exist in: either you are so horny that sex dominates your thoughts, or you find something else to delve into to keep your mind off sex. It's like walking a tight rope; you need balance...just enough sexy thoughts to keep you slightly aroused...too much and ouch! And i'm always dripping pre-cum which is pretty funny because i'm usually naked in my room. Twice daily I lubricate my cock with a Q-tip dipped in baby oil...it feels so comfortable when sliding back and forth inside due to arousal. so finally it's Friday night and Her period has ended. W/we go out for drinks and She keeps teasing me while jingling Her keys. i still don't know if release is coming. Mercifully, upon getting home She releases me. OMG does it feel good to get hard again. Mistress loves watching this reaction. W/we climb into bed where she restrains me; She gets on top and rides me like a rodeo bull. Surprisingly I hold out for quite some time (thank you dead baby mantra). I truly thought i would explode instantly...and when the moment came i came about a gallon full. She starts drying me off with a towel...Mistress is a squirter...and already, ten seconds after coming, arousal returns and i'm hard as a rock again (usually needing 10 or 15 minutes). Mistress keeps rubbing even though i'm dry now. we both start laughing when i say "i think i was dry only five minutes ago" and then jump on top of Her for another great fuck. Mistress left me unlocked all weekend and we had lots of fun. i took my weekly punishment unlocked but couldn't help wonder what that would feel like locked up. She locked me back in place on Sunday. Actually, I have to go into the bathroom where i cannot see or hear Her to put the device on properly; otherwise arousal gets the better of me. i slip the lock in place, but only Mistress can snap it shut...or unlock it. well that was my first week in chastity. there's more coming about the second week, perhaps tomorrow. i love sharing these journal entries with you all and hope Y/you like them too. slave john

**O/our threesome** my Mistress has always fantasized about a threesome...specifically 2 girls and one guy. So last June for Her birthday i made it happen. we both adore Las Vegas so we decided to head there for Mistresses birthday celebration. We had thought long and hard about how to make the 3-some work. Knowing there was legal prostitution near Vegas this seemed our chance. We didn't want to approach anyone we knew personally, and the idea of hiring a stripper felt too creepy. After doing some research we settled on choosing the Chicken Ranch. So Tuesday morning the limo awaited us in front of the hotel. Having the driver stop for a bottle of wine during the 45-minute ride there was perfect. The driver provided plenty of information on how to negotiate with the girls. The Chicken Ranch is wonderful! From outside it looks like just a typical large farm home. You can interview potential partners in either the parlor or bar...we picked the bar and settled in for cocktails before Madam brought out the candidates. That day there were 3 girls available who specialized in threesomes. They were all lovely but Mistress suggested picking one who had done porno work. She made the right choice as always. our girl, let's call her Angie, took us to her room where we negotiated and agreed on a price based on our desired activities. Mistress wanted an open atmosphere where all 3 were simply having fun during hot, steamy sex. I really wasn't into fucking Angie directly but wanted oral stimulation from both women simultaneously while keeping the spotlight on Mistress. Angie brought my credit card to Madam and we were set. First we stripped bare and Angie inspected us...how very BDSM. She washed everyone with sanitary wipes and i put on a condom. Honestly, I was slightly concerned about how I would react watching Mistress kiss another person even though it was a woman. But once they started making out I became hard as a rock and loved every second of it. They made out and fondled for several minutes while I watched, then pushed me onto the bed. I got to witness the awesome sight of 2 women licking and sucking my cock...heavenlyand feeling delicious. After some time we shifted positions and Mistress took my place on the bed. She remained in that position for most of the hour. Angie and I swapped places frequently; if she was licking Mistresses pussy, I was often sucking Mistresses nipples simultaneously. If I ate out my Mistress, Angie made out with Her while squeezing Her nipples. At some point Mistress removed my condom and sucked my cock until I came down Her throat. Mistress had countless orgasms during this time. She loved it! Towards the end Angie worked Mistress using a studded glass dildo while I fingered Her clit. Thats when She climaxed most powerfully; from her quivering shaking I knew that She was completely done. All in all it was an excellent experience and I highly recommend visiting the Chicken Ranch. Afterwards we bought souvenirs, posed for pictures with Angie and enjoyed more drinks together. We still possess a Chicken Ranch pen, coffee mug, tee shirt and beer can cozy.

I'm enjoying your post john, just stopped by to let you know!! Mistress Michelle:sex020:

thank You, Mistress Michelle. i am honored! my Mistress loves that W/we are sharing with O/our community. W/we feel so welcome and at home here.

**no longer a virgin** here is my most recent update...it's nearly current. i hope you enjoy it as much as I do! All my life, I wanted to be dominated by a woman, but I kept those desires hidden inside me. I constantly fantasized about female domination. I looked for information to learn more about Femdom and how it relates to masturbation. The beginning was filled with trashy porn, but the internet transformed everything. Suddenly, there was access to so much info, especially sites dedicated to BDSM stories. Throughout my marriage, I would sit at the computer reading and browsing these sites, then erasing my traces. My ex-wife knew nothing about my desires; she wouldn't discuss sex at all—sex was boring, vanilla, and very infrequent, maybe twice a year after the children were born. I was always intrigued by stories where the sub is taken by his Mistress with a strap-on. These scenes really turned me on. The idea of being taken that way, against my will, seemed to me like the ultimate act of submission. This act meant complete surrender of control to the Domme—the Domme taking Her slave and making him her bitch. I loved the concept, yet somehow I was afraid to discuss it with Mistress. She had never mentioned it, and I thought perhaps she would think less of a man for wanting to be taken by a woman. We have lots of toys. About 6 months ago, I found a butt plug among our collection. Hmm, I was intrigued. So after Mistress went to work one day, I got some lube and gave it a try. The butt plug is a standard Doc Holiday type. At first, I couldn't get it in. I relaxed and pushed gently, but just like any other virgin, I was really tight. Finally, with more lube, relaxation breathing, and perseverance, it slipped in. That very first time, I fell in love with the feeling of passing that large bulb through my sphincter. And mmmm, that full feeling—heaven. That very first time I masturbated with the plug inside and had the most intense orgasm. I was addicted! Soon I was wearing my butt plug every day. As soon as Mistress went to work, I would slip it in; it got so easy. I pretended that Mistress commanded me to wear it. I slipped back into bed, fantasized about being taken by Mistress, and had the most amazing orgasms. At first, I wore it for just a few hours but soon left it in until just before Mistress came home. I knew I would tell her one day, but I still hesitated. My Mistress has the cutest ass on the planet; I am always caressing hers. One night over cocktails at our favorite lounge, Mistress asked me about my obsession with her butt. This was my opening. So I summoned up my courage and told her about the butt plug. As always, she was amazing about it. First, she was thrilled that I told her. She said, "Wow, now I know you're as kinky as Me!" We are both very adventurous; why oh why did I think she would have a problem with this? Then she jumped right to the point without me even bringing it up: "Tomorrow you will do the research and order a strap-on for Me!" Yes, Mistress! I was thrilled! Of course, Mistress commanded me to write this in my Book of Transgressions: failure of slave to tell Mistress about using a butt plug; keeping secrets from Mistress; playing alone cumming without permission...and all this went on for 6 months until she locked me up in my CB3000. A long punishment session was ahead. My Mistress is the smartest person I know. She talked to me about enemas. She told me that I had to start taking an enema every day so that I was clean for her whenever she wanted me. Yes, Mistress! The next morning, my routine changed. After getting Mistress ready for work, I slipped into the bathroom. Following Mistress's instructions, I gave myself my first enema. I was able to take the whole bag but only hold it for a few minutes. Next, I slipped in my butt plug. Then I started my research for a strap-on. I selected a kit called Bend Me Over Beginner. With Mistress's approval, I placed the order. We anxiously awaited the arrival of our new toy. I got much better with my daily enema; now I can easily hold the whole bag for 10 or 15 minutes. The strap-on arrived just in time. My birthday was November 14, and Mistress was treating me to a weekend in Ybor City (a Tampa neighborhood with trendy clubs, restaurants, and cigar lounges). We were staying at an awesome hotel called Don Vincente; our room had a king-size four-poster bed. The toy arrived on November 13, so after Mistress went to work on the 14th, I busily packed up all of our toys. Mistress instructed me to take my enema late in the day, just before she got home from work. After work, she picked me up and we were off to the hotel. When we arrived, I worked on setting up the room while Mistress napped (this is always my responsibility, and I love doing it; if everything isn't set up perfectly, Mistress will punish me). We love four-poster beds, just like at home, because we have a dog collar attached to each post for chain attachment. Loli always chuckles thinking I would love seeing the hotel maids' reaction when she makes up the room. After Mistress's nap, we went out for dinner and cocktails. We had a great time, especially at Coyote Ugly—just like in the movie. When we got back to the room, Mistress ordered me out of my clothes while she dressed in one of her silky gowns. She commanded me to approach her, and I saw her keys in her hand. Yes!! I was about to be released after 5 days in chastity. Mistress unlocked me, and I removed my CB3000, springing quickly to attention. Then Mistress ordered me to remove my plug. I stepped into the bathroom to comply with her command. Next, I gathered up my collar and restraints and knelt at her feet. Mistress collared me and kissed me as I knelled...our favorite position. She attached my restraints and ordered me onto the bed on my stomach. I was quickly chained up and helpless. Mistress proceeded to read aloud all my transgressions since my last punishment session. There were a lot, especially those about my little secret ass obsession. Mistress hummed as she selected her first toy: the riding crop—not the gentlest toy for a warm-up but not the worst either. Mistress proceeded to whip my backside, scolding me all the time for disobedience, willfulness, and keeping secrets from her. I squirmed and cried out at her handiwork. She tired of the crop and selected her heaviest flog; this was a relief from the initial sting but soon I was moaning in pain again. Mistress was truly displeased with me, which showed in her technique. She swung with all her might, making sure that the tips hit the center of my cheeks so I would feel the sting. After what seemed like an eternity, she stopped and began to gently stroke my burning behind. Admiring her handiwork, she remarked, "Nice and red—just how I like them!" Soon she crossed the room to make another selection. Without warning, I heard the unmistakable whoosh and felt the sting of her thin cane. This is my least favorite toy, and my butt left the bed in reaction to its sting. Mistress only giggled and gave me about 5 more quick shots. I vainly tried to move away from her blows and begged for mercy: "Please, mistress, I am so sorry!" "You should have thought about that before, slave," she hissed. Unmoved, Mistress continued with the cane, always five or six quick shots followed by a pause. While I was fully erect during the punishment thus far, I was now soft and limp. The pain became intolerable, and I feared I would start sobbing, but she suddenly stopped and soothed my backside again—but not for long. Too soon, she walked back to her toys. This time, I felt the cool flat surface of the wooden paddle. I hate this toy, ironically because I selected it myself when I was too naive to understand its inherent cruelty. Using the same five-stroke then pause method, Mistress started in earnest again. The paddle is reserved for very naughty boys, and you have certainly been a very naughty boy, slave! "Please, mistress, I am so sorry." I promise "Be a good slave," I begged to no avail. She laughed, but week after week you find yourself in this position. "I am beginning to think that I am wasting my precious time on you." Mistress continued with the paddle as I squirmed and cried out. I'm sure the entire hotel heard my anguished cries, but Mistress showed no mercy. Finally she stopped, dropped the paddle, and started soothing my cheeks—they felt like they were on fire. Mistress bent down and hissed in my ear: "Now, slave, a special punishment. Your deceit in holding back from me is a huge disappointment." "I now realize that I have neglected to take from you what is rightfully mine," she said. I knew what was coming. I heard Mistress putting on her new strap-on. I became instantly hard with anticipation. She approached the bed and commanded, "Scoot your butt off the bed, slave!" As I lifted, she piled two pillows onto the bed to raise my ass up high. She also reached under and stroked and adjusted my cock so it was comfortable. As I settled back down onto the bed, I felt cool lube being massaged into my anus. "Now I take what is mine, slave!" she said. I felt the tip of her dildo against my butt hole, then felt her gently enter me with just the tip first. "How does that feel, slave?" "Mmm, nice," Mistress, I replied. Mistress pushed and slid in; soon I felt her body on my backside and knew she was all the way inside. I heard a moan of pleasure escape my lips—this felt good! "I think you like this, slave," she cooed. She pulled out slowly and started a slow in-and-out movement. Oh God, it was delicious. I couldn't help myself; I started to moan my approval. "Oh God, this feels so good... Mmm! Fuck me, Mistress!" Mistress increased her tempo. I began to thrust into her. "Oh my God, I love feeling you inside me, Mistress. Please fuck me harder, Mistress." "Yes, slave, you're all mine now. You're my little bitch, aren't you?" "Yes, Mistress! Fuck your bitch! Fuck me harder!" I couldn't believe my reaction. I loved feeling her inside me—it felt sooo good. I never wanted it to end. "Please, Mistress, let me buy you a bigger dildo. I need you to fill me completely!" "Oh yes, slave, you will get a bigger dildo so I can fuck you harder and better!" Mistress fucked me hard. I couldn't believe how good it felt on so many levels. I absolutely loved that she was taking me—fucking me, using me, making me her bitch. I don't even have the words to describe how fantastic it was. Even as I type this, I can barely breathe or think straight. I love the feeling as her dildo stroked my prostate. I did not cum despite a half hour of ass fucking—but I know for sure that one day I will cum from just being fucked by my Mistress. I did fall asleep from the experience—just like I always do after a really good orgasm. The next night she took me again. This time I was free, and we tried every position we could think of. We fucked until we were exhausted. I loved every second of it and begged for more, harder fucking just like a little whore. I can't wait to get fucked again—hopefully this weekend. I quickly ordered Mistress the Vibrating FeelDoe Silicone Harness Dildo. It came yesterday (no pun intended), and I can't wait to try it. The dildo is nice and big. The largest dildo in the beginner set we got is only 5 inches about an inch in diameter. Listen to me—a week ago I was a virgin, and now I'm looking for the biggest dildo I can find. I'm such a slut!

**last weekend and last night** We are new to chastity but so far it seems that Friday is my night for freedom and so far that means for the entire weekend. of course all that is up to Mistress, but She does love playing with Her toy and despite cuming a lot with my tongue Mistress still needs Her cock. Mistress released me Friday night and it felt great...YAY, no more sitting to pee...no more dreading erections! Mistress is dealing with a health issue right now. it leaves Her tired and with frequent headaches. i don't think either of us know why, but we just fell asleep Friday night...no sex. weekends are very busy for us and on top of that Mistresses' Mom was arriving Sunday night for a 10 day visit. We were cleaning and preparing all day on Saturday...and we rented a storage unit so we were making trips there to give us more room in our condo. Saturday night is date night...we bribe the "young adults" to leave and not return before midnight. shaving is usually up first. Mistress shaves my crotch, arm pits, shoulders, upper arms, back and butt (i'm very hairy). when She was finished She had a terrible headache. needless to say we both fell asleep again...no play time...no weekly punishment session. Sunday was more preparation and we both took a 2 hour nap Sunday afternoon...then it was off to the airport to pick up Mom...then up till midnight visiting. We both fell asleep again. before sleeping Mistress suggested keeping me unlocked for a while but i would not be allowed to cum without permission. after thinking a while i confessed to Mistress that i could not be trusted and that i would play and cum if not locked. Monday morning we were up by 5 as usual. i told Mistress i knew She had to lock me up. i begged Her to let me cum first. Mistress got that gleam in Her eyes. She cuddled with me, teased me, then rolled me onto my back. She climbed on top of me and held down my arms and shoulders...impaled Herself on me and rode Herself to 3 or 4 orgasms...i lost count. then i asked permission to cum, Mistress approved and we both came together in a huge orgasm. after 8 days without relief i came for a long time and gushed into Her. between the two of us, We and the bed were soaked. BTW, i don't think i have ever in my entire life gone 8 days without cuming. after showering together (we always shower together and shampoo and bathe each other) i put my CB3000 back on and Mistress locked it. after Mistress left i climbed back into bed. as i lay there i felt an amazing calmness. i had missed being locked up. it felt so right to be back in my device. i was semi-hard and felt myself glowing! i used to masturbate frequently...alright daily... after Mistress went to work...no more! last night in bed we were cuddling and almost asleep but i asked permission to worship Mistresses' Pussy. She asked, "okay, but you know that i'm not unlocking you and that you are not allowed to cum, right?" "Yes, Mistress". next thing i know She's pushing my head down between Her legs. God how i love Her pussy...always so fresh, so wet, so delicious! i could be content spending my entire life with my head between Her legs. i brought Her to several orgasms...i never stop until She pushes me away. we both fell asleep. Mistress and i are noticing that i am slipping deeper into slavery...losing my individuality...becoming Her pet. We think chastity is hastening my progress. last night was all about pleasing Mistress as every second of my life should be. my pleasure is purely a consequence of Hers. i love hearing the command, 'lick My Pussy, slave!' i love the idea now that i am doing it only for Her pleasure...that i am locked up...that i will not get to cum...that only Mistress will cum this time...that i get the honor and privilege of making Mistress cum and that is enough...that i exist only for Mistresses pleasure...that the sole purpose of my hard cock is to pleasure Mistress, that it's only about Her orgasm and not mine. it's so hot for me to pleasure Her all the while thinking ONLY about HER pleasure and knowing that i may not get to come for days...or, gasp...weeks.

Its a tough time for Mistress and me. Her Mom will be with us until December 2. i can get very loud during our punishment sessions. My last beating was on November 15i am way overdue and my Book of Transgressions has lots of entries. On the 15th I was beaten for Transgresssions. then i got the special beating that i deserved for cuming in my device. Mistress had ordered me to get Her a flicker whip..about 30 inches in length with a 6 inch tailthe end knotted with little strings on the end. that night I tasted Her flog, Her cane, Her crop and Her leather spanker. im sure our hotel neighbors got quite a show from my screams and moans. after my beating Mistress released me from my chains. We usually cuddle as She sooths my ass cheeksbut this time She also stroked me until i got very hard (so far i am always released from my CB3000 when beaten). Mistress turned me onto my back and stroked my cockheavenly. Mistress told me to keep my eyes closed. She reached out for the flicker whip while still fondling me. as soon as I felt Her hand leave me She swatted my cock 5 times, quickly, with the whip. WOWit really hurt! somehow it just made me harder. She went back to stroking me, stopped and gave me 5 again. what a rush. She hissed in my ear, thats for cuming without permission and without Me! Yes, Mistress, i am so sorry, Mistress. sorry will not bring You any mercy, worthless slave! Mistress kept up this routine.stroking and then 5 quick swats. it felt like forever but I think I ended up with 100 swatsthe last 10 all at once. i stayed as hard as a rock. Them Mistress joined my arm restraints together with a clip and attached the chain. She climbed on top and pleasured Herself with Her cockcuming several times. i was denied permission to cum although i begged. you already had Your orgasmwithout Me and without permission! when She was sated She slipped next to me and fell asleep. i was only released from the chain when She awoke hours later. You can bet i will not be cuming without permission for a long timebut i do ache for another session with the flicker whip!

not a very exciting weekend and i have little to add to my journal today. Mistresses' Mom is still here, leaving tomorrow. between Mom and the kids privacy has been non-existent. Mistress removed my device Wednesday night, before Thanksgiving, but we were too tired for anything. Thanksgiving morning when We awoke i requested permission to worship Her pussy and permission was granted. after several orgasms Mistress pushed my face away. after a few minutes Mistress said She wanted to play with Her toy. She maneuvered me on top of Her and after giving Mistress 2 more orgasms i exploded inside Her. it had only been a few days but the amount of cum was amazing. well that's really it. Mistress awoke Friday morning and announced that Her period had arrived...about 2 days early...drat! i was allowed my freedom all weekend...so nice to at least be able to pee standing up. Sunday morning i reminded Mistress that i was to be locked up on Monday morning...We both know i can't be trusted. i asked Mistress if i would be allowed to cum before lock-up. She said She would think about it. i said that i had been a good boy but She said, "you have been a naughty boy, you have not been attentive to My glass all weekend and you finished your bagel before Me on Friday!" "sorry, Mistress". of course She is right and She did have to ask me to fill Her glass several times. last night Mistress was sleepy so i didn't ask to cum again and this morning Mistress was crampy and Her back was aching. i neglected to remind Her to lock me up...conveniently. after Mistress left i played with Her toy and came hard. of course I immediately confessed to Mistress on IM. i would never keep anything from my Mistress. i was instructed to write it in my book and i will be punished...probably the dreaded flicker whip. i really missed my punishment this weekend. i can't wait for date night this Saturday and a good beating!

i'm back in my CB3000 today. i really missed it! last night We all went out to dinner for Grandma's last night with us...Mistress, Mom and Mistresses 3 kids. we had a blast and Mistresses oldest son (over 21) got bombed along with Grandma...what a hoot. i went to bed still free but Mistress still has Her period. before She left at 5:30 this morning i reminded Mistress that i could not be trusted with Her toy. She said is was okay to shower first, but then to put on my CD and lock it. with my last hours of freedom i played with Mistresses toy and came...twice. told you i couldn't be trusted...lol. then after my shower i assembled the device. i went with a smaller spacer again because twice last week a ball slipped out and it was VERY painful to force it back in...but i did it. so now the gap should be small enough to prevent slippage. i was actually trembling when i snapped the lock...for two reasons. first, i have never snapped the lock before, that is reserved for Mistresses. secondly i was trying the smaller spacer and what if i realized it was too tight a few hours later? i could drive across Tampa Bay in pain or wait for Mistress to come home. after i snapped it i finally remembered i was meeting Mistress at the airport at noon to say goodbye to Mom so i figured i could get unlocked then if there was a problem. naturally everything is fine with the CD so i did not need the key. Mistress and i had a wonderful lunch...every moment spent in Her presence is magical and a true honor.

ok, so now i'm in big trouble. last night Mistress met me for drinks at our local pub. it was wonderful! We ended up staying for dinner and got a little tipsy. i confessed to Mistress that i came twice without permission after She left for work. She was very displeased with me, called me willful and disobedient. so far Mistress has released me from my CD every weekend with the longest chastity period being 8 days. last night She informed me that i will be locked for 11 days...gulp! We also discussed that She will be getting Her orgasms from my tongue and She may also release Her cock and ride Her cock to orgasm but i will not be permitted to orgasm and will be subsequently relocked. 11 days without orgasm, that was not the punishment i expected...but She is the Mistress. on another note She reminded me of our bet and added more details. here's the bet, if the Giants win the Superbowl...nothing happens. if the Giants don't make it that far or lose the Superbowl i get my toenails painted blue with NY on the big toes in white. i offered to buy the nail polish but that is not what's happening. i have to get my nails painted at the salon after my bi-weekly pedicure. i have to sit in the pedicure chair with my toes drying and wear sandals home. OMG, i will be purple with embarrassment. they all know me there and now no longer even ask me if i want clear because they know i don't do polish. and the place is always busy and crowded so all the other customers will see. when we get home Mistresses kids will see my toes. on top of that my toenails have to be done again for my May trip to AZ with my camping buddies. OMG!!!!! we'll be in and out of the pool and in sandals all weekend. i will get tortured by my buddies. what did i get myself into? i think Mistress is adding to our bet because She is displeased with me for playing with Her toy without permission. i am confident that the Giants will win but if they don't...OMG this is the worst punishment of our two year Ds relationship. i'd much rather get beaten or CBT but i'm sure Mistress knows that.

*tut tut.. it's only nail polish... And it isn't pink... yet...

yikes!! please, Miss D, don't give my Mistress any new ideas

*Ohhh john... so afraid of a little pink nail polish. I'm sure the girls at the salon would love to see you in nice hot pink. After a few trips to the salon, they wouldn't even ask you anymore - they would just get out the pink polish and make you all pretty. Will you be wearing panties on your camping trip?*

Miss D, no, Ma'am, Mistress does not femme me so i will not be wearing panties. i do love burying my face in Her soiled panties! slave john

not much to post today. i feel like crap, i must have a little bug or something. i'm queasy and need to be near the bathroom. just over 48 hours since i was locked up. Mistress said 11 days but i really hope She will want to play with Her cock this weekend...even if She doesn't allow me to cum Her period should be over today...and we haven't been able to enjoy a punishment scene in 2 weeks because of house guests. also i bought Mistress a new strap-on that we haven't tried...the "Feeldoe" strapless strap-on. it's supposed to hit Her G spot and stimulate Her clit. i really love when She takes me with the strap-on and hope the Feeldoe makes the experience more pleasurable for Mistress. i told Mistress about Miss D's suggestion about pink toe nails and Her response was "EWWWWWW". no femming for me...phew...although i am intrigued by punishment panties!

Last night Mistress and I met for drinks, our usual beginning to the weekend. We had a nice time just chatting. Her period has ended and Mistress informed me that She was very horny and that I would be released today. YAY! I had only been locked up since Tuesday and was anticipating an 11 day chastity period. We decided to leaveMistress had to return a gift to Fredericks, matching black bra and panties. first we had to go home, drop off my car and get the items to return. We love betting so I bet Her I would beat Her home and if I did She would unlock me right away in the carif I lost I had to wait until later. Mistress always beats me home from the pubShe has some sneaky back road way while I always take the main road and get stuck at a light that takes like 5 minutes to change. Last night I ran the red light and beat Her homehahaha! She was shocked. I ran upstairs for the bra and panties and was in Her car in a flash. in case the kids were watching we drove off. at the first red light Mistress shut off the carmy key is on the same key chain. i opened my pants and Mistress unlocked meahhhhh! After i removed the CB3000 She stroked me hard and kept teasing me all the way to the mall. when We parked Mistress stroked me again and with a giggle said, come on, lets go. fortunately darkness hid my puptent as we approached the mall entrance. Inside Fredericks we had lots of fun and Mistress picked out lots of things but the highlight was matching red bra and panty. The bra has sequins all over and chain straps with rhinestones. The panty is a thong, same sequins, and the top of the back has a triangle made of the same rhinestone chains. Very hot! on the way out Mistress had me buy Her a hat that She had seenChristmas theme, floppy furry pimp shaped hat in red and white with ho, ho, ho printed on it. didnt think about it at the time but it matches the bra and panties. at home I asked Mistress if She would model Her new set. She instructed me to make us some drinks as She dressed and to knock first upon returning. Yes, Mistress! drinks in hand I knocked and was kept waiting a few minutes. when finally permitted to enter, the room was darkened and Mistress was laying on Her tummy across the bed. She was wearing the bra and panty set, Her long curly blond wig and the hatnothing else. i approached the bed and dropped to my knees facing Her. place the drinks on the dresser, slave, She ordered. i complied and faced Her againShe kissed me long and hard. then She commanded, stay right there. She turned on the bed so that Her pussy was inches from my face. it was then that I remembered that the panties were crotchless. lick my pussy She said as She pulled my face to Her. after Her first orgasm I reached into the night table drawer for the glass dildo. Mistress loves this toy because it has bumps all over it. She moaned as I slip it inside Her pussy. i used a twisting and thrusting motion with the dildo, all the while licking Her clit. Mistress came hard several times and then pushed me away. now its my turn and Mistress informs me that She wants to be fucked from behind. i gladly comply with Her wishes and get into position. God, i love crotchless panties! needless to say in about 10 minutes and after several more Os for mistress, we exploded together. Mistress awoke with a headache and stiff neck so i have been attending Her all morning, serving breakfast and coffee and massaging Her neck. i love serving Her unlocked because service always makes me very hard. tonight is date night and i cant wait. im looking forward to shaving, a long punishment period and maybe even some play with Mistresses strap-on!

Mistress was under the weather all day yesterday. She is having a problem with neck pain. it was my pleasure to serve Her all day! She decided, however, that date night would have to be on Sunday. so yesterday was longing on the couch, neck massages and hot tea for Mistress. at bedtime, however, Mistress let me know that SHe was horny. i started out sucking and biting Her nipples. soon i had my finger on Her clit and brought Her to fer first orgasm. next i worked 3 fingers inside Her and found Her g-spot while my thumb found Her clit. She loved this and came hard 3 more times before pushing my hand away. when She recovered Mistress rolled me onto my back and got on top. She impaled Herself on Her cock and began to ride me..all the while holding down both my arms. after several orgasms i came hard myself. date night tonight! i am so excited!

shit!!! Mistress fell asleep...date night postponed. i am so disappointed and so in need of a good beating!

*That's just the way it goes john... But I'm sure you'll get a good dose when She does feel better.* :smilies_xxx02:

**a brand new day** I didn't sleep well, so I was aware when Mistress finally got a solid night's rest. She woke up at five, and I hurried to brew her coffee. When I came back, she wasn't ready for visitors yet, so I left the coffee on her dresser and went into the kitchen to get breakfast and lunch prepared. A few minutes later, while I was in the kitchen, Mistress surprised me by joining me... still wearing her satin nightie. We hugged and kissed a good morning kiss. When I asked if she felt better, she said yes! Good!!! She also wanted ice water... "Yes, Mistress!" After she finished eating and packed up her laptop, I went back to our bedroom. It was lucky that I remained unlocked because my cock got hard immediately... Mistress had on a lacy black bra and new crotchless panties from Fredericks (with ribbons for teeth-opening later... hehehe!). The panties came with garters, and she wore lace top stockings over them. OMG, I wanted to toss her onto the bed right then...and told Her so. She let me kiss and nibble her neck before pushing me away gently. Mistress mentioned that I would be taking her out for lunch. She also directed me to reserve a hotel room for the night, pack all of her clothes, toiletries, and toys, and meet her there after work..."Yes, Mistress!" I am delighted! After last night's disappointment...for both of us...I think we're up for some fun tonight! A few months ago, we had a lot of fun playing the "pick-up" game. We booked a hotel room and arrived separately...the slave first, naturally, to set up the toys in the room. Mistress is very particular about setup, and I get punished if anything is out of place. I left a key for her at the front desk and went to the cocktail lounge to wait. Mistress showed up looking very sexy, ignored me, and sat at the opposite end of the lounge. I asked the bartender to send a drink over to that pretty lady. I watched as she accepted it. As the bartender pointed me out, I gave her a nod and smile; she nodded back but with a frosty expression. I approached her, introduced myself, and asked if I could join her. She grunted 'sure' but remained cool towards me. Man, did she make me work! It felt real. It wasn't easy, but eventually, I bought her dinner, and after the meal, I asked for permission to kiss her. The whole night was sooo hot, and we kept it up the entire time. After that first kiss, we made out like teenagers in the cab. Back at the hotel, I pushed her against the elevator wall, kissed her again, and felt for her nipple right in front of other hotel guests. Against the hotel room door, we made out once more, and I told her she had to let me in to fuck her because that's what a gentleman expects when he pays for a lady's dinner. We kept up our little act through several rounds of hot sex. We keep wanting to play our game again, but we always end up at bars or hotels where people know us. Tonight Mistress hinted that we will play again since we've never stayed at this particular hotel...and this time it's my turn to get picked up!!!!! No topping from the bottom, but...wouldn't it be hot if she tricked me into bondage, gagged me with her panties, and beat me unmercifully?

Wow! This sounds like a really HOT scenario, slavejohn! You and your Mistress are having such fun! What a woman! Dollyanne can't wait to hear what happens when she picks you up! Huggs,:manga_heatwave: dollyanne

thanks, dollyanne! i am a very lucky slave. Mistress fulfills all my fantasies, even the ones I didn't know I had. And here I was thinking that the last journal entry was a little too vanilla...lol!

john -- You're another one here who posts from the heart. Thanks!

thanks, candide. here's another one straight from the heart: last night was amazing! We played the pick-up game and it was sooo hot! I checked into the hotel at 4 pm—a beautiful suite with a balcony overlooking Tampa Bay. I set up all the toys in the bedroom: chains on all four corners of the bed, leather collar and restraints in the dresser drawer, whips, paddles, flogs, and canes in the closet on a luggage rack. Strap-ons and lube were placed in the night table drawer. We wanted the toys hidden in case my pick-up decided to surprise me with bondage and punishment. Normally the toys are out in plain sight; I'm sure we have shocked many a hotel maid. Mistress called around 5 pm saying she was on her way—I had to scurry to finish up and change, but fortunately got out of the room just in time. The plan is always that we don't see each other until we meet at the bar. I took off for the bar while Mistress dressed and primped. I selected a seat at the bar facing the setting sun—the view was breathtaking. I chatted with the bartender, Dennis; I wanted him to know me so we'd have at least one witness to our little game. Of course, Mistress kept me waiting. My back was to the door, and I didn't want to turn around every time someone entered, so I listened for the click of high heels. Every time I heard them, my heart jumped, though I was disappointed at least three times. Then I heard the click along with jingling, and I knew it was her. She was wearing that ankle bracelet with bells that I love. The bar is rectangular, and Mistress sat to my right and around the corner. It was fairly busy for a Monday night. I mostly ignored her, keeping cool while watching ESPN. She didn't keep me waiting long. While she started on her first drink, I finished mine, and she called Dennis over. She asked him to get a drink for that cute guy over there. Dennis stammered, "You want to buy *that* guy a drink?" Sure," she said. Dennis came over with my drink and said, "This is from the lady over there," pointing out Mistress. I thanked Dennis, looked straight at her, tipped my glass in salute, thanked her again, and took a sip. She winked back at me. I walked over to her with my glass, extended my hand, introduced myself, and thanked her for the drink. She introduced herself, and we started chatting. I sat next to her after retrieving my sunglasses from where I'd left them. We exchanged all the usual pleasantries—life, jobs, why we were there, etc. Most of it was true, but some we made up as we went along. She said she was on a business trip. She was very forward and sexy, occasionally touching my arm or pressing her stocking-clad leg against mine. I offered to take her to dinner, and she agreed, though not right away—of course! She was sexy but at the same time not easy. I picked up both checks, and we left together. The restaurant was less than a mile away, directly across from the hotel. Keeping up our game, we drove in separate cars; she followed me. In the parking lot, I asked if I could kiss her, and she said yes. We kissed long and hard—it was so hot!! At the restaurant, we were seated waterfront again with the bay lapping against the dining room wall. We had a fabulous meal, getting a little tipsy and more playful by the minute. We ordered dessert but didn't finish it all. I asked for a box to take home and told her that later I would smear some of it over her face and lick it off. Back in the parking lot, we made out again. She told me to get in my car and follow her. Back at the hotel, we kissed once more before walking to the elevator, making out during the short ride up. In the room, we practically tore each other's clothes off—we were both so hot and horny. We started on the balcony; we both love doing sexy things in public. I stripped her down to her bra, panties, garters, and hose...she kicked off her shoes. My hands roamed all over her, cupping her breasts and teasing her nipples through her bra. She sat in a chair while I worked my way down between her legs and began licking and teasing her pussy. Her crotchless panties were soaked with sweet juices. Mistress always tastes so delicious. She came hard—and very loud; I'm sure the neighbors heard. Soon we were back inside. I removed her bra and started in on her nipples. Mistress loves nipple play and comes just from being teased and bitten. We fucked on the couch and up against the hallway wall. We stayed worked up from our game, especially with the sexy talk. I asked if she always fucks guys she picks up, and yes, but only the cute ones. At some point, we ended up naked in bed and passed out. I awoke at 3 am and realized I hadn't had an orgasm yet. I started teasing her nipples again; she gradually woke up. I used my fingers on her clit and made her come really hard. Then I got on top of her and fucked her hard, making her come over and over. I spun her around and pounded her from behind, grabbing her hair with one fist to pull while thrusting away. Mistress always comes real hard and loud when I tug her hair. Finally, she got on top of me, held down my arms, and rode me until we both exploded the whole time still in our game, making sexy talk about how she picks up guys and uses them for pleasure. I told her she was very naughty and should be spanked—and I did spank her for the first time ever. It wasn't with a tool; just my hand—but I spanked her hard while fucking her. She loved it! We talked about being tied up, and I mentioned that I've never tried it...such a lie. I fucked her for over an hour—I couldn't believe I didn't explode within five minutes. Finally, we slept again. This morning brought us back to reality. We realized there was so much left undone: shaving, my punishment, strap-on play. We decided to keep the room for another night; we'll go back after our round of golf this afternoon. She doesn't know it yet, but I want to return to that first bar and see Dennis again. We'll touch and make out right in front of him and the rest of the crowd. I'm going to ask her to go to the ladies' room for a few minutes. Then I'll tell Dennis she's a wild woman who picked me up and fucked my brains out all night—which is true! I can't wait until tonight!

john what a great list of events. My Goddess and I have been wanting to do something like that for so long but our little ones keep getting in the way. It is great that you got to experience it and shared it with us here! Have fun tonight!!

xcitex2, as you know it isn't easy. Mistresses' "young adults" are aged 17, 19 and 21. When we want privacy, we bribe them ($60 to disappear for four hours on a Friday, Saturday or Sunday) or check into a hotel. I guess that would be the equivalent of a babysitter for you. Most important...time together! Take it from me; I left my marriage of over 25 years because we had become strangers to each other. You need time just for yourselves.

We never seem to get to all the things that have been planned! We got back to the hotel around 4:30 last night. We both changed out of casual clothes—Mistress wore her red corset, red panties, black hose, black skirt, heels and a black zippered jacket zipped completely open so her corset and cleavage were on display. I wore a red collared shirt and tan slacks. Mistress handed me her ankle bracelets, and I dropped to my knees to put them on her, gently kissing her feet. We went back to the scene of the pick-up for dinner and drinks. I wanted to tease Dennis with what had happened the previous night. As we approached the bar, we were disappointed that he wasn't there. After ordering our drinks, we noticed that Dennis was working the patio—phew! We shared an appetizer and salad at the bar...yum! After a few drinks, we closed the tab and moved out to the patio. The night was amazing: 70s with a slight breeze. I smoked a cigar (Mistress loves my cigars). We were putting on quite a show for the restaurant staff and patrons—kissing and touching constantly. Mistress had her own fan club going there; one table of three guys was very funny, staring at her boobs. Every time I looked over, they simultaneously dropped their heads away...very amusing! There was also an older man sitting all alone who stared shamelessly at Mistress, never averting his eyes when she or I glanced in his direction. Eventually, I asked Mistress to go to the powder room so that I could speak with Dennis alone. After she left, I told him, "You would not believe what happened last night." She is a wild woman! She took me back to her hotel room and fucked my brains out! Dennis's eyes got really wide. His comment: "She looked like she was on a mission; I guess her mission was accomplished!" We shared a smile, and he left before Mistress returned. Of course, while she was gone, she took a picture of her cleavage and sent it to my phone—it is now my wallpaper. After a few more drinks, we went back to the hotel. Mistress collared me and put on my ankle and wrist restraints. We sat on the balcony enjoying the night necking. Back inside, Mistress placed blankets, pillows, and a sheet on the living room floor and plugged in the trimmer. She shaved my back, butt, armpits, and crotch with the 1/8 inch blade. Then she surprised me by putting on the one-inch blade to shave my chest—I was so aroused; I love when she stretches my limits! I am very hairy (well, used to be), but now although the hair is still there, it is very short. Mistress loves the look, so I guess that's how I will be kept from now on. Next came Mistress's turn. She took my place on the blanket; I prepared a hot pail of water along with shaving cream and washcloths for her razor. As usual, I shaved her in silence. Mistress felt around and pointed out areas where I had missed spots. I cleaned her with the washcloth and dried her with a towel. Wordlessly, I moved between her legs and began to lick and tease her clit. Mistress moaned in pleasure and came quickly; she gets so turned on by our shaving ritual. I excused myself, went to the bedroom, and retrieved the beaded glass dildo. I warmed it with my hands while licking her again, then penetrated her with the dildo—she came immediately. I continued twisting and thrusting while simultaneously licking her clit. Mistress kept coming...maybe five or six times before she pushed me away. Next, Mistress dragged me into the bedroom by my collar. She climbed onto the bed on all fours. I got the hint! Still standing, I entered her and began pounding hard—and kept it up for a long time. Mistress came over and over again. Finally, I erupted; Mistress always comes when she feels my cock spurting inside. I dropped onto the bed beside her, and we both passed out. Mistress was up at 5 am off to work...bummer. Despite all our best intentions, we never got to punishment or strap-on play this morning. Mistress informed me that I had been very naughty and that she is going to beat me unmercifully—perhaps even tonight! I long to feel her paddle and other toys again...maybe tonight?

Good grief john. With a few nights like these, you will be able to stay locked up for what? 60-90 days? LOL Great stories! I can't wait until our kids are old enough that we can send them out with some cash and get us some time.

it took all of yesterday morning to pack up the hotel suite; there were clothes and toys scattered through every room. once I finished, I called Mistress to ask permission to take Her out for lunchShe graciously granted my request. the lunch was quick because Mistress had a 1 pm meeting to get back to. after She left, I finished off my wine and cigar before heading home. the wine made me very drowsy so I took a nap. while on Her way home, Mistress called and let me know that She had decided it was date night. since one of Her children was out for the evening anyway, she instructed me to give the other two $60 for dinner and a movie. naturally, I was thrilled! I quickly unpacked and set up all the toys, then hurried into the kitchen to start cooking. Mistress arrived shortly after, so W/we were alone for the rest of the evening. i changed into my leather jock strap and took off all my other clothes. i went straight into full service, pouring Mistress a drink and finishing dinner preparation. After eating, I cleaned up the kitchen while Mistress watched TV. when i returned to Her side, She commanded me to fetch my Book of Transgressions, the collar, leg and ankle restraints, leash, and Her two favorite toys: the crop and the cane. i brought her these items right away and dropped onto my knees before Her, eyes lowered respectfully. Mistress raised my chin, kissed me, whispered I love you, then pushed my head back down again. She collared me, then had me present my arms and legs for the restraints. She made me stand with my back to Her so She could deliver a few whacks with the cane and crop. i flinched at each blow. Then she ordered a foot massage, so I retrieved the cream and took my place by her feet again. i massaged Mistress's feet for at least 30 minutesI know better than to stop or even pause while She relaxes into it. mistress loves having Her feet rubbed and has several mini orgasms as i work. The smell of Her wet pussy drives me wild with desire for Her. Mistress was reading my Book of Transgressions during the foot massage. She ordered me to halt the rubbing and attached the leash to my collar. Up, slave! she commanded. Yes, Mistress. mistress dragged me into the bedroom and told me to climb onto the bed. Fortunately all the toys were in their proper spots, including the chains at all four corners of the bed. I lay on my back so She started teasing me with Her long nails, running them up and down my body with particular emphasis on my arm pits and feet. i was squirming like crazy to avoid her touch. she would get close to my stiff cock but never touched it. Then she ordered me onto my stomach and clipped the chains onto my ankle and wrist restraints. mistress said She was very disappointed in me. not only was I repeating the same old Transgressions, but i had failed many times. She listed off the transgressions she recalled. My Mistress gave me a severe beating, lasting well over an hour without missing any of her tools—both flogs, both paddles, both canes, and the crop were used. It had been weeks since my last whipping, so my pain tolerance was quite low. I yelled until my voice went hoarse; I’m certain our neighbors heard me. Although I squirmed as much as possible, being chained made it difficult, especially when Mistress grabbed the straps of my jockstrap to hold me steady with one hand while paddling with the other. She teased me relentlessly during the session. Whenever she beats me, she always has several orgasms and ends up soaked in juices all the way down to her knees. The scent drove me wild as she kept her pussy just inches from my tongue, which was straining for a taste. I begged her to let me eat her out, but she declared that I wasn’t worthy of such an honor because I was a worthless, disobedient, and willful slave. Several times after touching her pussy, she rubbed the juices onto my face or held her fingers near my mouth so I could lick them clean. No matter how much I pleaded, she didn’t stop the beating until I promised to anticipate all of her needs in the future. She has since told me that if she ever has to ask for anything and I fail, I must write down the failure in my Book and face severe punishment. After releasing me, we cuddled for a while as she rubbed my sore butt. Once again, I begged permission to worship her pussy. "Now you may lick my pussy, slave," she commanded, so I quickly obliged. Since she was soaked with juices, I licked her all over before moving on to her clit. I gave her many hard orgasms and only stopped when she pushed me away. Later that night, after we were done for the evening—Mistress had an early rise due to work—I realized I had been denied my own orgasm. Knowing I would be locked up in the morning without knowing how long added to my disappointment, though I didn’t dare say anything. Serving Mistress’s pussy while denying myself seems to be her new game; most of the time it puts me into sub space just by serving at her pleasure, but sometimes it is frustrating, like last night. I was also disappointed that we never got a chance to try out the new strap-on toy. When she asked if I had played with it on my own before, I admitted that I hadn’t and wouldn’t have either because I told her so. I want her to take me with it; I’ve never taken anything quite that big—I only know Mistress’s 1 by 5 dildo and my 1 1/2 butt plug. I want to feel like Her virgin again. So, thanks to that thorough beating, my Book is clear of Transgressions for now. Although Mistress says she has beaten me harder before, I don’t recall exactly when. My body is very sore today, and I’m sure there are bruises waiting to show up; Mistress will check tonight. .

not much to report today. Mistress and I chat as often as we can during the day on Yahoo Messenger. She is at work while I am busy with chores and my business, but it is nice to talk even if not frequently. i remain unlocked. Yesterday morning i told Mistress that I would lock up after my shower. She was surprised I was still free, but since she said so, She told me to stay unlocked. "I may want to play again tonight," She said. Oh boy!! Before showering I checked my butt in the mirror. YES!!! Nice bruises to show off Mistress's handiwork. I got all excited and told Her right away. There is a really huge purple bruise, about the size of a hand, on my right cheek...and lots of other smaller bruises scattered around both cheeks. Mistress met me for drinks and a shared appetizer. We talked about my beating again and once more She said that She has beaten me harder and longer, but we agreed that I haven't been bruised this badly in ages. She had to admit that my reaction to the beating was as extreme as any She has seen...I was really struggling and crying out! We also agreed that maybe She is stronger now from working out. I like that idea and love when She overpowers me or holds me down. Mistress is tall...5' 9" and matches my height when wearing heels...which is pretty much all the time. Back at home we both fell asleep on the couch...lol. We kind of awoke simultaneously and trudged off to the bedroom. Mistress examined my butt and was very pleased with Herself...I am so proud and honored. Sitting down is a constant reminder to me of my transgressions. Well, TGIF and I'm sure I'll have something to share after date night.

I am glad it is all going so well for you slavejohn. I do love when people give more insight into the workings of their life (for example, the drinks and appetizer...) because those are the important things which balance the D/s relationship and make it work.

"thank You for those kind words, Mistress watchful. i am honored! Mistress Irianna and i had a quiet weekend. life's been so busy lately...i think W/we just needed to veg out, and that's what W/we did. i was a little disappointed. i casually mentioned date night on Friday and Mistress announced that since W/we had date night on Wednesday there was no need for one this weekend...rats! on Saturday Mistress announced that She was ditching me for a few hours. ugh, i hate that...i spend 5 weekdays away from Her presence and now a chunk of the weekend too? mostly i put on a brave face and i didn't even call and pester Her while She was gone. actually She was Christmas shopping for me so i shouldn't be sulking. i busied myself with my business and learning new songs for the band (practice coming up on Saturday and i need to be prepared). She was gone about 4 hours and then W/we met for early dinner at O/our local pub. She had youngest "young adult" with Her and i had oldest with me. W/we cheated and had a huge plate of nachos with the works...and lots of drinks. back at home W/we cuddled on the couch and watched TV. actually i had so much fun serving Mistress all weekend long. the "young adults" were in and out so everything had to appear vanilla but when we're alone it's always "yes, Mistress" or "yes, Ma'am". the couch was home base on Sunday after renting 8 movies. Mistress didn't need to budge (except for potty breaks), i served Her drinks, meals and snacks, cleaning up as i went along. i wished i could have been collared...oh well. i rubber Her feet too! She loves that. "good slave"! i was unlocked all weekend, but no sex. Mistress had me mentally chastised, told me i didn't deserve to come. She didn't even tease me except for a hand on my thigh while cuddling. i wore my new butt plug all weekend and i loved it...so much more comfortable! so sensual! this morning i weakened. as W/we were kissing goodbye i asked if i could cum before being locked back up. She said it was ok to stay unlocked. after She left i realized my mistake and was surprised She didn't call me on it. it is NOT my place to ask for an orgasm before lock-up...plus i can't be trusted alone and would surely play with myself. so despite being very horny, 6 days without an orgasm, i went back to sleep briefly, showered and locked up. i have since apologized to Mistress and She has accepted my apology. of course i wrote this transgression down in my book.

"My slave, How wonderful a life it has become since you came into My service. Hectic are the days, and short are the nights, but always a pleasure I receive. A mutual exchange, a slight glimpse of o/Our reality and life is such a rush, it can be nothing less than punishment & pain / love & lust / worship & whips / calm & chastity / peace & punishment. My dearest slave, what more is there to life than the delights of D/s. Merry Christmas slave. :sign0011:"

"i am so honored by such a lovely sentiment from my Mistress...and i am certainly not worthy. tears of joy stream down my face. i don't know what to say and could never match such eloquence. nevertheless i will try. before meeting Mistress Irianna i lived my life in a closet. i lurked on BDSM websites late at night, indulging in the pleasure i found there and envious of those living their true lives while i hid mine. i was careful to erase my footprints for fear of being caught by my very vanilla wife. for many reasons, more than just the need to be dominated by a Woman, i realized i had to change or just wither away and die. so i left. and then i met Mistress. it was love at first sight for both of U/us though W/we did not speak of love for the first month or so. distance kept us chaste. soon W/we spoke of love and when we finally met again O/our passion was boundless. Mistress was the experienced one; i was coming off a 25 year vanilla relationship, sexless for the last 20 years. what passions She awoke in me, sexual prowess i never knew i was capable of, sex play i had only imagined or dreamed of. several months into O/our relationship She introduced silk ropes into O/our bedroom. that very first time i called Her Mistress. i could no longer contain myself and all those years in the closet came spilling out. such joy realizing that although W/we didn't look for it W/we found the lifestyle that W/we both craved. i could never thank Her enough for what She has done for me. i have come to see the hand of God in bringing U/us together. surely the joining of such kindred souls can not be just some lucky, random happenstance. She is everything to me, my whole world. She has given me the best years of my life. i live to worship and adore Her. i am so thankful to be Her possession. Merry Christmas, Mistress...Love of my life!"

"i'm locked since Monday, 12/15 and no orgasm since 12/9. last night W/we had a family meeting so that everyone could air their gripes...nothing new, i still complain about the garbage and dishes in the sink...lol! afterwards i dragged Mistress off to the pub. W/we had salads and several cocktails...and a nice chat. i apologized to Mistress for a fuss i started before the meeting. She was right, as always. in the car i asked Mistress if i could eat Her pussy. "mmmmm, later", She purred. W/we snuggled on the couch at home, napping naturally. W/we both had a busy day. W/we dragged each other off to bed. as soon as She laid on the bed i said "i haven't forgotten" and immediately went down on Her. oh God She smelled so delicious...and She was so wet and ready...Her nectar intoxicates me. i teased Her clit with my tongue, then greedily lapped Her pussy, drinking Her juices that were flowing from my attention. returning to Her clit i sucked it into my mouth and worked my tongue over Her button. She moaned and writhed in delight. oh how i love the way She sucks in Her breath when i hit Her just right. soon She was arching Her back and cuming like crazy. after several hard orgasms She pushed me away. i remained there, licking nectar off Her thighs and gratefully kissing Her all over. eventually She pulled me up to cuddle. the whole time i worshiped at Her pussy my cock was straining inside the tube of my CB3000. when i get really hard my balls get squeezed by my scrotum and the ring and cage so i was alternately in ecstasy and agony. as W/we cuddled my cock did it's dance but i knew there was no relief for me on day 7. W/we fell asleep in each other's arms. this morning Mistress woke late. W/we both had too much to drink...lol! as W/we cuddled i cupped Her breast. She did NOT move my hand, silent permission to continue. i found Her nipple and teased it hard. Mistress moaned Her pleasure and moved into me. i began to squeeze Her nipple between my fingers and She caught Her breath. slipping Her satin gown down my mouth found Her other nipple. She arched Her back into me and moaned Her pleasure. my tongue circled Her nipple, making it hard. i began nibbling and Mistress began cuming. Mistress loves nibbling and the occasional hard nip so i happily obliged. again my cock was dancing in it's cage...extasy and agony. Mistress soon stopped me and rolled over on Her side facing me to cuddle with me. She stroked my back, my thighs and brushed up against my nipples. i was in agony as my cock pulsed in it's cage. i had to resort to panting to reduce the swelling in my organ. i whispered, "please Mistress, let me eat Your Pussy". Her reply was a quick "No!"...nothing else. i begged Her several times as She stroked my body but all i got is the same quick no...rats! i even told Her i wanted to eat Her and not wash my face so everyone who got close today would know that i was a pussy licker. "No!". then i tested Her, "Mistress, would You like me to fuck You with Your toy (My cock)?" "No, time to get up" Mistress hopped into the shower as i prepared Her ice water, coffee, water bottles, breakfast and lunch...all too soon i was kissing Her goodbye...She looked simply gorgeous, She always does. day 8 with no orgasm, tying my record to date. Mistress loves to tease me...and She has teased me from the very first time we touched."

day 9 since my last orgasm, a new record. there's not much to report. the entire family went out for dinner last night to celebrate "middle young adult"'s birthday. we had quite the time. upon returning home, Mistress snatched up the remote while I mixed another cocktail for us. as soon as I settled onto the couch beside Her, I drifted off almost instantly. at 10 PM, I excused myself and went upstairs to bed; I didn't even notice when Mistress joined me. We woke up early. Mistress was lying on her back next to me, so I draped my arm over her. She gripped my hand tightly. When I attempted to shift it, she kept it pinned against her stomach. After a moment of relaxation, I slipped my hand upward to cup Her breast... but She immediately moved my hand and secured it in place once more. The next time I tried, She pushed me away again... yet this time i received "the look"... even without light, I could see Her eyes and knew trouble was coming if I made another move. Minutes later, I whispered, "Mistress, may I please worship Your pussy?" Her response... unh-unh. I tried once more, "Mistress, please???" unh-unh! That settled it... not even a full NO... just the quiet rejection. ouch!!! I have no idea how far She is willing to take this. She hinted that I might remain locked up until we reach the cabin on the 26th. yikes, that means nine more days of waiting!

day 10 since my last orgasm...so horny W/we had a quiet evening at home. i served Mistress dinner and drinks, a little TV and off to bed. Mistress mostly sleeps on Her back. i'm a side sleeper. i always start out facing Her and arm over Her but wind up back to Her but cuddling closely. i spin back and forth all night long due to hip pain. last night when i put my arm across Her She again gripped it tightly like the day before. any attempt to move my arm elsewhere was stopped. but when She moved Her arm to scratch my arm started to roam...She immediately grabbed it back. i groaned a little and She commanded "Stop Whining!". "Yes, Mistress". i again asked Her if i could worship Her pussy and She said NO! foolishly i tried to move my arm again to caress Her and She snapped, "alright, that's it, roll over the other way." i hesitated. "Do it now, slave!" "Yes, Mistress". reluctantly i rolled over so my back was to Her. fortunately She rolled over and spooned me...my second favorite cuddling position. ahhh, i was content and fell asleep. about an hour later my cell phone on the night table wakes me. it's the "young adults". they have a flat tire and don't know how to change it. so it's on with the shorts, tee shirt and flip flops...off to 7-11 to change a tire. the damn jack is too short, plus a piece is missing, so the car had to be raised 3 times to just barely get the spare on. did i mention it's a Ford Explorer. that took over an hour and when i got back couldn't get back to sleep for another hour. i was fairly comatose when Mistress arose but managed to rise and prepare Her for Her day. i wish i knew what She was thinking or planning. i sure hope it's really not release on 12/26. i wish She would let me worship Her pussy more often. maybe i'm just not worthy enough to be granted that reward. if roles were reversed i know i'd have Her giving me oral 3 times a day...lol! i am so damned horny and even though i wouldn't be getting released somehow giving Her oral is almost as effective as my own orgasm in providing a level of satisfaction. does that make sense? i LOVE burying my face in Mistresses pussy...i could live down there. oh well, in a few short hours Mistress will be done with work until 1/5. YAY!!!

okay, my new record is 11 days and lets hope that i never go 11 days, or more, ever again. Friday night was more of the same. in bed i tried to move my hand to explore but Mistress held me tight and would not let me touch. again i begged to worship Her pussy but was rebuffed. sigh. Friday night i asked Mistress if we were having date night this weekend and Mistress said, "no, we'll be alone together for 2 weeks and we should spend some time with the 'young adults'". needless to say i was disappointed. that night i woke a few times and had a terrible itch under my scrotum where the hinge is on the CB3000. i've been running medical adhesive tape around the hinge and it's helped. in the morning i asked Mistress for permission to remove my CD to clean and medicate. Mistresses reply was "I was going to release you anyway, go fetch the key". YAY!!!!! Mistress unlocked me and it felt sooooo GOOD!!!! we showered and i when we looked i only had a minor irritation under my scrotum. i don't know if i ever mentioned it but Mistress and i love to shower together. except for during the week when Mistress is in a rush we always shower together. we love it! we shampoo each other, we have these huge natural sponges and we bathe each other. Saturday we ran some errands, got my car serviced (my baby got her first scheduled maintenance!), got our manicures and pedicures and saw "The Day the Earth Stood Still" in IMAX. i don't care what reviews Y/you read, the movie is awesome. at some point the "young adults" called Mistress and i was shocked to hear Her tell them that tonight would be date night. YAY!! we got home at around 7. bribe in hand the "young adults" were told to stay out until at least 11. once they left i asked Mistress if i should set up the toys. Mistress looked into my eyes and said "no, I just want to be U/us tonight!" so i knew that W/we were taking a hiatus from our D/s life. W/we haven't done that in a really long time and it was fine with me. at some point i even excused myself and removed my butt plug. in the bedroom Mistress stripped down to bra and panties (sexy...red...thong panties with jewelry) and put on a robe. i stripped naked and donned my robe. back in the living room Mistress selected a movie and we cuddled on the couch with cocktails. about 30 minutes into the movie, horny got to me and my hands started roaming. Mistress was as horny as me. She was thrusting into my hands and moaning. i went down on Her and gave Her several hard orgasms. W/we fucked every which way all over the couch for the next hour. when i finally came i had the most interesting, hardest and longest orgasm of my life. later Mistress asked me to describe it and i struggled with my words. each pulse felt like i was shooting out about a gallon, and Mistress confirmed that it felt like that for Her too. somehow i felt the pleasure deep down in my prostate. it felt like i had about 20 really strong pulses before they started to ebb. W/we decided at some point to go to bed and Mistress suggested that W/we get up in the middle of the night to continue O/our fun. sure enough i awoke at about 6 and started to caress Mistress. soon W/we were going at it again and shared another powerful orgasm. W/we fell asleep in each others arms and slept till 9. W/e will be alone together for 10 days. i know Mistress is planing lots of fun for us including vanilla sex, punishment, strap-on play with O/our new toy and a return to O/ur D/s lifestyle. i suggested to Mistress that i could be locked up again when She gets Her period and She said "stop topping from the bottom"..."yes, Mistress". Mistress teases me now that i should always wait 11 days or more...at least i hope She's teasing.

Whew. Very steamy - enjoyed the detailed descriptions! If only I could get out and take matters into my own hands... chaste and squirming for now I guess. What will come next for you? Sounds like fun no matter which direction you take.

thanks, lauren, i hope to have lots of new scenes to report about in 2009! i guess its been about 2 weeks since my last post. Mistress and i were on vacation in NY most of that time. W/we had a wonderful time! W/we saw old friends and family and ate and drank O/ourselves silly. i have been unlocked since my last post. since W/we have barely been apart for more than a few hours since then Mistress has been in full control and has maintained my chastity. O/our first chance for play was at O/ur cabin. W/we were there for 3 days. most of the time i was in full slave modecollar, wrist and ankle restraints and leather jock strap. i cooked all meals, did all the cleaning and served Mistress. mostly we had vanilla sex but one morning Mistress did something very interesting. i woke up hard, as usual, and the head of my cock was sticking out of my jock strap. Mistress began to play with just what was showing, stroking me with Her nails. it felt really good and in the beginning I felt like something was missing and that i could never come this way. but She kept teasing, playing with just my cock head and only using Her nails. suddenly i realized that i was about to come despite the limited contact. when i did come i pulsed for ages and soaked the sheets. after coming i couldnt stop shaking, just like Mistress does when She has the big O. eventually i calmed down. i wondered if Mistress would make me eat my cum but She didnt. W/we had one punishment session in O/ur Manhattan hotel. im sure the neighbors heard my cries. W/we also shared a carriage ride in Central Parkvery romantic. W/we never got to strap-on playboo hoo. Mistress is just finishing Her period, which started on 12/29. i have been chaste since 12/28no chastity device, just Mistress in charge. i anticipate some great vanilla sex tonight or tomorrow and then a lock up. all 3 of the young adults are home sick, maybe with the flu. Mistress and i had flu shots. sorry for being away for so long but there were few wifi opportunities.

oh, i left something out. Mistress got a cute Christmas outfit: red baby doll with white trim like a boa with red and white feathers, red bra and matching crotchless panties, red and white "pimp" style furry hat with a floppy brim and red sequined open toed heels. (sorry, i'm not too good at describing women's clothing). Mistress planned to wear this for me at the cabin but She forgot the stockings so i bought Her white fishnet stockings with lacy tops and gave them to Her when W/we got there. one night She emerged from the bedroom wearing the outfit. omG, i was instantly hot for Her and hard as a rock. after posing for pictures Mistress reclined on the couch and ordered me to worship Her pussy...my favorite order. i got on my knees in front of the couch and licked Her to several orgasms right through the crotchless panties. afterwards W/we retired to the bedroom for some great fucking. between the panties and a little stubble on my face i ended up with a large abrasion just under my lower lip which was very visible for days. i was surprised that no one asked me what happened. i was not prepared for an answer to that one.

its been a few days since my last post. i have not been locked up since Mistress released me on 12/19 but She has been out of work since then so W/we have been together 24/7 since then. Her plant is shut down until at least 1/19, but probably until 1/26. thats great for togetherness but sucks when the bills come. so anyway, even though i am not locked up i only get to come when Mistress permits it. Mistresses period finally ended on Tuesday and so did my chastityi guess that was 9 days. Mistress was really horny so on Tuesday we had some great straight fucking. as always Mistress always comes first, several times, and i only come after receiving Her permission. Last night Mistress and i started touching and kissing in bed and ended up in the 69 position, me on top. Mistress sucked my cock as i brought Her to several orgasms. as always Mistress pushed me away when She was satisfiedbut i did not come. Mistress announced that it was time for sleepi didnt dare ask about my own orgasm. tonight is date night, which is also punishment night. Mistress already announced that She will be taking a bubble bath by candlelight. of course i will be bathing Her with one of O/ur nice big natural spongesin full slave uniformcollar, restraints and leather jock strap. i am so excited! i asked what else She had planned but She just smiled with that twinkle in Her eye. guess ill have more to post tomorrow!

slavejohn, I'm really enjoying your journal. I think it's great because although you are in chastity and obey Mistresses rules, you still have a fabulous sex-life balance that works for you. I love your date night idea too. I think pet and I really need to start setting aside more specific "us" time. Have a great day.

Mistress Watchful, i am so glad that O/ur journal pleases You. i live to please and serve all Mistresses...but of course Mistress Irianna first! Mistress and i consider O/urselves blessed. W/we have a wonderful life despite the challenges. Mistress and i are both highly sexed so O/ur sex life is amazing. Mistress always jokes that although i'm in chastity it will never be for too long because She can't wait that long to play with Her cock. whether W/we are in play mode or not i am ALWAYS Her slave. i take great pride in making sure that i anticipate and satisfy Her every need. i always follow my rules...example, Mistress always starts Her meal before me, but i may never finish before Her...same with drinks. broken rules are recorded in my book of transgressions and punishment follows on date night. punishment is especially severe for repetitive failures. W/we live with Mistresses children (21, 19 and 17) and 2 dogs in a 4 bedroom condo. everyone has their own space but the "young adults" can hear U/us when W/we are playing. they have commented and teased U/us about sounds from O/ur room...Mistress is VERY loud when She cums. Mistress has always been open with Her children about Her sexuality so W/we really don't care what they hear. vanilla sex is fine any time but BDSM play is reserved for "date night", when the young adults are bribed to leave us alone for 4 to 6 hours. most of the time that's punishment night...there is no mistaking the sounds of flogs, whips, paddles and my cries and screams. W/we are fortunate that they are old enough to be on their own...if they were little W/we would need to drop them off with family or with a sitter. on O/ur NY Christmas vacation W/we spent 3 days at my sister's house. the 4 of U/us were sitting in the dining room over breakfast. i was my usual self, filling Mistresses glass, serving Her meal, clearing Her plate, etc. my sister noticed and commented, "boy, I want to be served like that!" i was honored at the compliment...and i love being outed like that! but date night is not always about O/ur lifestyle. last night after the young adults left i slipped into the bedroom, set up the toys and donned my leather jock strap. i cooked O/ur dinner, served Mistress, cleared and cleaned and drew a bath for Her. Mistress took a bubble bath complete with wine and candles. while Mistress was bathing i asked if She needed anything or if She wanted me to bathe Her. Mistress said no and i sensed She wanted to be left alone so i awaited Her call. when I heard the tub draining i grabbed Her towel and held it for Her as She stepped out of the tub. wrapped in the towel Mistress sat on the bed and beckoned for me to join Her. W/we sat and talked. W/we reminisced about the days before i moved to Florida when She would visit my NY apartment once a month for the weekend. W/we had such wonderful times in my tiny basement apartment, O/ur underground sanctuary. so many nights W/we would light the whole place with candles, enjoy dinner together, a cigar on my steps, one night in the rain cuddling under an umbrella. even though it was a crappy apartment W/we had our privacy. Mistress said She wanted another night like that. so i lit several candles and we cuddled in bed, alone if only for a few hours. W/we began touching and kissing and Mistress got hold of my hard cock and would NOT let go. She kept touching, stroking and pumping my cock and it felt soooo good. soon I couldn't take it another second, i got on top of Her and entered Her. W/we fucked for a very long time. Mistress came real hard at least 4 times, each time Her pussy convulsed and tried to push me out...but i kept thrusting. i think it was the third orgasm, but one time She squirted as She came, soaking me to my knees and saturating the sheets. soon I exploded and W/we came together...Mistress always cums when I do because She loves feeling Her cock pulse inside Her. if Y/ou have been following O/ur journal Y/ou know about O/ur football bet. well the Giants just lost so i lost O/ur bet. i have to get my toenails painted next time W/we go for mani/pedi. my toes will be painted blue with an orange stripe...big toes with the NY logo. i will have to wear sandals or flipflops. OMG i am so dreading this. i am petrified! i will be so embarrassed!

OMG, i have blue toenails. i will post pix. everyone at the nail salon teased me..the nail techs and the other patrons. i was soooo humiliated!

**blue toenails** im getting used to looking down and seeing blue toenails, its no longer shocking. except for people in the nail salon no one has seen them live except for the family. i did wear flip flops home but it was dark outside and we were mostly in the car. when W/we got home if there were any neighbors about I was gonna wait in the car until they leftbut I doubt if Mistress would have allowed that. several of my friends knew about the bet, thanks to Mistress, and Mistress sent them all pictures of my feet and of me in the pedicure chair getting worked on. no one has commented yet. starting on Saturday ill be spending 9 days with both my kids (24 and 21) so I sent them pictures as well rather than surprise them when i see them. cant wait for the 2 weeks to be over. fortunately its cool enough here and where im going for shoes and sneakers instead of flip flops and sandals. Mistress enjoyed the whole ordeal way too much and is giving me that wicked grin when She sees my feet. last night in bed Mistress and i started kissing and touching each other. after about 15 minutes I asked permission to worship Her pussy and was rewarded with a head push down between Her legs. i licked Mistress to at least 4 orgasms before She pushed me away. W/we fell asleep in each others armsno cum for me! today im catching up with laundryflip flops on and blue toes exposedwearing my butt plug of courseand serving Mistress of course.

> chastityslavejohn said: > I was always intrigued by stories where the sub was taken by his Mistress with a strap-on. These scenes really turned me on. The idea of being taken that way, against my will, seemed to me to be the ultimate act of submission. This act was complete surrender of control to the Dommethe Domme taking Her slavemaking slave Her bitch. i loved the idea of it, yet somehow I was afraid to discuss the subject with Mistress. She had never mentioned it and I thought perhaps She would think me less of a man for wanting to be taken by a Woman. > W/we have lots of toys. About 6 months ago I found a butt plug among our toys. Hmm, i was intrigued. So after Mistress went to work one day I got some lube and gave it a try. The butt plug is a standard Doc Holiday type. At first I couldnt get it in. I relaxed and pushed gently but I guess just like any other virgin I was really tight. Finally with more lube, relaxation breathing and perseverance it slipped in. that very first time I fell in love with the feeling of passing that large bulb through my sphincter. And mmmm, that full feelingheaven. That very first time I masturbated with the plug inside and had the most intense orgasm. i was addicted! > My Mistress has the cutest ass on the planeti am always caressing Her there. One night over cocktails at O/ur favorite lounge Mistress asked me about my obsession with Her butt. This was my opening. So I summoned up my courage and I told Her about the butt plug. As always, She was amazing about it. First She was thrilled that I told Her. She said, wow, now I know youre as kinky as Me! We are both very adventurouswhy oh why did I think She would have a problem with this. Then She jumped right to the point without me even bringing it uptomorrow you will do the research and order a strap-on for Me! Yes, Mistress! > My Mistress is the smartest person I know. She talked to me about enemas. She told me I had to start taking an enema every day so that I was clean for Her whenever She wanted me. Yes, Mistress! > W/we anxiously awaited the arrival of O/ur new toy. I got much better with my daily enema, now I can easily hold the whole bag for 10 or 15 minutes. > Mistress instructed me to take my enema late in the day, just before She got > I heard Mistress putting on Her new strap-on. I was instantly hard in anticipation. She approached the bed and commanded scoot your butt off the bed, slave! as I lifted She piled 2 pillows onto the bed to raise my ass off the bed. She also reached under and stroked and adjusted my cock so it was comfortable. As I settled back down onto the bed I felt cool lube being massaged into my ass. now I take what is mine, slave! She said. > I felt the tip of Her dildo against my butt hole, then felt Her gently enter me just the tip. how does that feel, slave? mmm, nice, Mistress I replied. Mistress pushed and slid into mesoon I felt Her body on my butt and I knew She was in all the way. I heard a moan of pleasure escape my lipsthis felt good! I think you like this slave, She cooed. She pulled out slowly and started a slow in and out movement. Oh God, it was delicious. I couldnt help myself, I started to moan my approval. oh God, this feels so goodmmmfuck me Mistress! Mistress increased Her tempo. I began to thrust into Her. Oh my God, I love to feel You inside me, Mistress. please fuck me harder, Mistress. yes, slave, youre all mine now. Youre my little bitch, arent you? yes, Mistress, fuck your bitch! > I couldnt believe my reaction. I loved feeling Her inside meit felt soooo good. I never wanted it to end. please, Mistress, let me buy you a bigger dildoI need you to fill me completely! oh yes, slave, you WILL get a bigger dildo so I can fuck you harder and better! > Mistress fucked me hard. I couldnt believe how GOOD it felt on so many levels. I absolutely loved that She was taking mefucking meusing memaking me Her bitch. I dont even have the words to describe how fantastic it was. Even as I type this I can barely breathe or think straight. I love the feeling as Her dildo stroked my prostate. > I did not cum despite a half hour ass fuckingbut I know for sure that one day I will cum from just being fucked by my Mistress. I did fall asleep from the experiencejust like I always do after a really good orgasm. > The next night She took me again. This time I was free and I think W/we tried every position W/we could think of. W/we fucked until W/we were exhausted. I loved every second of it and begged for more, harder fucking just like a little whore. > I cant wait to get fucked againhopefully this weekend. I quickly ordered Mistress the Vibrating FeelDoe Silicone Harness Dildo. It came yesterdayno pun intendedand I cant wait to try it. The dildo is nice and big. The largest dildo in the beginner set W/we got is only 5about 1 in diameter. > Listen to mea week ago I was a virgin and now Im looking for the biggest dildo I can find im such a slut! > Click to expand... Daily Enemas might not be a good idea. And going too large with a dildo too fast can be a very bad idea. I think go slow, get comfortable and you will be fine. I think you have the right idea that if you want to clean yourself out to do them just before the act. I read somewhere that doing enemas too often (daily) can damage your ability to go properly? Maybe someone who is better versed in the medical part of this can comment? Otherwise I wanted to say wow - hot posts. And not just the Bend over Boyfriend stuff. I have to admit the idea of denial and chastity don't exactly turn my gears *At least not the idea of doing it all the time. But you seem to have found a really interesting middle ground that while Im probably way to vanilla to emulate is seriously hot reading material! Good luck on everything. And if you dont climax from Anal sex I think the addition of a vibe or reach around or even some masturbation during the act is ok to add to the enjoyment or??? :loveCM:

Jimi, thanks for the nice comments and advice. guess Ive been leaving some detail out. I am not doing daily enemas, just doing them prior to date night in case Mistress wants strap-on play. also I am wearing a butt plug 24/7. I only take it out for sanitary reasons. I am well prepared for penetration!

I probably should have figured that out but thanks for the reply. Please ask your Misstress (If and when) you try the feeldoe if it works for her of if she needs to use a vibe in addition to help her reach climax? We are pretty vanilla but... Well you never know!:character0071:

last night was date night. im going out of the country with my kids on Saturday and will be gone for 9 daysO/our longest separation since W/we moved in together. W/we picked last night because i have to be at the airport by 7:30 on Saturday. as soon as the young adults left last night i slipped into the bedroom to put on my leather jock strap. i also removed my shoes so my blue toenails would show. it was too cold to go shirtlesshaving a cold snap in Florida. back in the livingroom i prepared a cocktail for Mistress. She commanded, bring Me your collar and restraintsand My crop! Yes, Mistress Mistress had me place the items next to Her on the couch. i also presented my book of transgressions. She playfully swatted me with the crop a few times. then i popped off into the kitchen to prepare dinner: Chicken Picata, Linguini with Oil and Garlic and steamed broccoli. W/we had a nice quiet dinner and Mistress went back to the couch while i cleaned up. when i finished i brought Mistress another cocktail and stood awaiting Her order. She pointed to the floor in front of Her so i knelt before Her as She collared me and fastened my restraints to my ankles and wrists. next Mistress motioned for me to join Her on the couch. for the next hour or so W/we cuddled on the couch. of course i kept Mistresses glass filled and She rewarded me with a swat each time i rose to serve Her. (Mistress should NEVER have to ask for Her glass to be freshenedif She has to ask i have failed and will be punished.) at one point as Mistress held the crop She reached down and started to tease my cock until it was rock hardthen She hit my cock with the cropyeouch, that hurt. She followed up with several crop shots to my thighs; they stung like crazy. then She stopped and stroked my cock again, remarking how hard i still was despite the pain. the crop fell on my cock again, this time lower, catching my ballsthat really hurt. my cry of pain brought more thigh shots and more cock stroking. Still hard, slave, you must like this. Do you like the pain, slave? i dont know, Mistress. Come on, you must like itlook how hard you are! Yes, Mistress. Then you like the pain, dont you? Yes, Mistress Yes what? Yes, Mistress, i like the pain. Good, no reason to stop then this must have continued for another 30 minutes. She caught my balls several times and brought tears to my eyes. Mistress is an expert with the crop so those shots landed just where She intended. the pain was terrible, especially on my thighs, but i remained rock hard the whole time. (i have the thigh bruises today to prove how hard Mistress hit me). this was the first time She used the crop during CBTusually She uses Her flicker whip. soon Mistress announced that it was time for us to move into the bedroom. Mistress fastened my leash to my collar and led me down the hall. once inside Mistress pointed to the floor at the foot of the bed. what was this? something new? i dropped to my knees and Mistress commanded DOWN!, so i quickly dropped to all fours. this was definitely something new. Mistress hummed cheerfully as She moved about the room. i had no idea what S he was doing and i did not dare to look or ask. She put Metallica on the stereo, Her favorite sex and/or punishment music. after what felt like forever suddenly Mistress was standing in front of me. Look up! She commanded and i was rewarded with the sight and smell of Her wet, naked pussy. Kiss me! She commanded. i eagerly kissed Her pussy lips and She grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled me closed. i slipped my tongue in to tease Her clit but She pushed me away and back down. next She walked forward over me and was straddling me, facing my feet. Her legs gripped me tightly about the waist and Her hand came around behind Her to grab my collar and slightly lift my head. then the beating started, slowly at first with Her hand, then the flog and soon the paddle and the cane. i tried to squirm away but Her legs gripped me tightly and She held firmly onto my collar, sometimes almost lifting me off the floor. Mistress is very strong. at some point She moved back so Her wet pussy was rubbing the back of my neck. when Mistress stopped She whispered into my ear to command me to climb onto the bed. i assumed the usual face down, spread eagle position and Mistress proceeded to fasten the chains to my restraints. my beating started again, with Her hand at first. Mistress has a new move where She gives me about ten strokes with the flog, followed with 5 quick cane shots, then more with the flog. She must have one in each hand. i can take a lot from the flog so i get lulled into a state where im thinking that this isnt too bad and then the cane lands and i squirm and cry out from its sting. all together i was beaten for about an hour. i dont think Mistress skipped a single one of Her toys. then She slipped Her hand under me and started stroking and squeezing my cock again. How do you want to come, slave? She asked. i thought for a while and She asked again. finally i answered, with Your hand, Mistress. Mistress continued stroking as Her other hand caressed me and squeezed my nipples. i was in heaven. i begged to eat Her pussy but Mistress refused. after a few minutes Mistress stopped, released me, and then continued playing with Her cock. at one point i had several of Her toes in my mouth as i licked and sucked each one. for some reason i wasnt coming quickly, probably the wine, so i asked Mistress if i could fuck Herwhy waste a hard cock that cant come? Mistress agreed and lay on Her back next to me. i rolled on top of Her. as soon as i penetrated Her She began to come. i fucked Her real hard and brought Her to several orgasms. i pulled Her hair real hard; that always makes Her come loud and hard. finally i exploded inside Her, triggering another orgasm for Mistress. i rolled off and W/we fell asleep in each others arms. tonight im sure well have some vanilla sex. 9 days is a long time for Mistress to be away from Her cock. i have promised no playing with Her cock while im away. ill be with my kids anyway. im sure when i get back there will be some great sex and then back into the CB3000. ill be away from my journal until at least the 26th. thanks for reading and have a great MLK Day.

I returned home Sunday evening. Adjusting to Eastern Standard time has been a struggle... the place I visited is 14 hours ahead of where I am now. It's too bad that Mistress didn't get to see the bruises on my thighs from our last crop session. Each thigh bore a bruise about the size of my fist, and they were quite vivid in color. Mistress was very lustful when I got back. I was feeling it too, but exhaustion hit hard. We managed a nice, slow yet firm fucking; Mistress made her preference clear: she just wanted to be used. She kept me from touching Her nipples or pussy. We both climaxed powerfully. Even though my lock was off for the moment, I remained chaste for 10 days. Being unlocked and chaste feels totally different than being locked in. When I'm secured in my CB3000, sex is always on my mind; my cock perpetually strains against the metal, and pre-cum leaks out constantly. The unchained state is nothing like that. Mistress hasn't commented on re-locking yet. I hope She's feeling horny tonight because I'm recovering well. Her period should start any moment... over recent months it usually arrives on the 28th (keeping track of Her cycle is one of my duties). Since sex will be denied regardless, I'd love for Her to lock me up as soon as Her bleeding begins. Date night falls this weekend. I have plenty of hair, and Mistress already mentioned needing to shave me. How thorough will She get this time? I still sport blue toenails. Last night Mistress joked about pink ones... yikes!

First off, no more blue toenails. Mistress and I went for our manicure and pedicure on Tuesday, and the polish came off. Even though Mistress teased me about it in the nail salon, she didn’t go through with her threat of pink nails—phew! I had a tough time readjusting after my trip; 14 hours of jet lag is awful. Mistress was so wonderful, taking care of me and doing whatever she could to help. Since I got back, I’ve only slept without interruption on Thursday and Saturday nights. On the other nights, I’d wake up at 3 a.m. and toss and turn for three hours. Because of that, there was no sex. Mistress started her period on January 29th. When I asked about being locked up again, she said she would lock me after a good shave. I haven’t been shaved since December 27th, so I was really hairy and the CB3000 would have been very uncomfortable otherwise. My Mistress is absolutely wonderful to me! In our ongoing effort to help me get a proper night’s sleep, Mistress has been keeping me up late, and last night was no exception. We watched the first two Bourne movies while snuggling on the couch. She whispered in my ear, "Don’t worry, slave; you’re getting shaved tonight." Around 1 a.m., Mistress announced it was bedtime. Since it was so late, I wondered if she would still shave me. While I was in the bathroom and Mistress was busy opening the door, I saw her with towels spread on the bed and the razor ready. I climbed onto the towels, and Mistress got to work, moving from top to bottom. First, using a 1/8 blade, she shaved my shoulders, upper arms, armpits, and back. Next, switching to a 1/4 blade, she did my chest. Then she had me lie on my back and used the 1/8 blade again to shave my cock, scrotum, and entire pelvic area—mmm, that’s my favorite part. I always get so rock hard as she moves my cock around to ensure everywhere is shaved. Sometimes I get an oral release after shaving (Mistress loves performing oral and orgasms every time), especially when her period is on, but not this time. Finally, I rolled over, and Mistress shaved my butt. Once she was done, I cleaned up and took a quick shower. Mistress told me to put on my CB3000—no cum for me! I carried the device into the bathroom and willed myself soft. I lubricated well with baby oil and got it on without any trouble—for the first time since December 19th. Back in bed, Mistress snapped the lock closed. In an odd way, being locked up again felt really good. I got hard immediately and strained within my confinement, causing my balls to ache until I softened. The cycle of erection followed by ache and softening continued until I fell asleep. Despite having been chaste for so long—at least nine days while I was away with the kids—the experience of being locked and controlled is quite different from before. What a life change chastity has brought, going from daily orgasms since my teenage years to periods up to 10 days of chastity—my record. This time, I know I will be locked for at least until Mistress’s period ends on February 4th or 5th—that would be ten or eleven days total. I’ll only be unlocked when Mistress decides she needs to be fucked by her cock. Certainly, her own orgasms can occur any time she decides to honor me with the privilege of pleasing her with my mouth and tongue—I hope she doesn’t keep me waiting too long! I love worshipping her beautiful pussy!

Today is day 11 of chastity, a new personal record. At this point, I don’t know whether to celebrate or cry. I am struggling with my chastity and miss intimacy with Mistress so much! As far as I know, Mistress is still on her period. I haven’t asked her, and I don’t think it’s respectful to ask. In the past, I would ask every day, but a slave should know his place. Being on her period doesn't mean we can't do other things, but Mistress just doesn’t seem interested. Why doesn’t Mistress take advantage of oral service? I love doing it and am really okay with pleasuring her while locked up without an orgasm for myself. Perhaps it’s the demands of her new job and helping me market my own business. Yesterday was crazy. We got up early to go to the gym for the first time in two weeks. I briefly mentioned to Mistress that I wasn’t sure what exercising would be like in my cage, but she said I’d be okay because we were only doing cardio and not meeting our trainer. Phew! Thank goodness! Our workout was uneventful, though of course I worked up a good sweat on the bike and elliptical; the cage held fine. When we got home, Mistress decided she needed a chauffeur for the day since her car is overdue for maintenance. So there wasn’t time to shower; we got ourselves together quickly and started our day. In between driving, I cleaned my coffee machines—it was a busy day. By the end of it, Mistress needed to go into Orlando to pick up promotional materials for her new job—that’s at least 90 minutes each way plus dinner with her boss in between. We finally got home at 11:30 p.m., and Mistress had to finish her taxes; she was up until 1:30 a.m. I dozed in bed from one till half past. At this point, my cage was driving me insane. I could not sleep due to intense itching. I asked Mistress to unlock me for a shower, and she obliged. The shower felt wonderful! However, I was very disappointed that Mistress did not join me; having her wash me would have been such a tease! After showering, I cleaned the cage and put it back on. Mistress suggested I leave it off, but I didn’t. Why? Now I’m wondering why myself. It was her suggestion, yet I went my own way instead of obeying. At the time, I thought: *Why bother leaving it off if Mistress is on her period?* That sounds so selfish now that I write this; I am supposed to be SELFLESS! I also reasoned that I had only been locked up since Sunday—what’s the point of having a cage if I’m not locked? Prior to February 1st, I had been unlocked for six weeks. So, I lubed up, replaced the cage, and presented myself to Mistress so she could snap the lock. After joining her in bed, I couldn’t fall asleep. I was so aroused, straining in my cage as I cuddled against her. I whispered that I was so horny and missed her so much. She said, "Well, you locked yourself up! I told you to leave it off!" SHIT!!! Now what? Did I miss an opportunity? Was she ready to use her cock? Was her period over? Would she have just given me an orgasm? I guess I’ll never know. Mistress was soon asleep. I lay there for an hour, agonizing about how stupid and willful I had been. What do I do now? Just respectfully wait like a good, obedient slave? Should I hint again? Help! Mistress doesn’t have the time to get on the community site. I typically email her my posts. Should I email this one or just let it go?

alright, my patience has run out. as is typical, i didn't wait around for advice or comments from O/our community and just charged forward. i made a point to never keep secrets from Mistress, so i emailed Her my previous post with this note attached: "i almost held back on sending this because i was worried about topping from the bottom. it feels like i'm walking a tightrope between being completely honest in my blog while holding some things back since I know You are reading along. anyway, here goes:" here is Her response: "I value your letters. I always see them as you simply being honest. Calling it 'topping' takes away the comfort and cuts off your chance to have friends to talk with. No, nothing you write on your blog counts as topping. It's always sharing. Yes, My period ended yesterday." She told me to check my email right then and stood over me while I read. afterwards, we hugged and She called me a butthead...my favorite thing from Mistress when i mess up. then She said there is no better punishment than one that comes from yourself. since Mistress confirmed what i feared...i really should have obeyed and left my CD off...i could have ended my chastity at 10 days instead of pushing the record to 11. i am eager to see what happens later tonight. Mistress gets very horny after Her period!

well i ended up setting a new record, but it was not 11 daysit was 12. andi dont know where W/we stand with my CD or chastity in general. W/we may be done with it, or taking a breathereven though i was already unlocked from 12/17 through 2/1. if Y/you remember my last post i apparently missed an opportunity to end my **chastity** at day 10 by taking it upon myself to lock up even when Mistress told me not toobut things seemed to be cleared up by my posting and Mistresses email to me. thursday was day 11. as usual Mistress and i were very busy. based on O/our interaction that day, and now knowing that Mistresses period was over, i fully anticipated being unlocked and having a nice long hot fuck with Mistress. W/we cuddled in bed at around 11 after watching some TV. Mistress wasnt saying anything or responding to any of my advances. i asked Her if I could worship Her pussy and Her reply was a curt NO! what was going on??? it became apparent to me that Mistress was about to fall asleep and i was going to remain locked. i started to complainbig mistake!!! Mistress refused to talk or discuss the matter. this made me furiouswhy cant W/we talk about this? all i could do was just lay there with smoke coming out of my ears. at one point Mistress said you like **chastity** better than sex! what???? where did that come from? that really set me offhere i am aching with frustration and Mistress thinks i prefer that to fucking Her???? how did we get there??? that really got me started. i started to complain about a lack of intimacy in general. i guess i said some things i shouldnt have. Mistress was crying at one point and i felt awful. i apologized and held Her, saying that i would never hurt Her and never meant to say those awful things. my memory of the discussion is foggy but at some point Mistress jumped up and got the **key**. i said, what are You doing? well you want to be unlocked! but after 5 days locked and 11 days of **chastity** i didnt want it to end like that. in my head unlocking is a special event, initiated because Mistress wanted Her cocknot a result of my concern for lack of intimacy. i wouldnt let Her unlock me. then She hit me with the line about liking chastity better than sex. that really got to me. what the fuck are You talking about? was my response. i jumped up, grabbed the **key**, unlocked myself, threw the CD in my dresser drawer and got back into bed. now I really wanted to talk and Mistress was having none of it. She just wanted to sleep, and apparently had no problem with that. i was doing a slow burn and obviously would not be sleeping any time soon. i tried and tried to get Mistress to talk to me but She was silent. my badgering Her to talk caused Her to retire to the living room. if She was leaving me then i was leaving Her. i threw on some clothes and fled the house. i told Her i was going for a drive. it was a short driveto the bar. for a Thursday night i was surprised at how packed the place was. Corinne was working the bar. She asked if i wanted my usual (pinot grigio) but i said noJohnny Walker Black on the rocks. She was shockedShe never saw me drink anything else but wine. She asked if i was okayi said that if i was okay i wouldnt be in there at 1 in the morning. Corinne knows Mistress and pretty much knows about O/our relationship. She poured me a nice big drink. within a few minutes Mistress texted me to tell me to be careful and get home in one piece. that started a dialog. i told Her i had no idea what was going on because She refused to talk to me. She reminded me that She never talks until She is ready. i told Her that was very convenient for Her but it left me alone and hurting. W/we went back and forth and got nowhereShe never really talked to me to explain what was going onShe still hasnt. at about 2 am i was on my second huge drink and Mistress was asking me to please come home. i got home some time after 2:30, climbed into bed and fell right asleep. at least the scotch was an effective tranquilizer, otherwise i would have been up steaming for hours. the next day Mistress got up and let me sleep ini needed that. i think i finally got up at around 11. W/we never said a word about the previous night and everything was okay between us. Mistress is amazing like that. W/we can have the biggest fight and the next day its like it never happened. i spent the day with Mistress as She made Her rounds for Her job. as we headed back home at around 4 She saidlets go upstairs for a quickee. YES!!! one or 2 of the young adults were home so Mistress turned up the radio real loud. She lay on the bed and i went down on HerShe was so horny She was coming in about 2 minutes and came hard 4 or 5 times before pushing me away. i wasted no time, i got on top and entered Her. She came immediately. i started humping away and brought Her for at least 4 more **orgasm**s before coming myself. it was great after 12 days of chastity and we soaked the bed sheets. so where do we stand now? i dont really know. W/we havent talked about Thursday night at all, but i know we should and we willeven if i have to bring it up myself. everything is great between us; W/we had a wonderful Saturday together. W/weve been cleaning the carpets since we got home at 7its now after midnight. in one of Mistresses texts Thursday night She said She just wants to have funI think She just wants fun sex for nowwhich is okay by me. but where do W/we stand with chastity? i have no idea. realistically now that Mistress works from home i have no opportunity to masturbate so She is controlling my orgasms anyway. i have no doubt about O/our **BDSM** relationship. i am and always will be Her devoted slavewarts and all. next weekend Shes having a Mary Kay party. ill be the only male there. Shes teased me about making me wear a butlers uniform to serve all Her friends. the very idea gets me as hard as a rockserving food and drink to 15 women. i wish i could serve in my **leather** jock strap and vest! i wish She would make me show all of them my CDdemonstrating Her complete control over me.

**update and tattoo pictures** Mistress and i have been very busy. i'll post an update later today. but W/we finally took pictures of O/our tattoos and posted a new album on my profile page...lol, i finally figured out how to add an album! here's a link! the referenced community page

"its been over a week since I last posted in my journal, aside from that link to our tattoo photos. Not much else has happened. I’m still unlocked now, and no, we haven’t discussed the disagreement on February 6th yet. Looking back, sometimes I feel like I was out of line complaining about not having enough intimacy while locked up for those twelve days. But then again, I think there is a core difference between us regarding chastity that needs addressing. I love MikeCBS’s signature style; I want to wear the cage, but I don’t want total celibacy. Don’t misunderstand me—things are great between us. We’ve been having plenty of sex since my release. There have been so many wonderful chances for me to worship her pussy and fuck her hard! Just the other day, Mistress stayed in a state of near-constant **orgasm** for at least an hour as I licked her clit and penetrated her from various angles. She was absolutely glowing when we finally finished! I remain Her devoted **slave**, forevermore. My 24/7 service to her continues unchanged. What’s uncertain is our exact standing on the topic of **chastity**. Valentine’s Day went wonderfully. She had admired a specific purse, so last week I returned to the shop and bought it for her. I also sent three naughty e-cards, scheduled to arrive this Saturday. On Saturday morning, I did the grocery shopping for dinner but left one of the cards on her computer screen. When I got home, I brought back ingredients for our meal along with a dozen roses before heading off to band practice. Once I returned, I mixed us some cocktails and bribed the young adults in the house so they would leave. After they departed, we had another round of drinks while I prepared an appetizer: fresh mozzarella on tomato slices topped with basil and olive oil. Mistress and I cuddled up on the couch where I presented her with the purse; she loved it and was surprised that I found the exact one she liked. Next, I started cooking dinner: seared tuna steak with a ginger balsamic reduction, sun-dried tomato pesto pasta, and teriyaki squash. Mistress changed into a sexy outfit—a red and white babydoll top paired with matching crotchless panties and red sequined heels. I was dressed simply in my thong underwear and a robe. Before dinner was ready, I lit five candles around the living/dining area and dimmed the lights. My gesture really touched Mistress, bringing her to tears. Dinner turned out great! Mistress and I had been very affectionate all day with lots of kisses that grew more passionate as time went on. We were building up our sexual energy. After watching *50 First Dates*, Mistress decided it was time for bed. We made out, touching and caressing each other. I performed oral sex on her multiple times until she came again. She pushed me away gently after and cuddled beside me. Before long, she started licking and kissing my cock, soon sucking deeply. Mistress always takes the whole thing down to her throat. Within five minutes, I was coming—and whenever she sucks me off, she comes too. We literally passed out on top of the blankets. I woke up at 3 am and made sure we were both settled under the covers. In a way, I’m still effectively in **chastity** because I spend all my time with Mistress and only climax when She permits it, always after Her. We will surely discuss our arrangements on chastity when She feels ready.

That sounds like a wonderful day! I really admire your tattoos as well; they are very tasteful. I know the marble game doesn't suit everyone, but have you considered trying it? I found it genuinely helped me to "remember" (which might sound odd) about teasing, denial, and paying attention toward my pet. It also gave me something pleasant to look forward to in the evenings rather than just collapsing into sleep.

Wow csjohn - what thorough reporting. **Mistress** "I" must be so proud of you. The tattoos are a perfect example of team sharing. Journals serve as important methods for communication here; thank you for sharing your experiences. There is no 'I' in the word team, but there is certainly a 'Me'. Enjoy! :cat:

**Mistress** Watchful, thank You! I forwarded Your reply to **Mistress**. It might be interesting to try the Marble Game. At least it would help us engage more with teasing and denial. I'm still trying to fully grasp Her comment: "you like **chastity** more than sex." And thanks to Sissy Aline! I really enjoy posting here and sharing stories about our life together.

> chastityslavejohn said: > i'm still struggling with the meaning of Her comment, "you like **chastity** more than sex" > Click to expand... To me it means that she feels your being in **chastity** is more important to her than making love physically. In other words, you value the state of chastity itself more than just having intercourse with her.

> sub4madam, i guess i oversimplified when i said: 'i'm still struggling with the meaning of Her comment, "you like **chastity** more than sex"' > i know **Mistress** was thinking that I preferred **chastity** to fucking her. What confuses me is how she arrived at that idea. The whole time I am locked up, I whimper and whine because I want so badly to fuck her. She knows this well. If I am begging for sex constantly, how could **Mistress** think that I preferred the cage over pleasing her...and myself?

> chastityslavejohn said: > sub4madam, i guess i oversimplified when i said: 'i'm still struggling with the meaning of Her comment, "you like **chastity** more than sex"' > i know **Mistress** was thinking that I preferred **chastity** to fucking her. What confuses me is how she arrived at that idea. The whole time I am locked up, I whimper and whine because I want so badly to fuck her. She knows this well. If I am begging for sex constantly, how could **Mistress** think that I preferred the cage over pleasing her...and myself? > Click to expand... After intercourse, how quickly did you put back on the CB? Did she say something specific or was it immediately after? If it was immediate, that can be interpreted as a sign that you prefered the CB to her. I am treading very carefully with my own situation right now so I won't have to worry about whether she prefers the cage over me. Yes, I do think along those lines; the last thing I want is for her to feel it is more interesting to me than she herself is.

We've been doing periods of **chastity** lasting seven, ten, eleven, or twelve days. Then when I am released it's usually for at least a weekend, and sometimes up to six weeks with lots of great sex. I will admit that often it is me who asks if **Mistress** wants me locked up, though there have been times where she has her period anyway.

Well one can't be begging all of the time, can we? But it certainly shows that You care for Ms. Irianna and submit to Her control completely. Remember that She is training you; consider yourself a lucky devil. Reports suggest that a woman's libido far exceeds a man's, so if she needs tending to—your happiness in serving her reflects well. A key is indeed a powerful symbol, isn't it? Think about how art and design use positive and negative space: literature uses different types of words; music has notes and rests. So with **chastity** and sex—there is also build-up, foreplay, snuggling, the daily flow of life (hopefully more cumming than going), and that downtime which allows things to happen on time. Your **Mistress** should be wary of everything to suit Her needs. Continue performing all duties but respect Her wishes completely. Communicating your needs is not a bad thing as long as it isn't the only thing you do. Heed Her wisdom—you wear **chastity** for her sake. aline

aline, thanks for your comments. I've been giving a lot of thought to chastity and our BDSM relationship. Mostly I think I was a real shit the night we had the argument; feels like weeks ago. I was wrong to lock myself up the night before the argument when Mistress told me to keep the CD off. That's where Mistress got the idea that I prefer chastity to sex (although I had no idea her period was over and that she wanted her cock). On the night of the argument I was wrong to get upset because Mistress kept me locked and was falling asleep. I basically blew it 2 nights in a row. I am the slave; obedience is best for me—I always get in trouble when I am willful. I still need to discuss chastity with Mistress. I think we have to know what is in each other's head and what chastity means to each of us. Mistress and I both love sex and neither one of us can make it too long without it. For one, I would prefer more teasing for me and oral pleasure for Mistress—and I know Mistress can't go too long without her cock. Like mikecb says, I want chastity, not celibacy. So otherwise everything is great between us. I am pleased that I have been able to help Mistress so much with her new job. I'm answering phones for her now as she is out with appointments. The idea of being her assistant is VERY exciting. We've been having a lot of vanilla sexyum!!! My sister has been visiting us since Friday, staying at a nearby hotel. We all went out to dinner Friday night. Mistress told me on the way home that she was really horny but when we got home I fell asleep—too much wine. Mistress teased me about it all day on Saturday. We went out to dinner again on Saturday but you can be sure that I took it easy. We got home at around 9 on Saturday and prepared for bed. I lounged on the bed in just my thong, teasing her, and Mistress undressed and slipped on a silky babydoll. She asked me what I was doing and I said getting comfortable. Mistress said, well you better get everything ready to shave Me! Yay! I jumped out of bed and got ready as Mistress settled into the center of the bed. If you've been reading my journal here you know that we have a shaving ritual. I gently shaved Mistresses pussy making sure to get every single hair, with Mistress pointing out the spots that needed extra attention. As soon as she was completely hairless I began to work her pussy lips with my tongue and tease her clit. Mistress moaned Her approval so I attacked Her clit in earnest. Mistress loves when I stroke Her clit really hard with my tongue. I love to hear the catch in Her breath as I suck Her clit into my mouth between my lips. Soon Mistress was coming hard, flailing all over the bed with Her arms, striking the headboard and the mattress. Our poor headboard has so many scars on it from Her nails and Her rings. After several orgasms Mistress pushed my head away and I snuggled up beside her. She was shaking with pleasure. I know how to keep Her orgasm going so I started kissing Her neck, working my way down to gently lick Her nipple and then back to Her neck. I also rubbed the small of Her back with my hand. Soon She had Her cock in Her hand and started kneading and stroking. She pushed me onto my back, climbed on top and impaled Herself on Her cock. Heaven! I love when she is on top and for some reason I can hold out for a long time in that position. She reached down and pinned my arms to the bed while she slowly pumped her cock into her pussy. I love when she takes charge! I pumped my hips into her with each of her strokes. After 5 or 6 shuddering orgasms for Mistress I couldn't hold out, announced that I was about to cum and exploded. What a great orgasm for both of us. The last orgasm was Her loudest and for me it felt like I was pumping for 10 minutes. When she finally slipped off of me we noticed that I was soaked from navel to knees. We laughed, Mistress got a towel for me and wiped me off. Soon we were fast asleep. We're real excited about this weekend. After several schedule snafus we were finally gonna make a Meet and Greet with the Tampa branch of ClubFEM. It's Saturday night at a local restaurant. We are so eager to meet like minded people. Also after 2 of these meetings you can get invited to one of their play parties if the executive committee approves. I know I'll be on my best, respectful behavior. I'll let you all know what we think about the club after the meeting.

> W/we’re really excited about this weekend. after a few schedule hiccups W/we’re finally going to have a “Meet and Greet” with the Tampa branch of ClubFEM. it’s Saturday night at a local restaurant. W/we are so eager to meet like minded people. also after 2 of these meeting Y/you can get invited to one of T/their play parties if the executive committee approves. i know i’ll be on my best, respectful behavior. i’ll let Y/ou all know what W/e think about the club after the meeting. > Click to expand... Oh I can't wait to hear about this!:manga_shout: I'm glad you're back on an even keel again... it is very difficult communicating when emotions are high, but usually it all sorts eventually!:happy0167:

thank You, Mistress Watchful!

the other night i was with Mistress as She was driving home from an appointment. as Her personal assistant i often go with Her to help out. as W/e were alone i thought it was the perfect opportunity to have a discussion about chastityand about O/our sex life. i started out by suggesting to Mistress that W/e discuss chastity since W/e havent talked about it since O/ur argument 2 weeks ago and since i have been unlocked since then. in my head i thought that W/e would both state O/ur philosophy on chastity and then come to a compromise. boy was i wrong. Mistress is so refreshingly direct that i sometimes have a hard time relatingafter 29 years with my ex, who put the U in argument, i have rather different expectations. Mistress simply said that She loves playful sex and lots of varietyand that to Her chastity was just one of the toys in O/ur toy box. i found it difficult to accept such a simple and direct answer. i tried to explain my side, how i felt that i gave Her the wrong impression and that now She thought i was way more into chastity than i actually am. i stated that a few days of lockup was plenty for me and about all W/e could stand anyway since W/e love sex so much. Mistress did not respond and i felt i wasnt getting the compromise and discussion that i was expecting. i was visibly upset and Mistress noticed. She asked what was wrong. i said that W/e really werent having a discussion and compromise and i didnt know why She wouldnt talk to me. actually it was all going over my head and i just wasnt getting it. then Mistress pulled over and stopped the car. heres what She said to me: I love you! When are you going to get it? you will never stop me from choosing to give to you what it is that you want. This isnt about Me. This isnt about compromise. I choose to do things for you because you like it and I like giving to you. It doesnt matter if I like it, Im doing it to please you and you cant stop me! at this point tears were running down my face. i felt like Charlie Browni really am a blockhead. what did i ever do to deserve this wonderful Woman? i am so very lucky! W/e kissed and i calmed down. W/e decided to have salads and cocktails at O/ur local pub. so everything is resolved. yesterday i was home with Her car keysthats where my CD key isand i opened up the CB3000 and cleaned it. tonight im giving it to Mistress to place in Her night table, which is filled to overflowing with O/ur toys. i am leaving it up to Mistress completely. Mistress knows best! ive gone back to wearing my leather cock ring, which Mistress loves. it has a metal loop so that Mistress can attach my leash. i love it when She tugs on my leash as im worshipping Her pussy or fucking Her with Her cock!

as promised it's time to report on O/ur meet and greet with ClubFEM Tampa last night. i have to say that i love the group. last night there were 13 of us, 6 Dommes and 7 subs...a nice balance. i was very nervous. i wanted to be a good sub so as not to embarrass my Mistress. i was so afraid to do anything wrong and not show the proper respect to the other Mistresses. this was actually the first time i had ever been with another Mistress. W/e arrived on time and quickly found the group...the Mistresses who head up the group had posted their pictures on the ClubFEM website. the meet and greet was at a local steak house. W/e were there to have dessert and coffee in the separate dessert room. i was wearing a suit and tie and Mistress was wearing skirt and heels...very lovely! all the tables in the dessert room are very private, like a private booth with high walls around the entire table. everyone remarked how nice it was because even though W/e were a large group Y/ou could hear conversations at either end of the table. The discussions were very light, mostly "get acquainted" talk. the Mistresses loved my chain and leather bracelet...also my slave ring which was passed around the table. i think i made a good impression due to my attentiveness to Mistress Irianna's needs. W/e are now part of the ClebFEM Tampa's Yahoo discussion group. it was nice to see that there are 48 members. hopefully W/e'll be able to attend the next private party in March.

**my introduction to ClubFEM Tampa** submissives are required to post an introduction to the ClubFEM members. here's mine: i humbly present myself. i am slave john. i am a lifestyle slave in full service to my Mistress. W/e were at the meet and greet last night and it was wonderful meeting many of Y/ou there. i have fantasized about being dominated by a woman for as long as i can remember. after my divorce i met Mistress about 2 years ago. within 4 months W/e introduced BDSM into our relationship and i said "yes Mistress" for the first time in my life. W/e are both relatively new to BDSM although Mistress has more experience than me. She is a switch but She loves being my Mistress. She has lots of toys. as often as W/e can get the privacy i am punished for my mistakes and disobedience. W/e live with Mistresses 3 children (18, 20, 22) so it is difficult to be ourselves. i am required to keep a book of transgressions with me at all times. when i am disobedient, willful or break one of my rules i am required to note the transgression in my book. Mistress decides my punishment based on all my entries since my last punishment session i do all the cooking, some cleaning, laundry, shopping and errands. i are Mistresses personal assistant and help Her with Her job. She has full control of my life. last November W/e started experimenting with male chastity. i am required to wear my CB3000 whenever Mistress decides to lock me up. so far the longest period was 12 days. of course Mistress has Her orgasms whenever She wants them. W/e both wanted to join a group to socialize and to learn more. W/e live together in Tampa. i moved here from NY a year ago after doing the distance relationship for almost 2 years. W/e are engaged and will marry next year. W/e are also interested in a collaring ceremony with others in the lifestyle.

**Mistress Irianna's ClubFEM introduction.** Dommes are not required to post an introduction but Mistress Irianna posted one anyway: My name Mistress Irianna and I am 42 years young, my slave (or I refer to him many times as "pet") is 56. I am an Account Executive in the health care industry and W/e live near the airport in Tampa. W/e like movies, dining out, travel, and golf. I consider myself a highly sexual being and have had many wonderful sexual experiences, including many vanilla & mildly kinky experiences such as exhibitionism, threesomes, bi-sexuality, fisting, and a variety of BDSM activities. I interviewed to be a sub for a Pro-Dom and I served as a sub for a few years. Although I enjoyed the experience, it was not satisfying and left me wanting more...that was more than 7 years ago. About 3 years ago I met My pet, john. In the beginning W/e had a very vanilla relationship. While he appeared to be very vanilla and proper, it had a bad boy streak and a servant mentality that We all know and recognize. So, about 4 months into our relationship i began to introduce john to BDSM and that was the first time he was ever tied up. Since that very first time he called Me Mistress, standing inside the Leatherman's store in New York, W/e have not looked back. I still consider Myself a switch but can't believe I ever considered Myself sub. i enjoyed the experience and i believe i am wiser for the time but i consider myself a Firey Sensual Domme....striving to be more. As our relationship grew, so did our D/s relationship and tendencies. salve john is now in My service as My full time life-style pet. While I'm at work, pet is expected to do all the household chores: laundry, shopping, cleaning, cooking and attending to my personal needs. Hell hath no fury if Mistress has to do anything when i get home! Punishment is swift and painful to remind pet of My displeasure in his failures to please me. If we are dining out, i do not expect to deal with other servants, he is to order everything and never leave my glass empty until i instruct him otherwise. W/e recently started playing with male chastity and My slave has been locked up for as long as 12 days, while i experience many days of peaceful & blissful orgasms. The pain of a stiff chastity device and a long sessions of play is deliciously wicked to watch as pet squirms for relief. I first learned about BDSM from the pride community in Kokomo, Indiana, more than 10 years ago. Since then, i have read allot of Gloria Brame's writings and other books and tested the waters in many sessions & a few munch parties long before i met pet. What i do not enjoy in BDSM is bloodsports, watersports, deficating, and few other things. i enjoy punishing My slave with some of My toys, flogs are my favorite as well as crops. i would like to learn more.

You have a wonderful situation (as do I). The only one i could not do is number eleven. Milady eats so damn slow, i could inhale three plates in the time it takes to finish one. Lucky for me, she doesn't care about that.

wow, slave2catwoman, i can't believe you read all the way back to my early posts and my rules. yes, i am the luckiest slave on the planet and not worthy of my Mistresses attention.

hi all. there really is not much to report since my last journal entry 6 days ago. Mistress and i had a great, hot sex session that morning. Her period was starting and W/e wanted to get one more fuck in. Mistress always cums first so of course i licked Her pussy to several orgasms before W/e started banging away. She came immediately when Her cock entered Her and continued to cum until i exploded as well. i am still unlocked, but chaste. Mistress and i are together so much there really isnt any opportunity for me to play with Her cock without permission. i am enjoying the ClubFEM discussion group even though there isnt a lot of activity. Mistress commanded me to post my rules there and another Mistress liked them very much. W/e are also invited to a private ClubFEM party in 2 weeks. i have never been to anything like that before so im eager yet more than a little nervous. i hope Mistresses period ends sooni am incredibly horny. W/e havent discussed it yet but i really need a date night this weekend, a shave and a good beating. Mistress teased about going further with shavingand about pink toenails at the salon.

Mistresses period is overYAY!!! yesterday W/e went to a retirees luncheon sponsored by the company that i worked with for 30 years. there were well over 200 people there. Mistress was the center of attention, which She absolutely loves. A t 42 She was easily the youngest person in the room. in addition Mistress was all dolled uppretty blouse with lots of cleavage showing, skirt, heels, stunning hair and make-up. all the men were staringand the Women were glaring. Mistress teased by frequently kissing me on the lips and smearing them with Her lipstick. of course i loved being the envy of every man there. at night W/e went to a networking event and met a nice group of business owners. Mistress was one of the only Women there, and easily the most stunning. although W/e arrived together as W/e mingled W/e split up to better promote my business. Mistress was hit on by at least 3 of the guysone asked Her to join him at a private table for 2another lamented that he was single and all the beautiful Women were taken after Mistress pointed me out as Her fianc. all this attention got Mistress really horny. when W/e got home W/e went at it right away. of course i licked Mistress to several orgasms. then W/e fucked in every position imaginable. fortunately for Mistress i had just the right level of alcohol in mei could still fuck with a rock hard cock but i could NOT come. i wasnt clock watching but afterwards Mistress said i fucked Her non-stop for 90 minutes. i only know that She came a LOT! this morning when W/e woke up it was my turn. within minutes i was pumping away at Her again. no 90 minutes this timei think i came in under 5 minutes after giving Mistress about 3 more big Os. this afternoon W/well be at the nail salon at 4 or so. its been 3 weeks so W/e are overdue. W/e love getting mani and pedi togetherW/e bring O/ur own cocktails in thermal cups with straws. i lost another bet to Mistress this week and once again the wager was pink toenails. i really hope Mistress doesnt make me go through with thisblue was bad enough, but pink? tonight will be date night. its been a very long time. Mistress will shave me and i will shave Her pussy. She keeps teasing about shaving more of my body, like legs or chest (which She keeps at inches anyway). i dont know what else She has planned but i hope a good beating is in store for me. i really miss struggling against the chains and crying out as She beats me unmercifullymmm. i love the pain. im leaking pre-cum just thinking about it. ill tell Y/ou all about it tomorrow.

**date night** The date actually happened on Sunday evening, not Saturday. The regular nail tech was away, so our manicure and pedicure took forever. Mistress had to wait an hour before they even started with Her, by which time my pedicure was already finished. Anyway, we didn't get home until 8:30 PM, just as the young adults were due back at 10:30. We didn't want to rush things, so we just cuddled on the couch and watched Little Miss Sunshine. On Sunday, Mistress had business appointments while I went to band practice. I don't think I've ever mentioned it before, but unless one of us is in a huge hurry, we ALWAYS shower together. We take turns washing each other's hair and bathing with big natural sponges. I love when Mistress washes my cock. On Sunday, she got me extra soapy and then just kept stroking my shaft with her soapy hands. Within minutes, I had an incredible orgasm. My whole body was trembling, my legs felt tingly, and I kept pumping away. Mistress loved it and came too. Last night, the young adults were bribed again and left from 7:30 until midnight. As soon as they departed, Mistress sent me to set up the room. I laid out all her paddles, flogs, canes, and crops. She loves that Metallica CD for beatings and hard fucking, so I put it on. When I returned to Her, I brought my collar and restraints and dropped to my knees. Mistress lifted my face to kiss me and then collared me. I presented my wrists and ankles for the restraints. Next, she clipped the leash to my neck and led me into the bedroom. Beside the bed, She commanded Down! I dropped to my knees facing the bed. She pushed my hands off the bed so they hung at my sides. I waited like that for about 10 minutes while She prepared herself. Mistress sat on the bed next to me and kissed me again. Fetch your book!, She ordered. Gulp! I knew trouble was coming once she saw my book of transgressions. I hadn't been diligent about making entries; in fact, the only entry since December was a summary note from yesterday. Mistress flipped out at me. No entries for the whole year except that one you made yesterday?, She demanded. I said nothing in defense. For some strange reason, I couldn't stop grinning like a little boy caught with his hand in the cookie jar. This made her even angrier. She just pointed to the center of the bed. I assumed my punishment position: face down and spread eagle. Mistress attached chains to my restraints, pulling me into an uncomfortable but stable posture that prevented squirming. She also blindfolded me. Mistress beat me for over an hour without mercy. She kept mentioning how I had failed her by not keeping up with my transgression entries. She used her fingernails to tickle the soles of my feet and my armpits, which I think was worse than the beating itself. I cried out so much that I hurt my throat. Mistress used every one of her toys on my butt and back. Usually flogs aren't too bad, but this time she swung them harder than ever before. She kept slipping in the cane as she flogged me—that painful surprise came repeatedly. She also stroked my butt with her hand between toy strikes, which made it more bearable. Finally, she stopped and asked if I had learned my lesson. I begged for forgiveness and promised to keep up with the book. Mistress released me—it felt so good to put my arms down at my sides and bring my legs together! She covered my feet with a blanket and snuggled next to me. She whispered how proud she was, that I took such a hard beating, and that she wanted to show off my strength at the next ClubFEM party. Soon I was sobbing into her shoulder. I really am not worthy of such a good and kind Mistress. I messed up this time. She told me how much fun she had beating me and how wet she got. I foolishly asked Mistress to take pictures of my red butt so I could see the work and maybe post them on the community page. She took a few, but wasn't pleased—said I was redder before. So she started beating me again with the paddle and cane. YOUCH!!! No longer restrained, I squirmed like crazy. Mistress ordered me to raise my butt off the bed and tuck my knees under me, then started in with the flog again. She beat me for another 10 minutes as I screamed into the pillow. Thankfully she stopped and took more pictures before returning to cuddling. She whispered that if I was a good slave all week and made all my transgression entries, she would fuck me next weekend. Wow, I love when Mistress uses her strap-on on me. Soon we fell asleep in each other's arms. Now it's back to the work week. Mistress is off on appointments while I do chores. She left me with lots of paperwork. I love serving Her. Now that she wears skirts and heels every day, I get to put her ankle bracelets on for her. Being at her feet on my knees, gently kissing and worshipping her stocking-clad feet gets me so hard!

**new album** I just posted a few pictures showing Mistress Irianna's handiwork. Even after four days of sitting down, it serves as a constant reminder of my transgressions and the punishment. Thank You, Mistress!

ooops, I guess a link would help: the referenced community page

Another week passed and it was busy and stressful. For one thing, I found out I owe the IRS $12,000. Yippee, I'll be broke again. Mistress was very busy with work. My son came down here on spring break with three friends, so the best part of the week was spending time with him! The weather has been fantastic, so we spent a lot of time at the beach—80 degrees during the day and 60 at night. This weekend's date night actually covered both Friday and Saturday nights. Mistress decided that shaving me is such a chore it requires an entire evening; no need to evict the young adults this time. It had been about four weeks, so I was quite hairy. Mistress shaved my shoulders, back, armpits, butt, and pubic area using the 1/16 blade. She usually does my chest with the foil shaver, but it was missing, so she used the 1/16 blade there too. Yikes, I'm almost bald again. Once more, she stretched my limits. When finished, Mistress remarked on how hairy my legs were. Uh oh, where will she stop next time? After my shave, Mistress lay back on the bed and pointed to her pussy. I quickly obliged, slipping my tongue between her lips to tease her. Soon Mistress was cumming, grinding her pussy onto my face and soaking me with her juices. She is SOOO delicious. I must admit somewhat boastfully that after almost three years together, I am getting quite good at pussy worship. Lately she has come for me in no time at all; she's good for 3 to 5 big orgasms before pushing me off. I barely gave Mistress any recovery time before mounting her and entering her. She came immediately again, and I kept pumping through several more orgasms. My back is covered in scratches which I really love—I enjoy both the look and the pain! Soon I had my own explosion too, and we fell asleep in each other's arms. So Saturday night was real date night. The young adults would be gone from 7 to 11 PM, giving us four hours alone. As soon as they left, I emerged from the bedroom wearing just a tee-shirt and my leather jock strap. The bedroom was all set with her toys. I knelt in front of Her at the couch and presented my collar and restraints. Mistress collared me and beckoned for me to sit next to her on the couch. She clipped the short leash to my collar. We snuggled on the couch for an hour or so as I kept Mistress's cocktail freshened. Next, Mistress said one, pointing a raised finger at the floor, and I quickly dropped into position #1: on my knees, hands behind my back, eyes downcast. We are going to our first ClubFEM party next weekend, and I hoped Mistress would put me through my paces so I could practice. Next she commanded two, pointing with two fingers; I dropped to all fours at her feet. After about 10 minutes in position, She barked three and held up 3 fingers within my sight. I quickly lowered my head to rest on my forearms, leaving my butt in the air. After another 10 or so minutes, I was given the command for the 4th position—my resting spot, seated at Mistress's feet. After a while, Mistress pulled me onto the couch beside her with the leash and put me into #2 position. She held my leash very tightly so I couldn't even see the TV as she calmly watched her movie. I was held there for quite some time when Mistress announced that I should get everything ready to shave her pussy. She looked me in the eye and told me I would not be worshipping her pussy afterwards, unlike always. What did Mistress have planned? I prepared the bedroom for our shaving ritual and returned to advise Mistress that all was ready. As I shaved Her, I couldn't believe I might be denied one of my greatest pleasures. Several times while I was shaving, she teased herself with her fingers but moved mine away whenever I got near. When finished, her pussy looked beautiful—all fresh and neatly shaved. I ached to bury my face in her mound. As I cleaned up, I noticed Mistress rummaging through the toy drawers. When I walked back into the room, she ordered me onto the bed in #3 position. Next, Mistress was rubbing a small vibrator all over my butt and between my legs. Soon She was squirting lube on my ass, and I knew what was coming: Mistress was going to fuck me as promised last weekend. This would be only my second time getting fucked by her—the first being several times during birthday weekend last year. A few months ago, I bought Mistress a Feeldoe but we never got around to using it. My side (the dildo side) is about 1 inch diameter and about 8 inches long. Mistress has commented from the beginning that she didn't think I was ready for such a big dildo; soon enough, I found out. Mistress lubed me really well and gently pushed the tip in—no problem at all! It seems like months of wearing a butt plug every day did its magic. Mistress was very slow and gentle, asking how I was constantly—I could barely speak—it felt SOOO good! Soon I was moaning in pleasure as she pumped the entire length into me. She started slapping my butt with her hand first, then the paddle. I lowered my butt onto the bed and put my hand inside the cup of my jockstrap to adjust my stiffening cock. The entire interior was soaked in pre-cum; apparently, the dildo was milking my prostate. Now I was really hard, with the top 2 inches of my cock outside the cup. I started rubbing my cock on the sheets as I thrust my butt to match Mistress's strokes with the dildo. She asked if I could come like that. I said "I think so," surprised by the feeling building deep inside me. The dildo felt sooo good and Mistress pumped harder and faster. Then I exploded in a mind-blowing orgasm!!! I must have soaked the bed because it felt like hours of pumping as my ass twitched around the shaft of the dildo. As I calmed down, Mistress pulled the dildo out. I was paralyzed, unable to even budge—in a blissful state. Mistress lay beside me and stroked/kissed my body. After about 15 minutes, I could move again and shifted to my side; asleep in minutes. Mistress seemed to love fucking me, although she never used her end of the Feeldoe. It's all new for both of us. At some point, Mistress said this was all about me tonight—what a special Mistress, lover, fiancée, and best friend! She really got into it and loved seeing me cum like that. Wow, what an amazing experience; I can't wait to do it again. I'm sure Mistress will try her end of the Feeldoe when she is ready. Just another adventure for us as we explore our kinky lifestyle.

> chastityslavejohn said: > As I cleaned up, I noticed Mistress rummaging through the toy drawers. When I walked back into the room, she ordered me onto the bed in #3 position. Next, Mistress was rubbing a small vibrator all over my butt and between my legs. Soon She was squirting lube on my ass, and I knew what was coming: Mistress was going to fuck me as promised last weekend. > > This would be only my second time getting fucked by her... the first being several times during birthday weekend last year. A few months ago, I bought Mistress a Feeldoe but we never got around to using it. My side (the dildo side) is about 1 inch diameter and about 8 inches long. Mistress has commented from the beginning that she didn't think I was ready for such a big dildo; soon enough, I found out. > > Mistress lubed me really well and gently pushed the tip in... no problem at all! It seems like months of wearing a butt plug every day did its magic. Mistress was very slow and gentle, asking how I was constantly... I could barely speak... it felt SOOO good! Soon I was moaning in pleasure as she pumped the entire length into me. She started slapping my butt with her hand first, then the paddle. I lowered my butt onto the bed and put my hand inside the cup of my jockstrap to adjust my stiffening cock. The interior was soaked in pre-cum... apparently, the dildo was milking my prostate. Now I was really hard, with the top 2 inches of my cock outside the cup. I started rubbing my cock on the sheets as I thrust my butt to match Mistress's strokes with the dildo. She asked if I could come like that. I said "I think so," surprised by the feeling building deep inside me. The dildo felt sooo good and Mistress pumped harder and faster. Then I exploded in a mind-blowing orgasm!!! I must have soaked the bed because it felt like hours of pumping as my ass twitched around the shaft of the dildo. As I calmed down, she pulled the dildo out. I was paralyzed, unable to even budge... in a blissful state. Mistress lay beside me and stroked/kissed my body. After about 15 minutes, I could move again and shifted to my side; asleep in minutes. > > Mistress seemed to love fucking me, although she never used her end of the Feeldoe. It's all new for both of us. At some point, she said this was all about me tonight... what a special Mistress, lover, fiancée, and best friend! She really got into it and loved seeing me cum like that. > > Wow, what an amazing experience; I can't wait to do it again. I'm sure Mistress will try her end of the Feeldoe when she is ready. Just another adventure for us as we explore our kinky lifestyle. > > Click to expand... Lucky, Madam isn't there quite yet.

Anal play was one of my hard limits when Mistress and I first put together our list about two and a half years ago. However, I had always been intrigued by anal play and often fantasized about it; I was afraid to admit it to myself and to her. It took me about six months to gather the courage to discuss it with Mistress. She hadn't given it much thought but was all for it and had me order a strap-on for her right away.

**St. Patrick's Day in Florida** yesterday was my first St. Patricks Day in Florida. when i got up in the morning i was pumped. Mistress had a busy day with appointments so i helped Her get ready, prepared Her to go breakfast and lunch and carried Her things to the car. after kissing Her goodbye i went upstairs to shower and clean up for the day. i selected a green tee shirt and laid out all of O/our St. Paddys Day bling: beads, hats, jewelry, etc. to put this in perspective, first of all i am half Irish. one of my greatest vacation experiences was 5 days in Killarney and Dublin. in NY, St. Patricks Day is huge, with the biggest parade on the planet. i ALWAYS took the day off from work, went to the parade, bar hopped in Manhattan then headed back to suburbia to get drunk and feast on free corned beef and cabbage at my local pub. after showering and dressing i checked the tv to find the parade. the parade is not on tv in FLwhat????? did i somehow leave the good old US when i moved to Florida. i was bummed. i was so homesick i started to cry. i immediately started blasting a Chieftains CD to improve my spiritsand it helped. i took the CD in the car with me to go food shoppingthe cupboards were bare. with the groceries safely in my trunk i decided to check out a bar that i have passed about 100 times. it turned out to be a nice place, but only about 3 other customers at lunch time. i settled in with a 22 ounce Guinness and 2 shots of Bushmills. at some point the cook came out of the kitchen to chat with customers and the bar maid. he immediately noticed my bracelet and asked, hey, is that a slave bracelet? i said, yes it is. i demonstrated how i wear it on my pinky while others usually wear it on their middle or ring finger. he asked if it was a Goth thing and i said no, its about my lifestyle. im sure he and the others got the idea that i am a slavemistress loved it! back at home i got busy with my business, im doing an email campaign. when Mistress got home She was swamped with calls to make and emails. i made us a cocktail but after a while started to sulk. what kind of St. Patricks day was this anyway? Mistress noticed and at around 5 She said, lets get ready to go out. W/we selected our blingMistress wore beads around Her neck, Her wrist and Her ankle. She also selected a green tiara. i wore my green bowler, beads and a green lei. We went to O/our local and were warmly welcomed by the staffbut the place was dead. i ordered a corned beef and cabbage dinner, for $6.95, and it was just awful. the beef was dry and tough and the potatoes were from a can. i was starving so i ate it but i was not happy. they made my wine green and even got Mistresses vodka and cranberry green. W/we decided that W/we needed a livelier place so W/we headed to OBriens. they had tents set up, several bars, 2 bandsand a $10 cover charge. the drinks were also very expensive. W/we only stayed for about an hour but W/we did get to dance together. while dancing my butt plug popped outyikes. i had to reach around and pop it right back in before it fell on the floor. since i wear a thong there is nothing to hold it. that would have been quite a scene on the dance floorits stainless steel and would have made a loud noise. by now i had given up on the Florida St. Patricks experience. it was very disappointing to say the least. Mistress and i decided that W/we would go back to NY next year. back at home W/we went into the bedroom to changeMistress was still wearing skirt and heels. as She sat on the bed i asked permission to worship Her pussy. She lay back on the bed and said that i would have to undress Her first. i quickly removed Her ankle bracelets, all 5, and Her hose. next i slipped Her out of Her skirt and slid Her panties off, cute white lace panties with a bell at the waist. i started to work my tongue magic on Her and soon She was writhing on the bed and cuming. after a few orgasms She pushed me away, but i was on Her in a flash and fucked Her to a few more cums, but was unable to cum myselfdamned booze. while W/we were fucking i started some dirty talk. i told Her how i couldnt wait for the ClubFEM party and how I so wanted to serve all of the Mistresses there. i told Her how i would love all of them to spank me, make me eat their pussies and take me with strap-ons. She asked me if i wanted to be Her little slut and i said YES, Mistress! i guess this was somewhat of a revelation for Mistress and W/we talked about it a little later. i have always had these thoughts and fantasies but i guess i never shared them until last night. Mistress and i agreed to take it slow the first time but i am trembling just thinking how exciting this could be one day.

**slave bracelet pix** since i talked about my slave bracelet i thought i would post some pictures so Y/you know what i'm talking about: the referenced community page

**my slave ring** i guess i'm in a picture mood. Mistress had this ring made for me. it was my private Christmas gift...Hers was white fishnet thigh high stockings. we exchanged gifts when W/we were alone in the cabin on 12/26. it's all silver and the chain in the center is a spinner, meaning it spins freely around the ring. there are also 12 screws stamped into it. i never take it off. the referenced community page

**ClubFEM party tonight** tonight is O/our first ClubFEM private party. i am so excitedand very nervous. i have never been to anything like thisMistress has been to several munch parties before, but always as a sub. if She is excited or nervous She is not saying. here are the ClubFEM rules: Party Rules ClubFEM members agree to abide by the following ClubFEM protocol at parties and events: * ClubFEM members agree to be in the FemDomme and male submissive roles exclusively at ClubFEM parties and events. * There is no requirement for Dommes or subs to engage in BDSM play (scenes). Although some may choose to play, many people attend parties to socialize and learn techniques by watching others. * Males are to behave respectfully to all Females at all times. * All ClubFEM slaves are expected to bring an attitude of servitude and submissiveness and should be willing to serve refreshments and treat the Women respectfully. Slaves are not obligated to engage in any form of play without consent and negotiation. * Males are to address Females as Mistress or other proper titles as designated by that Female. * Dominant attire for Females may include leather, latex, vinyl, modest lingerie and/or black clothing. * Males may appear semi-nude or nude at ClubFEM parties. Although men are usually expected to wear a collar and a thong, other appropriate fetish or cross-dressed outfits are also allowed. A leash, wrist and ankle cuffs are optional. Boxer shots and men's briefs are not considered appropriate attire under any circumstances. * Females are to refrain from touching or commanding a collared slave without his Owners permission. * Males who wish to be available to any Domme for servitude or BDSM play scenes will wear a pink ribbon on their collar. However, wearing a pink ribbon dos not obligate a slave to engage in play nor does it negate the need to negotiate a scene. Safety * People expected to act in a sane and consensual manner at all ClubFEM parties and events. * Impairment by alcohol or other legal drugs is not permitted. People who are impaired will be asked to leave. * No illegal substances are allowed at ClubFEM parties and events. * Safewords or gestures are to be used at all ClubFEM sponsored activities. Suggested safewords are: o "green" = within limits o "yellow" = close to limits (proceed carefully) o "red" = over limits (stop immediately) Safety is the number one concern, particularly when with a new submissive. Other personal safewords may be used as long as they are communicated beforehand. When it is not possible to use a safeword, some type of gesture should be agreed upon. i have never been in front of anyone but Mistress in just my leather jock strap, collar and restraintsbut at least i wont be alone. according to the invitation there will be 13 to 15 of U/us there. i wonder that the Domme/sub ratio is? Mistress has decided to wear Her red corset, black skirt and stiletto heels. im told that Y/you mingle a little at first and socialize before the subs change into thong and collar. Mistress will have me in wrist and ankle restraints as well. Mistress wants to take it slow as this is my first time and i know She is rightShe always is. im all gung-ho and want to bring all of Mistresses toys but She said She will select just a few. OMG, so what do i wear on my feet? ill arrive in sandalsthis is Florida Y/you know. can i keep them on? and what if im coldcan i leave a tee shirt on? i dont think so. mostly i dont want to embarrass Mistress. i dont want any mistakes that I make to be seen as a failure of Her training. im so conflicted. the idea of a public punishment session is hot, especially with other Mistresses joining in. but what will the reality be like and how will i react? i think ill feel better if W/we just watch at the beginningi guess i dont want to be the first. anyway, enough obsessing. i just have to relax now and go with it. above all i trust Mistress completely and know that i am in good hands. Mistress is the love of my life. i will post O/our experiences tomorrow or Monday.

**ClubFEM party review** saturday night was O/our first ClubFEM private party. it was held in the private home of one of the M/member C/couples. thirteen P/people were there, 6 Dommes and 7 subs. when W/we arrived there were several M/members there already. Each guest or couple had been asked to bring a hearty appetizer. $10 each was collected in advance because the Club provides soft drinks, bottled water and paper goods. W/we all got a chance to mingle at first. Mistress and i had met about half of the attendees at a meet and greet in february. the host sub was already in his thong but all of us other subs were in our street clothes. Mistress was wearing Her red corset, a black skirt and stiletto heels. She looked gorgeous! at some point W/we noticed another sub had slipped off and changed so Mistress ordered me to change as well. i was already wearing my leather jock strap under my clothes. i brought a backpack that had my leather vest, collar, restraints, leash and Mistresses crop. i returned from the bathroom wearing nothing but my vest and jock. i was not uncomfortable because one by one the other subs were appearing wearing a thong, chains, collars, etc. after serving Mistress a drink i took my place at Her feet, first kneeling (1st position), then seated (4th position). all the subs were basically in the same position. the Club HeadMistress got things going by asking another Mistress to demonstrate the CBT chair that She brought. this was a basic wooden chair with a dildo on the seat, eyelets in various spots to attach wrist restraints or ropes, and a hole in the wooden back, which was really the front, for the subs genitals. a sub was ordered to lube the dildo and sit on the chair. his wrists were tied to the eyelets and then the CBT began. the Mistress used long shoelaces to truss up his package. chains with clips in the end were attached to his scrotum and weights were added. he was left there for quite a while as other Mistresses teased him by making him lift his legs, swatting him with their toys, etc. this demonstration started the ball rolling. soon subs were being played with throughout the house. there were lots of beatings, OTK spankings, face slapping, etc. one Mistress demonstrated the use of surgical staples on Her subs back, placing lots of staples and threading colored string through them to make a design. as planned, Mistress and i just watched. Mistress had lots of fun talking with Her peers and getting pointers. W/we both really liked the host C/coupleand the HeadMistress. Mistress offered to share me with Her at the next party. WOW, i cant believe i have to wait 2 months to be submissive to 2 Mistresses. W/we really had a great time and all the members were so nice. oh, at one point a Mistress came out of the bathroom and wanted to know which sub had been in there before Her because the toilet seat was left up. i had been in there before Her but i couldnt possibly have left the seat up. before W/we left for the party Mistress decided that i would wear my CB3000 because if i got an erection it would have poked out of the top of my jock strap. so Mistress explained that it could not have been me who left the toilet seat up because i have to sit to pee. early on in the party i broke a glassi was so embarrassed! Mistress sent a private email to the host C/couple as an apology. She asked to set a date for U/us to return and bring them replacement glasses. W/we both agree that W/we would love to socialize with them. T/they seem more experienced than W/we are so W/we would love to learn from T/them. Mistress and i had a terrific time and O/our rating for ClubFEM is 2 thumbs up!

chastityslavejohn... that sounds like a dream come true! It's reading things like this that make me want to make a full go of the D/s lifestyle and get the chance to be with other people who love it so much. I'm intrigued about the chair! I think that would be an easy (and cheap) starter piece for our dungeon!

Thanks for that review of the party. It was very intriguing. I also found the description of the chair interesting. Maybe Mistress Michelle might have one before my next visit!

**relaxing sunday** when W/we got home from the ClubFEM party W/we were both tired so W/we drifted off to sleep. i was still in my CB3000for the first time since early February. The next day was Sunday and W/we decided to have a lazy dayand to start the day off W/we went out to brunch and bloody maryslots of bloody marys. when W/we got home W/we were both a little tipsy and W/we kept drinking. Mistress was really playful and in the bedroomW/e were alone for a changeShe started playing with my CB3000 through my jeans. what a love hate feeling that is. i got so excitedand semi-hard inside my tubeuntil my erection pulled my scrotum and squeezed my balls. Despite the pain i did not want Her to stop. i love the look in Her eyes when She is teasing me. its a look of excitement...and of love. sunday was a nice family day. i made a nice pot of homemade tomato sauce with pork chops and turkey meatballsyum. even the young adults loved it. that night W/we snuggled up on the couch and caught up with Mistresses showsDancing with the Stars, American Idol and House. W/we stayed up late so W/we were both tired again. as W/we got ready for bed i started to lube up my device. i do that twice a day with baby oil and a Q-tip. Mistress left the bedroom, came back with the key (which is on the keychain with Her car keys) and released me. Wowonly about 30 hours. in bed Mistress said make sure you wake Me up early tomorrow! yes, Mam! i knew what that meant. Mistress was horny but tired. my alarm went off at 6 am and i immediately began caressing Her body and kissing Her. when i started to tease Her nipple through Her nightgown Mistress moaned Her approval. next i teased Her clit lightly with my fingertip. She responded by spreading Her legs to allow me better access. Soon i was rubbing Her clit in earnest and Mistress was writhing in response. She grabbed my cock and began stroking. after about 3 minutes of stroking i couldnt stand it. i had to fuck Her. i pulled away from Her hand and entered Her. She caught Her breath in ecstasy. i tried my best to hold out and was able to bring Her to 2 orgasms but couldnt hold out any longer. when i exploded inside of Her She came really hard again. i dont know whats been happening to me but lately all my orgasms have been mind blowing, trembling explosions with tingly afterglow. when Mistress gave me a hand job in the shower last week i almost fell down because my legs got all rubberyand i could not stop trembling. i am NOT complaining, just dont know why the changemaybe something to do with wearing my butt plug all the time?

maybe its the after-effects of the ClubFEM party but it just feels like Mistress has been more dominant than usual this week. i love it!!! heres a few examples. W/we were having a conversation with someone and they mentioned how they loved the smell and feel of freshly washed and ironed sheets. i said that i wash the sheets but im not about to iron them. Mistress said you wont? i replied, im not ironing sheets! Mistress said Really? and then i got the look. gulp! Mistress put me right in my place in front of everyone. all i could say, sheepishly, was, well if You want them ironed i guess i will. today i was with Mistress as She made a presentation to a group of Womenwell, there was 1 other guy. at some point Mistress announced to the group that i was Her personal assistant. good thing i was sitting down because i got hard instantly. another time, i dont remember when, W/we were talking to someone and Mistress grabbed me by my slave bracelet and tugged my arm around with it. did i mention that i love being outed, especially when Mistress does it? the other night W/we were at O/our local pub. somewhere in a previous post i mentioned that i pretty much outed myself to one of the waitresses. well i shouldnt be surprised that they all talk among themselves. W/we were sitting near one of the other waitresses that W/we know very well. when Iiwent to the mens room She was speaking to someone else and said thats Ginger and Her pet. im more shocked that She was familiar with the term pet that that She knew about O/our relationshipmakes me wonder if She is kinky too. i have responded in kind. at every opportunity, and in front of anyone (except the young adultsthey already suspect too much) i have been responding with yes, Mam! of course in private its always yes, Mistress!

Absolutely wonderful! It's the dream of every slave: to please Mistress in that way. Sigh.

Thanks, badger! Mistress ordered me to share a link to my journal with the ClubFEM M/members. I just wanted to send out a welcome in case T/they decide to drop by!

It's been a week since my last orgasm and I'm feeling incredibly horny! Mistress started her period on Saturday. She teased me about locking me up but then told me not to worry... We're together 24/7 anyway, so what difference does it make? Today we were very busy. On the way home we were starving and stopped for Vietnamese food. I mentioned some things I'd been reading here... specifically about Mistress Michele, little pets, and clothespins. We have a ton of clothespins but haven't tried them yet. I said I wanted to give them a go, so Mistress instructed me to grab them from the closet when we got home. When we arrived, I brought Mistresses' things upstairs and went straight to our closet. I took the clothespins out of one of our toy boxes and put them in a bag on Her side of the bed. I was feeling a bit sleepy so I lay down for a minute. I think I dozed off because next thing I knew, Mistress was kissing me awake. She teased me about napping before getting straight to work with the clothespins. They started at my upper arms and nipples but soon covered my cock and balls completely. Mmmm, the pain was delicious. Mistress kept checking if I was okay; I really was fine... loving the sensation. She grabbed her camera and snapped away... I'll post the photos tomorrow when I have a moment. Mistress left the clothespins on for about 15 minutes before removing them very slowly. As each one came off, the pain was both excruciating and delightful. Once free of the pins, Mistress moved in with her crop... slapping my cock and occasionally catching one or both balls... YOUCH! This continued for another 15 minutes while I squirmed and yelped. Finally, she stopped. She said we were done "for now" if I would join Her on the couch to watch TV. So that's where we are right now. I think She has more plans for me once "House" is over. I begged to be allowed to cum while playing in bed earlier, but She said NO! I am SOOO horny!

**new photo album** Here are the pictures Mistress took tonight. No more play; we were both too exhausted. Still no cummy on day 8... I am sooo horny! The referenced community page

**cbt pix** Mistress tells me She always designs a pattern with the clothespins... this time it was a turkey. Oh, and today is day 9 with no orgasm.

Today marks day 11 of chastity. I am incredibly horny and my mind keeps drifting to sex. I'm tempted just to run to the bathroom and relieve myself, but that wouldn't be fair to Mistress. She trusts me to behave well, and I can't let Her down. If I cheated and relieved myself, I'd tell Her immediately, knowing she would be disappointed. Mistress's period is ending... YAY... so perhaps She will want to use Her cock soon. Twelve days would tie my record, and I'm not looking to break any new ones... lol! Mistress loves her new job because she gets dressed up all the time... skirts and heels. Being 5'9", with those 4" heels we're about the same height. Sometimes She stands on a curb so that I am shorter, making Her tower over me. I love kissing Her from below like that. She enjoys teasing me by applying lots of lipstick then pressing her lips to mine three or four times until my face is covered in it. She loves watching me blush; it happens easily enough.

I just wanted to post a quick update. I'm busy with Mistress's washing so time is tight. Usually I do the laundry during the week, but lately spending so much time helping Mistress with her job means I haven't had enough hours for my own chores. Mistress's period is over... YAY! Last night we went to see Ben Folds... the concert was amazing! Mistress needed to unwind, so I offered to drive home so She could get buzzed... and She did. All the way back, Mistress kept telling me how horny she was and that I better be ready to give Her some sex... lol... yes, Mistress! When we got home it was straight to bed. We were both a bit tired; we had worked right up until just before the concert and barely made it on time. Anyway, I asked permission to worship Mistress's pussy and of course She accepted. After several nice orgasms for Her, Mistress pushed me away... and we both passed out. This morning Mistress woke me by playing with and squeezing my nipples. I was already rock hard. Soon She grabbed my cock and started stroking and squeezing... after 12 days I was going crazy. "I want to fuck you!" I croaked. Mistress just said "uh-huh," and before long I was inside Her. It felt so good. With only a short time due to the 12-day chastity block, we both came really hard shortly after. Those 12 days matched my record. Mistress has decided that tonight is for relaxing, with date night reserved for tomorrow. That suits me fine because I know Mistress will want Her cock to fuck her again.

**date night** Last night was our first date night in several weeks. Date nights just seem to get better and better. Yesterday was mani and pedi day; we both love relaxing in the pedicure chairs while being pampered. We bring our own cocktails in sippy cups... it's fun! When we got home, I started dinner. On Sundays I like making a big pot of tomato sauce with turkey meatballs so it can simmer for hours. Mistress was working as I cooked but kept Her comfortable with hot water and lemon or more cocktails. Once the young adults left, playtime began. Mistress told me to set up the room, get dressed (leather jock strap) and fetch my collar, restraints, her cane and crop. Yes, Mistress! When I returned, I knelt at Her feet and was collared... then came the leather restraints. My reward was kisses so passionate that I thought I might explode right there. Back in the kitchen, I finished dinner by boiling macaroni, setting the dining room table, and pouring wine. Mistress and I had a fabulous meal; afterward, I went off to clean the kitchen while She watched TV in the living room. When I returned to Her, I made a big mistake. I failed to notice that her wine glass was empty when I took a sip of mine. "What are you doing?" she demanded. Yikes! Mistress had me get into position number 2, hands and knees, and gave me about a dozen smacks each with the crop and cane. It really hurt, especially since She hadn't warmed me up with anything lighter. I quickly filled her glass after apologizing. She motioned me into position 4, sitting at Her feet, and attached my leash. After a while Mistress announced she wanted a foot rub. Excellent! She also told me to fetch my book of transgressions so that she could read during the massage. I was released briefly to get the oil and the book before being leashed again as I began massaging each foot one at a time until satisfied... which took about an hour, I guess. The best part came after massaging each foot when Mistress made me remove all the excess oil. Remembering it now makes me hard; licking and sucking her beautiful feet and toes was such a treat. I felt like I was in heaven! Mistress decided it was time for punishment so She led me down the hall by my leash. I assumed my position on my stomach, spread eagle. Even before chaining me down, she started with the paddle and cane. Her blows were relentless; at one point I wiggled all the way across the bed to escape. "Did you just squirm away from me?" She demanded. Gulp! Mistress attached chains to my restraints to stop my nonsense. The beating continued, and I swear she used every toy on me, sometimes two at once: 2 flogs, a flog and paddle, cane and whip. I howled into the pillow for mercy, never expecting or receiving any. When finished, She released me, had me turn over, and reattached the chains. I winced as I saw her reach for the bag of clothespins. As soon as she started attaching them, I went right into deep sub-space. Mistress began with my nipples then moved to my cock and balls. It was driving me out of my mind. After every three or four pins, She would start sucking on the head of my cock... just for a minute... before adding more later. Mistress told me afterward that she used every single one; I counted 48 total. I wish she had taken pictures because I never looked down; being so deep in sub-space I simply closed my eyes and enjoyed it. As She began removing them from my cock and balls, I felt a burning sensation where each was pulled out. Every few times she twisted the ones on my nipples, enjoying my yelps of pain while watching me squirm. Soon she was done and released. "How do you want to come, slave?" Mistress usually grants this request after each punishment session if I feel up to it (many times after being punished I'm physically incapable of an orgasm). I had to think for a moment; almost asked to cum in her mouth but requested the dildo instead. Mistress fetched the lube and dildo and helped me onto my hands and knees on the bed. Soon She penetrated me and started pumping. It felt so good! I love that full feeling along with the thrusting. Next, Mistress lubed her hand and began stroking my cock. Pure bliss! I was matching Her thrusts, pushing against both the dildo and into Her hand. After just a few minutes I exploded—a mind-blowing orgasm that seemed to flood my whole body. I collapsed on the bed while Mistress slipped beside me. We both slept for a few minutes, then woke up, cleaned up a bit more, and rested peacefully in each other's arms. I don't think I need to tell anyone here how lucky I am. Mistress always corrects that and insists it is "we" who are lucky. No man could ask for a better partner, nor any slave a better, more caring Mistress.

*fans self*:anim_48:

lol...thanks Mike!:happy0158:

Sounds like an awesome evening.:character0100:

Last night Mistress and I went to a networking event. Mistress received her usual share of attention from men, including some outright flirting with Her. The interesting part was that She was also hit on by a Woman. That Woman asked if she would like to go out for drinks after the event. Mistress simply said thanks, pointed at me, and replied "That's My fiancé." I think it's so hot that She got hit on by another woman! When we got home, I asked permission to worship Mistress's pussy... permission granted. Several orgasms for Mistress... none for me.

Just a quick update. Not much happening in the BDSM arena; of course I'm still and always will be Mistress Irianna's slave. Mistress is attending a ClubFEM meet-and-greet at the end of the month without me... I'll be out of town on a fishing trip with my buddies. Unfortunately, I made the mistake of RSVPing for us so we couldn't attend when she saw it. She shot back that she'd be happy to go and asked how dare her slave presume she would stay home. She promised punishment, and several other Mistresses replied they wanted to watch. She playfully swatted my butt with her hand a few times, but I know the real punishment will come on date night. There isn't much chastity happening in our house right now. Several times yesterday Mistress let me know she was horny. We retired to the bedroom earlier than usual, and Mistress turned on the stereo... always a good sign; that's how we try to drown out noise (it doesn't work perfectly—the young adults tease us constantly because Mistress is very loud!). In the bedroom I knelt to remove her ankle bracelets and tenderly kissed her foot. She undressed and headed into the bathroom. Her panties missed the hamper and landed on the floor; it didn't matter, she knew I'd pick them up anyway to smell them. Mmmm, they smelled delicious and were soaked! I rubbed them all over my face. When She returned, Mistress lay naked on the bed. Knowing She was horny, I didn't need permission; I immediately began sucking one nipple while squeezing the other. Mistress arched her back and moaned in pleasure. Soon she had me writhing on the bed enjoying mini-orgasms. My hand slid down between her legs as I teased her clit. After a few minutes Mistress pushed my hand away. I asked if She wanted me to lick Her pussy or have Her cock fuck Her. "I want both!" She purred. Grinning from ear to ear, I went down on Her and started tonguing Her clit. Within minutes she was thrashing on the bed, arms flailing, enjoying wave after wave of orgasm. When She pushed me away, I climbed right back on top and entered Her... She came immediately. I fucked Mistress for several more orgasms but She pushed me off before I could cum. Mistress told me to lie on my back; I knew what was coming next. She slid down and took my cock in her mouth. Licking, sucking, soon the whole shaft went down Her throat. Her tongue technique is amazing when it's buried deep... it always drives me crazy. Soon her head bobbed up and down as she worked my shaft. In under five minutes I exploded down Her throat, and Mistress took every drop while squealing with pleasure at her own orgasm. She loves when I come inside her and usually comes right along with me. I had another one of those mind-blowing full-body orgasms that seems to last forever leaving me all tingly. In over 40 years of masturbation, I've never cum like this before. Maybe it's exactly because I gave up on solo sessions? It certainly doesn't seem related to long periods in chastity since it has only been three days.

Awesome!:party0019: mikecb

Do you know what I just LOVE about your relationship? To me it's a great D/s life where you clearly understand who is in charge... but if your Mistress wants to suck your cock, she can and does!!! It completely throws out those ideas that "she's the Mistress and doesn't lower herself to these things!". I personally love giving BJs; I feel like I gave that up during my D/s experiment! Thank you for sharing it as it is. Please pass along my regards to your Mistress.:happy0158:

Mistress was watching; sorry I didn't reply sooner but things have been crazy busy here. Thank you so much for your kind words and I will forward them on to Mistress. My Mistress is truly in charge of every aspect of my life. She does exactly as she pleases. Sometimes Mistress insists on doing something for me, like the dishes last night. When I protest, she tells me that I may not prevent her from acting according to her desires; it is her right to spoil me if that is what she wishes. She truly epitomizes the loving Dominant.

Last night was pretty much vanilla sex for us. Mistress has been working 16-hour days... so have I between my business and helping Her. It's been difficult finding time to play. We even skipped date night this weekend because we were too busy. We watched the end of Changeling last night; both fell asleep Sunday before it finished. We caught up around 10 PM last night then went straight to bed. I was in first and Mistress joined me naked... a good sign! I started licking and sucking her nipples while she moaned with pleasure. When I slipped my hand between her legs, She was so wet and silky that I couldn't hold back any longer. I entered Her right away and fucked Her through several orgasms before we both came together in a delicious release. It was a really nice quickie, over in maybe 15 minutes. Guess it's the best we can manage given how hard we're both working. Hopefully things will slow down soon so we fit in more play time. My fishing trip is coming up, so date night is mandatory this weekend.

No problems at all; I understand how real life gets in the way! Sounds like you had a great night though, even if it was vanilla!:manga_balloon:

yesterday was a tough day. My mistress and I are both charging ahead at about 90 miles per hour, literally! My mistress had an appointment around 4 yesterday afternoon, so I accompanied Her. As is often the case, we were running slightly behind schedule. Mistress drove while chatting on her phone and speeding along. Sure enough, we got pulled over, and she received a ticket for $266—ouch! We certainly didn't need another bill. Once Her appointment concluded, I proposed visiting a nearby pub that we hadn't checked out in months. My mistress loved the idea; it's a vibrant spot offering 2-for-1 drinks and excellent boneless wings. On our way there, Mistress made a turn right into the bright, setting sun. She turned just a bit too sharply and hit the curb with force. The moment I stepped out of the car, I heard that hissing sound—a brand-new tire was destroyed. Thank goodness it was only one tire. I changed the tire, and we were back on our way quickly. At the bar, I think we both realized we were ready for some serious drinking. This place pours about 8 ounces of wine per glass. I lost track after a while; I probably had six or eight glasses. My mistress drinks Ketel One mixed with cranberry, so Her beverages weren't as strong as mine—good thing since She was driving. We really managed to unwind, which is something we both needed. On the drive home, somehow our conversation drifted toward face slapping (I have no memory of how that topic came up). I told my mistress that I think I enjoy it, so she slapped me. WOW! Then she kept giving me smaller slaps as well. I told Her that I really like them—a lot! She asked if I would appreciate a harder slap, and I said I'd be happy to try. WOW, I truly loved it! It's amusing because at a recent ClubFEM party, one of the mistresses was spanking her sub frequently among other fairly harsh actions, even breaking skin. We were both slightly put off by Her sadism, which felt a bit excessive for us. That’s no criticism on our part; we just found it to be over the line for our play style. There is such a wide spectrum of BDSM activities, and I'm sure that mistress and her sub were perfectly content playing at that intensity. no matter how we've discussed our preferences and boundaries often enough, yet there was still a mix-up here. I need to revisit my hard and soft limit lists. As far as I recall, I mentioned wanting to give face slapping a shot, believing it was Mistress who wasn't keen on the idea. However, she considered it one of my hard limits. Looks like we're adding another item to our collection. Mistress has been insisting that she really needs a date night this weekEXCELLENT!!!!!

**date night pictures** here is the link to fresh photos from last evening. more specifics will come once i find a moment. them community page

**cbt again on date night** as soon as the young adults left last night Mistress commanded me to set up the bedroom. She also instructed that She would like Her feet washed and massaged. i quickly laid out all of Mistresses toys and fetched the basin, soap, washcloth and towels. i also grabbed the flavored massage oil. back in the living room i knelt in front of Mistress on the couch. Mistress collared me, looked me in the eye and said I love you!as She always does. i melted of course. Mistress added my wrist and ankle restraints was wearing a tee shirt and leather jock strap. i filled the basin with hot water and gently bathed Mistresses feet as She relaxed and watched TV. after rinsing and drying i applied the oil to both of Her feet. i rubbed and massaged for about 30 minutes. Mistress would occasionally direct me. towards the end Mistress had me rub the arches of both feet simultaneously while i was lying flat on my belly on the floor. while massaging i occasionally slipped in some kisses and licks but Mistress was having none of that. She knows how much i love licking and sucking Her feet but this was all about Mistresses pleasurenot mine! when She was satisfied Mistress ordered me to use the towel to remove the sticky massage oil. next Mistress snapped my leash in place and dragged me off to the bedroom. i was instructed to put the music onMetallica of course. next Mistress had me kneel facing the side of the bed, arms behind my back and head on the bed. Mistress left the room. She returned after about 5 minutesi think She likes to leave me their pondering my fate. i later found out that She was getting the camera. Mistress ordered me onto the bed. i positioned myself on my belly but Mistress ordered me onto my backthis was certainly unexpected. Mistress attached the chain to my restraints leaving me spread eagle with very little wiggle room. next i heard the rustling of the clothespin bag. i was instantly hard! as soon as Mistress clips the first clothespin on i go immediately into sub-space. Mistress continues to add clothespins. i moan at the pain as each one is attachedim also as hard as a rock. i relax into the pillow and just try to breathe. when a particularly painful pin is placed i arch my back and react strongly. thats when Mistress started slapping my facefocus!, She says as She gently slaps me several timesbreathe, She commands. Her slaps are like clapping hands except Her hand is clapping my facemaybe 5 to 10 claps each time. She does this many timesi love it! Mistress also has Her flicker whip and hand swatterthe hand swatter is a little red hand on the end of a handle about 2 feet long. Mistress uses the hand swatter on my thighs, causing me to squirm. the squirming shifts my cock and the weight of the clothespins pulls me one way or the other. its a strange, erotic feelinghaving my cock weighed down by all that wood. Mistress occasionally used the flicker whip on my cock and balls between adding clothespins. i didnt know at the time, but Mistress told me later. Mistress wanted more CBT devices on my cock but i was so hard that She couldnt grab any skin to clip. io get me soft enough to have some loose skin Mistress hit my balls, causing me to shrink slightly until the ball ache subsided. Mistress put so many pins on meand finished off with one on each nipple. She continued to punish my thighs and slap my face. then Mistress started sucking my cockoh my God, it felt sooo good. i never looked at myself, only at the pictures when it was all over. with 8 clothespins on my cock Mistress could only get the tip in Her mouthbut it felt like more. in minutes i exploded in Her mouth. after i calmed down Mistress asked me if i wanted the restraints removed slowly or quickly. i opted for quickly. some barely hurt but some hurt like hell as the blood rushed back to the nerves. i squirmed wildly as She worked, punning against the chains. She saved my nipples for last. i knew it would kill when She removed them and i was not wrong. i arched my back and screamed as She removed each one. after Mistress released me W/we checked out the pictures. i could not believe how many clothespins were on my cock and ballseven though i could feel the weight of them on me. i posted the pictures in my gallery. i cant wait to see what mistress comes up with next!

I enjoy reading about your adventures with your wonderful Mistress, john! Thank you for opening up and sharing so much of yourself. Sending lots of love, maid madeleine xo :love0014:

maid madeleine, i was telling Mistress today how difficult it is to keep our activities secret from O/our friends. This place allows W/we to be true to ourselves and share stories of O/our life together. I am so glad you enjoy reading them! Thank You! slavejohn

i just wanted to drop a quick line because i'll be away from the keyboard until Monday. not much happening, really. Mistress and i had a packed Saturday. at night Mistress was groaning in Her slumber. i allowed Her to sleep late on Sunday instead of waking Her for church service. She spent most of the day lounging on the sofa, dozing off frequently, dealing with body soreness and a slight temperature. naturally, i attended to all Her requirements. Monday W/we were training non-stop, and Tuesday kept us moving from 8 am until 11 pm. today it was my turn to feel under the weather so i remained at home. Mistress is busy again until 11pm...if She manages to find time she might grab me on Her way out for her 8:30 appointment. the tricky part is that if She runs behind schedule, i won't get to see Her today and i have to be at the airport by 7am for a flight to NY. i really miss Her! so far it's been five days since my last orgasm, and Mistress has gone even longer without one. i'm heading to NYC tomorrow before driving out to O/our cabin in the woods. eight friends and I are going to have a wonderful time fishing, hiking, drinking (a lot), eating, strumming guitars, smoking cigars...Y/you get the idea. i'll have phone coverage but no internet access, so my laptop stays put. even though i'm having a great time, i'll miss Mistress and feel awful for not being there to care for Her. of course Mistress won't hear of me missing one of these outings. i once tried to skip out and hide it from Her, only to get severely punished. this spring camping trip is an annual tradition spanning over 30 years. i will miss Y/you all too...my community family. i look forward to catching up on Monday and hopefully posting updates about what happens tonight. otherwise expect at least ten days without orgasm.

hi everyone, i'm back from my fishing trip. it was lots of fun hanging out with my buddies, eating, drinking and laughing. before i left, Mistress treated me to some vanilla sex after I licked Her until she had several orgasms. so guess what awaited me when i returned...Her period started on Saturday. looks like i'll remain chaste for a few more days.

**switching** im back from another trip up north to visit my son. i havent even started catching up with all the posts ive missed since i last checked in five days agobut i do have a wonderful evening to share Y/you. fortunately Mistresses period ended last Thursday so the night before I left W/we had some excellent vanilla sex. of course Mistress always takes priority, so I licked Her until she reached several orgasms before entering Her and fucking her for more. yesterday Mistress was waiting at the airport bar when i landed at 11:30 pm. W/we each enjoyed a cocktail then headed home to O/our local pub. We were thrilled to see one another and kissed passionately many times. my hands roamed over Her butt and breasts. at one point I playfully swatted Her bottom and Mistress said, mmm, I like that! im sure ive mentioned it before but Mistres is a switch. although She is about 99% dominantShe still enjoys being submissive occasionally. in O/our three years together i think Ive topped her three times. i took this as an invitation. whenever W/we were alone I gave Her a few firm swats with my handMistress loved it. W/we got quite drunk and headed home. the younger adults were either asleep or out so we went straight to the bedroom and cranked up the music. We stripped down and i told Mistress to lie on her back in the center of the bed. I brought out the restraints, strapped them onto Her and attached the chains. The chains are always connected to O/out four-poster bed. with Mistress immobilized I began teasing Her. I licked, teased and bit Her nipplesMistress arched Her back in ecstasy and struggled against Her bonds. I fetched the flicker whip and started lightly whipping Her thighs. She loved it! i kissed Her all over then went down on Her. I licked Her clit until she had several orgasms and Mistress couldn't push me away or stop me. next I grabbed the crop and slapped Her thighs again. Mistress squirmed with delight. now came the penetration phase. I brought out the glass nubby dildo. i slid it inside Her pussy and She moaned in pleasure. soon i was thrusting it in and out with a twisting motion so she could enjoy the bumps. Mistress climaxed hard several times, all while straining against the chains. She was helpless to stop me. next I used my fingers to work Her G spot. Mistress came really hard, soaking my hand and the bed sheets. Mistress is a squirter and when i massage Her G spot She really comes and sprays everything. no man could ever produce that volume of cum like Mistress does. next i released Mistress and W/we both collapsed into sleep. We were exhausted and very drunk. today morning Mistress woke me for church. i had promised to take Her to brunch after serviceyesterday marked the 3 year anniversary of the day W/we met. i could barely move, despite her every attempt to rouse me. I gave Mistress a suggestion. why dont W/we have sex, go back to sleep, wake up, eat breakfast, make love again, return to slumber, rise once more, screw another time, enjoy cocktails, dive back in for a nap, then have sex Mistress liked that idea so i set about working on Her nipples and soon She was squirming and moaning with pleasure. I teased Her clit with my finger until she was wet then slid Her cock inside her pussy. Mistress came immediately and then I fucked her through several more orgasmsabout 15 minutesbefore I climaxed myself. W/we both drifted back to sleep. i slept in till noon and woke up aloneMistress was working in O/our office as usual. Mistresses cock and balls were still drenched with sex over an hour laterMistress told me She had to clean herself with a wash cloth. I got up and prepared a light breakfast. now its 2:30 pm and W/were both eager for bloody marysbut neither of us feels like getting cleaned up yet. W/we decided to stay home. ihave some tomato sauce and meatballs defrosting and W/well enjoy a pasta feast later. as soon as this message is done i'll slip on my baseball cap and head out for the fixings. im pretty sure W/well both be ready for another nap shortlyLOL!!!

i can't believe i forgot to mention it. at least three times I made Mistress suck my cock...it was absolutely amazing!!!

**happy Mother's day!** Mistress and i are exhausted! since February W/we have been planning a picnic for the disabled. W/we were expecting over 100 guests. a local culinary school volunteered to supply all the food and drink. thursday morning they backed out. Mistress and i spent the next 24 hours on the phones and computers networking O/our butts off to replace what W/we lost. fortunately W/we have a wonderful and supportive network. W/we lined up about $150 in gift cards from Costco, BJs, Sams Club and Walmart. 2 local caterers and 2 local restaurants supplied all the food. i think W/we ended up with more than W/we would have with just the school. without the school a lot of work fell on U/us. Mistress was at the park yesterday at 7 am to reserve 2 picnic shelters, one for food and one for entertainment. i started at BJs when they opened at 9 am and made 3 other stops on the way to the park. there were 2 other cars making pick-ups as well. everything was wonderful and W/we all had a great time. W/we stayed for hours afterwards to clean up. when W/we got home W/we just flopped! this morning W/we got up in time but never made it to church. after a week of chastity i was sooo horny. i whispered to Mistress that i wanted to kiss Her all over and make love to Her. for some reason She slept nude last night, She usually wears a silky nightie or sleep shirt. (i always sleep nude.) i started kissing Her chest and neck and soon worked my way down to Her nipple. i was caressing Her back and butt with my hand. Mistress was teasing me. She was moving Her hand all over me and just missing my hard cock. She kept this up for quite a while and i was moaning and aching for Her to touch me. finally Mistress grabbed my cock and started stroking me. this made me wild and i humped Her hand like crazy. using Her other hand Mistress held both of my arms down over my head. W/we continued stroking and humping, on O/our sides facing each other. i begged Mistress to tie me up and spank my naughty bottom. Mistress did not say a word, She just kept stroking. Suddenly my whole body was trembling. somehow i was kept on the edge for about 5 minutes, feeling waves of pleasure but no orgasm. then it happened and i exploded! i pumped my load all over Her belly. Mistress loved it! She squealed with pleasure. it took another 5 minutes for me to calm down and stop shaking. there was come everywhere, a weeks worth. Mistress and i are having a lazy Mothers daywere still in bathrobes but im running the wash. the full extent of O/our activities for the day will be manicures and pedicuresand picnic leftoversand bloody Marys.

"last night Mistress and i had a really nice vanilla fuck, with Mistress in control of course. W/we were working at O/our desks, side by side, when Mistress announced that She was very horny and that W/we had to get to bed early. cool!!!! Mistress was probably horny because O/our last love making was all about me. W/we tried to wrap up earlier but W/we were at O/our desks till 10:30. as soon as W/we got to O/our bedroom i hopped into bed, naked as always. Mistress undressed and slid into bed beside me. She turned up the stereo to hopefully drown out O/our sounds. i started right in on Her nipples and Mistress moaned Her pleasure. i was really horny and aggressivei think too aggressive for Mistress. i didnt know what She was doing but She covered up, or held my hands, so i couldnt get to Her breasts or pussy. She would only allow me to stroke Her back and to lightly kiss Her. i had no idea what was going on. i tried to penetrate Her but She would not allow it. i stroked my cock up and down against Her pussy but thats as far as i could get. this went on for quite a while and i started to think that She changed Her mind. then She let me have access to Her nipple. i gently licked and sucked and She really reacted. suddenly i understood that She wanted a more gentle approach than usual. She usually loves when i bite Her nipples, but not last night. i continued gently teasing Her nipples and She really got turned on. next She let me gently brush Her pussy lips with my fingers. i took this as a sign and immediately went down on Her. instead of my usual direct approach i started gently teasing Her lips and clit with my tongue. She moaned and thrust into me. the gentle approach only lasted for a few minutes and soon i was back to my normal, hard pressure on Her clit with my tongue. in no time She was coming and thrashing all over the bed. when She pushed me away i got on top of Her and started kissing and sucking Her neck, just in the right spot that makes Her wild. Mistress squeezed my nipples really hard and held on the whole time. i love when She does that! the pleasure/pain mixture is intoxicating! soon i was inside Her. i pumped away really hard and mistress had 3 or 4 orgasms in about 10 minutes. when i finally exploded inside Her Mistress had a powerful orgasm and squeezed me like She would crush me. mmmm, what a nice session W/we had. this morning W/we compared battle wounds. Mistress tore up my back with Her nails real good. i left a hickey on Her neckLOL!!!"

"there's not much to report. it seems O/our sexuality had been sidelined by life. mistress is having job troubles and changing careers again, possibly by adding 3 new jobs while maintaining Her current situation...all full commission sales. to help out i'm working 15 plus hours a week, plus maintaining the household, plus running my own business, plus networking like crazy. W/we both volunteer as well. some nights we're only getting 4 hours of sleep...who has time for sex? W/we are looking forward to next weekend...ClubFEM play party!!! it's been 8 days of chastity for both of us...ugh!!!"

"oh no...Mistresses' period started this morning. W/we are both so bummed. 10 days of chastity for both of us so far. looks like i'm headed for a new record...and so is mistress. i can't believe i forgot to mention it. at least three times I made Mistress suck my cock...it was absolutely amazing!!!"

"well it's day 15 of chastity for both mistress and me. mistress is in a class today and texting me. Her period is just about over and She is soooo horny. i'm here catching up with posts and about to explode. i soooo wish i could play with Her toy...but i won't. She just suggested a cold shower for me...i hope that wasn't an order! OMG, mistress is getting started with Mary Kay. last night She made me go get a facial in a room full of women. honestly i didn't mind being surrounded by so many women and getting their attention...but the facial was embarrassing and i'm sure i was bright red the whole time. I blush easily. Saturday night is a ClubFEM private party. this will be O/our second party and i know mistress will want to play. i'm told this house has a full dungeon. i playfully suggested that W/we eventually work up to doing a clothespin demonstration for the Dommes. (check out my photo albums) Mistress said, "why not on Saturday?" GULP! watch out for what you ask for! neck and soon worked my way down to Her nipple. i was caressing Her back and butt with my hand. mistress was teasing me. She was moving Her hand all over me and just missing my hard cock. She kept this up for quite a while and i was moaning and aching for Her to touch me. finally Mistress grabbed my cock and started stroking me. this made me wild and i humped Her hand like crazy. using Her other hand mistress held both of my arms down over my head. W/we continued stroking and humping, on O/our sides facing each other. i begged mistress to tie me up and spank my naughty bottom. Mistress did not say a word, She just kept stroking. Suddenly my whole body was trembling. somehow i was kept on the edge for about 5 minutes, feeling waves of pleasure but no orgasm. then it happened and i exploded! i pumped my load all over Her belly. mistress loved it! She squealed with pleasure. it took another 5 minutes for me to calm down and stop shaking. there was come everywhere, a weeks worth. Mistress and i are having a lazy Mothers daywere still in bathrobes but im running the wash. the full extent of O/our activities for the day will be manicures and pedicuresand picnic leftoversand bloody Marys.

"**O/our 15 days of chastity had ended!** W/we got home pretty late from networking last night. Mistress and i got casual, checked email, had a snack and watched tv for a whilethen it was off to bed. Mistress put on a silky nightie and i hopped into bed naked to join Her. W/we started out touching and kissing each other. mistress kept scratching an itch and it was a real mood breaker for me. i asked Her to please stop several times but She kept it up. i jumped out of bed, grabbed the wrist restraints from the drawer and soon had Her hands chained to the bedpostShe cooperated fully with this decision. feeling a rush of power i started teasing Her nipples and Her pussy lips. mistress writhed against the restraints and arched Her back in pleasure. i went to work kissing and sucking Her neck, which always makes Her crazy with passion and She couldnt do a thing to stop me. next i ordered her to suck my cock, bitch! and she willingly complied, greedily sucking my whole length down Her throat. i pulled out after a minute so i could save myself for a good hard fucking. i briefly considered the ankle restraints but decided to leave Her legs freeShe wasnt going anywhere. gradually i worked my fingers into her pussy until i had 3 fingers in. while massaging Her clit with my thumb i used 3 fingers to massage Her g spot. mistress went wild, screaming Her pleasure and writhing all over the bed. when mistress came She squirted all over the bed. my hand felt like it was inside a fountain with her pussy juice just gushing. she must have had 3 or 4 big orgasms before i stopped, each time just pumping out her nectar and soaking U/us and the bed. one time when she did this she squirted the bedroom wall that was at least 5 feet away. again i placed my cock on Her lips and She sucked me in and teased my cock head with Her tongue. i couldnt take it any morei had to fuck her hard and i was so worked up at this point i just wanted to pound her pussy raw. i knew that was what she wanted tooit had been 15 days of chastity for both of U/us and she was super horny. the moment i entered Her She came hard. i ignored her pussy contractions and started to really pump and pound her. mistress came another 3 or 4 time in the next 15 minutes or so, even harder and louder than she had from my finger work. while still pumping i asked her where she wanted my cum, in her pussy or down Her throatShe said pussy. within seconds I came real hard and exploded inside her as She enjoyed one last orgasm. after collapsing on her and a few minutes of recovery i released her. i had to get a towel and put it under U/us so W/we could sleep comfortably. this morning mistress told me that she was freezing during the night and only now realized it was because Her nightie was soaked. needless to say im happily doing several loads of wash this morning. honestly, im liking this Dom play and getting off on the power trip. maybe im just a switch like mistress. i still think its probably 90/10 for both of U/us. Cant wait for the ClubFEM party so that Mistress and i can get back into O/our regular roles. there's not much to report. it seems O/our sexuality had been sidelined by life. mistress is having job troubles and changing careers again, possibly by adding 3 new jobs while maintaining Her current situation...all full commission sales. to help out I'm working 15 plus hours a week, plus maintaining the household, plus running my own business, plus networking like crazy. W/we both volunteer as well. some nights we're only getting 4 hours of sleep...who has time for sex? W/we are looking forward to next weekend...ClubFEM play party!!! it's been 8 days of chastity for both of us...ugh!!!"

"i promised a journal entry about O/our ClebFEM party last night but i'm afraid i have to disappoint Y/you all. Y/you can imagine O/our own disappointment...W/we stayed home last night. once W/we got home from a very busy day, and with the prospect of an early rise today, W/we just could not get motivated to leave O/our home. fortunately W/we did have the motivation and the energy for a little play. mistress and i had quite a few cocktails while watching a movie and then "so you think you can dance" on TIVO. Mistress announced that it was bed time and W/we headed to the bedroom. mistress turned up the stereo real loud...a good sign! O/our toys were already packed for the party so mistress rummaged through the backpack and produced the wrist restraints. She also removed all Her crops and whips from the tube. (W/we have a black zippered document tube that W/we travel with to carry Mistresses' long toys.) i was instructed to lay on my back and Mistress buckled on the wrist restraints and chained my wrists to the bedposts. mistress proceed to tickle and tease me unmercifully. She drove me wild with Her nails, paying particular attention to my armpits. this always exhausts me and as she continues teasing i begin to lose the energy to struggle. next Mistress took out the bag of clothespins. i immediately closed my eyes...i never watch this part...the very first clothespin on my scrotum puts me immediately into subspace. i use breathing techniques to deal with the pain. it's funny...some pins I barely feel and others cause an immediate pain reaction. i felt her clipping clothespins up the entire shaft of my cock. when she was satisfied with Her work i felt her move from the bed. i opened my eyes, not daring to look down, to see her holding one of Her crops. it's a little red leather hand on the end of an 18" crop. She started smacking my inner thighs with the crop. The sound is very loud and the slap stings like crazy. I immediately started squirming away...big mistake because this made my cock and balls shift due to the weight of the clothespins...causing intense pain all over my package. mistress would give me about 10 smacks...I would squirm, causing that shift and associated pain...then she would stop and wait...and then deliver 10 more smacks. I have no idea how many times She repeated this process. the pain was intense! All the time i was as hard as a rock. Mistress started biting my nipples really hard...i squirmed in agony but was thankful that she didn't use the clothespins. finally she started removing the clothespins from my cock and scrotum...as always some don't hurt at all and others are excruciating as blood rushes back to the nerve endings. mistress asked me how i was feeling...i was feeling wonderful...such wonderful attention from mistress. I begged the privilege of worshipping Her pussy. She released my wrists and lay on her back. when I had my face between her legs I immediately noticed that the whole area was soaked with her nectar..half way down to her knees. within minutes Mistress was coming hard against my tongue and mouth. after 3 or 4 orgasms mistress pushed me away and i cuddled up alongside Her. after resting a few minutes mistress began playing with my cock. She squeezed me really hard and pumped my shaft. in a few minutes she shifted and began to lick my head and shaft. soon she slid my cock into her mouth and down her throat. Mistress brought me to the most amazing orgasm within minutes. while W/we lay in each other's arms i did my best to describe the orgasm I just had. I felt it through my whole body. My toes kept curling and curling with each wave of pleasure. I actually felt it in my face...incredible waves of pleasure in my face as the muscles contracted. soon W/we were asleep in each other's arms. Yes, W/we missed a great ClubFEM party but W/we had a great scene of O/our own.

"it's been almost a week and there really is nothing to report on. W/we are both under a lot of stress with neither one of U/us working a real job. W/we have businesses to run but that's not the same as getting a weekly pay check. W/we both work until 10 pm or so, grab an hour or 2 of TV to unwind, then it's up at 6:30 again to start all over. Neither one of U/us has had an orgasm since May 30...well mistress enjoys mini orgasms all the time, which i can always tell from sniffing Her panties. I just checked the laundry basket and yesterday's panties smell incredible. W/we have a social obligation tonight...sigh! W/we probably won't be home before 10. When do W/we find time to play??? W/we only get a few hours of privacy by bribing the young adults. when W/we actually do find the time there is so much to catch up on that W/we never get to it all. i really miss my punishments...i miss worshipping Mistresses' feet and pussy...I miss her strap-on...I miss Her riding me...I miss morning sex...I ache to be chained motionless and be completely at Her pleasure and at Her mercy! I am so hairy and there is no time for mistress to shave me...and vice versa. sorry to sound like i am complaining, and maybe i am but there is nowhere else to turn. it's not like i can complain to my vanilla friends. I never complain to Mistress because she takes it to heart and feels like i'm saying that it is her fault. IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT! W/we just have zero time...that's just a fact. W/We are both under a lot of stress with neither one of U/us working a real job. We have businesses to run but that's not the same as getting a weekly pay check. W/we both work until 10 pm or so, grab an hour or 2 of TV to unwind, then it's up at 6:30 again to start all over. Neither one of U/us has had an orgasm since May 30...well mistress enjoys mini orgasms all the time. I just checked the laundry basket and yesterday's panties smell incredible. W/we have a social obligation tonight...sigh! W/we probably won't be home before 10. When do we find time to play??? We only get a few hours of privacy by bribing the young adults. when we actually do find the time there is so much to catch up on that we never get to it all. I really miss my punishments...I miss worshipping Mistresses' feet and pussy...my strap-on...Her riding me...morning sex; i ache to be chained motionless and be completely at her pleasure! I am hairy with no time for mistress to shave me. sorry to sound like i am complaining, maybe i am but there is nowhere else. it's not like i can complain to vanilla friends. I never complain to Mistress because she takes it to heart; IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT! W/we just have zero time.

"on saturday night mistress and i managed to work in a nice session of vanilla sex. W/we went to bed fairly late...close to midnight. Mistress was chilly and put on her sweatshirt before climbing into bed...nothing else. As she lay there, enticing me with Her nakedness, I started kissing Her all over...below the waist of course. within minutes i was greedily lapping at Her clit and She writhed in pleasure. i made her cum several times and when SHe pushed me away i immediately entered Her...and she came again. I pumped her to several more orgasms, then exploded inside Her as W/we came together. We immediately fell into a blissful sleep in each other's arms. not much of a story, I know, but we have had time for little else in O/our hectic lives. At least 6 days of chastity is over for U/us!"

"Why haven't I read this before???? Great life, great posts! sophia i can't believe i forgot to mention it. At least three times I made Mistress suck my cock...it was absolutely amazing!!!"

"awww, thanks sophia! Why haven't I read this before???? Great life, great posts!"

"Does not need to be all dungeon play all the time! Great post about Saturday. i am on day five and I know what you mean about the frustration level. goddess is hell bent on making sure it is twelve before I get out then 21 following... good gracious. Makes nights like your saturday that much more special! Enjoy and thanks for sharing. O/Our live have been a blur during the last week and the days are racing by too quickly. W/we seem to have very little time for O/ourselves and almost no privacy. tuesday was Mistresses' birthday...Her birthday surprise?...her period started about 5 days early. of all the things that we plan in O/our lives this is one event that we can not predict with any accuracy. It seems that twice a year when the seasons change Mistresses' cycle shifts. neither one of U/us had an orgasm since June 6! Now W/we'll be waiting until the weekend or whenever her period is over.

"thanks, xcitex2. I really appreciate you for sharing your experiences with the CM community! Does not need to be all dungeon play all the time! Great post about Saturday. i am on day five and know what you mean. goddess is hell bent on making sure it is twelve before I get out then 21 following... good gracious. Makes nights like your saturday that much more special! O/Our live have been a blur during the last week and the days are racing by too quickly. W/we seem to have very little time for O/ourselves. tuesday was Mistresses' birthday...Her period started about 5 days early. of all the things we plan in our lives this is one event that We can not predict with any accuracy.

"O/Our live have been a blur during the last week and the days are racing by too quickly. W/we seem to have very little time for O/ourselves and almost no privacy. tuesday was Mistresses' birthday...Her birthday surprise?...her period started about 5 days early. of all the things that we plan in our lives this is one event that we can not predict with any accuracy. It seems that twice a year when the seasons change mistresses' cycle shifts. neither one of U/us had an orgasm since June 6! Now W/we'll be waiting until the weekend or whenever her period is over. then something strange happened this morning. i guess i was rubbing my hard cock on Mistresses leg in my sleep. mistress says that I do that a lot in my sleep...either on Her or on the bed. I was asleep and have no recollection of this. In fact, I don't even remember any sexy dreams from last night. The first thing I know is that i'm waking up and i'm cumming, all over Mistresses leg and the bed. I think "what the hell just happened?" mistress just giggled, I guess she was amused by my explosion...after all it was 11 days. I'm glad She's not upset that I came without permission...at least I don't think She is upset because she hasn't said anything. i also came before she did, another breach of my rules. all this cumming and going its no good for you!:character0053: lol...hey, it was 11 days of chastity...my record is 13. mistress actually said She is glad one of U/us found the time to cum.

"all this cumming and going its no good for you!:character0053: O/Our live have been a blur during the last week. tuesday was Mistresses' birthday...Her period started about 5 days early. of all the things we plan in our lives this is one event that We can not predict with any accuracy.

"lol...hey, it was 11 days of chastity...my record is 13. Mistress actually said She is glad one of U/us found the time to cum.

"mistresses' period is finally over...YAY!!! Although I had an orgasm last friday W/we haven't had any sex since June 6. this morning we awoke in each other's arms. i snuggled into mistress as she ran Her fingers through my hair. I caressed her body and lightly kissed her cheek. Soon my fingers found her nipple and I teased it hard. I began to kneed and squeeze her nipple as she began to moan her pleasure. I lifted her night shirt and began sucking on the other nipple. i continued working her nipples as mistress had several small orgasms. By now i was as hard as a rock and I just wanted to give it to Her. my fingers began to tease her pussy lips and slowly find their way to her clit. She arched her back in pleasure as I found just the right spot. In no time, I slid down and started tonguing her clit while rubbing my cock on her foot. In no time, I brought her to several hard orgasms. mistress loves when I suck her clit between my lips and tongue it real hard. i moved up Her body and immediately slid My cock in...just the tip. Mistress came immediately! i slowly thrust more of me into her with each push...mistress continued to come. Once I was all the way inside, I knew I wasn't going to be able to hold out for long. I decided the best thing to do was just to fuck Her hard and let it happen. Surprisingly, I was able to hold back for a while, and mistress got a nice fuck. In the end, her head was banging into the headboard as W/we came together. In the afterglow, I apologized for banging her head so much. Mistress laughed because she never noticed it happening. She said Her toes were all tingly.

"Wednesday saw Mistress in a truly lustful mood. I loved her aggression towards me. Every time we crossed paths on the sofa, she would grab hold and yank me up onto her lap, tugging my neck chain to drag my face down for a kiss. Her knee pressed firmly into my crotch with each pass—it was pure bliss! She called it an early bedtime, hauling me by our necklace link into the bedroom. Once inside, she tossed me onto the mattress and climbed on top of me. With passionate kisses, she pinned me there, biting at my neck and nipples while I lay helpless. After some time, She let me go to undress, and I followed suit. Moving to her side of the bed, we lay naked together, caressing one another until I became rock hard. Without really noticing what was happening, she shifted position and started licking my cock. The feeling was pure bliss! After coating me in saliva, She swallowed me completely, working Her tongue up and down my shaft. Soon enough, She was bobbing Her head back and forth on my member, taking it from the tip all the way to my belly button. It wasn't surprising that I came hard within minutes—Mistress did as well! She is truly impressive; not every woman can have a powerful orgasm without direct stimulation... she achieved it simply by sucking my cock deep down Her throat. Once I had recovered, I returned the favor. Kneeling below her, I licked and sucked at Her clit while She experienced three or four strong climaxes in succession. In the afterglow, we lay side-by-side holding hands...and fell asleep. I have a vague memory of waking up later to pull the blankets over us both. What a wonderful evening!!"

**about last night...the pix** here are some photos capturing what Mistress did to me last night. the full story will follow later today: the referenced community page

Mistress and I skipped a ClubFEM get-together last night. We were simply too exhausted after an incredibly busy week to freshen up and haul ourselves out of the house. So, heading home from one of our commitments, we popped into the grocery store for wine, mozzarella and tomato appetizers, plus dinner supplies. Back at home, Mistress relaxed on the sofa while I mixed cocktails and prepped the appetizer. I also set up the bedroom with all of Mistresses' toys. Once we'd finished the appetizers, I began cooking as Mistress offered our bribe to the young adults. They departed just as I was putting the final touches on dinner. We ate in front of the TV, sipping wine. Afterward, I tidied up the kitchen and topped off Mistresses' glass. As I came back to her, she requested a foot rub but first wanted me to fetch my collar and restraints. Mistress put the collar on me, tightened the ankle and wrist bindings, and clipped on my leash. I was dressed in just a tee shirt and leather jock strap... nothing more. I took my place at Her feet and massaged them with lotion while Mistress sipped wine and watched TV. When My ministrations weren't quite enough for her liking, Mistress gave my butt a swat with Her "little red hand" crop. When instructed to halt, Mistress announced it was time to move to the bedroom. Once inside, I was surprised when she removed my leathers but wanted us both to shower, which we did. She noticed that I had missed some hairs on Her cock and balls and finished shaving them for me. After our shower, Mistress ordered me to stand before Her while She sat on the bed. First, I turned away from Her as She began with the paddle and cane. Each stroke made me yelp and jump. Then she told me to face her again. She grabbed the clothespins and started attaching them to my scrotum. It was the first time She had done this while I stood upright. Despite the mounting discomfort, I got rock hard... so She began pinning my cock as well. She finished off with a clothespin on each nipple. check out my new photo album: the referenced community page next Mistress made me stand in front of O/our full length mirror and grab the top of the closet door on either side of the mirror. Mistress proceed to give me a good hard beating. if i dared to move my hands i got an even harder smack, but my legs were not secured so i squirmed like crazy. the weight of the clothespins on my cock and balls only increased my agony. Mistress reminded me again and again how naughty and willful i had been since my last beating. the beating continued for quite some time, using flog, cane and paddle...this morning i have the bruises to show for it and Mistress is quite pleased with Her handiwork. after my beating i was again instructed to face Her on the bed. Mistress began to slowly remove the clothespins. She left the nipples for last...excruciating as the blood returned. Mistress knew i was exhausted now and cuddled me on the bed. then She started to lick my cock...ahhh, pain, then pleasure. once again Mistress proceed to give me an amazing blow job and W/we both came hard together. after that W/we passed out. mistress really enjoyed beating me while i was standing. I have been instructed to install hooks in the ceiling and along the baseboard so that i can be properly restrained for my beatings. isn't Mistress wonderful?

Some guys really do get all the luck!:anim_65: Hot, hot! mikecb

thanks, mike...i am truly blessed! of course it took me 53 years to find my Mistress.

just a quick post...it's very late and it's been a long day. this morning at about 4 am i was awake and it was obvious to me that Mistress was awake as well. She was cuddling with me and squeezing my hand. i got aroused instantly. i hugged Her and She returned the hug. at that point i decided to go for it. i started to tease Her nipple through Her silky nightie. as Her nipple got hard Mistress began to respond. score!!!! soon i was squeezing one nipple as i sucked on the other. Mistress moaned Her approval. She loves when i gently bite Her nipples and has Her mini orgasms. i slipped my habd between Her legs and began to tease Her clit. Mistress really enjoyed that. i couldn't stand too much of this so i slid on top of Her and slipped the tip of my cock inside of Her...She came immediately. i slowly pumped more and more of my cock inside of Her as Mistress came several times. when i buried myself into Her She began to squirt....i could feel and hear Her juices pump out of Her pussy, soaking me and the bed. i was able to hold out for about 10 minutes, pumping Her really hard. Mistress came several times. When I finally exploded Mistress came really hard. Mistress and i cuddled in the afterglow. She remarked how She loved morning sex. i'm a typical guy...i fell asleep. i know it's just vanilla sex but as always, Mistress comes first!

What a lovely way to wake up in the middle of the night!:-)

Wow I have not had a middle of the night wake up call in years. Once we had the kids it seemed that all ended. Now when Goddess hits the sack it it lights out and sometimes I think a bomb could go off without her knowing. LOL. I have always joked that one night I was going to tie her up in her sleep so when she woke she would be at my mercy. She then reminded me about the chastity device and laughed as she said good luck!

a middle of the night shag hadn't happened in a long time for U/us as well. W/we do have a morning shag every couple of weeks...great way to start the day! Mistress seems particularly horny this week...lucky me!

wow, i love how horny Mistress is lately. last night when W/we got home from separate obligations W/we cuddled on the couch and watched a movie...popcorn and cocktails. Mistress loves Her Ketel 1 and cranberry and vodka makes Her horny. She kept checking up on me and telling me "make sure you don't fall asleep". i can take a hint so i just sipped some wine. W/we headed to the bedroom just after midnight. as soon as W/we hit the bed W/we started fondling and caressing. in no time at all i went down on Mistress and gave Her several great orgasms. after a brief rest i entered Her and W/we just fucked away. i was able to pump Her for quite some time and brought Her to several orgasms before exploding myself. today my back is all ripped up from Mistresses nails. i wear my wounds like a badge of honor! not a lot of chastity going on...LOL!!!!

ok, this is getting repetitive so i'll be brief. W/we were both nodding out on the couch last night and stumbled into bed after midnight. i was actually renewed from my little nap so i decided to go for it. i started playing with Mistresses' nipples and Her reaction was heavenly. not wanting to waste any time, after a few minutes of nipple play i just got on top and entered Her. i proceeded to fuck Mistress really hard for at least 30 minutes, enjoying wave after wave of Her orgasms while She raked my back with Her nails. of course i finally exploded so that She could have one last hard cum. don't worry, we'll be back to FemDOM play soon...i can't wait!

Oh darn, vanilla, boring, multi-orgasmic sex. Shucks!;-p:party-075:

i know, mike...poor me. what i'm really referring to is that the community is all about chastity and BDSM and my last few posts have been about vanilla sex. i am truly blessed being owned by Mistress and i am not complaining at all. i get my greatest satisfaction by serving Her, even when it's only drinks, meals, laundry and chores...just wish W/we had the privacy for the occasional spanking, wearing my sub outfit, etc.

i love how horny Mistress has been lately! last night when W/we got into bed Mistress was itchy and scratching because it has been soooo long since i shaved Her. i asked, "can i feel?" "Sure" She replied. i felt. i said, "i can't tell, i need a closer look"! She said, "Go ahead"! i got right between Her legs and started licking Her pussy. as i licked Her clit Mistress started moaning and thrusting into my tongue for more pressure. my tongue darted on and around Her clit, and i sucked it into my mouth. after several hard orgasms Mistress pushed me away. i gently kissed Her thighs as i sighed my contentment. eventually i moved up to lay beside Her. Mistress said W/we needed to exercise in the morning and that W/we could get that exercise together in bed. then She said good night. so Mistress had Her pleasure...no orgasm for me. in the morning, after several hits on the snooze alarm, i began to play with Mistresses' nipples. Mistress enjoyed the attention. i was rock hard and thrusting on Mistresses' leg. She began to lightly caress my balls...this made me crazy. as i squeezed and pinched Her nipples Mistress pressed my cock into Her thigh with Her wrist as i continued thrusting...and kept up Her caresses to my balls. i moaned with pleasure. soon i couldn't take it any more and slid on top of Her. i slipped the head of my cock inside Her and slowly added more cock with each thrust. Mistress had several orgasms before i made the final thrust and was buried deep inside. i fucked Her hard, but for only about 5 minutes, until i came hard...and so did Mistress. in the afterglow i told Her how heavenly it felt to be inside Her warm, wet pussy. there really are no words to describe how great it feels. i remember in the past thinking that the inside of a Woman's mouth felt better than the inside of a Woman's pussy. not anymore!!!!!

this is getting to be a daily post. i hope it keeps up because Mistress is sooo horny. last night W/we went to O/our local bar after being separated for the evening by commitments. i had a new shipment of cigars and was dying to smoke one. W/we ended up getting pretty buzzed. in bed i wasted no time in going down on Mistress. i worshipped Her pussy for 15 minutes or so, giving Her lots of big orgasms...yummy!!! after that W/we fell out. W/we talked about doing a little "exercise" in the morning but W/we got up real late. so here's the plan for tonight. about a month ago Mistress won a stretch limo for 3 hours. i have enough points for a free hotel night. so we'll be checking in to a nice hotel with an outdoor hot tub at 4 pm. W/we only stay at hotels with hot tubs. W/we have fucked in hot tubs and hotel pools so many times...right in front of other guests...no one seems to mind. the limo will be picking U/us up at the hotel at 5. W/we'll have snacks and alcohol with U/us for the ride. W/we are going to fuck in the limo during O/our 3 hour ride, something W/we have never done. W/we both love exhibitionism. back at the hotel W/we will have all the toys ready, chains on the bed, etc. i'm sure W/we'll hit the hot tub first, then Mistress will be hitting me....lol! W/e are soooo excited!

**O/our limo and hotel adventure** i am just dying to tell someone about O/our adventure last night. i wish i could tell someone in person but i can't, so this will have to do. yesterday i wrote about O/our plans for last night...limo and hotel. well everything went off perfectly. Mistress and i were extremely busy yesterday. W/we wanted to leave by 3:30 but W/we didn't get home until 3:15 and hadn't packed yet. Mistress threw together O/our clothes and toiletries. i gathered all the toys and packed 2 small coolers with vodka and cranberry juice for Mistress, scotch for me, white and red wine, cheese and crackers. W/we pulled away at 4. W/e weren't in the hotel room for 5 minutes when the limo driver called to say he was there, 10 minutes early. when W/we got downstairs W/we were so excited. O/our original prize was a 6 passenger limo but they ended up giving U/us a 10 passenger limo. it was a stretch Lincoln Town car, black with blacked out windows. O/ur driver Steve was excellent!! when W/e left the bellman told Mistress to make sure She took good care of me...W/we giggled at that one, knowing what W/e were planning. Steve asked where W/e wanted to go and W/e said, nowhere, just drive U/us around. inside the limo was a bench seat in the back and a couch on the left side that wrapped around to the front...all leather. the entire right side was a bar with glasses and 2 built in coolers filled with ice. the privacy panel, radio, dvd player and A/C were all controlled by a touch screen. too bad W/e didn't bring any porno. the ceiling was mirrored with multi-colored tiny lights scattered about. everything was sooo beautiful. Mistress and i snuggled on the couch. i made U/us cocktails and W/e munched crackers and cheese, watching the world go by. Steve drove U/us through all the beach towns on the Gulf. for the first hour or so W/we just relaxed, snuggling, kissing and talking. after an hour or so Mistress needed the potty. realizing where W/e were i opened the privacy panel and asked Steve to take U/us to O/our favorite restaurant, Island Way Grill. it was so much fun getting into and out of a limo with people watching. W/we had a drink at the bar while W/e took turns in the potty. When Mistress returned from Her potty visit She slid Her finger, wet with pussy juice, across my lips and face. She reminded me on my turn to grab some paper towels in case W/e got messy...good thing. back in the limo Mistress started getting frisky as soon as W/we pulled away. She positioned Herself kneeling on the floor between my legs while i sat on the couch. She started to pull up my shirt and squeezed my nipples. i got rock hard and moaned with pleasure. soon She had my shirt off, unbuckled my pants and began playing with my cock. mmm, that got me really crazy. next She slid my entire cock in Her mouth and started working Her tongue magic...oh God. i grabbed the camera and got some great shots of Mistress in action. fortunately She stopped in five minutes or so. Mistress had me remove Her ankle bracelets and She slid off Her pantyhose. She had told me earlier that She was wearing crotch-less pantyhose. Mistress slid off my pants and laid down on the couch. it was my turn. i slipped my head between Her legs and began to lick Her pussy. Mistress was soooo wet and yummy delicious. i had Her coming hard in no time...privacy panel or not i'm sure Steve could hear Her. after pushing me away i slid up on top of Her and slowly stuck my cock into Her wet pussy...heavenly. i can't describe the feeling of fucking in a moving vehicle. bumps and turns took on new meaning as they thrust my cock inside Her at different angles. i fucked Her really hard, occasionally glancing outside at cars and people. Mistress enjoyed the view of being fucked in the mirrored ceiling. after lots of orgasms for Mistress, loudly entertaining Steve i can only assume, i came hard. i stayed inside Mistress as long as i could while the car continued bouncing over bumps...nice for Mistress. good thing W/e had paper towels, Mistress and i were soaked. Steve must have had some fun taking out the trash later and smelling those wet paper towels. W/we dressed and enjoyed a few more minutes before W/e were back at the hotel. gravity started to work on Mistress in the elevator. Mistress realized what was happening and said "oh no!" as soon as O/our only other elevator passenger left on the 12th floor. all of a sudden cum leaked from Mistresses' pussy, through Her panty hose and onto the elevator floor. W/we both started laughing. literally there was a small puddle about 6 inches in diameter on the floor between Her legs. unbelievable! W/e went straight to the room and put on O/our swim suits. i grabbed a cigar, 2 glasses of wine each and W/e headed for the hot tub. W/we must have been out there for about an hour, pretty much alone. W/we snuggled and made out in the hot tub. back in the room Mistress had me pour more wine and set up the toys. i attached the chains to the four bed legs, laid out my collar and restraints on the bed and Her crops, flogs and paddles on the chair. Mistress collared me, slipped on my restraints and had me lie on my back on the bed. She talked about the first time She tied me up, and it was on my back in a hotel in New England. just as then i was hard as a rock, my cock pointing proudly at the ceiling. Mistress took pictures as She complimented me on how big i was. as a guy i never think it's that big but i'm happy that She does. next Mistress had me turn over on my belly. She snapped the chains onto my restraints and started in. soon i was yelling and screaming into the pillow. every time i lifted my butt off the bed Mistress ordered me back down and smacked me even harder. i also got hit harder every time i said "no". Mistress went over my transgressions as She worked and was particularly critical of my repetitive failures. after what felt like an hour i was released. Mistress cuddled in next to me and W/we both passed out. i awoke at 5 am and the lights were still on with the radio playing. i shut everything and passed out again. W/e had to be up at 7:30 for the room service breakfast W/e had ordered. Mistress and i were in bed until 11, dozing and watching tv. W/we had to scurry to be packed, showered and out by noon. W/we had an awesome time. Mistress is truly an amazing woman and my best friend in the whole world. on the way home i coyly asked Mistress what O/our next sexual adventure would be. both of O/ur minds are contemplating the answer to that question.

Sounds like you had a great time!:party-049:

**limo pictures** yes W/we did! here's a few pictures: the referenced community page

Yowza!:anim_65:

thanks mike! there's lots more pictures but i don't have the time to photoshop the faces.

I've been reading your posts very hot... I also blog 3-4 times a week...

thanks, tiny tomm, i'll check it out

except for being extremely busy with O/our businesses there is not much to report. Mistress has been having an issue with Her hormone level. Her breasts get very tender for a full week before Her period. it's so bad that She has to wear a sports bra to bed. (it's a shame, She does have such luscious Ds.) consequently She has no interest in sex. Her period will start at any moment, so that will mean two weeks of chastity unless She is feeling better tonight. sigh..

You straight guys really have it rough some time. I couldn't be dealing with periods, specially with the mood swings they bring. Good luck.

You gay guys have it so easy! lol. You don't have one week a month when Oral is less desirable, and it doesn't take a hundred dollar dinner and a show to get your partner in the mood!;-p:fighting0094: Jeez, maybe I should switch teams!;-p:party-073: Bustin' on ya, with lots of love, mikecb

Jeez mike if it's that good maybe we should team up. lol Rachel

i must give Mistress credit. other than being unable to make a decision for a week before Her period, Her mood is relatively constant. regarding mikes comment, i have no problem going down on Mistress when She is on Her period...She wears a tampon so there's nothing undesirable about it.

well i got what i hoped for, Mistress was feeling better although Her nipples were still too sensitive. several times during the day Mistress teased...don't fall asleep...make sure you are awake when i get home...etc. i made sure that i was awake and alert, i even took a power nap while She was at Her meeting. Mistress was in bed before me. as i joined Her i kissed Her and moved my hand down Her soft silky body. W/we kissed and caressed for several minutes and then i started kissing my way down Her body. She moaned as i teasingly kissed Her mound, occasionally straying near Her pussy lips. soon i was lapping Her clit and She was writhing in pleasure. after several nice cummies She pushed me away. i continued to bring Her little orgasms while kissing and sucking Her inner thigh. i moved up on top of Her and slid my cock in...She came immediately. She continued coming as i slid more and more cock into Her heavenly pussy. just as i started to get a nice rhythm going it happened...the dreaded leg cramp. my left upper thigh began cramping and the pain eliminated my erection. Mistress began massaging my leg and it began to help. She had me lay beside Her on my tummy as She continued. as the cramp passed She had me flip onto my back. Her massaging hand kept getting closer and closer to my cock and began brushing up and rubbing up against it. soon She abandoned my leg and was massaging my cock...heavenly!!! She asked me if i wanted Her to stop and i said no. She told me to repeat these words, "please stop, Mistress." i said no. then in Her Mistress voice She said, "repeat these words, slave, "please stop, Mistress."" naturally i complied and She stopped...AAAAAA!!!! then Mistress giggled and She went down on me, sucking my entire length down Her throat and working Her tongue up and down on my shaft. within minutes i exploded in Her mouth and Mistress moaned Her satisfaction at Her own orgasm. later as W/we drifted off to sleep She said, "see, you never listen. i told you that you wanted Me to stop!" during the night Her period came...great timing! well at least 8 days of chastity is over for U/us. a week from Saturday Mistress is leaving me alone for a few days to go on a conference so hopefully Her period timing is perfect to allow U/us at least one night of fun before She leaves.

Mistress is still on Her period but She should be finished any time now. W/we had air conditioning problems on Monday. they sent some idiots to fix it and they totally shut it down. W/we bugged out for a hotel after a nice restaurant dinner. W/we tried a new place right near home...all suites. they have a nice jacuzzi and pool. Mistress and i cuddled in the jacuzzi as i smoked a cigar. after several glasses of wine W/we headed into the room. Mistress and i were really tired but She did spank my butt with the paddle and the "little red hand" crop. i loved it! Mistress is leaving me saturday morning for a business conference. i'll be alone until wednesday night. on thursday morning i leave for a camping trip in NY. W/we hope to get some play time in before She leaves and wednesday night before i leave. i'll keep Y/you all posted.

Yummy for you! Cindy

"**chastity over for Mistress...not for me** Mistress's cycle has finally ended...hurray!!! later last night we stayed awake past midnight, which is typical. I was feeling weary as we prepared to sleep and I'm a bit under the weather. Mistress lay nude on the bed with Her beautiful Ds clearly visible. She whispered to me, "my period is mostly done, I'm not wearing anything." That was all the encouragement i needed. i began playing with Her nipples immediately and She writhed in delight. i continued for about 10 minutes, licking, sucking and nibbling Her into several orgasms. next i went down on Her. Mistress surprised me by being hairless. it's usually my responsibility to shave Her but life gets in the way. mmm, Her pussy tasted so delightful after a week of abstinence. i licked and sucked Her clit like a starving man and brought Her to multiple big orgasms before She pushed me away. i immediately started drifting off...no release for me. Mistress wants to get some rest early tonight...wink, wink! That will end 6 days of chastity for me. She has a 7 am flight out on Saturday and She won't be back from the convention until Wednesday night. thursday morning i'm flying north for a 6 day camping trip. We really need to squeeze in as much sex as possible...what a shame!

it's Sunday and Mistress has been gone for 36 hours. i'm trying to stay occupied but i miss Her deeply. She is very busy at the conference and has little time to communicate with me. We've texted a bit and spoke twice for about 5 minutes. it was quite stressful getting everything ready friday night, both with packing and handling other tasks since She will be away until Wednesday. We were up past midnight, and Mistress had to rise at 4 am for her 7 am flight on Saturday. Mistress and i enjoyed delicious morning sex on Friday. i brought Her to several cums with my tongue and then fucked Her for more using Her cock. Mistress had fun teasing me...not letting me touch or lick Her nipples although I ached to do so. She was very demanding about the specific attention She required...i was in sub heaven. when we went to bed Saturday morning i knew She wanted a good hard "goodbye" fuck because she had been hinting at it all day. Since it was late, we wasted little time on foreplay. I started teasing Her pussy lips by rubbing my cock against them. Slowly I slipped the tip in and bit by bit kept sliding more of Her cock inside. Mistress tore up my back with Her nails, coming again and again. i felt close to climaxing so I stopped and had Her turn over and slip Her legs to the floor with Her butt on the edge of the bed. I stood on the floor between Her legs and entered Her wet pussy. We love this position because I can slam Her really hard and hold out a long time. I fucked Her hard for about 15 minutes as She had wave after wave of orgasms, grabbing fists full of sheets and crying out in pleasure. i finally exploded and collapsed on top of Her. We lay there for a while as she relished her tingling toes and then I pulled out...Mistress hates that part. We slept in each other's arms for a few short hours before the mad scramble to get Her to the airport, luckily it is only a 10 minute ride. i'm doing my best to keep busy and not think about how much I miss Her...I could burst into tears just thinking about it and that isn't productive. Mistress lands Wednesday night at 9 and i fly out for my trip Thursday morning at 9. That short 12 hours should be interesting.

Mistress has been away since Saturday morning and I have been a very naughty slave. i played with Her cock twice on Saturday. of course I will confess when She gets home tomorrow and face the consequences. On my own I decided to lock myself up. Even though I have the key it serves as a reminder that I am not to touch what isn't mine. I'll keep you all posted.

Knowing you Chastity Slave John, it was chastity play on your part. Such an obedient boy for Her! You hope by staying chaste she will tolerate your self-induced tease and denial because she knows it makes you more compliant to her whims. Hormones make us horny and T&D illustrates this lesson perfectly! Forgive my ramblings, but my Lady's 'you can cum soon' translates into another 2 weeks on top of the last denial? Oh my! I feel so compliant Miss D! What does it all mean?! Cindy

You can count on it being respectful; I’ll certainly get my punishment. I wouldn’t expect anything else. The paddle will be waiting for Her on the pillow. She’s unaware that I’ve locked myself in, but she’ll spot the CD shortly after we’re reunited.

Last night turned out completely different from what I had planned or expected. We dined at the airport and crashed as soon as we got home. Mistress unlocked me before bedtime but teased me about locking me back up for my camping trip. This morning, Mistress woke up with a stiff neck and back...and zero desire for sex. This is terrible! What was I saving myself for???? Well, I’ll be offline for roughly a week. I’m going to miss CM and all you friends here.

I’ve returned from my trip. Honestly, there isn’t much news to share. I basically came out to a few of my pals. Around the campfire, one friend made a comment about a ball gag and I replied, "you haven't lived until you've screamed yourself hoarse into a ball gag!" Someone else brought up my 'BDSM' bracelet (take a look at the photos in my gallery). I explained that most people don’t quite grasp what BDSM entails. It ranges from a harmless spank during sex all the way to extremes like scat and blood sports. No one knew what those were, so I told them and described some of the scenes i've witnessed in clubs. I suppose that counts as coming out.

"Ohhh My!" as Miss D might say. I wanted to confirm that yes, your update shared with the friends around the campfire definitely reads like a coming-out story! Respectfully (Cindy is respectful sometimes too;-) <br />

you're spot on, cindy. of course my friends all talk and report back the details of the trip so those who weren't there will know too.

i had to head back up north for a few days. i secured a consulting gig in NJ. i'm alone in my hotel room...but being good and not playing with Mistress's cock. before i left, Mistress and i had lots of vanilla sex since i was going away. OMG, W/we had so much sex. W/we love when i fuck Mistress from behind. She gets on the edge of the bed and i stand on the floor. i usually stand on tip toes because O/our bed is so high. this time i brought a stool into O/our room and Mistress had no idea why. it worked perfectly...just the right height for me to give Her a good pounding and so comfortable for me. Sunday night before i left (Monday morning) during foreplay Mistress fetched the wooden paddle from Her night table and spanked my ass. She continued as i fucked Her. it felt soooo good. W/we both agreed that i am way overdue for a long punishment session. won't be home till Thursday. W/we miss each other sooo much!!

they say that absence makes the heart grow stronger; in your case maybe it also makes the knob grow longer! ha ha lol great post mate seems like you enjoyed yourself.:character0028:

can't wait to get home, W/we hate being separated. W/we're hoping that Her period holds out but it could begin at any moment.

Mistresses period barely held out and W/we could have done something...but i got home to a Mistress in dreadful pain from a toothache. poor Mistress is miserable. She is living on painkillers until Her dental appointment next Tuesday. arghhh...i am so horny!!!!

there really isn't much to report. Mistress finally has some relief from Her toothache thanks to penicillin. Her period is just about over; at this point She is just spotting. W/we are both horny so hopefully there will be relief for U/us soon.

last night it finally happened and Mistress and i got to orgasm. fortunately Mistress was feeling a little better last night. when W/we got in bed W/we started caressing each other. before long my tongue was dancing on Her clit and Mistress came hard several times. next Mistress got on top and rode Her cock for several more orgasms. before i could cum Mistress slid off and stated that it was my turn. Mistress sucked Her cock until i exploded in Her mouth as She came too. i couldn't stop shaking after cuming, it had been 13 days...my record! i'm hoping for a good punishment session this weekend; it's been over a month since my last serious beating.

it was a quiet weekend. Mistress had oral surgery on Friday and was feeling poorly. Mistress was feeling much better yesterday so i took Her out to lunch and then W/we ran some errands. while checking out at Target i noticed the cover of Cosmopolitan had an article entitled "50 sex tricks". i pointed it out to Mistress and She scanned it while W/we waited. next thing i knew the issue of Cosmo was on the checkout belt and was coming home with U/us. when W/we got home the magazine ended up on Her desk. i was intrigued so i picked it up and scanned the article. well turns out it's all about cock...teasing, touching, licking, sucking...WOW! right away i put it down without reading any further; why spoil the surprises in those 50 tricks. all night long i teased Mistress..."have You read the article yet?", "are You studying?", "don't forget You have homework to do!", etc., etc. Mistress played along, teasing me all evening as W/we cuddled on the couch with a movie. a piece of popcorn fell down into Her ample cleavage and i quickly scooped it out. i kept "accidentally" dropping popcorn there and then retrieving it. W/we went to bed early for U/us, 10:30. Mistress was naked under the covers when i joined Her. as we snuggled i started rubbing Her nipples and told Her that i was checking for popcorn. soon She was moaning in pleasure and started squeezing my nipple...mmmmm! i wasted no time. i kissed my way down Her body and began licking Her pussy. soon She was coming hard. i made my way up beside Her again. W/we were caressing again but Mistress just giggled and slid down to suck Her cock. OMG, it felt so good that i didn't want it to stop. then She did something that i can't describe. what was this...one of the 50 sex tricks? i think it was something She was doing just to the head. i reacted right away with new moans of pleasure and Mistress squealed with delight. suddenly i came really hard and it just went on and on and on and on. i didn't think it was possible to pump out that much come. Mistress giggled with joy at the pleasure She had just given me. i could not move and my toes were all curled up. Mistress and i were up for about 30 more minutes, laughing and giggling. Mistress said i was grinning from ear to ear...She was right! that smile never left my face all night and was still there when W/we awoke this morning. i can't wait for sex tip number 2!

Hello Slave John: i have been reading your story since before i joined this site. Since its inception i have been astounded at the similarity between your relationship with your Wife/Mistress. So very similar to mine with my Wife. Right down to the four teenagers who still live at home and because of whom we must use muffled whips...:happy0011: My head spins at the fun you are having as well as at the identification factor. Now then, i am not trying to steal your thunder but wow..do continue. But you may be inspiring me to contribute here. subklik.

hi subklik, thanks so much for responding and for your kind words. it's nice to hear from others in similar situations. i would love to read about Y/your lives. i know there are many more like U/us here but too many are silent. i love writing about O/our escapades. after something new and/or exciting i always want to share it with my friends but they are all too vanilla...so i share with my the community friends. slave john

i don't know where to begin. it has been so long since Mistress and i had some real privacy. without getting into too much detail...W/we had to resort to bribery and going out after midnight to get the young adults out of here and then have them returned. i made a nice dinner for Mistress and W/we watched a movie on the couch. W/we got number one son to drive his 2 siblings to a restaurant...bribe in hand...at 9:30 pm. Mistress and i finished the movie. She asked what i wanted for the evening. my suggestion was a good fucking with lots of foreplay. in the bedroom Mistress slipped on a silky nightie and i lay naked on the bed. I had a few candles lit and Metallica on the stereo. W/we started with a nice make-out session. then Mistress changed the mood entirely. She started getting really aggressive. She grabbed my hair in Her fist and pulled my head back. She started sucking and biting and shoving Her tongue into my ear. She bit my neck and pushed me down, holding me flat on the bed. She squeezed my nipples as hard as She could...i was in Heaven! i may not have the order right but here goes. Mistress kept up Her advances, raking me with Her nails and holding me down. She ordered me to hold still and pushed me down when i did not comply. Mistress told me She wanted to mark Her property...She proceeded to give me several "hickeys" on my inner thighs. it hurt like hell and i cried out in pain to no avail. Mistress turned me over onto my stomach and left the bed. soon She was spanking my bottom with crop, paddle and cane. since i was not tied down i squirmed like crazy but Mistress ordered me to lie still and i complied. i was thoroughly beaten. Mistress returned to my side and started caressing me. i slid down and started worshipping Her pussy. i heard Mistress fumbling around in the drawer and next She handed me the studded glass dildo. i warmed it with my hand as i continued licking Her. soon i was thrusting Mistress with the dildo using a twisting movement. Mistress loved it and came hard several times. when Mistress had enough i moved back up and soon slipped Her cock inside Her. i fucked Mistress for a while and then She spun around so that Her head was off the bed and heading for the floor. mmmm, Mistress loves to come with Her head down like that and i was happy to oblige. She came hard again several times and then i exploded. unfortunately W/we had to clean up and get the young adults. it was after midnight and W/we both really just wanted to sleep. what a great night! i simply swoon when Mistress swings my head around with a fist full of my hair. oh how i love being taken roughly!

Lucky you!:cat:

yes, i am very lucky and remind Mistress every day. She says that She is the lucky one.

yesterday Mistress and i were busy with appointments all day, but at least W/we were together. Mistress was all dressed up...really hot in a skirt, blazer and 5" heels. i love when She wears those shoes because it's the only time She's taller than me, especially when i'm barefoot. after O/our appointments i took Mistress to O/our local for drinks and salads. Mistress had a conference call so She sat in the car till 10 while i smoked a cigar at the bar. W/we had several drinks and got a little tipsy. i sang 2 songs at karaoke before W/we headed home. it must have been midnight when W/we went to bed. Mistress and i were kissing and getting each other hot. i slid down and worked my tongue magic on Her. Mistresses' clit was sooo hard! i made Her cum several times, then returned to Her side. soon W/we were fast asleep...no cum for slave. oh well, hopefully tonight.

Sounds like a wonderful day! D/s and karaoke... my idea of heaven!:happy0030:

thank You, Mistress Watchful. it is so nice to have You back here in the Mansion! i missed Your input.

Thank you, I missed reading about all of you too. Hopefully I should be up to date with everyone's exciting adventures soon.:manga_gotmail:

"Thank you, Mistress Watchful. It’s wonderful to see you back in the Mansion! I really missed your presence here.", "post_id":25576, "author":"member_9f52c4d748" }] } Wait, let me double check the schema for context_posts vs posts. The prompt says "For every object in `posts`, return exactly one object..." and shows input with both `context_posts` (which are not to be returned as new rows but part of the batch? No, usually context_posts are just additional info or maybe they should be included if the schema implies it? Looking at the "Required response shape": { "topic_title": ..., "posts": [ { "post_id": 123, ... } ] } It doesn't explicitly say to include context_posts in the output array, but usually, a batch rewrite processes all provided posts. However, the input has `context_posts` and `posts`. The prompt says: "For every object in `posts`, return exactly one object..." It specifically refers to the key `posts`. But often these tasks want ALL posts from the JSON structure flattened or specific ones. Let's look at the example output shape again. It just has a list of objects with post_id, subject, body. The input has 2 items in `context_posts` and 1 item in `posts`. If I only process `posts`, I get 1 object. If I process all unique posts (or if context_posts are considered part of the discussion flow to be rewritten), do they appear? The prompt says: "Rewrite the following forum batch." And "For every object in `posts`..." This phrasing usually targets the specific array named `posts`. However, looking at typical outputs for this type of task, often ALL posts listed (including context if they are distinct) are returned. But strictly reading "For every object in `posts`", it implies only that array. Let's look closer at the input structure. Input: `{"context_posts": [...], "posts": [...]}` Output Shape: `{"topic_title": ..., "posts": [{...}]}` If I strictly follow "For every object in `posts`", I only output 1 post (the one with ID 25594). However, the context_posts are often just older messages. Are they part of the batch to be rewritten? The prompt says "Rewrite the following forum batch." and lists rules for posts. It doesn't explicitly exclude `context_posts`. But it does say "For every object in `posts`". Let's look at the provided solution format in similar problems or just stick to the literal instruction: "For every object in `posts`, return exactly one object..." This suggests only the items inside the `posts` key. Wait, if I only output 1 post, where do the context posts go? They might be ignored for the final JSON structure provided they are not required to be merged or anything. The prompt asks to "Rewrite the following forum batch." and gives a specific shape. Let's assume `posts` is the target array for the output list. Post 25594: Subject: Empty string -> Empty string (no terms) Body: "Mistress and i got home pretty late from a networking event last night. i was really tired. W/we stayed up catching up on email, etc. i headed off to bed before Mistress. Mistress joined me in bed shortly...i was in that state where you are just drifting off to sleep. Mistress started caressing me and moving Her hands all over my body. She squeezed my nipples...this started getting my attention. Next Mistress started playing with my cock. Soon She had both hands on Her cock and was squeezing and kneading as i humped away. it felt so good. W/we talked about how i was always humping Her or the bed. i swore to Mistress that i would never cum without Her permission. She teased that She would make me wait to cum until the morning. ahhhh!!!!!!, don't stop now. Mistress giggled and slipped under the covers, taking Her cock into Her mouth. in about a minute Her cock exploded and i writhed all over the bed in a blissful state. W/we were soon fast asleep in each other's arms. how i love sleeping beside Mistress, the most peaceful place in the world." Rewritten Body: "My mistress and I returned from a networking gathering rather late last night. I was exhausted. We remained awake catching up on emails and such before I retired to bed ahead of her. Soon after, she came into my room...I was hovering right at the edge of sleep when she began stroking me, Her hands wandering over every part of my body. She pinched my nipples, which finally woke me up enough to notice. Then she turned her attention to my cock. Before long, both of Her hands were on it, kneading and squeezing as I thrust back against them. It felt amazing. We discussed how I’m always grinding into either her or the sheets. I promised Mistress that I wouldn’t cum without She gives permission. With a tease, She said She’d keep me waiting until morning. Ahhh!!!!!!, please don't stop now. Mistress chuckled and slid beneath the blankets, taking Her cock into Her mouth. Within a minute, She climaxed, and I squirmed across the bed in pure bliss. We drifted off to sleep quickly, wrapped up together. How I adore resting next to Mistress; it is truly the most tranquil spot on earth." Check required terms: "mistress" (case insensitive usually allowed? Rule 12 says "Capitalization... variation are allowed"). The term "Mistress" appears many times. So that's fine. Subject: Input: `"subject":""` Required subject terms: `` (empty) Output Subject: `` (or just empty string) Let's refine the body text to be more natural but keep details. Original: "Mistress and i got home pretty late from a networking event last night." New: "My mistress and I came back quite late after a networking function yesterday evening." Original: "i was really tired. W/we stayed up catching up on email, etc. i headed off to bed before Mistress." New: "I felt completely drained. We kept awake sorting through emails and other things until I went upstairs first." Original: "Mistress joined me in bed shortly...i was in that state where you are just drifting off to sleep. Mistress started caressing me and moving Her hands all over my body. She squeezed my nipples...this started getting my attention." New: "She followed into the bedroom soon after; I was nearly asleep when she began stroking me, her palms roaming across my entire frame. When she pinched my nipples, that really caught my focus." Original: "Next Mistress started playing with my cock. Soon She had both hands on Her cock and was squeezing and kneading as i humped away. it felt so good." New: "Then she turned her play to my cock. Pretty quickly, both of Her hands were working it, pressing and molding while I pumped against them. It felt wonderful." Original: "W/we talked about how i was always humping Her or the bed. i swore to Mistress that i would never cum without Her permission. She teased that She would make me wait to cum until the morning. ahhhh!!!!!!, don't stop now." New: "We chatted about how I’m constantly grinding into her body or the mattress. I vowed to Mistress that I wouldn’t climax unless she allowed it, and She joked that I’d have to hold out until daybreak. Ahhh!!!!!!, keep going please." Original: "Mistress giggled and slipped under the covers, taking Her cock into Her mouth. in about a minute Her cock exploded and i writhed all over the bed in a blissful state." New: "With a giggle, Mistress ducked beneath the sheets, putting Her cock inside her mouth. Within sixty seconds, She shot off, and I twisted around on the mattress in ecstatic delight." Original: "W/we were soon fast asleep in each other's arms. how i love sleeping beside Mistress, the most peaceful place in the world." New: "We fell into deep slumber shortly after, tangled together. I truly cherish resting next to Mistress; it’s the calmest corner of the universe for me." Combine: "My mistress and I came back quite late after a networking function yesterday evening. I felt completely drained. We kept awake sorting through emails and other things until I went upstairs first. She followed into the bedroom soon after; I was nearly asleep when she began stroking me, her palms roaming across my entire frame. When she pinched my nipples, that really caught my focus. Then she turned her play to my cock. Pretty quickly, both of Her hands were working it, pressing and molding while I pumped against them. It felt wonderful. We chatted about how I’m constantly grinding into her body or the mattress. I vowed to Mistress that I wouldn’t climax unless she allowed it, and She joked that I’d have to hold out until daybreak. Ahhh!!!!!!, keep going please. With a giggle, Mistress ducked beneath the sheets, putting Her cock inside her mouth. Within sixty seconds, She shot off, and I twisted around on the mattress in ecstatic delight. We fell into deep slumber shortly after, tangled together. I truly cherish resting next to Mistress; it’s the calmest corner of the universe for me." Check "mistress" term presence: Yes (My mistress, Her cock [Mistress's], she turned... her play... She joked..., putting Her cock... [Mistress'], falling asleep... beside Mistress). Actually, to be safe with case-insensitivity or exact match? Rule 12 says capitalization variation allowed. So "mistress", "Mistress" are both fine. Subject: Input: `"subject":""` Output: `` JSON Construction: topic_title is null because rewrite_topic_title is false (but we return the original or just null? Prompt says "return a freshly worded topic_title. Otherwise return null for topic_title and use rewritten_topic_title only as context." So if false, output `topic_title` key should be `null`). posts array: One object. post_id: 25594 subject: "" body: [rewritten text] Let's do this. One detail: The prompt input has `context_posts`. Does the output need them? The schema shows `{"topic_title":..., "posts":[...]}`. It does NOT show a context_posts key in the output shape example. So I will exclude them from the final JSON structure, assuming they were just provided for context (like previous messages) but not part of the active batch `posts` array to be rewritten into the result list. Final check on body text: "My mistress and I came back quite late after a networking function yesterday evening. I felt completely drained. We kept awake sorting through emails and other things until I went upstairs first. She followed into the bedroom soon after; I was nearly asleep when she began stroking me, her palms roaming across my entire frame. When she pinched my nipples, that really caught my focus. Then she turned her play to my cock. Pretty quickly, both of Her hands were working it, pressing and molding while I pumped against them. It felt wonderful. We chatted about how I’m constantly grinding into her body or the mattress. I vowed to Mistress that I wouldn’t climax unless she allowed it, and She joked that I’d have to hold out until daybreak. Ahhh!!!!!!, keep going please. With a giggle, Mistress ducked beneath the sheets, putting Her cock inside her mouth. Within sixty seconds, She shot off, and I twisted around on the mattress in ecstatic delight. We fell into deep slumber shortly after, tangled together. I truly cherish resting next to Mistress; it’s the calmest corner of the universe for me." This looks good. One minor thing: "W/we" became "I/She/They etc." which is natural English rewriting. "Humped away" -> "pumped against them / grinding into her body or mattress". "Exploded" -> "shot off / climaxed". Ready to output. Note: I will ensure the `subject` field is an empty string if it was empty in input and no terms force a change (none did). Also, `topic_title` is null. posts array contains one object with post_id 25594. The order of posts must be preserved relative to input `posts` array. Input has only one item in `posts`. So output list has one item. Wait, looking at the provided solution format again: ```json { "topic_title": null, "posts": [ { "post_id": 25594, "subject": "", "body": "..." } ] } ``` This matches. One final check on required terms for subject: `required_subject_terms` is empty array ``. So no constraints. Required body term: `["mistress"]`. My text has "Mistress" and "mistress" (in first sentence). Constraint satisfied. Proceeding to generate JSON. I will write the body clearly without markdown code blocks in the final string, just plain json value for body. The prompt asks for

I need to get back to my chores now. The Mistress has me putting eyebolts into the ceiling and baseboard right in front of our full-length bedroom mirror. I'm curious what she's planning.

**special date night** yay...last night was date night! i made Mistress and i a nice salad with BBQ chicken on top...yumm! the young adults left around 9:30...one went to work until 7 am and the other 2 went to hang out until we were to pick them up around midnight...long story about their car being unavailable. as soon as they left i went to the bedroom to set up. i hung the 18" chains from the eyebolts in the ceiling in front of the full length mirror and also from the eyebolts in the baseboard. i placed all of Mistresses' toys on the bed, including my collar and restraints. i lit some candles and loaded the Metallica CD into the stereo. i returned to Mistress wearing only my leather jock strap. Mistress was delighted. She excused Herself and headed to the bedroom while i freshened O/our drinks. i heard Her squeal of delight as She saw the room prepared for Her. when Mistress called me into the room She was wearing a silky nightie, Her 5 inch heels, Her long brown wig and dramatic make-up. She ordered me to my knees and collared me...then She fastened my ankle and wrist restraints. back on my knees She whispered Her love and then covered my lips with kisses, making sure not to miss a spot with Her dark red lipstick. Mistress snapped on my leash and led me in front of the mirror. She began to attach my restraints to the chains. when i looked into the mirror i saw the lipstick smeared all over my lips like a 3 year old who found Mommies lipstick. it was a strange sight. once restrained Mistress gave me a few swats with the paddle. it hurt sooo much. Mistress went away and i heard Her fumbling around for something. since i was restrained so close to the mirror my field of vision was limited by my own reflection. soon Mistress returned. She licked and bit each of my nipples to harden them before installing the nipple clamp...oh how it hurt so good. worse yet is knowing how much more it will hurt when She removes them. Mistress started in on my beating. i don't know what all She used but i know i felt the leather and wooden paddles. She was catching me hard and flat and it really hurt. i screamed in agony! i could just see Her to my left and observed the intensity of Her work. as She beat me i got light headed and thought i would pass out...Mistress kept swinging. after the feeling passed i went completely and deeply into subspace. the pain was less intense as it always is once i get there. Mistress continued Her work as my tolerance increased. She would occasionally check inside my jockstrap to see if i was still hard. most of the time i was but i know at some point the pain made me soft. when She was done Mistress released me...oh how my nipples screamed when She removed the clamps. Mistress helped me onto the bed. She saw how cold i had become and She cuddled me and covered me with blankets. in the afterglow She stroked and caressed me to keep me warm. Mistress admonished me for not taking care of myself and not telling Her that i was cold and that my hands were numb...reminding me to use my safeword. honestly i was aware of the tingling in my hands but not the cold. i told Mistress i got lightheaded when She was beating me and that i thought i might pass out. that's when Mistress told me that i did pass out. She said i went completely limp for about 8 strokes and was just hanging from the chains. wow!!! that's never happened before! there's something totally different about being beaten while standing. one thing i noticed is that the blows land much higher than when i am laying down. of course there's much more "meat" lower on the buttocks than there is on the higher parts. OMG, how She hurt me and how it hurts still. when W/we finally rearranged to go to bed i removed my jockstrap and was amazed at the amount of pre-cum. Mistress wasn't...She said it was dripping on the floor the entire time. i guess part of me enjoyed the experience much more than i knew.

I really enjoy reading about your date nights! It’s always reassuring to know there’s hope for us to fit in more kink once our kids are a bit older, even if it feels like we’re waiting forever!

Thank you, Mistress Watchful... and I thoroughly enjoyed reading about your dungeon experience. Perhaps you just need a reliable babysitter who will let you leave the children overnight at their house.

There’s not much to report really. We’re both back into the work week routine, church, band, and so on. On Tuesday morning we had some nice vanilla sex... what a great way to start the day. Mistress's period starts today or tomorrow, so there won’t be any cummies for either of us for about a week.

Just stopped in to give a quick update. Mistress's period started on Thursday. I’m not feeling well... just very sleepy and drained. I slept through half the day and can barely keep my eyes open now. Mistress has been serving me tea and soup... what a role reversal. Off to bed... more details in a few days.

Mistress's cycle has finally ended... as of Tuesday, She tells me. Last night after we finished our appointments W/we met at O/our local spot for a few drinks. I love this because vodka puts Mistress in the mood. At the bar Mistress looked stunning and I could see other guys checking Her out... back off, boys, She's mine... well, actually i'm Hers. When W/we arrived home Mistress wasn't opening the door right away. W/we started making up for lost time. Mistress whispered that She was sooo horny. then SHe said "you are going to fuck Me tonight, right?" "of course", I replied. "well that's good" She added "because My cycle has been over for 2 days and you fell asleep both nights!" gulp! i missed out on two chances and Mistress was not pleased. Once inside we headed straight for bed. Mistress and i got into a hot make-out session as i played with Her nipples. Mistress pulled my head around by the hair...i love that! i kissed down Her tummy and began kissing Her pussy. Mistress kept me away from Her clit for several minutes while i licked and kissed Her lips. As soon as She was ready i started working on Her clit and She had a hard orgasm within minutes. When she'd had enough I stayed there for a bit longer, sucking, nibbling, licking, and kissing Her thighs to keep the orgasms coming. I moved back up next to Mistress and W/we resumed kissing. I was slightly on top of her when She grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. She held Her cock tightly in Her fist...no hand movement at all. It felt good but frustrating too. Then she roughly pushed me onto my back with Her hand still firmly gripping Her cock. She asked if i knew why i was lying there. I said it meant She would either ride me or suck me. Either option sounded nice, especially since i'm chained to the bed. Mistress shook her head...She prefers pinning me down with Her arms. Mistress giggled and went down on me. OMG, what a mouth and tongue She has. The alcohol helped me last longer but Mistress just loves that quality. I could tell from the sounds she was making that She came before i did. Finally i exploded and came really hard. W/we fell asleep in each other's arms. Mistress hasn't been fucked recently so I'm sure that's what She will want tonight...can't wait...i want to drag Her back into the bedroom right now!

Chastity Slave John, Enjoying your descriptions of your adventures with your lovely Femdom Queen. Talk about finding a True Goldmine when you retired. Do what she says!

well thank you very much, peter kneels! i am so very lucky to be where i am right now. as a lifestyle slave i always obey my Mistress.

just a quick update. indeed, Mistress wanted a good fucking with Her cock and last night She got it. since my chastity was only for 2 days i was able to hold out and pleasure Mistress thoroughly using Her cock. Mistress hung Her head over the edge of the bed as she came hard several times before I exploded. i hope She's just as horny tonight!

**Please!** Chastityslavejohn, The contrast between my 'since August 15th' and your '2 days ago' may explain how frustrated I get reading about your current love life! Good for you! Cindy (aka blue-balls)

thanks, cindy! sometimes i wish i had more to report here other than vanilla sex. it's difficult for U/us to be alone with the three young adults in the house. fact is Mistress is just too horny to leave me chaste for long time periods...usually her cycle provides the longest break.

> chastityslavejohn said: > thanks, cindy! > sometimes i wish i had more to report here other than vanilla sex. it's difficult for U/us to be alone with the three young adults in the house. > fact is Mistress is just too horny to leave me chaste for long time periods...usually her cycle provides the longest break. > Click to expand... sounds like me.

Mistress and i had an amazing night last night! after getting home from separate obligations W/we spent O/or the night as W/we usually do...working at O/our desks about 6 feet apart. Mistress was telling me how pumped up She is over a challenge to achieve a certain level in Her business by November 30th. Over and over again she kept repeating her excitement. Little did i know HOW excited She was. at around 10:30 Mistress asked if i was ready for bed. That was very unusual; it's usually me dragging Her off at midnight. I said no, still too wound up from my church band practice. Just after 11 she asked again. I replied that I wasn't sleepy and She said She wasn't either. Now I got the hint (i can be so dense sometimes!) i said i'd wrap things up in a few minutes and as She headed to the bedroom She called out..."I'm really wet!" oh boy, that's all it took...i bolted from my desk. While Mistress was removing Her make-up and washing, moisturizing, etc., I got into bed...naked and ready. Mistress called out. "what are you doing in there?" i made a pretend snore and W/we both laughed. Mistress came into bed wearing something silky. We started right in, making out and touching. Soon i slid from Her nipple down Her body and began licking Her clit. As always Mistress had real hard orgasms several times before pushing me off her pussy. I continued the orgasm train by biting and sucking Her inner thigh. I was all worked up now so I slid Her cock inside Her and She started cuming immediately. Several times Mistress grabbed a fist full of my hair and pulled my head back, causing me to arch my back...mmmm, it was sooo hot! after just a few minutes and some more Os for Mistress she roughly pushed me off her and onto my back. Mistress got on top of me and impaled Herself on Her cock. She pinned my arms to the bed and began pumping away. i love feeling helpless and under Her complete control. Mistress kept cuming and cuming, soaking me in Her juices. for some reason I can always hold out longer when lying on my back. i could sense a change in Mistress however, and instinctively knew She was ready for me to cum. she loves the feeling when i come inside Her and it always gives her a big orgasm too. mistress released my arms and began squeezing my nipples really hard. in less than a minute I came hard, shaking and curling my toes. Mistress collapsed onto me. as we chatted in the afterglow W/we had some good laughs. I was soaked from belly button to knees with fluid running down my butt crack. mistress got me a towel and i dried off, then she dried Herself. i asked her what got Her so worked up. I thought it was the spanking clip that we watched together but Mistress just said "no, I just love a good challenge...it gets me hot!" so today I'm furiously thinking and trying to come up with some challenges for Her on my own. mistress also advised me there would be a date night this weekend...right after i got in trouble for finishing my drink before She did...GULP!!

btw, Mistress's new business requires Her to wear a skirt and heels every day. omG, she has me drooling all day long...she is sooo hot! today mistress is wearing her 5 inch heels. since She is five foot nine and i am six foot one she towers over me in those shoes...how I love that! mistress also loves teasing me with Her lipstick. She puts tons of it on then insists on kissing me repeatedly until it's all over my face. It's so embarrassing yet at the same time i love it!